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Our 2025 Garden: updates, radish pods, temporary trellis, and volunteers!
I figured I should get some pictures of the East yard garden beds, now that theyâve got some fresh stove pellet sawdust mulch on them. View this post on Instagram A post shared by The Re-Farmer (@the.refarmer) The beans with the tomatoes are doing really well. At first, it seems that one of the seeds had not germinated, but it did eventually show up. That makes for a 100% germination rate ofâŠ
#2025 garden#Canadian gardening#cold climate gardening#growing food#Hopi Black Dye sunflowers#mulching#onions#progress#pumpkins#radish seed pods#Red Noodle Beans#short season gardening#tomatoes#transplanting#trellis bed#vegetable gardening#weeding#zone 3 gardening
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The Englishwomanâs Bedroom, 1985
#vintage#interior design#home#vintage interior#architecture#home decor#style#1980s#bedroom#canopy bed#floral#chintz#tufted#chaise#armchair#trellis#wallpaper#traditional#cottage#English
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We planted corn in one of the main garden beds and also some in a pot along with peas and naturally the pea pot is doing better.
#main garden bed does have some competition#and thereâs something to be said for growing it in a pot#but hooray 2/3 sisters method#we tried using the fence as a trellis but chickens
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Minor amount of transplanting done this morning.

My two pots of Thai sweet basil have grown sufficient roots so into a deck railing box they go.

They've got nasturtiums and a French marigold to keep them company. And of course because of squirrels:

A nice protective grill to keep them put until the box fills out a bit more.

My original transplant of Thai sweet basil flanked by parsley in another deck railing box but in the back. Yes there is a wire napkin holder upturned over the basil (squirrels again). Doing good despite a decent amount of shade throughout the day. The direct-seeded French marigold is just starting to get hints of true leaves. So many came up that I'm going to have to start transplanting some of them out of the box next week.

Volunteer coleus growing in a decent-sized pot on the porch. Since coleus and pineapple sage are both thirsty bitches, I decided this was a good place to transplant the rooted cutting.

One of the two surviving cuttings is definitely healthier than the other. I'll give the second one a chance, but if it hasn't perked up in a week or so it'll get culled.

Two cells of loofah (luffa, luffah...however you want to spell it) seedlings in one of the raised beds in back.

And here's the structure they'll grow on. The loofah and passionflower vine can duke it out, one on each side. Hopefully by planting out the loofah now it will lure all the striped cucumber beetles into the back of the house so next month I can plant cucumbersnin the front with fewer problems. Probably not as I think the best strategy is just timing, but I can hope.

Volunteer redbud tree that I had to remove from a garden bed. Put it into this Tidy Cats litter bucket planter with the extra Chinese cabbage to see if it wants to be a tree. If so, I'll retransplant it later when it's big enough to stand above the ground cover in the side yard.
Bonus flowers:

The peas are going nuts. Hoping for a good crop. What I don't use right away will get blanched and frozen for stir-fries later.
#gardening#transplanting#propagation from cuttings#once the basil recovers from transplant shock i'll take new cuttings to encourage bushiness and given me more plants#oh i also transplanted in the cardinal climber into the front bed with the wire fence trellis but forgot to take a pic#garden pest management#mammalian and insectoid#the loofah sprouts will get covered with upturned pots at night to prevent nibbling#learned that one last year (it ended up being a no-loofah year as a consequence)#gotta get okra and beans planted/sown next#and i forgot to start pre-germinating the squash seeds so i need to do that too (they're old)
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Transform Your Garden with Trellis Beds
#blessed#budget#diy#Family#Garden#Life#permaculture#raised beds#repurpose#top post#trellis#Ube#vegetables#weekend warrior
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My neighbors definitely think Roomie and I are weird for planting an entire garden bed full of weeds, but I had six (6!!!) monarch caterpillars on our baby first time sprouting milkweed last year. And our Joe pye weed and mistflower fed the bees and little skipper butterflies for months
And this year thereâs even more milkweed sprouting so maybe Iâll get MORE caterpillars đ
i'm so sick of being the only person who can make simple connections of how doing a thing to the ecosystem has effects. so so so so sick NO ONE knows the ways of the plants
#add-on#monarchs are my favorite butterflies btw I am very Invested in potential caterpillars#also we found an American wisteria at our local plant sale and thatâs now in the ground with a trellis#and thatâs a host for like 5 different butterflies and a moth#we also got some black and brown eyed susans last fall and dropped them in the butterfly garden bed#with some more milkweed and mistflower
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These innovative trellised garden beds provide the perfect support for your climbing plants, allowing them to reach new heights and create a stunning visual display.
Whether you're growing vibrant flowers or delicious vegetables, our trellised garden beds will help you achieve a bountiful harvest and a picturesque garden.
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Landscape - Pergola Design ideas for a mid-sized traditional full sun backyard concrete paver landscaping with a pergola.
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Pergolas Deck in Los Angeles Ideas for a small, modern backyard deck renovation featuring a fire pit and a pergola
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Santa Barbara Landscape Inspiration for a large mediterranean drought-tolerant and full sun backyard brick water fountain landscape.
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Our 2025 Garden: pumpkins planted
Last year, I picked up the free pumpkinfest seeds early enough to start them indoors. I picked them up just a few days ago, so thereâs no time for that, this year! View this post on Instagram A post shared by The Re-Farmer (@the.refarmer) While we have been getting a few rainfalls, off and on, and donât expect more rain until tomorrow morning, our province is actually getting special weatherâŠ
#2025 garden#Canadian gardening#cold climate gardening#low raised beds#progress#pumpkins#short season gardening#sowing seeds#trellis bed#zone 3 gardening
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Transitional Landscape Cleveland Inspiration for a mid-sized transitional partial sun hillside stone landscaping in summer.
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Ephemeral- Yandere Witch x Fem reader
Tws- kidnapping, coercion, manipulation, abusive family
There were things you always tried to be careful with, being familiar with the back of your aunt's hand or wooden spoon. Watch over the children and make sure the chores are complete as well. to look awake and pious within the church so no one asks questions. to be obedient and respectful of your elders and betters.
What you are doing now breaks all those rules, and if your aunt and uncle were to wake now as you don your cloak and lace your boots, you know full well that they wouldn't hesitate before reaching for the switch. As you tiptoe quietly to the window your cousin shifts in the bed you girls share, lifting her head to sleepily blear at you. You pause, putting a finger to your mouth and whispering,
âIf I do not return before dawn you know where I am.â
She nods her head worriedly and tries to settle back to bed. You give one last look around the room as you carefully climb out the window and down the trellis.
The forest is quiet this late, the moon gloaming above you with each step you take. You always read those tales before and heard them whispered between girls. About the desperation it takes for a girl to make the same midnight journey to the woods witch. It's forbidden by the church to seek one out for such a reason, you'd be put in the stocks if found out. The witches are allocated to ply their trade of tinctures and charms so long as it's recorded and approved publicly. But desperate people will still seek one out under the cover of night, to beg for something only a witch can solve.
You try to be good, but you're bad at it. So that everything breaks in your hands and aunt has to smack you around again to remind you. Even now you couldn't be inconspicuous, stepping on sticks that crackle through the wood. You only hope you're going the right way, none of the stories gave any real direction, just to keep walking eventually before you find one. You don't know how many hours or minutes it takes before you come across it- a cottage surrounded by an overflowing garden. To be honest you expected more, for there to be deadly plants and snakes lingering around. This is a home, plain but cozy.
Before you can knock the door opens and the witch steps out, leaning against his door frame. His long silver hair is braided loosely for the night. He wears a white shirt that billows about him, cut low in the chest, indigo trousers, his neck littered with talismans and jewels that seem to glow as his grey eyes.
âHello little maiden, I had a feeling I was to greet a guest tonight.â He practically purrs as he looks down at you, âwill you come in to treat me to your tale of woes?â
âHow did you know I have a tale?â You answer earnestly, unaware of his teasing, much to his delight.
âEveryone who seeks a woodswitch in the dead of night has a tale to tell me, come in.â
This is how you find yourself sat in his parlour, mug in hand and with a blanket over your shoulders and around your knees. He tinkers at his desk for a moment, placing something within his pockets before returning to sit opposite you.
âNow tell me my fair maiden, what is your story of woe?â
You begin to speak but he cuts you off,
âLet me guess, were you spurned by a youth who bedded some other girl in a haystack, or were you bedded and needed some potion to solve that issue. Perhaps you have been cheated from your inheritance?â He plays this like a game, repeating the same storyline that others have come to him with.
âNo mister.â Your voice is soft, â I fear I am cursed.â
âCursed you say? Now why is that?â He leans forward, intrigued now at the story you're spinning for him.
âI am unable to do anything right or follow instructions properly. I leave the milk to spoil, burn the porridge, break the eggs collecting them from the henhouse and I fail to let the bread rise. My aunt beats me but I still can't seem to do anything correctly.â
His eyes narrow but he urges you to continue, you swallow as you begin again.
âI try to be good but I only seem to make everyone angry and now I discovered that I'm to marry the carpenter in a fortnight. He's twice my age and already has a babe but my aunt told me I can't rely on her charity no longer.â you sniffle close to tears as the woodswitch contemplates your words.
âDo you wish for me to stop your marriage?â He proposes, you drink a mouthful of the warm tea before continuing, becoming more frantic as you speak.
âHe's a religious man, and my family⊠well we go to church but we keep the old ways and if I wed him I don't think he'd allow me to do so anymore. And if he discovers I'm cursed and I cannot do anything right he could tell the church and they could send an exorcist after me but if they find out I keep the old ways they would call me a heretic and I'd be in even worse trouble.â You can barely breathe by the end of hour story
He tilts his head,
âMore trouble than if you were discovered to have come to me?â He seems to smile as you grow paler.
He stands up and stretches before leaning down to your level, strands of his long fine hair falling from his braid to frame the two of you from the outside world.
âSo what are we to do about this problem sweet maiden? It seems you have so much upon your plate, a cruel aunt, a fiance you fear, not to mention the church looming over your shoulders. Oh how very dreadful!â His voice is cloying, thick with a sticky sweetness as he practically salivates at your naive nature.
When you burst into tears he is quick to wrap his arms around you, comforting you so gently, as you sob until his shirt is damp. Begging for him to free you, of your family, of your betrothed, of the church, of the cursed life you live where you seem to never succeed.
He simply holds you until you heave for breath. Pulling back to gently hold your chin up.
âI can do much for you my sweet. I can give you a home that's loving and warm. I can give you a lover who holds you at night. I can give you protection from inquisitors' eyes. I can even give you the power to never flounder in your tasks again,â he tilts his head, looking at you with such sweetness you could have done anything he ordered you to.
âWould you want that?â
And like a girl raised only by fairytales would, you nod in his hands. Never questioning if you did it of your own choice or if you didn't resist the movement of his hands. Either way he smiles like a fox with a rabbit between his paws.
âYou will need to give me something in exchange for this, I must take something of yours to cement the spell, do you understand my sweet?â
âWhat will you need to take?â You look up at him, all wide eyed and innocent, brows furrowed and so fearful that he has to hold himself back from devouring you.
âOh nothing much, and I swear to you it will not hurt for more than a moment at most.â
âIs it blood?â He can only chuckle at your answer, it is almost unfair how you could be so ignorant of what he wants from you. But he smiles, never letting his face flounder.
âBlood of a kind, yes, but that is only to end the ceremony. I need you to give me something of yours and I give something of mine.â
With nervous hands you take off the only piece of jewellery that you own, pin your mother left you before her death. You fasten it gently into his shirt, hands pressing against his chest for a moment.
In turn he takes what he put in his pocket earlier, a silver locket with filigree etched across. Draping the chain over your head till it rests above your heart.
âAren't you so perfect,â he whispers before taking your chin in his. âWill you allow me to take just one more thing from you?â he begs so prettily you have no mind to refuse him.
âI do.â
He leans in to take your lips between his, to blacken your pure heart with his own selfishness. Once he pulls away it's like he's stolen away your breath along with that kiss.
âa maiden, in the original sense of the word my sweet, only meant a woman who belonged to herself. But in exchanging your only wealth with me, and allowing me to take your first kiss, you granted me your whole self to be mine. â He places another kiss between words âMy dear. My love. My bride.â
âbut you said-â he shushes you gently.
âdid I not say I'd give you a home, a lover and protection? All I asked in exchange was for you to give over yourself, which you freely gave. I never spoke a lie to you, you entered this deal willingly. And even if I did not have this power over you now, would you really choose to forsake all I offer you to return back there?â
He flicks your forehead to knock the hesitation out from you. âYou do not need to think for yourself anymore, I shall do it for you.â
âMy cousin will come looking for me if I do not return there by dawn.â you plead
âIf she comes to my door I'll tell the truth- the only woman I've seen is my bride.â
He strokes your cheek, speaking in a voice which seems to command you.
âJust allow me to take care of you.â
You collapse onto his waiting arms, slumped forward without strength. He carries you like nothing up the stairs and lies you down in his waiting bed.
âWhat of my curse,â you fight to get the words out.
âWhat of it?â He raises a brow, âYou were never cursed,at least not by any magic, it leaves its seal on the target.â
He places a finger on your heart, âmy seal lies here to make sure you must obey my direct orders. But you had nothing else on your body, you were misfortunate and punished for no reason, but never cursed.â
His hand trickles lowly, grazing over your breast. He sees the terror in your eyes and sighs.
âI'm not such a beast to devour you when you very obviously do not want to, despite my wants. You should be thankful, your betrothed wouldn't have cared before he'd violate you on your wedding night, he'd get you with child over and over until you'd die from exhaustion. After all, what man wants to marry a woman twenty years his junior?â
He gently removes your overdress, leaving you in your shift for the night. Fingering the locket carefully. âOnly I can take this off you, do you understand? Without it you'd be vulnerable and weak without my protection.â
As he lays down beside you, pulling you into his arms you ask the question that has been plaguing you.
âHow many other girls have you done this to?â
He breaks into laughter unable to control himself as he peppers sweet kisses over your face.
âOh my sweet little fool. Most girls who have a troublesome marriage come for love spells or poisons, I do try not to male a habit of bedding married women, unlessâŠâ he presses a sharp kiss onto the crook of your neck, lapping at it until he's left a mark. âUnless they happen to be married to me.â
#fem reader#male yandere#yandere#yandere imagines#yandere oc#yandere x reader#yandere drabble#Yandere witch
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7 out of 10 fava beans are up!


And so are the Sweet Annie and Alyssum (4 days since sowing).

It looks like the yellow pansies I pulled out of the green waste dumpster last year are coming back. These are sprouting from the original roots, not from dropped seed, which was unexpected.

Here's one of the crimson clovers that is sprouting from dropped seed. You can tell the difference from white Dutch clover because the leaves are fuzzy.

Pulled the straw away from the strawberries today. Looks like I have three surviving plants, so less than 50%. Definitely moving them to a different bed all by themselves, particularly as the spearmint is taking off. I knew the fennel was very allelopathic, but recently learned that mint is moderately so. The two of them can duke it out for this bed.

Lettuce in the east cold frame (sorry about the glass glare), living their best life. Will probably transplant at least half of these to the tunnels to give them more room.
I potted up the germinated tomatillo seed and about half of the tomatoes last night. Probably will be able to do the remaining tomatoes tonight.
Resowed poblano seed as despite using the pre-germination method, only one of six cells actually came up. I have had the most trouble with poblanos despite using seed I bought just last year. I have one overwintered plant (out of three) that's surviving so far but it's pretty spindly. If I had the money I'd just give up and buy transplants for this one this year and conduct a search for seeds for a more vigorous strain.
In addition to the spindly poblano, two jalapeños and two biquinhos have survived overwintering. I've moved them up from the basement to a warmer room with south-facing window so they start to leaf out. I'll take them outside mid-April to harden off (throwing an insulating blanket over them at night) prior to planting in early May.
I need to move a few of last year's sweet potatoes up from the basement to give them light and humidity to encourage sprouting. Hopefully two months is long enough for slip production for sweet potatoes that haven't been sprayed with anti-sprouting compound. Still want to buy slips for purple sweet potatoes, but maybe next year.
Also need to direct sow peas and carrots this afternoon. Which means I need to set up the three big rectangular containers with their olla and pvc trellis tower. And soak the peas for a few hours. And pull out the net bag to go over the trellis towers so the squirrels don't steal all the peas.
Busy busy busy...
#gardening#germination#sowing#transplanting#garden preparation#overwintering pepper plants#i also have two pineapple sage and three geraniums and one coleus that survived overwintering#i had a small earthbox of (free) impatiens but last week a cat discovered it and destroyed the plants utterly#put my reel mower on craigslist this morning because i have successfully gotten rid of all my grass#well at least for now#i have no expectations that 12â of fresh woodchips is enough to kill zoysia completely#but my weed whacker should be enough to take care of it#i am going to put plugs of dirt into those woodchips right next to the newest planting beds (behind the wire fence trellis)#it's for some mammoth russian sunflowers since those are also very allelopathic#and i got the seed at the library seed swap#it's for chicken treats as well as prettiness
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Retirement | [A.H]
Pairing: Retired!Aaron Hotchner x Fem!reader | WC: 1.1k | CW: Nothing but cuteness
A/N: Don't worry, Hotch is not an old man he's like late 50's early 60's in this based on Jack being in college ;)
The porch was bathed in the golden light from the afternoon sun, casting long shadows across the wooden planks. The gentle creak of the rocking chair kept rhythm with the distant hum of cicadas, a sound that had become so familiar it felt like part of the air itself.
A soft breeze carried the scent of summerâfreshly cut grass, the lingering sweetness of honeysuckle climbing the trellis, and the faint, smoky remnants of the firewood stacked near the house.
You leaned against Hotchâs chest, his arms loosely draped around your waist, fingers idly tracing patterns on your bare legs. The warmth of him seeped into you. You let out a content sigh, snuggling further into his chest.
It had been six months since he left the BAU. Six months of long walks through the countryside, of mornings spent in bed with no reason to rush, of rediscovering a man who had spent years sacrificing himself for the safety of others.
At first, the transition had been difficult. Aaron had been hesitant, unsure of who he was outside of the job, as though his identity had been stitched together by the cases, the late nights, the endless chase of justice.
He had been restless, waking up at odd hours as though his body still expected the call of duty. Some nights, you had found him on the porch, staring into the darkness, lost in thought. And other's you had found him sitting in the kitchen, his phone open on either JJ or Emily's contact in his phone, debating whether he should check in and see how everything was going without him.
But in this almost sanctuary you had built together, he had begun to unravelâlayer by layer, breath by breath. The sharp edges of stress had softened, the lines around his mouth no longer weighed down by exhaustion. He still carried the past with him, no doubt he'd always have it with him, but it no longer defined him.
Your legs stretched over his lap, the warmth of his hands resting against your skin. His thumb brushed absentmindedly over your knee, and you smiled, closing your eyes as the wind tousled your hair.
âYouâre quiet,â he murmured, his voice low and rough, edged with that lingering gravel that had always made your stomach flip.
You hummed in response. âJust thinking.â
âAbout?â
You tilted your head back, meeting his eyes. The sunlight hit them just right, turning the brown into something lighter, warmer. âHow much I love you.â
His lips twitched, a ghost of a smile appearing as he squeezed your thigh. âYou always get sentimental when we sit out here.â
âCan you blame me?â you teased, running your fingers through the graying strands at his temple. âLook at this. Itâs peaceful. I never thought weâd have something like this.â
He exhaled, long and slow. âNeither did I.â
There was something about the way he said it, the weight behind the words, that made your chest tighten. You reached for his hand, lacing your fingers together. âAre you happy, Aaron?â
His thumb brushed over your knuckles, his gaze soft but intent. âMore than I ever thought possible.â
You kissed his shoulder, letting the moment stretch, settling into the quiet contentment that came so easily now.
You tilted your head slightly against him, voice soft as you asked, "How's Jack?"
Aaron exhaled, a small, fond smile pulling at his lips as he continued tracing patterns against your skin. "I talked to him yesterday," he said, his voice warm with pride. "He sounds happy. Settling into college well, making friends. He even mentioned joining an intramural soccer team."
Your smile widened at that. "Thatâs wonderful. He always did love playing." You recalled the games Aaron had invited you to when Jack was only a young boy
Hotch nodded, the tension he once carried about Jack leaving for college no longer evident in his expression. "He said his classes are challenging but interesting. And he likes his professors."
You ran your fingers gently along his arm, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat under your cheek. "Heâs thriving, then. Just like you wanted."
Aaron let out a quiet chuckle. "Just like we wanted. Heâs got a good head on his shoulders. I think Haley would be proud."
You squeezed his hand, understanding the weight of his words. "She would be. Youâve raised a good man, Aaron."
His thumb brushed over your knuckles, silent gratitude passing between you. You let the moment settle between you, filled with warmth and love.
A rustling sound caught your attention, and when you glanced to the side, a small smile pulled at your lips. âAaron,â you whispered, nudging him lightly. âLook.â
He followed your gaze, and there, across the wooden railing of the porch, a handful of ladybugs had gathered, their tiny, spotted bodies crawling along the grain of the wood. One took flight, landing on your outstretched hand.
Hotch chuckled. âLooks like youâre a favorite today.â
You watched the little insect as it wandered across your palm. âYou know, my grandmother used to say ladybugs were good luck.â
âDid she?â He tilted his head, watching as another landed near his wrist. âMmhm.â You met his eyes, a teasing glint in yours. âI think itâs a sign.â He arched a brow. âOf what?â
âThat thisââ you gestured around you, at the house, the land, the life you had built togetherâ âwas always meant to be.â
His expression softened. He brought your joined hands to his lips, pressing a kiss against your fingers. âI donât need a sign to know that.â
A comfortable silence settled between you, the only sounds the distant chirping of birds, the whisper of leaves rustling in the breeze, and the steady rise and fall of Aaronâs breath. He had a way of making the world feel smaller, simplerâof making you feel like the only thing that mattered.
âJack texted earlier by the way,â he murmured after a moment, remembering something he had forgotten to tell you when you asked about him. âSaid he wants to come up next weekend.â
Your heart warmed at the mention of a visit. âThat sounds perfect. Maybe we can take him fishing.â
Hotchâs lips quirked. âYou still think you can out-fish me?â
You grinned. âOh, I donât thinkâI know.â
He chuckled, the deep sound reverberating through his chest. âWeâll see about that.â
As the sun dipped lower in the sky, painting the horizon in hues of orange and pink, you leaned back against him, letting the moment settle deep into your bones.
The world felt softer here, free of the chaos and darkness that had once consumed so much of your lives.
#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner imagine#aaron hotchner scenario#aaron hotchner oneshot#aaron hotchner one-shot#aaron hotchner one shot#aaron hotchner fanfiction#aaron hotchner fanfic#aaron hotchner fic#aaron hotchner blurb#aaron hotchner drabble#aaron hotchner fluff#aaron hotchner x reader fanfiction#aaron hotchner au#retired!hotch#criminal minds#hotch#criminal minds x reader#hotch thoughts#hotchner#x reader#hotch x you#aaron hotchner x you#aaron hotchner criminal minds#aaron hotchner x y/n#aaron hotchner x female reader
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đŹđźđŠđŠđđ«đČ: you're less than pleased to be marrying the arrogant noble your parents arranged for you. On the day of your wedding, you cross paths with a pirate who seems keen on ruining your big day, and you couldn't be more thrilled.
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đđšđ§đđđ§đ: minor alabasta spoilers, arranged marriage, I kind of went ham on the descriptions and readers backstory in general, violence, mother issues
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âRespectfullyâŠâ You took a moment to compose yourself, sipping from your teacup and raising your eyes to settle on your soon-to-be husband. âYou are the scum of the earth, Mr. Toleson.â
Mr. Toleson, quite used to this, only rolled his eyes and moved to pour you more tea. âPray tell me what I have done to receive such contempt, Miss?â
That question could not easily be answered. Did your contempt stem from your lack of choice, or from Mr. Tolesonâs less than agreeable disposition? Or perhaps from societyâs overall decision that whatever may happen, you should sit still and be merry. Who cares if your marriage is loveless and your life unfulfilled?
You dropped another sugar cube in your tea and stirred it around. Maybe it was everything all at once. And Mr. Tolesonâs⊠superiority in age didnât help matters either. The rickety man just reached his late fifties, his hair reaching a color not yet gray, but most definitely not the brown of his youth. Youâd seen pictures. He was a handsome boy twenty years ago, when you were but a lemon-shaped babe in the womb.
âI had plans,â you answer at last. âPlans that do not include you.â
His eyes twinkled like the idea was preposterous, his mustaches curling with his lips. Mr. Toleson gazed at you like a child, only discomforting you even further about the idea of sharing a marriage bed. âWhat plans, Miss?â
âIt doesnât matter,â you snapped back. âIâm going to be chained to you all my life. Even after you die, which I assume will be soon given the state of you, Iâll be forced into widowhood. I look awful in black, you know, and pretending to grieve would do nothing for my mental stateâoh, where are you going?â
Mr. Toleson had thrown down his napkin, face hot and brows screwed together. He peered down his nose at your poor attempt at hiding a smile. âWhen youâre my wife,â he said, tone even and dark, gaze even more so. âYouâll do well to learn manners, Miss.â
There was a threat in there somewhere, for certain, and you wouldnât give him the satisfaction of a response. Mr. Toleson huffed out his too-small nose and spun on his heel, barking at a poor attendant to fix the tableâs preposterous flower arrangement.
You gave the young boy a sorry look and stood to leave when a sharp voice filtered in from the next room.Â
âMr. Toleson! Where are you goingâ?â Your motherâs shrill tone cut short, a growl of your name soon to follow.
âShit.â You whirled on the attendant boy with a pointed finger. He froze, eyes wide as several petals fell loose onto the table. âPlease,â you hissed, pressing your palms together. âYpu must help me.â
The boy dropped the flowers back into the vase, splashing a bit of water. With a single nod, he beelined for the window, unlatching it and swinging it open. You rushed over, his hands pushing you outside. âThis is the only way out, my lady.â
âIâll fallâwait!â You were swinging your legs over the sill before you realized what you were doing. Heart pattering in your chest, you cast him a look, but he was already shutting the window and drawing the curtains behind you. âOh, dear.â
Down below, about twenty feet down and beyond the hedged yard, were the streets of the city, carts pulled by mules and passersby tracking dirt and mud and other materials across the dirt roads. You glanced around the outer wall of Mr. Tolesonâs house. A trellis ran down the side just one window away, which you could use to climb down to then jump into the hedges. Stealing a breath, you began to inch along the window sill, setting a delicate foot on the wide declarative trim running from each window to the next. When it didnât crumble beneath your foot, you went on, barely breathing as you clung flush to the wall.
Reaching the window, precariously making a step up to the next sill, you nearly tipped backward when you caught your motherâs back through the window. Feet slipping, you scurried down the trellis, losing your grip every few seconds and clinging to the wall. Eventually, you touched the earth, dusting off your dress as you faced the garden wall. Ivy ran all along it, but youâd done enough exploring whilst avoiding Mr. Tolesonâs advances to know that a gate hid behind the green. It led right into a damp, drippy alleyway. You cringed down at your custom-made shoes, costing a fortune for certain. Sacrifices had to be made, and today, your shoes paid the price.Â
Your wedding was a day away, and with it the end of your happiness. Not that anyone cared about your happiness those days. Expelling a sigh, you wandered the streets till nightfall, returning to the grand house in the dead of night.
Your mother paced the entry hall when you stepped inside, the tall door booming shut behind you. Her eyes were on you like a hawk, her words sharp knives. âWhere have you been?â
âUptown,â you drawled, tossing your now dirtied shoes across the carpet. âDowntown. Midtown. Where havenât I been is the real question.â
She looked close to exploding, cheeks inflated and lips pinched together. âYou embarrassed meâYou embarrassed Mr. Toleson!â
Waving an absent hand, âI couldnât care less, woman. Now let me be before I drop dead of melancholy.â
A stiff utterance of your name struck the air, the impact on your back fleeting as you swept upstairs. Again and again, she cried your name till it sounded more like a beg than an order, and it halfway made you desire to face her. But facing your mother and having her see you had long been a futile task.Â
Her voice struck your back until you reached the top of the stairs and darted down the hall, whipping open your bedroom door and slamming it back behind you. Swiftly locking it, you clawed at your chest, skin constricting and choking you out. That woman⊠your mother could never understand.
Once, you hoped maybe she could. Your oldest servant, a frail woman whoâd been serving your mother for a decade, told you that your mother went through the same unfortunate situation as you. She walked an aisle leading to shackles, just as you would at tomorrowâs soon-coming dusk. But time had turned that woman cold, making her hellbent on sentencing you to the same fate.
Eyes scanning the room, you gave a shaken sigh. Tomorrow you would be forced into a similar room, but that one you would share with Mr. Toleson. Your skin crawled. âAt least he only wants my money. He cares for nothing else.â
You slipped into bed, unsure of the next good sleep youâd receive.
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Up with the sun, you dressed quickly and slipped out of the house, careful not to make a sound as you exited onto the street. There was ample time between sunrise and the ceremony, each second passing with a daunting swiftness. Soon, the morning bells rang throughout the city, signaling that noon had fallen.Â
You stared up at the sky as the chimes fell silent, chest constricting. This walk around the city had done nothing to quell your distress. In anything, it made it worse; people on the street beamed and congratulated you on sight, offering you flowers and well-wishes. You received them all with practiced kindness, even as doom lurked behind you.
âJust a few more hours,â you mumbled, taking refuge in a damp alley. âI can visit the old pond⊠perhaps the frogs will be out.â
Nodding, you slipped back out with a ducked chin, walking quickly through the crowds until so little as three people were around and the the stone streets faded into soft dirt paths underfoot. Through sparse trees and lonely wood, you made your way to the duckpond on the outskirts of the city. Not a soul around; perfect.
You plopped yourself on the ground and hugged your knees to your chest, oblivious to the dust curling around you. Maybe, if you stayed right there all day, no one would find you. You could sit through the whole ceremonyâthrough the whole year, till weeds crawled up your limbs and rocks were surfaced by the winds. Youâd become part of this pond when the rain fills it beyond the banks, dissolving into an urban legend of what happens to heartbroken young women.
You smiled for the first time in many weeks. That fate sounded as lovely as anything.
The reverie broke as voices crept up behind you. Peeking over your shoulder, you spotted two entities: the first being the constable, and the second farther behind him. This group of people was more like a gaggle, or perhaps a rabble, their boisterous tones causing the constable to cast them a glare.
You jumped to your feet before he could face forward again and darted toward to big oak tree you used to climb in your youth, skidding to a halt right behind it. The constable was good friends with your fiance and would surely escort you back home the instant he saw you.Â
âAre you sure we can fish here?â
âIâm sure no oneâs told us we canât.â
âSanji!â
One of the voices, presumably the one called Sanji, laughed in reply while their counterpart grumbled under their breath. Part of you felt the need to jump out and warn them against it, because surely the constable would be quick to apprehend them. But then he would also surely apprehend you.
âSirs,â the gruff voice of the constable barked, right on cue. âFishing in this pond is strictly prohibited. Itâs for viewing only by law.â
The one called Sanji clicked his tongue. âIs there some sort of sign we missed? Because thereâs no warning stopping us.â
Oh, dear. âIâm here to stop you. Now please, put away your tack and gear.â There were a few indignant huffs, but no rustling of a confrontation. Good, goodâŠÂ
âRight. Now, have either of you gentlemen spotted a young woman about?â The constable proceeded to give your exact description, spiking a panic within you. The search party had already begun. âNo? Drat. Perhaps Iâm at the wrong pond⊠Good day to youâŠâ
You remained behind the tree for five long minutes, listening to the constableâs steps fade away and the conversation between the two men go on. Peeking out, you saw a tall skinny blond and a man with dark skin at the pondâs edge, fishing of all things.
Puffing your cheeks, you stepped out with crossed arms. âHe told you it's not allowed!â
Their heads swiveled around, eyes wide and startled. The blond was the first to recover, his hold on the fishing rod slackening as an easy smile slid across his face. âMy, my, what kind of nymph are you?â
Your cheeks warmed as his eyes scanned you up and down. âThe angry kind.â
The other man quirked a brow, quicker than the other. âWas that guy looking for you?â
Alarms went off in your mind. âNever mind that, just donât fish in my pond.â
âWhatever you say~â
âSanji!âÂ
Satisfied, you trudged off, letting their bickering be drowned out gradually. With the knowledge that the whole city now knew to look out for you, probably thinking the aloof noble girl just lost track of time, you took the long way around, slinking through dirty alcoves you once called your kingdom some years ago.Â
This whole city was your empire, in your mind. You and the other young girls and boys traipsed about without a care, creating your own world only the lot of you could see. You, of course, were high empress of all alleyways.
Growing up like this meant your mighty empire was toppled. All your old friends had new lives now, time ticking by with mundane tasks and masks to keep up. Many of them would attend your wedding, but they might as well be strangers now. Such was the way of your city. You get old and you lose your life.Â
A subtle burn welled up behind your eyes as you rounded a dark corner and found the old crates youâd formed into a palace, untouched and frozen in time as the curling alleys of the city grew dusty from neglect. You stopped short at the sight, quickly snapping back to reality and darting away, running as fast as you could to get away. Left and right, you were reminded of how expansive these alleys really were, and how easy it was to get lost in them.
Not that you would ever get lost; youâd cling to your memories as long as possible. You knew this place like the back of your hand, so it was a surprise when instead of a dead end, you turned to find a long alley leading out to the market. The scent of the bakerâs stall and sweet rolls being sold wafted down to you, providing a momentary calmâbefore that laugh broke it all down.
Creeping back around the corner, you waited for the laugh to stop, peering around to find that you werenât alone. Near the mouth of the alley, a boy stood clutching his chest, laughter fading even as he glanced out onto the street. For just three whole seconds, you swore he was something out of a novel.
Pretty face scarred on one side, but it didnât make him any less to look at. Hair windswept despite the stillness, clothes ratty in some places and newly stitched up in others. Whoever he was, youâd never seen him before, so where exactly did he come from?
âHey.â You blinked widely, realizing quite too late that youâd been caught. Locked in severe eye contact, you ever so slowly retreated back around the corner, flattening yourself against the wall. Maybe if you didnât breathe, heâd think he hallucinated and walk away.
âHey,â that boy said again, closer now. âWhatâre you doing?â
You didnât make a sound, flush against the wall as if trying to disappear even when his face appeared in your peripheral. He blinked, waiting for you to do something. âWhyâre you being so weird?â
âI, wellâŠâ You glanced around, anywhere but his face. âI was taking a walk.â You tensed up, held your breath, and blurted, âI donât talk to strangers!â
You stared hard at the ground, hoping that heâd think you were crazy and walk away, but then the boy laughed at you. Gasping softly, you raised your head and gazed at him softly, lips parted slightly. Nobody had ever laughed at you before, at least not to your face like this boy, heaving as his chuckles faded.Â
âYouâre talking to me anyway.â He had you there. His eyes glinted despite the sun being obscured by the tall buildings.Â
âIâŠâ
He thrust out his hand suddenly. âIâm Luffy.â His hand, his face. His hand, his face. Your eyes darted back and forth until you finally settled on his hand. Dirty, that was the first thing you noticed, and then the callouses. Youâd only seen hands like that on a sailor.Â
You blinked back up at his face, locking in on his eyes. Sailors werenât to be trusted. They took young girlsâ hearts, along with something more personal, and set back off to sea. Thatâs what your mother said, but you had a feeling your mother had never seen someone like Luffy before. Youâd never seen anyone like Luffy, so bright he couldâve been the sun itself. You took his hand quickly, shaking it firmly, and introduced yourself.Â
Luffy chuckled. âNow Iâm not a stranger.â
You couldnât help but crack a grin. âI suppose not. Do you sail?â
âHowâd you know?â Luffy tilted his head, leaning back on his heels, and you forgot how to speak. Luffy wasnât too bad to look at. He was unlike any of the handsome boys youâd seen in court, sure, but that didnât matter. Perhaps it endeared you more. Luffy, whoever he was, was different from everything you knew.
âYou hands, I suppose. Theyâre like a sailorsâ.â
His laugh was odd, like a shi-shi-shi sound, prompting a stifled snort out of you as well. âYep! Iâm a pirate!â
Instantly, your whole face dropped, frozen in place. âOh⊠thatâs⊠something.â
Pirates were very different from regular sailors. They stole and pillaged and plundered and did many other terrible deeds. Your great-grandfather had been killed by a pirate⊠but youâd never known him. Itâs all hearsay. Besides, Luffy didnât look like he would ever think of maiming you. He looked like your next good friend, even if just for now.Â
âYour crew is here, then?â you asked, moving to sit atop a set of crates along the wall. Luffy jumped as he followed, plopping in the dirt in front of you instead.Â
âMhmm. Theyâre⊠somewhere.â He snickered. âWe just left Alabasta, yâknow.â
You leaned forward to gawk at him. âSo you saw what happened? With Crocodile? It was crazy.â
Again with that strange laugh of his. âYep. Iâm the one who beat his ass into the ground!â
âYouâhuh?â Tilting your head, his smile infected you, tugging at your lips. âSo, youâre the savior of Alabasta? Not that marine?â
You sat in awe as he told you everything, going so far back that you learned exactly how he met Princess Vivi. By the end of an hour, you were on the edge of your seat, knees snug against your chest as Luffy described it all in grand detail.Â
âWow⊠that sounds amazing. Not the part where you nearly drowned in sand, but you know.â Resting your chin on your knees, âYou must feel so⊠free out there.â
Luffy nodded quickly, eyes unfocused for a moment, staring at the unseen. âYeah. Itâs amazing.â
Your smile grew dim and melancholy. The bells of evening rang in the distance. âThank you for telling me your story, Luffy. You didnât have to do that.â
He shrugged one shoulder, his expression one you could only call cute. âYou wanted to know⊠whatâre you so sad for?â
You hummed, startled. âIâm not sad.â
âAre too,â he said, eyes narrowed. âSo what is it?â
For some time, you didnât say another word. Luffy stood now, hands planted on either side of yours knees as he stared right at you. It wasnât threatening or seductive, simply curious in a way youâd never witnessed. Like he truly wanted to know. And so, you told him.
âIâm getting married. Today.â You shut your eyes and grimaced. âAnd I donât want to, but I have no choice.â
âSo⊠donât?â
You reeled back. âDid you not hear me? I have to.â Luffy only tilted his head as you scoffed at the sky. âMy only choice is to comply with the path set before me. If I stray too far⊠I canât stray too far.â
You hardly realized how angry youâd gotten till Luffyâs finger poked at your forehead once, twice, three times. You blinked slowly. âWhat?â
âI donât really get it,â he said. âBut you seem pretty sure.â He was right in your face, oblivious to the fluster rising in your face. And then he smiled a beaming smile. âHey, why donât youââ
âThere you are!â A coil formed in the pit of your stomach, eyes slowly drifting to the mouth of the alley. The constable stalked toward you looking as relieved as he was pissed off. âYour motherâs been sending everyone out for you, miss. Have you lost your mind?â
âSorry, sir,â you mumbled, ignoring how Luffy stared at you all perplexed-like. âIâll⊠I was looking for some flowers for the parlor. Didnât find a patch in bloom. Iâll head back now.â
The constable stepped forth, not yet noticing Luffy. He began to loom over you, and only when Luffy inched closer to your side did the constableâs gaze flicker to him. Disgust was the only word to describe how the constable looked at Luffy. âLet me escort you home, miss. Wouldnât want you to lose your way again.â
You looked between the two of them nervously. âOf course, sir.â You stood from the crate and moved to follow the constable, hoping beyond hope Luffy would forget the entire ordeal, for his sake. The constable was going to forget all about your new friend, if only Luffy stayed quiet.
âHey.â You tightened every muscle in your body. âWhoâs she marrying anyway?â
The constable jerked to a stop, his deepset brow furrowing.
âOnly the most powerful man around,â the constable replied very carefully, very calculated. He sized the boy up. âSheâs very lucky to be marrying Mr. Toleson.â
âLetâs go, sir,â you insisted, daring to hook your arm through the constableâs and nearly drag him away. He dug his feet in. âIntroduce me to your friend, miss.â
âHeâsâheâs not my friend,â you blurted, eyes glued to the ground. âSir, let us go. Iâve made us late enough. I have to prepareââ
Luffy took a daring step forward. âYou shouldnât have to marry someone if you donât want to.â
The constable gritted is teeth, hand closing around your arm. âWhat would you know about what she wants?â
âLetâs goââ
âShe doesnât like this Tole guy,â Luffy persisted. Your eyes pleaded with him, but he wasnât looking at you, sight set on the tall man beside you. âSo she shouldnât marry him. Tole-y can find someone who actually likes him if heâs so desperateââ
âShut. Up.â Dangerous. Your tone was dangerous, wide glare moreso. Luffy silently eyed you, looking right through to your soul. âGoodbye. We have to go. Places to be. Come, Constable.â
Halfway turned, the constable kept one eye on your friend, feet slowly following after youâwhen Luffy reached out, grabbed your shoulder, and tried to tug you to his side. You whipped around to smack him, but your palm swiped at air.Â
Luffy stood five feet back, his arm stretched beyond comprehension and latched onto your shoulder.
âWhat theâŠâ Head foggy, you barely registered the click of a gun till it rose in your peripheral. Everything went by far too quickly, and suddenly you stared down the head of the constableâs pistol, gasping like you hadnât a clue how youâd got there.Â
âGet out of here, Luffy,â you ordered, not taking your stare off the constable. âI wonât say it again.â
He was gone when you finally chanced a look over your shoulder. The constable swiftly took your arm in a vice and led you onto the street, holstering his gun and muttering, âStreet rats have no place here.â
âSea dog,â you corrected absently, quite out of your own head. âHeâs a pirate, so, sea dog.â
As if that would cease his endless muttering.
You were shut inside your house and shuffled away to a sunny parlor, tended to by maids youâd known since birth, their chattering unable to draw you out of your stupor as they powdered your face and tightened a corset round your waist till the room started spinning.Â
Meanwhile, a pirate boy returned to his friends, not sparing their newly caught fish a second glance as he asked Robin if sheâd heard anything about a wedding in the city. The archeologist grinned as if she knew precisely what had transpired in that alley, though she couldnât possibly have.
At any rate, the notorious Straw Hat pirates now prepared to act on their captainâs whim, not one of them questioning when he said his ânew friendâ was in trouble.
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The carriage ride to the chapel was so you bumpy you were half convinced the driver did it on purpose. You sat wobbling from side to side, eyes glazed over, and you let your mind drift awayâyou became a specter, wandering blindly till you blinked, and you stood in a sunny side-room, waiting to be fetched for the altar.
Your arms like gooseskin, you peered into a spotless mirror despondently. Your hair was done up prettily, face caked in different powders and creams. The sickening scent of rose perfume surrounded on all sides. The dress fit nicely, not too tight, not too loose. Perfect. Not a thing was out of place.
It all set in at once; by the end of the hour youâd be Mrs. Toleman. Your mother would receive all the benefits, all the praise. Sheâd smile and really mean it. Your husband would be free from bankruptcy, your familyâs massive inheritance given to him the moment you say, âI do.â Youâd stand on his arm the rest of his life, the perfect ornament, so quiet and dull.Â
An older woman fussed over the tears dotting your lashes, roughly swatting them away with her handkerchief, chastising you for such childishness.Â
âIf my daughter were in your position,â she said after nearly gauging your eye. âSheâd be ecstatic.â
You gazed quite darkly. âYour daughter was in my position,â you whispered, causing her to freeze putting away her handkerchief. âIâm sure you recall her escaping to the circus very clearly.â
A sharp gasp. A drawn hand. Your mother stepped into the room, flustered beyond compare, and the maid resigned to fume quietly. You wished she would slap you. Perhaps the strike would redden your face so much that the whole thing was called off.Â
âWell,â your mother exasperated, eyes raking down your form. âI hope youâre ready. Look pleasant.â
She weaved an arm through yours as a bouquet of lilies was shoved in your hands. A sneeze crawled up your nose and died as you held your breath, for the next moment you faced two long and full rows of people youâd never met and would never see again.Â
Despite the petals and music and lovely weather, it felt very much like a funeral march. The empty faces of the guests chilled you to the bone, not one of them sparing even a grin. A few checked their watches. One boy tugged on a young girlâs pigtail, and the girl was swatted for disturbing the peace. A ginger girl fought with a green-haired male in one of the farther pews. Against the far wall a blonde caterer absently smoked a cigarette. Somewhere, a bird sounded like it was dying, crooning a sad song.
This damn city. These damn people. Youâd die here, physically, spiritually, and mentally so. White hot panic welled up within you, but it was far too late to even think of darting for the door; you stood before your groom, gazing blankly into his chest.
You felt as if you were dying, a life so short flashing before your eyes as your hands were taken into the clammy grasp of Mr. Toleson. He wore no smile, no warmth upon his face. Only cold indifference. You hoped you looked the same, lest he spy your terror.Â
The officiator droaned on meaningless words, warbled by your dazed mind. Only when your hands were squeezed harshly did you refocus, blinking widely.
Clearing his throat, the officiator shuffled uncomfortably. âDo you take this man to be your husband?â
Were you at this bit already? Heart thundering, you didnât dare to look at Mr. Toleson, panicked gaze flickering to the now bated audience. Every eye stared at you, boring into you fiercely, only worsening your condition.Â
âIâŠâ
Mr. Toleson gripped you tightly, painfully. He gritted out just for you to hear, âYou what? We havenât got all dayâŠâ
âIâIâŠâ A gulping breath. A flash of red ribbon and straw. Cutting your eyes across the room, you settled on a boy near the back of the pews, a grin emblazoned on his face. He caught your eye and held it fast. You hardly believed your eyes, yet understood in an instant.
âMiss,â said the officiator.
Luffy tilted his head, as if asking are we doing this? You chanced a flicker of a smile.Â
You ripped your hands from Mr. Tolesonâs sweaty grip, eyes wide and childish smile inching across your face as the room filled with sharp gasps. Gaze flickering up to Mr. Tolesonâs aghast expression, you lurched back three, four, five steps till your heel met the edge of the raised platform. As you slipped to the floor a hand settled on the small of your back. The caterer planted his feet beside you, face grim as he gritted down on his cigarette.Â
âAre you alright?â he muttered. You gave a quick nod.
The point of no return had come, and youâd taken the path once blocked by a landslide, the path youâd dismissed entirely just an hour ago. Your mother gasped your name, a hissed out word, drawing your gaze quickly. She was deathly pale, like she was about to be sick. No sympathy of yours rose to meet her, none at all, and the freedom of two words boomed from your chest.Â
âI donât!â
Silence. You heaved in a breath of air, and no one said a word. Like time had stood still. A litheful, frightening laugh ripped through the church and everything sped up all at once.
âWhy⊠youâŠâ Mr. Tolesonâs face rivaled the ripest of tomatoes. He hadnât so much as taken a step when the caterer whirled around and kicked him right in the chest. He blew his hair out of his face and stomped out his cigarette, looking like heâd done this twelve hundred times before. You started to think he wasnât a caterer at all.Â
âIâve seen you before,â you thought aloud. Chaos erupted all around, guests rising from their chairs in a panic, and you just couldnât put your finger on it. âOh! You were at the pond!â
Sanji, that was his name. He dodged a punch from one of the quicker, bolder groomsmen, an easy smile on his face. He faced you with his hands shoved in his pockets. âThatâs your priority, love?â
You flushed, whether from the tease or endearment, you didnât know. âWellââ
âYou!â your motherâs shrill voice cut the air. You turned just in time to catch her pouncing at you, her hand clawing for your arm. Her nails barely got close to scratching you when a hand branched out of her chest and drove her back by a vice around her neck. Somebody screamed as guests began a mad rush to escape the inevitable fight; everyone had the same guessâpirates.
Youâd never been so happy, even with the disembodied hand issue.
Mr. Toleson rose to his feet, nursing his chest, his eyes aflame. He whirled on the groomsmen. âDonât just stand there!â
Just like that they broke out of their daze. Not just the groomsmen; the constable shook himself out of his shock as several other burly men of the town rallied together.
You inched backward as dozens of eyes settled on you, heart quickening, when out of nowhere that ginger girl from before rushed up with a bow staff and gave several groomsmen severe head trauma. The green haired man drew out three swords. That other man from the pond jumped over a pew, a slingshot in hand. And a tall, graceful woman stared down your petrified mother.Â
Only those willing to put up a fight were left, leaving only the rougher men of the town and the pirates--Luffy's pirates.
Sanji flung an attacker off his back and sent the guy flying your way, wiping the smile from your face as you yelped and dodged. You scurried off to the side, nearly tripping head over heels in your dress, having to hike up your skirts as you twirled in and out of the swiftly rising rabble.
Luffyâs marksman remained unscathed at his vantage point, lining up a shot and letting it fly. You gasped delightfully when the constable was nailed right in the forehead and hit the floor unconscious. You found a place flush against the wall, and you beamed at the destruction.
Pews turned to splinters under the power of the swordsman. Refreshments scattered across the floor as the ginger was thrown into a table and jumped back up again. Flowers fluttered around as the raven haired woman used some kind of magic to extend her reach. And Luffyâhe laughed through it all. People jumped at him with fists and clubs, yet he threw them all off like it was nothing. Perhaps to him it was.
You stifled another smile behind your hands. The people of your town were absolutely demolished by these pirates. These glorious, heroic pirates you would be thanking for the rest of your lifeâ
âYou did this.â In an instant your wrists were captured by your ex-fiancee. âWitch. Whereâd you get the money to pay them, huh?â
âLet go,â you bit back, jerking away only for his hold to tighten, prepared for your escape this time.Â
He yanked you closer. âAfter everything Iâve done for your familyââÂ
You spat in his eyes and kneed his crotch, watching satisfied as he crumbled to the floor. âFamily my ass.â
You darted into the chaos without another word. Men lay unconscious every few steps, their bloody and bruised faces staring up at you. You tripped over someoneâs leg, growled sharply, and took hold of your skirts. One by one you ripped off the layers of tulle, leaving you in your knee-length bloomers, dress reduced to the lacy bodice and shreds of fabric at your hips. Finally you yanked your heels off, hopping on one foot and then the other.Â
Right as you were about to drop your left shoe, the man of honor, some guy called Henry, made for you swiftly. Gasping, you gripped the toe of the heel and clubbed him over the head.
Someone grabbed your shoulder a second later. You shrieked and dropped to the ground, slipping out of the grip and rolling to the side. The swordsman appeared suddenly and cut the man down in one move. The body dropped beside you. You blinked, gasped, and let a delayed scream flee your lips. The swordsman reached to grab your wrist and hoisted you to your feet. âYou okay?â
âY-you killed him!â you cried.
âRelax,â he rolled his eyes. âI hit him with the hilt.â
Sure enough, the man only had a gash on his temple and some head trauma most likely. The swordsman looked you up and down briefly. âWatch out for the ero-cook lookinâ like that.â
You hardly cared if you looked indecent. âWhereâs Luffy?â
He didn't get to answerâa laugh you quickly grew to recognize had you whipping around, eyes peeled.Â
His profile shone in the evening light bleeding from the windows. He stood with his head thrown back and eyes tightly shut, a blinding smile on his face. Transfixed, you wondered, not for the last time, if he was more than human.
When his laughter died down Luffy held his fists close to his chest and looked around as if searching for another fight, his gaze finding you. Your heart skipped, but his smile dropped deathly fast. You didnât have the chance to wonder before his fist zipped a hair's breadth away from your cheek. You hit the ground instantly, head ducked between your knees. You might have remained there forever, wondering just what possessed him, if you were stupid for trusting him, overwhelmed by something akin to heartbreakâwhen two sandaled feet entered your sight.
âHey,â he said, giving you deja vu. âWhatâre you doinâ on the floor?â
Eyes wide, chest heaving, you sprang to your feet and got nose to nose with him. Luffy merely blinked at you. âWhatâs wrong with you!? First, you help me, then you try to hit me! WhyâDonât touch me!âÂ
He gripped your shoulders and spun you around in one fluid motion. All your sputtering got caught in your throat. Two feet away Mr. Toleson lay flat on his back with the worst bloody nose youâd ever seen.Â
One. TwoâŠ
You couldnât help it; you laughed. Ugly laughed. Louder and more all-consuming than you ever had before. You tried to choke on it, only making the sound sizzle into harsh snickers.Â
Luffy felt like he was in a trance, watching you dazedly as he broke into his own fit of laughter.
âGah!â Your mother bolted for the door, throwing a fretful glance over her shoulder. She paused, wove around a man limping for the exit, and dragged Mr. Toleson to his feet. Coughing, your would-be fiancĂ©e set his grim sights on Luffy. Your mother tugged him with her, more forceful now. âCome. She isnât worth your life.â
Really, it shouldnât have bothered you. Sheâd never done anything for you, yetâher words struck you oddly, fiercely. They were gone before you recovered. You glanced around at a loss as Luffy stood a strong pillar in your peripheral. Your eyes darted to meet him as the final pieces of your world crumbled to dust, and you found nothing but cool assurance; you sighed out a breath youâd been holding since you were ten.Â
âGood riddance,â you choked. Luffyâs lips ticked up in a smile. The figures of his friends came into focus as they gathered around in the wreckage of the church. Emotion tingled in every corner of your body. âThank you, all of you. Iâm⊠forever in your debt.â
That wasnât all you wished to express by far. Youâd been thinking it the whole while, perhaps even from the first moment you learned he was a pirate. The request teetered precariously on the tip of your tongue when the caterer cut you off.
âNo need, madam,â he said with a flourish of his wrist. âAlways a pleasure to assist.â
His eyes took you in gratefully, and he was quick to wipe away the small bit of blood leaving his nose. You grinned, almost grimacing, and gave an awkward laugh. âOf courseâŠâ Luffyâs shoulder brushed your own, drawing your gaze to him. His bright eyes had you wanting to reach up and brush his messy hair out of his face. Somehow, you refrained. âJust what kind of pirates are you? I didnât think your lot were in the business of wedding crashing.â
Luffy shrugged his shoulders, barely smiling as he replied, âI like you.â
You choked on nothing. âWellâthatâsâindeed.â
The silence of the room, only some harsh breaths breaking it, had you questioning what came next. Your adrenaline crashed all at once as your eyes got heavy and your shoulders sagged all at once. You rubbed at your eyes and suppressed a yawn, shivering as a breeze drifted by.Â
The ginger girl noticed the change at once, moving to your side despite her own exhaustion. âLetâs get you cleaned up. That canât be comfortable.â
For some reason, you didnât jerk away from her touch, so gentle and kind as she took your arm. âYeah. Uhm, I can go to my servantsâ quarters. They wonât say anythingâŠâ
The girl scoffed, catching your eye. âNo way. Youâre going to our ship.â She blanched a second later, backtracking. âIf thatâs okay with you.â
You watched for any sign of falsehood, and found none at all. You shook your head quickly. âNo, thatâs fine. Can we go now?â
The girlâNami, you later learnedâgiggled and swiftly ushered you out of the wreckage and into the sun. You gave a soft laugh of your own, still very reserved yet filled with the tentativeness of someone realizing that everything would be okay.Â
And Luffy watched you leave, his lips tugging upwards subconsciously. He stood solidly as each of his friends followed after you, till only Robin remained. She had her arms crossed, head tilted low and eyes scrutinizing. She took in Luffyâs stance, his twitchy fingers, his eyes transfixed on empty space. All usual features on her friend; it was his dopey grin that gave it all away.
âCaptain,â Robin spoke. âEverything all right?â
âYeah,â Luffy nodded. He didnât even stutter, his reply instant. âWhy?â
She nearly chuckled, holding back if only to humor him. She nudged his shoulder with her own to spur him into motion, and the pair walked slowly into the streets.Â
âWhat do you know about your new friend?â she asked as they passed under a bakery sign squeaky as it swung with the wind.Â
He paused. âSheâs fancy⊠and unhappy.â Luffy kicked a pebble and watched it skip all the way to the end of the sloped path. âVery unhappy. Sheâll be happier with us.â
Robinâs heart went tender as she looked away, hiding a smirk. âHave you told her that?â
Catching her eye, Luffy smiled. âShe knows.â
They caught up enough to spy the others as Usopp and Nami had their arms around your shoulders, bickering absently whilst you snickered quietly between them. Robin nodded, for who was she to argue? Besides, maybe you did. The smile on your face may have betrayed just that.
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You still heard the boisterous laughter of your new friends even as you swept away from the galley, heart beating a little too fast to be comfortable. They were amazing, sure, but overwhelming at best. All you needed was a moment and you could return unnoticed to the good food and warm company. As soon as you got some air.
You instinctively reached to pick up a skirt as you rose the stairs to the deck, only to grab at air, look down, and grin at the sight of Namiâs brown trousers.Â
The cool night breeze hit you like a wall the moment you stepped outside, shooting shivers down your spine. The saltiness of the sea clung to your skin and clumped in your hair, filling your nose with every deep breath of air.Â
The deck felt odd against your bare feet, grating against your skin just enough to make you wary of splinters despite the apparent fine craftsmanship of the wood. You leaned into the ship rail and gazed down upon the rolling waters. A soft and steady kussshhh kussshhh greeted you, a gentle sea spray kissing your cheeks.
So far, the sea was far greater than youâd ever conceived. Freedom rippled in every gust of wind billowing in the sails; the waves sang songs of grandauer; the stars winked secrets you couldnât hear but felt in the creak of your bones. The music of the world had finally included you in its symphony, and you would never go back.Â
Never.
You heard him before you saw him, his bumbling, careless steps thumping against the deck. Luffy came up out of the belly of the ship, gazed around once, and settled his sights on you. You met eyes and simply existed; he smiled first; you returned a grin. Luffy approached with all the familiarity he shouldnât have given you in such a short time.Â
âYou disappeared,â he said too loudly, threatening to break the perfect silence settled around you.Â
âI did,â you whispered back. After pursing your lips, you turned back to the sea and waited, assuming he would take the hint. It took two seconds longer than you anticipated, but Luffyâs shoulder soon bumped against your own.Â
When he spoke again, he was softer, âHow do you feel?â
You sucked in a lunfull of cold air and laughed it out. âFree. I didnât think Iâd ever feel like that again.â
He nodded, because he wanted to say so many things but at the same time had no clue what to say at all. Luffy had never experienced this before, being at a loss for words; all evening heâd dwelled in this confusion that only grew every time you smiled and he lost his breath. What was so different about you that all his words felt terribly redundant?Â
âWow.â He turned his head quickly, blinking at you. You were already looking right at him.Â
âHuh?â
You shook your head, shy smile dripping in tease. âYouâre quiet. I didnât take you as someone to just dwell like this.â
How many minutes had passed? Luffy wasnât sure, but you looked content, so he didnât really care. His eyes danced all over your face, puzzlement laid in his brow. You tilted your head and began to worry about the cloudy look on his face.
âCan I ask you something?â you said. Luffy gave a wordless nod, still looking so lost. You wanted to touch him, the realization setting in suddenly, hand itching to grip his arm. âWhy did you help me? You didnât have to.â Crossing your arms, you turned to watch the curling white foam ripple off the ship. âIt certainly made things harder for you. They might tell the Navy, and I can imagine thatâs plain hell.â
âThey wonât catch us,â he scoffed, catching your eye. âAnd like I said, I like you.â
Your lips pursed before you let slip a chuckle, face far too warm for your liking. He probably didnât know what he was saying. âRight. How could I forget. Is that all?â
âYouâre⊠funny.â
âOh yeah?â
âYeah. Real funny. Odd. Makes me feel funny.â He said it with such nonchalance you wondered if he was joking, but the longer you stood and stared at your feet the more aware you were of his presence at your side. Finally, you lifted your head, finding him staring out to sea. He was one to talk about being odd. You hardly understood what was so odd about you; you felt fairly normal if you said so yourselfâbut that wasnât exactly the point.Â
Because Luffy was confused after all, just like he looked to be. The conflicted boy never strayed far from your shoulder, his hand brushing yours every few seconds. You hardly knew himâyou didnât know himâyet you couldnât deny the overwhelming trust clawing its way into your heart.Â
So, really, there wasnât much more debate on whether you should ask.Â
âLet me stay.â âJoin my crew.â
The pair of you whipped your heads around suddenly. Eyes wide, you smiled, bursting into laughter with him, leaning into his side so he was half holding you up, your forehead hitting his chestâyou missed hugs, sighing deeply as his warm hands brushed your skin andâ
Cold rushed up your spine. You jerked away, an apology on your lips, when Luffy grunted and reeled you back in. You hit his chest with a thump as his arms wrapped around you three times. Eyes wide, body stiff, his deep breathing enveloped you till all you heard was in and out, in and out, that steady yet unsure rhythm.Â
âIâd like to join your crew,â you said after a while.Â
He focused on the space ahead of him, hold loosening bit by bit. âIâd like you to stay.â
You pulled away, and this time he let you. âSomehow, I feel Iâm making a grave mistake.â He tilted his head all puppy-like, so you reveled in his puzzlement. Spinning out of his arms you faced the sea again. âYouâll most likely get me killed, Captain.â
Luffy blinked rapidly, heart thudding at the sly grin planted on your profile. Captain. He liked that. He always did, but now especiallyâwhen it came from you.Â
âI wonât let that happen,â he said with such casualty. He stepped into your line of sight. âYou do want to stay, donât you?â
As if you had a choice, you mused. Even if you didnât, it wouldnât change a thing in your eyes. You smiled softly at him, a spark of wild excitement in your eyes. âMore than anything.â
It started small, only a grin until it grew too wide to remain shut, his teeth shining seconds later. His eyes squinted, head thrown back, and you swore his laugh echoed to the very depths of the sea, encircling your whole being.
He fascinated you, filling you with this sense of freedom youâd never known before. Luffy was larger than life, and you stood there to witness his existence. Somehow, even then, you understood the gravity of who he would become.Â
What an odd pair the two of you made. Him so unrestrained and you so properâthough surely the longer you spent with him the less true that became. Neither of you really cared either way; you found the other wildly fascinating, and in that moment on the deck as he blinded you with his smile, thatâs really all that mattered.
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