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Twin Ghost Kings
An idea I got into my head, I've seen a few tropes where Danny and Dani are twins, two sides of a coin, the king and the free spirit sort of idea. so what if, both Dani and Danny become the ghost king?
I can just imagine some poor smuck (cult? the Justice Leauge? someone from another fandom?) decides to summon "the ghost king" for whatever reason, so solve XYZ or to grant them world dominating power, whatever, and they're expecting a single, monsterous, tyranical being Pariah Dark, but in stead, they get these two black and white child-ghosts (they're not acctually children, it's been centuries, but it's fun to be OP while being underestimated and messing with people)
This wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote a bit of it, so...
The boy’s eyes roamed over the heroes, down to the circle and then made eye contact with John.
“Dani?” he asked, tone echoing and childish but oh, so dangerous. The hair on the back of John's neck stood on end. The girl similarly looked directly at John, acid green eyes boring into him. The feeling doubled down.
“Yes, Danny?”
“I think we’ve been summoned.”
The two smiled twin grins. It was sharp and mischievous and unnerving with too many teeth, too wide for their faces. As they continued to speak, the two began to float around as easily and aimlessly as leaves in a breeze, circling the heroes like predators evaluating their next kill. John certainly felt like prey.
“I think you’re right.”
“Someone tried to call Pariah.”
“Someone called the ghost king.”
“Someone wants the dark.”
“Someone made a mistake…”
“Ying yang spirits,” John muttered. The two children continued to circle each other in a dizing display of black and white and green eyes that hold too much power.
“Nope,” the girl giggled, popping the p.
“Close, but no.” Confirmed the boy in a sing-song voice, his impish smile only growing sharper.
“Then wha– who are you?”
The spirits stopped their flying to drop to the ground in front of Constantine, their wispy tails splitting and solidifying into sets of legs so they could stand and stare with those green eyes at the man.
“We are the ghost king,” the boy said simply, voice teeming with power that made John’s ears hurt. The girl continued.
“Heirs apparent of the infinite realms and all that call it home.”
“And you have dared to summon us.”
“I don’t understand,” John had to try twice before his voice was loud enough to be heard. “I thought I called The King... Pariah Dark?"
"We told you."
"We are the king."
“I am the king phantom,” declared the boy. “Watcher of stars, bane of the dark. I am the guardian, the keep, the order. I am the light of the moons.”
“I am the king phantasm,” declared the girl. “Who followed after and seen all first. I am the wanderer, the wild, the chaos. I am the void between.”
“You demanded the Ghost King.”
“You called to the Dark.”
“So, tell us, Hellblazer,” the girl mused, grin sharp and wicked as she circled him, pausing to leer over his shoulder. “Who are you loyal to?”
“The crown?”
“Or the dark?”
“Be honest now.”
“We’ll know if you lie.”
“We can see your soul.”
“We own most of it, after all.”
#dpxdc#danny phantom#dani fenton#ghost king au#ghost king phantom#CW in the background sipping tea#poor constantine#he thought he'd only have to sell his sould to one ghost king when he woke up that morning#he's over here halfway to a heart attack#these two would be soooo creepy#they live for mischief#or 'dead' for mischief i guess#also the summoning interupted their lunch with the others#so now it's everyone's problem#they tag team their kingly duties#the observants nightmare brought to reality#they go to one to get a problem solved#but no sorry it's tuesday i'm not king rn go ask the other one#you wanted phantom to be king?#you got them#nothing more powerful than pettyness and spite
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I FORGOT TO THROW OUT AFTER THE EPISODE RELEASED NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#heron#ig??? BRUH..................#these fireworks are going to SET ME ON FIRE!!!!#but that's alr i guess!!!!!!!!!#because charcoal grilled prawn literally solves all my problems#before thinking about killing people i need everyone to sit down and think of their favourite food#and manifest the version of them that has it!!!!!!!!#maybe then all compulsions and intrusions of the mind can just go away#what if we all just pictured better versions of ourselves and just did it!!!#if we all stretched out our hands and tried we can at least live in the world knowing we did try!!#and it's better than not trying!!!!! AND BEING USELESS PIECES OF ROTTING GARBAGE!!!!!!#idk i've had a shit three years man i don't think i can take this any longer#IGNORE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND INSTEAD NOW LET'S THINK OF THE GOODIES YOU'RE GONNA GET IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#or now if you offer up your wallet to OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR sleepacross#and for the SMALL price of 5USD that's right 5USD!!!! this is to the people with credit/debit cards ofc#YOU CAN ACCESS THE GOATACROSS QNA BECAUSE IT IS PEAK!!!!!!#but just because the juninators[on here in case they aren't in the server] need to hear this so we can all sing happy birthday to her#INSTEAD OF MISSING IT FOR TWO YEARS#AND HAVING A WHOLE WINTER/CHRISTMAS COMPETITION IN DISCORD WITH MEMES AND ALL WITHOUT THIS CRUCIAL INFORMATION!!!!!!!#I THINK BECAUSE I KEEP THESE IN TAGS IT'S SAFE TO SAY THAT HER BIRTHDAY IS DEC 24TH AND WE SHOULD ALL SAY HAPPY LATE/HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY#TO OUR BELOVED QUEEN JUNI CHANG#BECAUSE NOW I JUST SHAFTED A 40K WIP I NEVER FINISHED FOR LAST YEAR'S WINTER SEASON FOR THE CHRISTMAS EPISODE OF 2024 IN THE RECYCLE BIN!!#BUT NOW WE CAN GIVE HER QUINTICE THE AMOUNT OF GIFTS THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! SO LET'S DO THAT INSTEAD!!!!#ONE FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!!! ONE FOR CHRISLER!!! ONE FOR CIVIL SERVICE APPRECIATION DAY!!!!!#ANOTHER FOR BEING PEAK MENTOR!!!!! AND ANOTHER ONE FOR BEING GOD'S SILLIEST SOLDIER!!!![in our hearts!!]#APOLOGIES AS ALWAYS IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR HERE!!!! AND A GOOD EVENING TO YOU ALL!!!!
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starscream has normal reactions

no starscream shall escape being haunted by bumblebee and vice versa. primus said thou shalt be married !!!
#bee: YOU SHOT ME WHILE I WAS LYING ON THE GROUND HELPLESS POINTBLANK NO HESITATION NO CONCERN JUST RAGE J-#starscream: yea & it was in the face#bee all a sudden all hoity toity abt dark subjects after detailing them grossly: ok bro we get it -_-#hes not even that grossed out by the getting shot in the face part. hes just pretnding to be bcs#hes actually just mad abt getting his lecture discarded & interrupted with another detail he was getting to#until starscream's RUDE interjection >:[ !!#bee thinks hes normal then thinks rumble body combusting right in front of his mother's eyes is the funniest fcking story ever#to tell to children#bumblebee the type of mom who tells her child's deepest traumas as funny stories to pass the time with strangers#well it's better than boring the company ok! stop being upset ! dont interrupt mother >:[ !!!!#it's lowkey funny that starscream shot him in the face like he rlly hated his yapping that much im crying#didnt shoot the spark just aimed for that big mouth while it was shut for once#bitchy on bitchy crime#also unrelated but i love skybound cliffjumper he is so fking ugly my baby old man 💛#skybound starscream: at least i managed to solve one problem ! time to go create 5 million more now !#idw bee: what the fuck bro#skybound starscream : ?????#ravage: fix me bro#skybound starscream: !??!?!?!??? WHAT THE HELL ARE yOU DOING HERE#idw bee: shut up & fix ravage >:[#ravage: yea meow yea#transformers#maccadam#bumblebee#starscream#starbee#transformers skybound#transformers idw
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y'all think that maybe Kakuzu's belief there's no such thing as true immortality has to do with how stressed he gets about Hidan in fights sometimes
#kakazu#hidan#kakuhida#kakazu: the ONLY reason that idiot is my partner is bc he can't die that's IT#kakazu every time there's a fight: oh my GOD (money) dodge that look up fall back#why don't you let me handle this? Ok how about you take the weakest wounded one#Just bc hidan hasn't died YET doesn't mean he CAN'T if he's enough of an idiot!#and hidan gets stressed bc a) he's baby he does not know how to solve problem that's Kakuzu's job#b) kakazu CAN potentially die and if he does he'll go to forever hell bc he's an unrepentant sinner#I don't think it's completely conscious for either of them but it's There
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honestly cant stand how technically important demise is and yet how he doesnt actually matter or exist in peoples minds as a character, the only thing that matters is his stupid "curse" thing and its the only thing why he will ever be brought up, theres never really any thought around him that isnt related to the "cuuuurse", otherwise he basically doesnt exist in the fandom
to some extent its understandable given how little he actually is in the game but it still makes me sad and a little frustrated imo he shouldnt be treated like soemthing so unimportant given hes involved with the literal start of the timeline
and worst of all is how he and ganondorf make each other worse, like their link is completely deniable yet its like more often than not treated like gan is to demise what zelda is to hylia, but even that isnt used interestingly no, its only ever to write off gan as "well, hes just a demon, demons need no motives or character, they are jsut evil" WHICH IS SO BORING, and people will be HAPPY about that??? they go yippie gan is jsut an evil demon yaaay like the fuck???
it goes around to that other post i made about how not wanting a better written gan is wanting everything to be worse, bc a better written villain is a better written everything and there is only winning in that
demise specifically is just a sore spot for me since hes my blorbo, and the way even gan fans hate him for introducing the "cuuurse" thing just makes it hurt doubly, i get why, still its just so .. man i wish BOTH gan and demise were allowed to be characters, at least gan was a character at some point, demise has nothing ;__;
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#sudden demise feelings go brrrrrr#whenever he does get mentioned by anyone i cant even go “demise mention!!”#bc the only thing that he gets mentioned for is the damn curse thing#which i dont care about and actually hate bc its a big reason why so many gan discussions are outright impossible now#and is the reason he doesnt get any other thought than that#yeehaw lets just shift the blame around#bc thats better#to fix it we should invent another literal satan guy who is actually controlling demise#thats like how it went with him and gan#its just so BORING#stop shifting the evil incarnate thing around that doesnt solve its problem#it just shoves it onto another character#grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#and he never got ANY merch#he didnt even get a watercolor painting#no#he has ONE concept art#they jsut drew buff dude and gave him fire hair and put no more thought into it#drives me up a wall
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Personally i find attempts to moralise the endings kind of pointless. Morality doesnt play into it much for me because its about grief, and grief doesnt have morals or lines you can cross or any of that. Its just grief and it is all consuming and terrible
#clair obscur: expedition 33#when my person was dying i didnt care about anyone else#and i would have done awful things to just go back one week and live it again#like your beliefs and morals do come second because we are social animals before we are thinking people#does this make sense?#like there were other ways to solve this problem#but we are given the two we are given for a narrative reason which is to hit this point home imo#THERE ARE NO VILLAINS JIST SAD PEOPLE TRYING TO MAKE IT STOP#and i think thats beautiful honesty we dont get to see enough of#all this to say i just find it a bit boring as discourse#the real discourse is if these rich people deserve to be eaten or not#my partner did survive btw but even that almost death was life altering and slow to heal#tldr i went on reddit for 5 mins and nearly died
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the goverment is definitely figuring out this alien situation asap right?? cause whats happening currently is not feasible in the long run is it not??
im sure they are trying to maybe figure it out...probably, but part of me feels like it is not being treated with the seriousness it should be by them, which ig is in character LOL
pretty much relying on one guy (who doesnt even wanna be doing this) is actually scary
and the mc still has to like 'encourage' him to do it, tho its much easier in the 'ray ending' for sure. that man just wants to live a regular life with mc (unfortunately for him that means continuing to be binary star and dealing with aliens)
and if i was a citizen and knew this id be panicking
like yea u have these other heroes helping and stuff which im sure looks comforting from an outside point of view! but like the actuality is that its ray keeping things afloat
AND ON THE TOPIC OF THE MC, i was definitely in my head like....wouldnt rays superiors (managers??) get like curious about them? like no way theyre not being nosy about it after a certain amount of time passes. it really feels like something that could be leveraged against him,,, (if there is fic about this pls send it to me lol)
honestly i feel like mc and rays relationship would have moments of high stress. like there will be good times but also the bad times will also be there and its sometimes gonna be because of outside factors they cant control
#like this hero set up for the violent alien invasions....cannot continue forever no?#its like a common hero trope but i love overthinking stuff its my jam!#and this is not me even getting into the possibility of mc dying before him (natural causes or accident)...or him getting too old eventuall#ig they could make another human weapon or something but if that were the easiest solution#there would be more ppl like ray walking around already ig (also this is a messed up thing to do btw)#is there even a solution to this??#see im entering the next phase of my fixation which is#thinking about the world#its really interesting guys!#ray is an interesting character and all the shit hes been through...im surprised he can be even controlled ngl lol#like yea mc is his last link to humanity but also deep down ik he doesnt want to let go of it hence the obsession and love towards them#its tragic that that hope had to be pinned on one singular person tho#wishing the best for him tho#i think he should be allowed to retire rn ACTUALLY#unfortunately everyone will fuckin die so.#again....government do something!?#i dont believe in my heart that theyre trying to actually solve the problem...#ik its not an easy problem to solve either....there might not be a solution at all! but i still feel like theyre not trying hard enough??#but idk enough about what the gov is doing to know. this is literally me just going based off vibes#i hope i stop having th urge to yap about this in like a week cause ill go crazy just making thing up#binary star hero#bshvn#im so curious to actually see how mc and rays day to day official relationship would go#the ray ending one where theyre trying to be healthy about it lol#theyre super cute haha#also its always fun to see a yan type character trying to be 'normal' about their feelings#hes trying okay! he doesnt even read mcs mind anymore without permission#or at least he tries#pretty sure he slips up every once in awhile#god i just...i have a bunch of stuff going on in my head
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whenever someone asks me for help or advice i want to beam all my lived experience and advice that helped me through it directly into their mind to try and spare them as much pain and stress as possible, but because i cant actually do that what ends up happening is i dump everything i know related to that topic hoping something helps them like

#and yes. i am the older sibling i am quite literally the guinea pig by birthright#its hardwired into me to make thing as painless as possible for my little brother that it ends up becoming a huge part of my personality#but i also have adhd so my version of advice is 'blurt out everything that might be even a little related to the situation#and pray that something sticks with them'#also like its hard to describe but sometimes you wont really get what someone means because its just the wrong person or wrong time#when i was a kid my dad would explain how to solve a math problem and i wouldnt get it until someone else explained it to me#and something *clicked*. and then when id tell my dad i learned smth new he'd say i LITERALLY said the same thing you just#werent listening or smth. but its not that at all.. i cant really know what its like for smth to click until it happens#i used to think i wasnt ace bc everything i saw talking abt asexuality didnt ring any bells until i found someone talking abt#something that i DID resonate with and then i went from there. so i guess what im trying to say its one thing to share what i learned#and another thing for someone to go through something or hear it from someone else to really get what i mean. shrugs#yapping
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If you want to be bothered. Maybe this for dick and Bruce???
i ALWAYS want to be bothered these are always the highlight of my day tbh you're a delight for letting me just yap <3

Dick. For the canon isn't real square I am Specifically talking about the Tom Taylor Nightwing run. Usually I ignore bad runs but given this one is ongoing (though about to end THANK GOD and get replaced by Dan Watters who i have high hopes for since i adored his Sword of Azrael (2022) run but i digress) so I counted it. Especially since it's so debated if that run is bad or not, for some reason. I'm a 90s Nightwing truther. I love Dick so dearly and tbh recently I've been more enamored with him the more I read his Discowing era, I didn't used to be as big of a Dick stan as I am these days.

Bruce. Honestly where do you even start with Bruce. I want to fist fight him and also patch him up. He got me into comics and superheroes as a whole but I roll my eyes whenever he shows up in a story. He's a bastard and usually not a good father but also complex and should be dissected under a magnifying glass. I love him dearly. He's also just the worst. I think that's why I love him. I'm always a fan of unabashedly Complicated Asshole Bruce who's generally not always the best person, particularly not to the Batfamily and that being the driving force of his relationships with them, especially in shipping.

And for bonus points, Tim. Because know above all else, I'm a Tim Drake kinnie /deg. He's been my number one for a decade and I've yet to uproot him from my brain. He's literally the Worst half the time and I love him for it. And the canon isn't real refers to Tim Drake: Robin because... that sure was a comic. And that's about all I can say about it. Pre-Flashpoint Tim I miss you so dearly. I think it's fun that I want to put him in a blender and drink the juice but also want Nothing Ever to happen to him.
#necrotic answerings#batcest#bruce wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#fandom tag#anyway the fandom is i guess mean to all of them#but like it's deserving.#everytime i meet a tim anti i'm like you're SO right. he's the worst. pls hate his ass more.#same with bruce. like never met a bruce anti who didn't have endless receipts for hating his ass.#(except for those using the shallow 'he's a billionaire beating up the mentally ill' argument which. i ignore)#(bc why are you. consuming superhero content if you just don't like or understand the genre. it's lazy pseudointellectual nonsense.)#and i don't think ppl are truly mean to dick. i think they just don't understand him.#which extends to the entire batfamily bc well. the state of the fandom and all.#like “everyone else is wrong about them” isn't in a “no one gets them but me” way#(except about tim truly no one gets him but me /j)#it's in a “oh y'all just want to fit them into neat boxes don't you” way#one more person call dick grayson “eldest daughter core” and i'm going to your house and eating the stuffing out all of your pillows.#first of all can we stop calling male characters “female coded” in any way please#women exist in comics too.#second of all it's just not true? and it's not the complex he has with bruce nor his “siblings” if you wish to call them that#and then bruce. where do you even start.#you dare say you think it's in character for bruce to hit his kids and *SOCIETY. society goes wild.*#like ofc it has to be in specific contexts. he's not just swinging.#and sometimes it *is* written very OOC bc bruce is written as a machismo self insert i give you that#but yeah a soldier who views his children as soldiers and has zero healthy emotional regulation or communication skills#is gonna sometimes swing in his worst moments. it is just how the superhero genre works everyone is gonna fist fight to solve problems.#why are you reading comics about ppl who hit other ppl for a living if you don't like it when they hit ppl.#also random hot take about dick's characterization#the young justice tv show did incredible damage to ppl's perception of him and i dislike the take it's the best adaptation of him
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When I first got into Kirby, I didn't expect to like, actually get into it. I thought it'd be like any other hyperfixation I'd had up to that point, that it would go away within a few months and I'd never think about it again.
Given I was so deeply in denial, I didn't care about being fully accurate and had some stuff that was really goofy and/or underdeveloped and unexplained. Stuff I'd made up to just work for the limited time I would be there.
Still, I came up with a few headcanons that I got attached to, and when I started realizing this was here to stay, I still chose to be stubborn and had to work backwards to keep these stupid headcanons, but adapt them into something a bit more fitting and polished.
It led to some cool stuff, like for example, my orbs aren't very magical, this was something I had settled on early on. But after I got invested, I had to think about what that actually meant and the implications of it like, how can they do this without magic? And what about that? What about this canon thing, how do I explain it?
I found decent enough explanations for all of these. But as a result of my unserious beginnings and continued stubborness, now I get really embarrassed at the time to actually talk about my headcanons and the stuff I've come up with.
Because what do you mean your Galacta Knight is half-dragon?
#what am i. 12 years old. you're making him a fucking dragon? and he barely even Actually resembles one? cringe#so so cringe. everytime i think about how im going to have to reveal that eventually i get so embarrassed#i've been by myself on my lore for almost 2 years. as in i had no friends who were into it#so i was talking to myself and people who only learned kirby stuff from me#so i never fully realized just how cringe an outsider would find it until recently#but it always made sense To Me. with what I'd come up with and how I'd made it work#i fear people wouldn't think his story and the role his dragoness plays into it is enough to warrant it.#they'll think i just did it because i wanted to. and that Is the reason too. partly.#when i started i saw that bit of text about mk's wings not being real. that they were his cape and adult orbs don't have wings#and figured gk's wings and horns mustn't be real either if that was true. but that was weird so i wanted him to actually have them.#but i'd settled on this at the time already so how would i explain him being the exception?#my solution was to just. make him a hybrid. that'd solve it. I didn't know he was a dragon at the time though. so it doesn't#show in his design a whole lot. when you look at his dragon dad he does look a lot like him. but said dragon dad also does not look like#a dragon at all. not a scaley reptile typical one. so that's Another layer to my problem#my thoughts on orb wings and horns have since changed. theoretically I could totally make gk a normal orb now. but#i also decided that the only reason he Specifically can use magic it's because of this half-dragonness 😭#another show of him being the exception. he's always stood out as odd#so there's actually no going back. i'd also have to get rid of his fuzz and who'd want that#text post
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the experience of reading stan twins fics and being constantly haunted by a name
#wishing folks spelt it as ley instead....#stan pines#stanley pines#then again the problem wouldve been solved if lee was a memorable enough character so people remembered his name lol#in my restless reading i see that face....#also wow that kid really does look like a sausage huh#also constantly thinking about how its canon that stan got into a fistfight with stan lee#....more like con stan lee amirite???#.........au where both twins went by stan and refused to budge#something something stanley going by stan and stanford by ford being so brilliant in-universe and metanarratively#it being easy for the viewer to get used to the reveal (with some missing out on stan taking on ford's name in some cases)#ford being a nickname that's his alone#while stan is something they both share#(yes i harp on about this bit tons lol)#but anyway despite the rest of his family learning about this it doesn't change how they call/refer to him#basically paralleling how their relationships on a whole didn't really change#cos despite stan feeling like he's been living a lie and that he's been tricking all his loved ones#they only knew him as him#not as the 'worse' twin not as an imposter#but ford and bill being few of the only ones who call him stanley#being the ones who knew him (or at least of him) before he took up ford's identity
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actually the more I listen and compare the more I think that a better way to describe the difference between the british masc rook voice and the american one overall is that the british sounds like a very real person who is being genuinely fierce and determined despite the fact that they are scared and understand the gravity of the situation. and the american one sounds like they might really be deeply fucking nuts enough that when the chips are down they are not even really afraid they're busy being a creature of pure 'go go go!!' fjdsklfjsa. when they really hit their stride they become less a person, more some divine instrument being used for the wildest improvised guitar solo you could ever imagine (and desperately trying to keep up with themselves as the rock ballad of inspiration sure is Happening To Them So Much). BIG moist von lipwig vibes, for those in the fandom overlap
#'every time I'm struggling with a problem I throw a molotov at something. bang I've got a different problem': The Guy#the british one is a bit more emotionally grounded but there's such a charm to american rook to me. look at that madman go#they're a chaotic act of the maker in humanoid form. no one could have predicted them THEY aren't predicting them most of the time#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#rook#this sense I get that rye really just goes into a wild flow state every time something really big happens#and then comes back to himself afterwards like '...what the actual fuck where did that come from. how did I... WHY did I --#well it seemed to make a lot of sense in the moment and it solved the problem. ...and made five new ones. shit'#and that's the cycle his life has been in from even before the shenanigans that got him sent away from home lol
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i wanna get more ear piercings soo bad ive been wanting to get a second helix right above my current one and then id have 7 and 7 is my fav number so like thats perfect but my ear w the conch piercing already looks so empty so i wanna get one on that side as well but i hate 8 so naturally id have to get one more to make it 9 but what if that looks unbalanced but lowkey 10 sounds like its too much but but but
#im just gonna steal xaydens layout idc#im almost there anyway#bUT IDK IF I HAVE THE RIGHT ANATOMY FOR A ROOK PIERCING#and they look so goofy during healing#like w the long bar in#but also idk what i think abt the helix conch combo on one side its lowkey not the vibe#☆ ; dear diary ?#i feel like on the right side a second helix and a tragus would look perfect but im like 97% sure i dont have the right anatomy for that on#bc that part of my ear is so small#but i dont like the look of all of them just on the like rim? of my ear#and if i do get a rook on my left side id def have to get another helix on that side to balance it out#please does sb wanna get matching piercings so i dont have to make a decision 💔💔#JAY BITTE IM IN DESPERATE NEED FOR A CHANGE IN MY APPEARANCE#BC I HATE THE WAY MY NEW HAIR LOOKS#I NEED TO COMPENSATE#maybe ill just get another tattoo 🚬🚬#whos next on my hip 😔😔#bUT THATS DUMB#BUT ITD LOOK SO GOOD W MY OTHER ONES#AND ALSO ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE LIKE ALL OF MY FAV MUSICIANS ON ME IN SOME WAY ANYWAY#but when hyungseok comes here n sees that when he makes me sign that nda hes gonna think im a fan 🙄🙄#idk im going through it maybe i just need to buy a new highlighter to solve all my problems#or its a sign to get that purse ive been eyeing for a while now <//3#nur jay weiß
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who up happying they new year rn
#1000 words takes 10 thousand years to write#ppl who write fast what are your tricks? if you tell me don't edit as you go i'll actually cry.#i know it's the answer but i don't like it#give me 100 perfect words then i lose the will to write or give me death#i'm pushing tho. im doine my best.#i wanna get up to like 6k? for this opening scene? 10 might be better#but i write like 100 words a day at best#and i don't write every day#i think that's the problem maybe#i'm so much better at stream of consciousnesss mannnn#writing is hard#anyway. talk to me if you want.#i solved one (1) problem and now i feel like i'm done writing for the day#lmao like i'm hearing myself i really am#mmmm if ur nice to me i'll post/send u an excerpt#i like sharing bc i like affirmation#even though i think it would be better to keep it to myself while i'm working on it#oh well i like praise too much#at me if you wanna feed my love and affection addictions <3
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I need to go to sleep but i dont wanna go to sleep i want to think about sashannarcy
#im gonna write my fanfic in my head while going to honk mimimimi#like i swear guys they're having such a terrible time#the three of them end up in a political marriage at like 15 and they think ''cool! i get to have sleepovers every day with my best friends#with whom i may or may not be in love with. AND solve several political problems in amphibia'' and then 10 years later this marriage#this fucking marriage has fucked them up soooo badly#the worst part is that despite it absolutely wrecking them. they still fell in love in the meantime.#mmmm maybe marrying three 15yo girls to each other to end a civil war wasn't a good idea#yes this is my#raised in amphibia au#my posts#they learn to love each other for realsies in time! they should have never gotten married in the first place but if they had the option now#they would do it without question!! they went through so much together and it all exploded one day and it resulted in#actually i wont say anything in case i change my mind later#but yeah just. sashannarct#sashannarcy*
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#yeah so i'm reading the 430k sequel to that other fic and having a GREAT time.#one of my favorite books in high school was Kalahari by Jessica Khoury- same deal.#weird virus infecting the local flora and fauna and slowly encroaching upon the humans who are trying to solve the mystery-#-before it causes mass biological destruction? hell yeah.#this is also why I need to read Annihilation. it's not the same but it seems similar enough that i'd really like it.#I couldn't watch the movie but I think the book would be fine.#it's also sooort of why I like house MD? but again I struggle with the visual aspect of it so I've been on a house break lately.#House also tends to trigger my emetophobia really badly 😭#anyways. i'm going to finish this fic and then get back to all the other things I need to get done#and I know I have friends whose fics I need to get around to/continue as well! have not forgotten#but I did need a few days of 'read 2 longfics for several hours so that your brain is not in the real world with your problems' moment.#the problems did not go away but I am coming back to them with a renewed sense of invigoration. refilling my HP bar.
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