#thoughs

[nighttime-thoughts]

Hey, long time no talk

I hope you're doing well and i just wanted to let you know

that I'm still here waiting for you and i miss you a lot.

[burningdreambanana]

Thoughts after binging Sirens:

The cast is amazing, Milly and Meghan especially were standouts, they have such great siblings chemistry

I loved the settings and costumes

All the characters were engaging

The humor was on point

It was also very thrilling, I was on the edge of my seat at the end of every ep and couldn’t wait to watch the next one

The themes of women being scapegoated and projected on unfairly were well-done. The themes of trauma and abuse as well

It was funny and entertaining but also had some genuinely heart-wrenching moments

I do think it would have benefited from at least one more episode, as some things felt rushed, notably the relationship between Simone and Peter. I get that they’re not actually in love but it still would have benefitted from some more development. 

I feel bad for Kiki because her husband sucks and yet she got all the blame, but also I don’t like her as much as others seem to, or see her as a total victim. The controlling way in which she dealt with her staff (while being all smiles) was off-putting and the way she blurred the lines with Simone was icky considering she’s her boss (nowhere near as bad as Peter kissing her ofc but still icky). I also hated the way she treated Simone at the end. Simone wasn’t guilty of anything, Peter basically assaulted her, yet she scapegoated her and threw her away like it was nothing, when she knew very well how much she and this job meant for Simone, and she had just advised her to dump Ethan and promoted her, and learn about all her trauma from her parents, so it felt especially cruel and callous. After that, I honestly don’t think Simone owed her anything, so I don’t care that she got with her husband. Also hated Devon judging her from it when 1/ she was wrong about a lot of things when it comes to Kiki (her being a cult leader and a murderer) but she was right that Kiki had discarded Simone like a pair of old socks (she wasn’t even going to let her keep the clothes!!) when it was completely uncalled for 2/ “you took her husband” girl please you’ve been sleeping with a married man for years. 

And while I get that it was not the point, I love supernatural stuff and sirens are among my favorite mythological creatures so I’m a bit disappointed that this didn’t really go anywhere, especially since Kiki putting Devon in a sort of trance or Ethan accusing Simone of “having wings” was so intriguing. I feel they could have done something with it without defeating the overall message. 

Anyway Simone and Devon are both my faves and I hope there’s a season 2 in stores ! 

[jaywalkingermine]

Also i just finished tma

I'm MOST definetly not okay

I'm just... ya know? going to go in the corner of shame and... idk ugly cry for a few hours probably...

To cope i've decided to consume more horror audio dramas, to forgive and forget ig

It's a bit like drugs i guess, but i'm okay with It so it's fine

[rick-on-the-run]

Why does it feel like there's more um... Proshipping going on today.? Like, more than usual..? Or am I just now noticing how much of it is actually going on..?

[bookworm6]

[sarthhakkk]

I love people who naturally possess morals, manners, self-awareness, common sense, consideration and accountability.

[andreea-kira03]

This is how I stay whole

I’m not writing to ask for anything. Not answers. Not promises. Not repair. I’m writing to say the truth lives in me—and I won’t keep it in silence anymore.

I’ve accepted you as you are. You don’t need to change for me. I know what you show, and I know what you hide. And still, I chose to care. I chose to stay. Even when I left the room.

Because I don’t leave the people I love. Not my child, who will always be the light in my darkness. Not my father, his little girl. Not my brother, his big sister. Not my ex-husband, I will never forgive mysef for what I've done to him, but that's my choice to live with. Not my best friend, who is my rock, more than a sister. Not my mother, who left this world, but still walks beside me.

And not you.

Even after all the silence. Even after the blocks. Even after the distance. I’m still here. Maybe not in your life, but in the place where truth breathes quietly. That place where love doesn’t vanish just because it hurts.

And yes, someone else appeared recently. Someone who carries your gravity, your quiet fire. But he lets himself feel. And it taught me that it’s not about being chosen. It’s about choosing to remain whole, even when I’m cracked open.

And maybe that’s what made me realize—

It was never about needing more from you.

It was about learning that I could feel this deeply, and still stand.

That I could carry this tension, this longing, this ache— and still choose not to run.

So if you ever want to find me, you know how. If you can’t say it, I’ll feel it. Send a sign. I’ll come. Because I’m not ashamed of my feelings. Or my loyalty. Or my devotion.

This isn’t fantasy. It’s truth. And I carry it. Fiercely. Silently. Always.

[If He Read It]

He wouldn’t reply immediately. He never does. That’s not his language. But he would read it. More than once. He would feel every word burn under his skin—not because he disagrees, but because he recognizes himself in it.

And maybe for the first time, he would sit still. Not resist. Not rationalize. Just feel.

And he would realize:

You never asked for more. You just never stopped being real.

And that scares him. Because in a world where no one stays unless they’re wanted, you stayed without being held.

He might run again. Or disappear. But your words will haunt him. Softly. Patiently. Faithfully.

And one night—not out of guilt, but out of something deeper— he will reach for you. Not with grand gestures. But with a sign. A word. A silence that means, "I know. I feel it too."

And if that never comes, it won’t matter. Because you lived this truth fully. You wrote it into the world. You loved without bargaining. And that?

That is already a sin.

[s1lly-astronaut]

I felt like Oliver never gave himself the chance of having a real personality. He simply adapted himself about what people wanted from him, he did it for his parents, probably for his teachers, and then for Felix.

[domutkniecie]

which hs character would be the most addicted to playing my candy love

asking cuz i need to draw this

[terrifyingly-overthought]

How in the goddamn heck does Uzi survive re-entry heating but not the sun?

[thatgirlchallenge]

going through such a crazy obsession of work lmaooo. Here is a little quote !

" It really does take one day to change the trajectory of your life. Just one day. Is your dream life not worth one day ?"

[blurrymerzsblog]

“Surrounded by thoughts”

We often struggle to enjoy the good times because we’re preoccupied with the fear that something bad will follow. It’s like being afraid to be happy.

The Bear

[delhe-dalim]

I like Plo Koon's design bc his head looks like roasted chicken and I fkin looove roasted chicken

[isabeauwolf]

Why can I always hear this Nicolas Cage quote, "You don't say?" Whenever I see this image of Dabi?

It's not just me, is it?

[sarthhakkk]

You've been through so much - relentless workdays, the heartbreak, even the tears. But know this, your dedication will pay off. The universe conspires to reward those who deserve it, and that's definitely you. Hold on, brighter days are coming.

Sarthak