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another yap sesh on the tptm girls who attempted
TW: discussions of sui//de
So you know how I previously yapped about how each of the girls who attempted did so out of a desire to be different? I noticed something else in the lyrics of the songs.
In every single song where the character attempted suicide, there's a particular line where the character expresses their desire for autonomy, their desire to live.
Disposable: "I just wanna be alive, but I feel like such a creep."
Irreverent: "If my life is spent in worship, then is it really mine?"
Splitter: "If this really wasn't the end, and I could do it again- do you think that i deserve it?"
Taxidermy: "don't wanna be a cadaver, wanna be free"
Refraction: "statue of glass tries to break free"
Suicide is rarely done out of a pure desire not to be alive- more so that you think it's the only option. All of these girls- despite having attempted, still express their desire to live.
Also!!! In the songs, there's also a line at some point that references how they feel trapped, hence their desire to escape (via their attempt).
Disposable: "What is it that makes you people never want me?" "I try so hard to be good, to be someone worth seeing. But all the names I get called, the way they treat me- don't try to lie to me and tell me I'm not ugly."
Irreverent: "Heavenly father, please alter this body. It's impure and sinful, I don't want it on me." "Even if you don't want to get to know him, we're gonna make sure that you get to know me."
Splitter: "So you can't stand to see me punishing myself? Only other option is to take it out on someone else."
Taxidermy: "To be a girl is to be trapped." "Sinful desires pestering, under my pelt they crawl"
Refraction: "The sound of a guitar eternally tuned wrong" "What's left when life isn't for me?"
#tptm#the post traumatic manifesto#weevildoing#taxidermy girl#irreverent girl#splitter girl#disposable girl#refraction girl#tptm analysis
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THIS IS HOW CHEMWASTE HAS WON
im sorry for focusijg on shipping immediatly, i went insane about the song in my friends dms so im going insane about this uere... im a bit. flabbergasted??? im not so much focused on the ship as much as "thats my guys .. thats my girlfriends ..!!!!!" if that makes sense?? or at least 'waow i had the same thought as weevildoing before they made their thought public...'
ofc kve got no definitive proof im the person to ever ship them, or that its canon but i do feel like their founding father ... i was in the delivery room for chemwaste ... theyre my baby
so first off, jordyn and joy are on treadmills together ... yay !!!! :]] theyre hanging out!!! god. i love the art in this mv so much btw like GOD!!!!!! just seeing them interwct like this is so sweettt !!! i KNEW rhis would happen to them. i knew theyd excercise together and disposable would suck ass at it. save her chemical. save her. idc if it a canon ship or not theyre hanging out and thaz makes me happy!!!!! like aughhh theyre chilling together...!!!

next up. in the updated journal entries. disposable says she has girlfriends. she says shes not quite ready to share who they are yet. however .. through my power of deduction .. ive noticed TWO other characters that say rheyre in a relationship ...



mind BLOWN ?!?!?!! this is completely speculative like, umm um . disposable saying she doesnt want to say who just yet makes me feel like its someone we know. fainéant's qpps and chemicals gf could def be someone that we dont know, just, like, someone. yknow? and even if they are someone we know, no definite proof theyre just these 3
but !!!!! theyre dots that i can connect. so iwill.
also AUGHHHB THE SONG ??? THE SONG ????? HEKLO???? THE MV IS SO!!!!!! GUHHHHH!!!!!! all the girls singing at the end ("disposable, but i dont have to be" and such) !!!!!! god !!!! fucking !!!!! Hello !!!!! Hello !!!!!! Speak to me nurse parallel !!!! Speak to me !!!!!! im also in love with irreverents updated page. its so everything to me. and taxi!!!! ouhhhgghhh,,..,..... REFRACTION!!!!! im so happy for refraction ouhhhhhhhgggg im sorry ill never call the girls by their real names im sorry. IRREVERENT AND SPLITTER!!!!! them meditaring n then in the group photo splitter ✌!!!!! with irreverent next to her .... GAHHHHH!!!!!! im DEAD!!!!!!!! godddd
i cant believe its. like. GOD. head in HANDS idont know what to say its 2am save me nurse parallel. if i survive tonight imigjt make a real post on my thoughrs about nurse parallel and tptm and studf any everything odpnt know. my head hits the pillow and iimmediatly fall asleep
#the post traumatic manifesto#this isnt an actual like. analysis or whatever im just going insane#tptm#mystuff#tptm chemwaste#shipping#i feel bad for immediatly jumping to this but oughhh believe me im going insane about the song and themes so ahrd#ALL THE HPDAZES ARE SO!!!!!#CHILL!!!!#THEYRE JUST CHILLING!!!!!#i wish i could make post 2 years entry updazes for my girl ocs but COMPUTER BROKEN!!!! FILES GONE FOR NYAOW@!!!!!#auvhhh#ill post real thoughts later to make up for this#💣chemwaste🗑
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shoutout to caliber girl. hell yes girl deconstruct "girlboss" feminism!!!!
#jade.txt#''the face of the modern woman's determination'' and the entire song is about nora overworking herself until she breaks#also its really fucking catchy#sigh.. one day ill make an analysis of tptm
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Well
Fainéant Girl made me cry
Not sure If its a good or bad thing that i relate to it, but i did like the song(s). Some subjects were personaly relatable, and others not exacly, but i understand them.
And all the lyrics are so well made, wow, 10/10 lyrics, pure poetry 👏👏👏👏👏
The melodies are definetely not bad, but its not what i usually listen to. i don't know how to describe it properly, or pinpoint what is it that bothers me, but usually It hurts my ears, BUT! in these ones the sounds didn't bother me. Im glad! otherwise i wouldn't be able to enjoy this artistic masterpiece.
The subjects of the songs were treated delicately and with respect, it's really trying to speak about the experiences of many people, giving them voice, telling our stories.
In the end, despite our struggles, past ones and current ones, there's still hope for healing, we can be helped, we can survive and live a good life
Oh, and the character designs are really good, can't forget to give that credit as well
My thanks to the chef 🍽️
The urge to get my mutuals into tptm
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Oh TRUSTTT I have read your other works as well!! I remember scrolling on tiktok and saw your page and at first I was mostly looking at memes and the more joking parts of it but then I saw you had posted headcanons/thoughts and even analysis videos on YouTube and that made me do a whole dive into your stuff because the way you talk about the Dimitrescus was just 🤌🤌
I remember reading tptm first and was lowkey intimidated by the word count but bruhh the moment I finished the first chapter, I was reading that and getting caught up like I had a book club to go to the next day.
NOT THE BOOK CLUB LMAOO
sometimes i miss making those analysis and headcanon videos 💔 i was actually going to make one on TPtM at one point but i deadass forgot all the symbolism and hints in the first act. i legit have the memory of a goldfish 💀
#asks#tptm my beloved#i really need to get back into writing it#maybe i’ll reread it over the weekend and go from there
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[ " the role of the king... ]

✦ we are a hc-did system that collectively goes by fainéant. we are bodily 17.
✦ i, the current host, go by "komaeda". yes, i am a nagito komaeda fictive. yes, i am taking questions about hope ( lie ).
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some things to know .
✦ we have bpd with narcissistic traits, and possibly a schizoid disorder. we might come off as rude or cold to new people.
✦ we aren't very eager on strangers interacting out of nowhere without a purpose, so please, if you'd like to befriend us, please don't message with just "hi". we likely won't reply.
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fandom interests .
( main interests / special interests in bold.)
In Stars And Time
Cookie Run Kingdom
Your Turn To Die*
Danganronpa*
TPTM
Vocaloid producers
Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Witch's Heart
Yume Nikki + YNFGS
ZENO
Hello Charlotte
Steven Universe ( Future )
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entomology
criminal psychology
criminology
lobotomy :)
plauge doctors
mental disorders / mental health & psychology
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( Memory Of Art ) - Art reblogs
( Stars. You're In Love. ) - F/O posting.
( You Dreamt Of Dying. ) - Vent posts
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DNI list . .
um. dni if you actively interact with / support @/mikiappreciation / pokepastaparty / autobluephobia or any of his alts. he is a disgusting groomer and abuser . here is evidence — a few of the links don't work, im aware, but they essentially just restate what's in the rentrys.
um. that's it .
DEFAULT POLICY : if im following you, or vice versa, any vague post is likely not about you.
comms: OPEN
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#system intro#tags#( Speak It ! )#( Memory Of Art )#( Stars. You're in love. )#( You'll Remember This Forever. )#( Words Words Words . . . )#( You Dreamt Of Dying. )#( Memory Of Ink. )#( A Snapshot In Time. )#( A Multitude Of Stars . )
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SOMETHING I NOTICED ABOUT DISPOSABLE'S SONG + TPTM ANALYSIS
trigger/content warning: mentions of bullying, religious trauma, sexual trauma, CSA, homicidal/sui---al ideation, sui---e attempts
I think the fact Disposable Girl is the first in the series is really impactful because, in some way, all of the girls feel or felt disposable themselves- or that they'll become disposable due to something.
Kairi felt disposable, worthless due to co's urges and religious upbringing + purity culture
Tahira felt disposable and worthless due to her violent urges and trauma
Freyja felt disposable due to their disability hindering them from living a normal life, and everyone around them guilting them for things out of their control, and treating her like she's less-than because she can't do the same things she can.
Nora is scared of becoming disposable, feeling like work- output, benefiting others is the only positive trait she has, and likely felt disposable in childhood due to her undiagnosed autism.
Morgan feels disposable due to the abuse he endured, and is scared of it happening again. also the lyrics referring to chocolates invoke this idea of taking a bite out of a treat, and throwing the wrapper away.
Mayra feels disposable for a similar reason to Kairi and Morgan- feeling impure and disgusting due to abuse that took place before they could even remember; and also their reactions to said abuse
Joy feels disposable for a similar reason to Jordyn, feeling like she's not quite as worth it as other people, or otherwise feeling wrong, hence her journal entry saying "there's nothing I could ever do to make myself right."
Xiomara felt disposable for the same reasons as the rest of them.
I think it's really neat that the first and last (sad) girl both represent something not just in themselves but in other characters as well, only for the series to end off with a nice little bow of nurse parallel being like "DON'T GIVE UP!!! THINGS SUCK SOMETIMES BUT YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT!!!!!!!"
GOD i love this series
#tptm#the post traumatic manifesto#weevildoing#disposable girl#i don't feel like tagging the rest of the girls ughhhhhh
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forgot to repost this here whoops
a little something i noticed about chocolate-box girl's song
CW: Mentions of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Trauma as a whole, sexual trauma, grooming, brief mention of suicidality
We know all of the girls have some form of PTSD. Nurse Parallel's DID is in remission, but all the others have PTSD, though in their medical records it's not classified as PTSD or C-PTSD. Disposable has C-PTSD, but in her form, it only says PTSD.
So as a result, I headcanon most of the characters as having C-PTSD. Their trauma is complex, and their songs discuss more than just a singular traumatic event...
Except for Morgan/Chocolate-Box Girl's song.
Disposable's song goes over bullying, feeling worthless and abandoned, etcetera, and she canonically has C-PTSD.
Irreverent's song goes over religious trauma; which is something she's experienced her whole life.
Splitter's song doesn't go over trauma in itself- we know she was abused, but we have no idea the specifics of it.
Faineant's song goes over living with chronic illnesses and ableism
Caliber's song is about burnout, constantly overworking yourself
Taxidermy's song is about sexual trauma, but she doesn't remember it; a majority of her trauma comes from how her mother reacted to it, hurting her repeatedly over her childhood.
Chemical's song is about feeling out of control as a result of 2 disorders (Borderline & Bipolar disorder) + a neurodevelopmental one (autism) that makes it hard for her to regulate her emotions
Refraction's song doesn't even GO OVER trauma, just her suicidality as a result.
CHOCOLATE-BOX GIRL'S song is the ONLY one in the series that focuses on a specific traumatic event; that traumatic event being the grooming and abuse he endured when it was thirteen. His journal says the same thing, she's focused on this one specific traumatic event. It has BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER, which comes from prolonged childhood trauma, and yet hes not discussing any other trauma aside from this one event.
Conclusion: all of the girls have C-PTSD except for chocobox, who has PTSD
#chocolate box girl#tptm#the post traumatic manifesto#morgan moretti#weevildoing#weevildoing girls#chocolate box girl analysis#analysis#morgan moretti analysis
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Sometimes I forget you’re YOU and so I see your youtube and I’m like “wow they could do an analysis on tptm and I’d eat it up!” AND THEN I REMEMBER 😭
LMFAOOOOO 😭😭😭
#asks#it’s funny how much that happens#people not realizing i am the same person#THAT AND TIKTOK#ppl don’t realize i am all three and it’s very entertaining
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I haven’t done one of these in a while and I miss doing them SO HERE IT IS
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OKAY starting off strong
Oh how I missed this trauma 🙏 ANYWAYS I think the person here that is hugging reader is mother Miranda herself 👀 maybe it’s an apology for what she’ll to later on 🤯 or maybe to comfort them from that freak
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CASSANDRAAAAAAAAA I missed cass/reader moments SM
The fact that cass was the first person reader called out to because they know she’ll protect them (or even worse end their misery)
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This might just be the dimitrescus looking out for reader but I think Miranda is the one protect them (their mind) from the freak 👀
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OKAY MIGHT BE A REACH BUT what if because reader said this, Miranda put them in the megamycete to train them (at least one of the reasons she put them in there) CUZ A READER TRAINING ARC WITH MIRANDA?!? Reader obviously wanting to go home but also wanting to become stronger (maybe to learn how to get out of there) so they suck it up and train with the person who started their suffering to begin with. and then reader Miranda bonding ensues 🤯🤯🤯
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LMAOOOO NOT CROWMIRANDA THROWING A FIT
May be a little off topic but even with the mindfuckery that’s gonna happen in act 3 I still hope we can get crow reader 🙏🙏
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I know what you are..
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Now say it in English bela 😊😊
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😀
OKAY GODDAMN DIDNT KNOW WE GOING AT FOR PROBABLY 5K WORDS
ANYWAYS BELA SCENE IS FINALLY HERE AND THE MEAL YOUVE PUT ON OUR PLATE IS STEAMING
You said you were worried that the pacing/scene would be off but I can assure that THIS ATE. I’m very picky about scenes like these because I actually don’t really like them in general BUT YOUR WRITING STILL COOKS AND IM ENJOYING MY MEAL
Also I’m glad you included the chp 8 moment with bela because I love that reader now trusts her
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Someone is gonna read that journal and I’m placing all my money on Alcina
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MOTHER MIRANDAAAAA SAVEEE THEMMMM
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So we have a new monstrosity out for reader 😋 my theory is maniac is the true form of the freak (FLOATING FETUSSS)
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God that ending… I’m so scared for what’s gonna happen to reader but SO EXCITED. And as usual I have no idea what’s gonna happen next 💪💪
I love that you chose Cassandra to be the one who witnessed reader pass out, because ngl it kinda implies cass, the one who was supposed to protect reader, failed at saving them from danger. QUE DEPRESSED CASSANDRA
And WATCHER OH SHIT OMG. Ik they were gonna do something horrendous but…. GODDAMN. At least they’re finally with their Alcina, after like… 300 years or something. Really said double it and give it to the next person
Reader wasn’t able to tell Alcina the truth before they passed out ☹️☹️ my theory is that Alcina will read their journal and find out herself. Which makes for an interesting conversation with her daughters and reader when/if they wake up
Welp I’m glad we’re gonna get more reader lunny moments 😁 as they are the only one reader could possibly talk to.. I MEAN THERE IS ALSO MIRANDA 💪💪
GOD I MISSED DOING THIS AND I MISSED TPTM‼️‼️‼️ can’t wait for act 3 and what you’ll do with it 😋 but please take your time and rest! I’ll be here waiting for my meal tbh I kinda wanna reread 20-21 because I forgot to do an analysis 👀
the EXCITEMENT i felt at getting this AUGH THANK YOU
1. it sure is a mystery… i wonder if you’re correct hehe :)
2. CASS, MY BELOVED. she’s the only one that will do what they ask of her with relatively little pushback, and they know the lengths she’ll go to in order to protect her loved ones. their bond is so >>
3. it might be! (it definitely is)
4. potentially!! hehe there were several reasons why she put them in the megamycete
5. LOOOL I LOVE CROW!MIRANDA. she cracks me up so much and i feel like she’s able to be more genuine as a lil crow
6. 🤨🏳️🌈
7. she’s NERVOUS
8. LISTEN I THOUGHT IT WAS SO BAD. i’m not the biggest fan of smut myself so on top of it being incredibly difficult to write, it felt so off 😭 im glad everything came across okay!!
9. honestly, i feel like Cass would be the type to quickly hide it because she knows of its contents. at least some of them, and she (as well as her sisters) would want Alcina to find out through them; it’s their story to tell, after all
10. SHE’S TRYINGGGG
11. NOT THE FLOATING FETUS LMAO. but you’re correct :3 they’re the same being
12. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY KNOWING I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICES WHEN WRITING. that ending has been on my mind for MONTHS- i still don’t feel it was satisfactory but we’re getting there
I’M VERY HAPPY YOU ENJOYED IT!! i hope i can get back into a routine here soon but i make no guarantees. it’s hard to find time 🙃🙃
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ANALYSIS!!!!
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Wouldn’t it be so funny if when tptm was all written, you did a video analysis on it 😭
wait…
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PLEASE do an in depth analysis of tptm when you’re finished with it 😭 I need to see what’s been hidden throughout that I’ve missed
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Highkey I would LOVE if u gave us a chapter by chapter analysis of tptm ❤️
HMMM things to think about…
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Ooh Nix analysis on tptm when? 👀
let me just, uh…

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im awake 👁️👁️ now you have not one.. BUT TWO ANALYSTS COMING IN (I love ur analysis Luna 😭😭 Ima try and talk about some points you didn’t talk about cuz I agree with all of yours🥰)
I wanted to do one on chp 15 when it came out (it’s was about the time I first found tptm and ur tumblr) but I was too internet shy to interact with anyone 💀💀 BUT NOWWWWWWW 🤭🤭
I Read chp 16 till like 3am and I have no regrets (after this I’m totally drawing a shit ton of this chp)
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Yeah I’m sure you do lunny
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I Like to think Cassandra likes to just look at reader’s face and study them when they’re not looking (considering she noticed their eyes on lunatic earlier). she’s so cute 😭😭
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now this, THIS I GOTTA DRAW
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NO CUZ LIKE
I WAS JUMPING FOR JOY WHEN THIS PART HAPPENED
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Ngl i was actually shocked when Daria came back (I kinda forgot about her 😭😭😭)
It was funny when Daniela came by and Daria realized reader rizzed up all of the dimitrescus 😭
I am actually really interested on what you’ll do with darias character. She’s a bit brash, but it’s understandable, and it's interesting to see an outside perspective on reader. We’ve mostly seen the dimitrescus opinion on reader (not so much the maids cuz reader cant understand them) and their opinions have been very positive, so to see readers reactions to negative opinions on them is interesting
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You jealous Dani ?🤨🤨🤨

Yes she is and it’s so sad
so many people left her and she’s afraid reader is just going to disappear or break because of her😭 thankfully readers devotion to her is unwavering
AND THAT BITCH RED😡, MAN I HATE THEM SO MUCH‼️‼️ IM STARTING A RED HATE CLUB RN ☝️
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HERE WE ARE GUYS‼️WE’REE HEREE DANII KNOWSS
This scene was so sad and the way you wrote it is phenomenal. I’m glad reader finally talked to Dani about this. Now both Dani and cass will be there for reader. However I truly wonder how reader will talk to Alcina and Bela about this. I doubt they would stop loving them if they tell but I feel like their reactions will be slightly different. I think alcina will be the last person reader will talk to about it because it’s kinda hard to admit to a mother that you killed her children in another timeline 💀
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YEAH DANIELA BEAT SOME SENSE INTO THEM
But honestly reader’s guilt is probably one of the most heartbreaking things in tptm. Imagine falling in love with this family who helped you when you forgot everything about who you were, only to be controlled into killing them again and again. That sense of hopelessness they felt in chp 13 or 14 (i dont remember 💀) when they were stuck in their head trying to go back but lunatic prevented it, or the first reality when lunatic blamed reader for being weak. It made reader think that they were the reason they all died, that they didn’t try hard enough to save them. The dimitrescus might forgive them but it’ll take a while for them to forgive themselves. Their story is so sad and I hope Dani and cass can comfort them 😭
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YIPEEEEE DANIELA CONFESSSIONNN
OMGGGG I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I READ THIS
AAAHXJSNSJANDKSKKDN I NEED TO DRAWWWW
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“Cassandra turns her head, her mouth opening like she was going to continue with that train of thought, but she freezes when she sees you. Her eyes widen and you’d swear you see the way her cheeks turn a darker color beneath her hood, something you’re able to get a better look at when she doesn’t move.” (LMAO I totally forgot tumblr’s ask box has a limit of ten images 💀💀💀)
BAHAHAHAH Cassandra Gay panicking has my heart SHES SUCH A DORKHDJSBSJANNS
She’s probably wondering to herself if what she witnessed is a blessing or a curse
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“You bring your boot up and bash it down onto what bit of their face is showing as you continue this mental torment. You bring your foot down again and again and again until they’re no longer moving and you feel nothing in their mind.”
YEAHHHHHHH BEAT THEIR ASSSS READERRERR
Red’s screams will be red hate club’s national anthem 🥰🥰
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“You don’t think she’s ever told you this much about herself. You listen intently, hanging on her every word.”
This scene was so AAAAAA COMMUNICATION GUYSS COMMUNICATION
alcina opening up is the best thing ever. I wonder what’s gonna happen to red now that they’ve harmed reader🤭🤭
ANYWAYS‼️‼️PHENOMENAL WRITING
I will forever love your work and will continue reading tptm
time to draw literally everything in this chp
AAAAA I JUST WOKE UP FROM MY NAP I LOVE YALL-
listen i am also too shy, i legit don’t talk to people unless they come to me first 😭 it’s horrible but i’m so glad you appeared in my ask box
ANYWAY
1. Lunny got rabies
2. she totally does- she already draws them in a pose that says they’re not looking, so she probably just stares at them and studies them when they’re distracted 😭 it’s okay though she has no malicious intent
3. SHES SO FUNNY I LOVE HER
4. the level of trust at calling her by her name :’)
5. Daniela comes by and plants a kiss on their cheek, and Daria is just >:O
i do have a plan for her- kinda. i’ll have to think more on how i want to incorporate her, but it has been interesting to write someone that just doesn’t like or trust Reader
6. JEALOUS / ANGRY DANI FAVE DANI
although yeah, the cause of her being jealous in the first place is so- genuinely people are NUTS for not liking her her enough to stay >:/
7. Alcina was always meant to be the last one to know- like you said, it’d be extremely difficult to sanely explain that you killed someone’s kids over and over but it’s fine because you went back and fixed it but also you still suffer from the trauma of doing it and witnessing it even though it wasn’t really you but also was-
yeah……
8. THIS LINE WAS SO FUNNY TO WRITE- bro’s just spiraling into self-despair and Dani will absolutely have none of it
honestly, i try to just show their trauma in small ways and i’m glad it’s been picked up so well. i mean, i couldn’t imagine waking up one day to this murderous family only for them to protect me and guide me into a fitting personality, only to one day have it all come crashing down in the span of mere minutes. i know some people think Reader’s actions are a little silly, and i would agree sometimes, but that’s the unfortunate reality of trauma and mental illness :( even though they’ve told Cass and Dani, what can they really do? they didn’t witness it. they weren’t there. they don’t wake up from nightmares that it’s happening again
but, now that Dani knows and seeing how she’s better at physical comfort, she’ll know better how to ground them, and i think that’s what they need
9. I WASNT SURE HOW WELL THIS SCENE WOULD BE RECEIVED BUT I LOVED WRITING IT- Dani openly communicating that it hurts her feelings when they think she doesn’t care enough just to try and help despite not knowing the extent of their issues 😭 please she’s so sweet and i love her
10. SHES SO CUTE SKDBSJDBS I LOVE HER SO MUCH PLEASE, her gay panicking is one of my favorite things to write 😭
11. PLEASEEE LMFAOOSHFKSND (deserved)
12. OPEN COMMUNICATION MY BELOVED ‼️
i originally wasn’t going to have Reader admit stuff so soon but i just know Alcina would not let it slide for much longer 😭 like she’s smart, shes known they’ve been lying but was trying to subtly urge them to just open up and trust her
things have been set in motion now that it’s clear Red has hurt one of the few things Alcina adores in this world. the thought of angry Alci going after them………
AAAA BUT PLS YOU DONT HAVE TO, you stay feeding us (me) with your art but you work so hard 😭 remember to eat something and drink water!! >:( <33
#asks#AKDBAKDBS RHIS AND LUNA’S ASK MADE MY DAY PLS#i get so nervous when i post a new chapter#but then i get stuff like this and i just#yippeeeeee :3
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