#thread: sam

[liamxalvarcz]

Liam felt like he had finally drawn his last straw, it had came after he had fallen asleep probably due to exhaustion and not be choice and was plagued once again by dreams he was now calling nightmares given the context. So vivid and so real and still so confusing. Part of him hadn't even realised that he had gotten changed and left the house, hood pulled far over his head to hide his face from anyone he potentially knew, not in the mood for conversation, simply moving on autopilot until he found himself outside of the others home. He knew the knocking might have been a little too much, constant and unrelenting until the other would answer the door, but he was at the end of his tether and in his head this was the only logical thing he could do.

@samdelgados

[youllalwaysbemyporcelain]

@hiddendarkrosesx

Danny smiled at Sam. "I really am so happy you're here now. I've missed you so much. And I want you to meet Wen Ning as well!"

[nurseguillermo]

WHERE: Martha Mae's Bed and Breakfast WHO: Sam (@travelingreportersam)

Mo fiddled with the coffee cup in front of him, Martha had insisted on leaving a fresh pot and a few breakfast pastries at the table. He kept holding his breath the way Knightley seemed to do so easily to keep his cool. They'd gotten better about it over time, even if it was still a struggle. Hearing someone walk in he stood up and held his hand out, "Sam? You wanted to speak to employees at the nursing home, right?," they said. Everyone at work had been talking about the interviews, seemed the easiest way to get a conversation going. "Martha left coffee if you want some," they said sitting back down.

[collectingmuses]

@themckaytriarchy asked:

Sam Guthrie has a good life! Okay, he has an exciting life, but some things still catch a guy by surprise. Y'know? He knows. For example, the woman with a giant hat and a giant set of... flowers on said hat is bouncing toward him, her heels click click clicking as she does that strange little run of people who've spent far too much time in high heeled shoes. Click clop click clop! The early spring breeze catches at the hem of her bright purple skirt, causing the silk to flutter around her knees. There's a--oh, there's a feather on the hat, too. He can see it now! Boy, that's a big hat. "Samuel!" The woman calls his name gaily, raising her hand to catch his attention. Whoever she is, she waves like a beauty queen, and even from here, he can see her smile is toothpaste commercial white. "Are you Samuel Guthrie? Slow down, dearheart! Let me have a look at you!"

Sam had been lost in his own little world, when his attention was brought to the mystery woman waving him down. The first thing he noticed? Well, that hat. It sure, indeed, was a very big hat. Sam was not sure he'd ever seen a hat that big. The world was full of marvels.

The second thing? She seemed to know him, considering she was calling him out by name. Sam look left and right in confusion, pointing innocently at himself as if to confirm that, yes, he was indeed the Sam Guthrie she was calling to. You never know, the odds of their being another right next to him were slime, but not zero.

"Me?" he perked up as the woman approached. "Pardon me, ma'am, but do we know each other?"

[spookberry]

Its past their bedtime

[finnleywood]

"I don't think it sounds corny, I'm someone who finds it difficult to be by myself all the time or to just go out and do stuff alone. I like the company and the social interaction, a bit too much of an extrovert for my own good." He explained to the other, "Though my approach tends to be to just show up at my siblings or friends doors, because that means they can't just decline or ignore my calls or messages, they have to deal with me face to face." He chuckled. "Seriously, it's all good. You don't need to keep thanking me." When the other mentioned his surgeries he nodded, "Been a couple times I've been about to take to the field and noticed there's either a tear in my gloves or something is not quite right with my broom. My secret weapon is actually a Muggle invention-." He explained to the other, leaning closer on the table as though he was about to spill a deep, dark, secret, "Duct tape."

"Oh I get that! Whenever I have days like that and the realization strikes I immediately FaceTime my brother or my mums. It might sound corny but human connection is really so important," Samantha admitted with a light laugh. "Definitely," she nodded when he spoke about just diving for whatever table was free when a place was packed like this one. "Thanks for being cool about it, seriously," Sam added appreciatively. "Have you now? Well I hope we won't need your expertise even though I do value the offer to help," she smiled, making sure things were set out before taking up her seat again.

[liamxalvarcz]

Liam had found himself on the verge of turning around and walking back home several times now, he had a feeling that this wasn't a good idea. Going to meet up with the person you had been having romantic dreams about frequently for the last month or so when you have a partner already seemed like a big red flag and yet, here he was. "Hey Sam- thanks for meeting me." He smiled, having eventually made it to the coffee shop, standing in front of the other and feeling his heart beating hard against his chest. "Do you have a coffee already or do you want me to pick you one up?" He asked, knowing that having a drink in front of him, having something to do with his hands would hopefully help his nerves a little.

@samdelgados

[youllalwaysbemyporcelain]

@hiddendarkrosesx (for a random starter)

Danny smiles when he sees Sam. "Hey! I'm happy to see you! What have you been up to? It's been a while."

[loumandivorce]

bones and all / interview with the vampire

[youllalwaysbemyporcelain]

"You're already planning for Halloween? I'm happy I'm not the only one. Halloween is very important. Do you have plans of what you'll do for it this year?'

"Oh my god, thank you so much! I want to do some cool make-up for Halloween this year and just you know, for fun so I have been practicing in my free time." Sam smiled. "i'm glad you think I'm doing a decent job, though. That makes me feel confident in my skills."

[castieloise]

dad left them for a hunt. it's the middle of the night, pitch black and silent save for the illumination and mosquito-like hum from the neon no vacancy sign outside their room.

they're both awake, and they're both aware they're both awake, staring up at the ceiling from their respective beds.

dean climbs in beside sam. he feels sick as he does. as he always does.

he wants sam to say no, to stop him. god knows he can't stop himself.

then, sam turns, facing his older brother with those puppy dog eyes. those sweet fucking puppy dog eyes. dean knows sam won't stop him.

sam curls close and presses his lips to dean's. he's had a growth spurt and doesn't need to crane his neck anymore. dean scrunches his eyes shut angrily, clambering over sam and smothering his body with his own, forcing his tongue past his little brother's lips in a manner that can only be described as mean.

he breaks the kiss only to hit him. one sharp, close-fisted crack to the face. sam's nose begins to run red, pouring like a faucet, and he whimpers. it gets dean hard when sam whimpers. it gets sam hard when dean hits.

he hadn't realised he was crying, but there are tears streaming down dean's face. he hadn't wanted to hit sam, he just wishes sam would stop him.

he dips his head back down to kiss him again, this time much more tenderly, a silent plea for forgiveness. the taste of metal fills his mouth with each shallow kiss.

"its okay." sam says softly, voice nasally from the bleeding. his teeth are stained an ugly shade of vermillion.

"no, it's not." dean says, frustrated and desperate and confused. he pulls back and hits him again. it's not okay, and dean wishes sam didn't think it was so sam would fucking stop him.

sam never does. sam never stops him.

in the morning, they will tell their father a tall tale of rough housing that got too rough, or of a shower that got too slippery to explain away sam's bruising and limping.

[incesthemes]

there is interesting johndean subtext and insinuations across kripke era, usually through an antagonist insinuating parent-child sexual violence in order to exert dominance over dean. this type of mockery exploits that ambiguous relationship between john and dean and reminds dean that he never had a normal relationship with his father, and that makes him gross and wrong. it doesn't actually matter in the end whether john was sexually abusive to dean. the core of their relationship was damning enough: dean was made to take the place of john's wife—to comfort john and raise sam—while simultaneously being his son. the codependent nature of their relationship implies the incest that underscores their dynamic. again, this is regardless of what literally occurred between dean and john because there is enough doubt toward the nature of their relationship that multiple antagonists can use it against them.

sonwife, brotherhusband—dean is stuck in a liminal space between family and lover and is unable to put his feet firmly on just one side and instead has to accept both together or abandon both together. he doesn't get to have a relationship with his family without it being simultaneously incestuous. he plays the role of wife to john and mother to sam as mary's replacement; he therefore becomes more than a son and transcends the boundaries of the familial into the incestuous. it's baked into the dynamic and he can't hope to escape the liminality in which he's stuck without abandoning his entire family altogether.

this ambiguous relationship is further acted out with sam, where people perceive them as lovers rather than brothers; where their mutual devotion trumps, neglects, and disallows any other close relationship outside each other; where their physical closeness is viewed through an unusually sexual lens despite no literal sex acts between them taking place on screen. once again dean is stuck in a liminal space, paralleling the ambiguous and uncertain relationship he had with john.

in the end, sex (and sexual violence) is just a symbol of this codependency and uncertainly incestuous dynamic. sex acts in kripke era end up being symbolic: misinterpretations of sam and dean's relationship; accusations of sexual violence; literal, on-screen sexual moments between the brothers and someone else. it's a literary device that highlights the incestuous themes of the show. dean hand-picks women for sam to fuck because it allows dean to be symbolically part of sam's sex life. henricksen accuses john of raping dean because it is a symbol of the unhealthy, codependent relationship dean had with his father. the samulet stays on during sex because sam is symbolically integral to dean's sexual gratification (seen too in the way both dean and cassie in 1.13 appear to kiss the amulet at least once in the dark room). sex is used to signify more than what's literally on the screen, and the connections between the literal sex acts and the blurred lines of dean's familial relationships allow for a reading of incest between both john and dean and sam and dean.

it never mattered whether johndean or samdean had a sexual relationship in the canon because that was never the point. the point is the liminality that permeates the narrative. sam, dean, and john all stand upon a threshold between acceptable and taboo. the point of it all is the doubt and anxiety, the are-they-aren't-they that is never answered. the absence of incest within the text invites the understanding that the incest was, in fact, always there.

[princess-and-charming]

dean and y/n text thread;

god i love but hate these idiots XD (i’ve got so much more but for when they’re actually a couple I’M EXCITEDDD)

Based on ‘Genesis Primis: A Supernatural Series Rewrite’ of ‘The Old Testament Series’

[liamxalvarcz]

Liam knew he had been staring at the other for quite some time now, he had tried to stop himself but he couldn't. Ever since his accident he kept having odd dreams, one's where he was back in school, one where there was someone by his side in a way only Rory had ever been. One where that person definitely looked and sounded like a dream version of Sam. He wasn't sure why it was happening, what his subconscious was doing, making him dream about another man when he was so happy and secure in his own relationship. He hadn't told Rory about the dreams of course, or the blinding headaches that seemed to come on so sporadically every now and then, he simply just kept going. Tried to hide it all the best he could until he figured things out. He had been zoned out for a little too long when he noticed the other was now standing in front of him, causing him to startle a little. "Shit. Sorry. I didn't see you approach." He blushed, wondering if he had been caught with his obvious staring after all.

@samdelgados

[youllalwaysbemyporcelain]

@hiddendarkrosesx

Danny smiles up at Sam when she enters the book store. "Sam! I'm glad you made it! I just finished up my work so I'm free to hang out!"

[maxhcwitt]

samdelgados​:

“I’m not entirely sure that that was what they meant when they said that,” Sam said, biting his lip lightly. “Why exactly did you take it that way? Do they have something against you, or something?”

“And what way did you take it? Because their tone was all off so it seemed pretty hostile to me.” Max commented with a shrug, he wasn’t the best at reading people, not when his social skills tended to be pretty straight forward and a little lacking but then again he mostly had a ghost to talk to so you couldn’t really blame him. “I don’t know, man. I piss people off more times then not, so maybe they do have something against me, they’d be a small number on what is probably a long list at this point.”

"I'm not entirely sure that that was what they meant when they said that," Sam said, biting his lip lightly. "Why exactly did you take it that way? Do they have something against you, or something?"