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shit if I have ocd do you think the gods will understand /genq
#don't think I'm weird for this#I swear I'm not#with ocd you cant really...control those thoughts?#like its literally impossible#they just pop into your mind#yeah they disturb me too#this is kind of worrying for me#like how do I pray when I cant turn off my thoughts :sobemoji:
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Final Moments.
#my art#goro akechi#persona 5#p5r#shuake#ren amamiya#persona 5 royal#akeshu#akira kurusu#sorry for the sad shuake recently :( its just been that sorta mood#i will make one of those implied happy ending ones soon again i promise#i may have been a bit too worried about my health for a bit and made me write this#the poems i write when thinkin about my life. god damn!!!!#anyway . im sorry again#i swear the next one will be happier i miss happy shuake too not my fault ghost au is miserable (kind of is my fault)
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I'll give them shelter like you've done for me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk art#fushiguro tsumiki#took all afternoon but we wrangled the colours in2 submission#it was looking very green and kind of muddy#so i toned down the saturation in a bunch of places pulled in a lot more grey#kept a lot of the shadows Hard#i think it works#not sure it's the absolute best it cld be but i am Satisfied with it#overall i ws just kind of worried that it was looking rly similar to past pieces colour-wise#i think it kind of still Is but not as much as it would have been had i not made those edits#anyway. emo hours#ive been listening to jubyphonic's piano arr of shelter and thinking abt megumi#thinking abt him growing up n looking back on himself n seeing himself in tht lonely little boy#'it's a long way forward so trust in me' smth smth finding the strength to guide that kid forward even though both of u are scared#bc at the end of the day u Are still that kid#inner child stuff usually doesnt resonate much with me bc i don't like who i was/am/whatever this aint abt me#but in regards to megumi????? OW#in lighter news i remembered at the absolute last minute to lob off the top of yuuji's ear#bc that injury at least i think he keeps ghfssdfhfgsj
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hello, sekai! 🌎💫☘️💿🎪🎼
it's a good movie sir
#i made this as stickers to give out at the movie! saw it yesterday :)#i'll be giving them out at anime north as well ^_^#came to canada this month. it was soUEUEUEUEUEUE its good Okay ok#i cosplayed tsukasa since it was his borthday yesterday. wore the birthday girl pin. of course#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#hatsune miku#ichika hoshino#minori hanasato#kohane azusawa#tsukasa tenma#kanade yoisaki#colorful stage#kowareta sekai to utaenai miku#Going in cosplay was really funny. also hit up the japanese arcade first to play taiko. shoutout to the people there who compliment me#and then i turned around and they were wearing tsukasas casual outfit and had a pjsk itabag. and then said they were going to the movie too#Small city(INCORRECT BUZZER)#THE MOVIE WAS SO NICE:) no spoilers but i liked that lots of vocaloid producers were involved it warmed my heart. i love you miku#i was kind of worried abt people being disruptive there was only like 1 or two screams. However at the preshow ads when peppa pig showed up#everyone fucking SCREAMED and clapped i was cryung. Peak#lots of cosplayers n awesome people :) and my bestest friend dressed as ichika playing movie thestre arcade basketball.#Peace and love#WILDCATS X DHOWTIME GOTTA GET MY HEAD IN THE GAME#i havent rlly been playing the actual game much kinda busy but also my wrist was in a lot of pain it made me sad#i cant really tier or play the charts i like to anymore but i love my clowns. Dont talkabout world link 2 O K#sorry for posting this on data on the bus i'll forget if i dont
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Crocodile toy in 12th panel belongs to @ferahntics
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#IT'S DONE#DB Found siblings#Bobby bearhug#Doey#Doey the doughman#ADDING TAGS#This comic nearly did my laptop in guys it was getting so slow by the time I was watermarking each panel#I was starting to get worried it'd freeze on me-#but it DIDN'T#What a trooper!#Doey is big brother coded to the small toys I'll die on this hill#heck some toys probably view him like a parent cuz some of them might not have had one before#Bobby just wants her big brother to be safe#who protects the protectors and that kind of mentality#Also going to tag this nightmare comic#I'll try and go back and edit the tags in the first part to so it's easier for people to find#nightmare comic#nightmaer comic part 2#Poppy playtime#Poppy playtime OC#Palettes art#My art
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its just a matter of preference
#ft. a very worried ferryman#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill art#ultrakill gabriel#v1#ferryman ultrakill#gabv1el#both kinds of art block are kicking me and throwing me in a river#so. ms paint be upon ye
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[Set in Mid-Late Hermitcraft Season 8]
In which we learn a little something about Cub, a little something about Doc, and a little something about Xisuma.
#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc xisuma#dbhc doc#dbhc cub#docm77#hermitcraft#hermitcraft au#hermitcraft s8#xisuma#xisumavoid#cubfan135#cubfan#art escapades#I’m INSANE about s8 don’t talk to me there’s a reason this tarted as a s8 au#tw implied manipulation#dbhc s8#something about Xisuma’s swift approval#when he’s normally a freak over making sure every detail is double checked for experimental projects like the#*these*#double checking for anything that could go wrong. checking… double checking code��� taking every precaution#instead of ‘yeah go for it’#subtly shifting the responsibility to doc#so he doesn’t have to worry about it#so it’s not his responsibility#he’s got so many things to do right now after all#so many shops to build so many shops to restock#his kind of uncanny chipper-ness and obliviousness. goodbye#I’m. don’t look at me or I’ll explode#don’t ask me about Xisuma or I’ll burst into tears /silly
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safety first! 🏍️🏍️
#me sitting down to draw a small loose sketch:#im always scared of painting but because i started this off with “just a little doodle” i was able to more loosely slap shit down#and not worry as much and have some fun#which rarely ever happens and i worry too much when i paint#but id say this turned out okay#i did keep it too loose and not figure out details in the sketch stage which had me end up having to figure it out while painting which was#also kind of fun#but i might be more careful next time#sonadow#my art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#also yes i am not spending 5 hours drawing his fucking bike
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#crk#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#pure vanilla crk#shadow milk crk#crk fanart#cookie run fanart#cookie run kingdom fanart#wanted to add more drawings like I did with the last time I did them in my style but the rest didn't come out well#or needed me to pose as I couldn't find a ref or was worried it would be kind of cringy :T#oh well I like how this one turned out tho
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Going to Phil's to do the Laundry
#I don't know what it is about this#but it makes me feel some kind of way#also that Uni video of Dan's did give me some mild concerns when I went to Uni and did Laundry in my Hall for the first time#but it was fine#I had nothing to be worried about#phan#dan and phil#dnp#danandphil#amazingphil#daniel howell#my gifs#dnp gifs#1k notes#2k notes
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find another role, carry on the show
#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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bring me your loves
cross belongs to jael peñaloza killer belongs to rahafwabas
#armageddon art#cross sans#killer sans#cross!sans#killer!sans#cross x killer#killer x cross#kross ship#criller#sanscest#utmv#ut au#sans au#utmv au#utmv fanart#sans au fanart#sans au art#ut au fanart#ut au art#eyestrain#eyestrain cw#cw eyestrain#they!!!!!! this is one of those pieces that Comes To Me and i have to get out#i struggled with cross’s arms immensely so one of them looks a little fucked up#but don’t worry about it#all the other aspects worked out pretty well#the bandaging part kind of ended up vague but uaaghhh whatever#i know cross doesn’t have his cape either it would’ve messed with my silhouette that was already struggling#and covered part of the legs i worked so hard to get to look right#this goes out to chair also hi chair. thanks for sounding off /silly
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hey gang. my birthday is in 2 weeks and i'd like to get my car repair fund to 50% by then. currently it's 18% funded (196/900 usd) and i'm so grateful to everyone who has contributed so far. any further help including shares is seriously appreciated :')
#i know it's kind of a lofty goal but idk. the sooner this is taken care of the sooner i don't have to worry about it anymore#and that sounds nice to me
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JAKE ✘ Desire: Unleash Concept Cinema Premiere Event
#enhypen#enhypenet#*jelly's#jake#sim jaeyun#he was soo cute huhu#his voice sounded different me and a friend were kind of worried that he was sick#but he did a really good job AND HE WAS SOO CUTE huhu#jaeyun my shaylaaa <333#also i just know these will be sooo red on mobile ohh on my laptop it's fine but i just Know it would be so red on mobile ahhh#i am so sorry#but look at him isnt he the loveliest ?? :(((
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