#timehealsall

[a-day-in-the-life-of-dulce]

  How my biggest heartbreak changed my life

     September 5th, 2016, was a regular day in my life. Weather was great, school was just around the corner, as well as my favorite “sweater weather season.” I was with my best guy friend that day and we made plans to go out to the bar that night before the semester started. I got ready in a matter of seconds, headed over to his place to pick him up, and before we knew it, we were at the Hub Again Bar drinking away.

     Tinder was a big thing for me at the time. Couple weeks prior to this day, I had recently broken up with my six year boyfriend for maybe the thousandth time and I felt like it was indeed time to move on. After a bunch left swipes, I finally found someone who I thought was cute and wanted to “talk” too. Who would have known this was the day I was going to meet the love of my life.

     After a few drinks and talking to my friend, let’s call him, Bill, I found the courage to invite the tinder guy, Anthony, over to have a drink with us. He ACTUALLY came! I met him outside to help him look for parking and my god, was I nervous. He was even more attractive in person. We finally found parking and entered the bar to where my friend was at. I introduced them and Bill knowing how much of an introvert I am asked Anthony to play a few games of pool.

     Night went on and I made the occasional small talk. After a few hours it was time to go and he drove me home. We stopped at the corner across my building and it was time to say our goodbyes. He must’ve liked my quietness or something because he gave me a long, soft, sweet kiss and said we’d see each other again soon. When he kissed me all I could feel were sparks everywhere. Who would have known.

     Later that week I saw him a couple times. He traveled 45 minutes to me and back home every time he would come see me. This guy was really making the effort. He was amazing, charming, such a gentleman, and made me feel like a queen every second of the day, even if we were miles apart. I got to know him a little more each day and I was starting to fall in love.

     A couple days later, September 11, 2016, my brother passed away unexpectedly. I didn’t know who to turn to and I eventually called him for a bit of comfort. Had some days to myself, family, and friends, and after a few days we hung out again. I met his family and they were the sweetest and very comforting. We had a great connection and bit by bit I was opening up to them.  

     Since the day I met him, which at this point was only a few weeks, I felt as if though I had known him for months. I had already fallen in love with him but I wasn’t about to admit that. He’d probably think I was crazy since we basically just met. We ended up having a convo about our feelings and what was going on because a few of my insecurities were coming in. Our feelings were mutual and on October 1st, 2016, we made it official. He wrote a cute “agreement” which we both signed and just like that we were in a relationship. That was the greatest day of my life. 

     Days, months, went by and I was still in the honeymoon phase. Of course we had our problems once in a while, all relationships do. I, however, do admit I was insecure and jealous from time to time. I remember one of the worst days was at his mom’s house for his nephew’s birthday. A really pretty girl came in and he was, in a way, all over her. He didn’t introduce me, basically didn’t acknowledge my existence and so I got mad and called him out on it. Huge fight but that was that. 

     Another day was with his sister’s friend. Now she was always trying to get his attention. He wouldn’t give it to her per say, but there were times where he acknowledged her and that unfortunately made me furious. There’s no explanation as to why I was that way, or excuse, I should say, but I was just afraid of losing him.

     A month or two later, on June, 4th, 2017, he broke up with me. No explanation, no arguing had happened in weeks, just a random day he broke up with me. Just. Like. That. I was devastated and extremely heartbroken. I was lost, I felt as if my whole world came crashing down. He stopped talking to me and I didn’t know a thing about him. I would say six months passed by and we spoke again. My naive self went back in hopes of him giving me another chance. After a while he stopped talking to me again and there I went back to square one. 

     This toxic habit of mine, trying to get him back, happened about three times, then I found out he had left me for a new person each time. That ruined me until the third time. I wasn’t surprised anymore and I expected it. It still hurt but I was already “used to” it. I was dumb to think he would change and want to be with me. That was him being selfish and knowing he had power over me because I “loved” him. I learned the hard way.

     Til this day, two years, about to be three years later, I haven’t been with anyone else in that level. Yes, I have had my fun, met people, dated a couple, but no one has been able to take his place. I wouldn’t say I am still in love with him because those feelings are long gone, but even though I’m not hurting anymore, I still can’t find myself being with anyone else after him. I feel scared for the most part. I feel as if though I will ruin everything again and be left because of it. I don’t want to go through that heartache again. It was the worst I had experienced. A deep connection I had with someone ended in a matter of seconds. I rather be alone than to go through that again. That’s how my biggest heartbreak changed my life. I’m afraid of opening up to someone, afraid of allowing someone to have the power to destroy me emotionally, which in all honesty, it shouldn’t be that way.

     Maybe I’ll fall in love again, eventually, with the right person. Someone who I’m not afraid of opening up to but until then, I’ll focus on me, my happiness and my future. Everything else is in God’s hands and I’m sure he knows what he’s doing.

[hearthandhomemagick]

I wish you would say you need me again,

That nothing is the same unless we do it together.

To say that you want to come home.

Or that you want me to come home.

More than that, though....

I want you happy.

And I want you loved.

I want us both to love ourselves,

as much love as we've put into each other.

Maybe once we've figured it out...

Then we can love each other unconditionally.

We can rebuild a new home together.

Until then, My Dear Lover, I will wait,

Arms open, and heart full.

Let's grow together, Darling.

Into who we are meant to be together xx

[divineessenceawakening]

Time does heal your wounds. Time will won’t make them disappear, but each day it gets easier to move forward. Work on loving and healing yourself from within though selfcare. It’s ok to focus on YOU! #growth #growthmindset #ptsdsurvivor#mstsurvivor#love#loveyourself #usmcveteran#affirmations #instagram #instagood#time #timehealsallwounds #timehealsall #militarysexualtrauma https://www.instagram.com/p/CYCAXeGr2Pm/?utm_medium=tumblr

[wintercherryblossom-clouddojo]

Cure Sigil #septembersigilchallenge Align the body with the Elements of Nature and let Divine Healing begin.

[castles-can-dance]

Tempo cura #ilustracion #ilustra #desenhoamao #desenho #desenhoamao #desenhar #tempocura #tempo #cura #timehealsall https://www.instagram.com/p/CGl8pSrJlkk/?igshid=vcjutd48t2bx

[thefabraja]

Yaasss! Time will heal everything! #toco #trinidadandtobago #beach #quarantine #trinidad #pic #instagood #coronavirustrinidadandtobago #heal #keepingpostivevibes #stayhome #tnt #yaaas #timehealsall (at Toco) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-V1MWup0aq/?igshid=1tz744nkjauhq

[epicrealistyoutube]

It sure will. ☺️ #time #timehealsall #trustissues https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw43smPhf90/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zydawbokzcde

[troubledontlast1]

It's true that time will begin to deaden the pain. However, time doesn't heal anything. Time buries our hurts, numbs our senses, but the Bible does not say that time alone solves anything. We must face the facts that time is not the great healer, Jesus Christ is. #godrestores Your most effective ministry will come out of your deepest hurts. #godheals They say, "Time heals all wounds". But without God, time heals NOTHING! #godhealedme Only Jesus can meet the deepest needs in your life. Only Jesus can heal your broken heart. #godhealsthebrokenhearted Your healing, and what God chooses to do, will be unique to you and how God wants you to reflect Him to the world around you. #godhealsall Time doesn't heal. It takes away the freshness of the wound and covers it with new memories until your exposed to something that triggers you. #godhealsthebroken Time does not heal all wounds. It's what you do in that time to heal that matters. #godwillhealyou 🔥Subscribe to my YouTube channel and podcast,👉🏾"Uplift Past Crossroads"👈🏾🔥 Befriend me on Facebook/LinkedIn = Sean Christopher Jenkins 🔥Follow👉🏾@troubledontlast 👈🏾IG/Twitter/Snap/TikTok for more🔥 Turn on Post Notification - Like - Comment - Share - Save repost @strength_in_jesus1 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ . . Follow my other Instagram accounts: Subscribe to YouTube(in bio)👉🏾@my_daily_bible👈🏾 Subscribe to podcast(in bio)👉🏾@upliftpastcrossroads👈🏾 YouTube👉🏾@upliftwithdrj👈🏾 Fashion👉🏾@glamourmeetsgq👈🏾 . . 👤 Tag a friend who would like this page ⬇️ ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #godwillkeepyou #godwillhealme #godwillheal #godcanheal #godcanhealyou #godcanhealallthings #godcanhealthebrokenhearted #timedoesnthealallwounds #timedoesnotheal #timehealsallwounds #onlygodcanheal #onlygodcanheal #godwilltakecareofyou #godofhealing #healingisaprocess #godwillrestore #godwillrestoreyou #timehealsall #timeheals #timehealseverything #timedoesntheal #timedoesnthealeverything #godcares #timehealsnothing (at Nashville, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYMzpbbFhdb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[theoceanandi-blog]

#lyricvideo for #grotto up now! Get familiar with our song before our music video drops! Click the link in our bio! Music video coming soon! #lyrics #time #distance #theoceanandi #grotto #video #poetry #loss #memories #heartache #timehealsall #hiphop #Tokyo #japan (at Tokyo, Japan) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvN0BzZnbRr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=a7nztp5u4h94

[lit-arture-blog]

All great things take time, including the process of healing. Feel your way through it & be patient in those moments where you feel that you might lose it. It’s just the motions. __________________________________ Keep Feeling, Keep Healing Writer: C-Ci __________________________________ #TheMotions #Feeling #Healing #StayReal #NoPretending #Patience #TimeHealsAll #NoteToSelf #Reflections #Reminder #LessonsLearned #CreativeExpression #Writer #WritersOfIG #WritingCommunity #AuthorsOfIG #BookComingSoon #StayTuned #FollowUs #LiteraryMagazine #LiteratureARTCulture #Prose #PoetsOfIG #PoetryCommunity #Freewriting #LinkInBio #CheckItOut

[chocolatepatrolcollection-me]

Join me 11am PST #petparents I am a messenger for all animals and #motherearth #animalcommunicator #dogwhisperer #angelcommunication Join me LIVE 11am pst www.facebook.com/spiritualitygonewild for Talking Animal Sense. Learn telepathic communication with your pets. Understand why your pet was guided to you for a specific spiritual lesson. #AnimalCommunication #Conscious #Dogtrainer #TheSecret to #PuppyLove best-selling author. #keepsmiling #keepshining #rescuedog #rescuecats #messenger #channel #spiritmedium #energyhealing #reikihealer #timehealsall #ascension #newearth #poweroflove #couragetobekind #bekindtoelephants #connectwithangels #soulful_moments

[jsralston]

#timehealsall #yes #dobetter #lifequotes #lovethis

[chainofdefense]

Wounds of the physical heal. Wounds of the emotional linger and are invisible. Strength to heal takes deliberate action. We need to tend to our greater Self. We need to take refuge in our better Self. #TimeHealsAll

[findingmyselffollowingmylight]

Realization...

after talking with P last night, I have to say he cheered me up and not to mention gave me some well needed advice (even though he felt he should be a hallmark card writer lmfao) but i guess ive been wasting my time on K a little to much when i know that its not going to go any further than where it is now. and deep down i really don’t believe him anymore; hes done to much to me thus far and my image of him is a bit deteriorated. Maybe being friends is all that it can be or not at all. I just dont feel like i should be ignored and treated like an option when im so much more than that. So ive decided to back off permanently and took the steps needed to block him on all social media and my phone line. apart of me is happy that we havent done more than just kiss because this would be much harder to do. Feelings fade and right now i just want my feelings for him to subside so that i can move forward with someone who’s clearly worth it. I just dont have time for the games that K keeps playing, the lies he keeps telling and my loyalty that hes taking advantage of... i need some time; lots of it.

[andrewuphold7861]

If any song was to ever be about my life ever this is it I feel so strongly about this song it's like they stole the words out of my mouth

[writingstylez]

💯💯💯 #timehealsall