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em-bandaid-boy · 10 months ago

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Hiiii thanks for 500 followerrrs!!! Idk why so many of you are here but thaanks 💖

(Seriously tho thank you its pretty cool) anyways I drew more murderous robots lol

#murder drones #murder drones uzi #murder drones n #murder drones v #uzi doorman #serial designation n #serial designation v #nuzi #biscuitbites #murder drones fanart #lowkey becoming a murder drones blog and honestly im here for it. hii guys we can be murder drones bestiessss #ive been trying to be more active with replying to people n stuff but sometimes idk what to say so im sorry if i dont replyyyy #i wanna follow more md creators too but i havent gotten around to doing that #this show has fr taken over my brainnnnnn!!!!! i huave wooooorrrrrrrmmmms dude #telling my friends irl about it so mayybe they can huave some. murder drones worms. and i can feed them md content #ok i shut up now uhm like and subscribe for more assassins creed for the nintendo ds !! thanks again for 500 i might make something idk #k byebye

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araekniarchive · 2 years ago

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@mnvart // Kaveh Akbar, 'Calling A Wolf A Wolf' // @PinkRangerLB on Twitter // @kosmogrl // @devinsturk, '15 Proverbs for the Fellow Chronically Ill' // Jasmine Deporta // Anaïs Nin, House of Incest // the gentle wisdom uquiz by @inkskinned // Rora Blue, 'Sweet Dreams' // Hala Alyan, Dear Layal

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krotiation · 6 months ago

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i'll genuinely never stop thinking about codependency in rhack and how it's mostly coming from jack's side. both jack and rhys treat their relationship like rhys is the one who needs jack to not just survive but also thrive, but it's really the opposite and i think that REALLY adds to how much jack twists the narrative to make it seem like rhys can't do anything without him just to keep giving rhys a reason to keep him around and trust him

#plus the irony of it all #being someones obsession and then becoming so dependent on that someone to the point of YOU becoming obsessed with THEM #i just love it #yeah im rambling about rhack again #every once in a while i get reminded of what makes them so damn interesting and i turn into a sucker #their dynamic is just soooo good and theres so much stuff to look into and dissect #and like there are moments in the game where jack does mention that he needs rhys alive to survive himself outloud #but its always when rhys is actively in danger #other than that its 'ill have your back' and 'ill get you whatever you want'#but honestly rhys does a pretty good job of keeping himself alive #and he does have fiona and co with him too who (as much as jack doesnt wanna believe it) have rhys' back too #i just think jack trying to isolate rhys from them to reel him in is so interesting and fucked up and i love it sm #and of course i cant make a rhack ramble post without mentioning the murder-suicide thing HAKGHD someone has to keep talking abt that #bc thats really the moment that cemented to me how personal jacks feelings towards rhys were #where jack reaches the point of rather wanting to die than let rhys walk away from him alive #I JUST GJKHKDJG not even in a romantic way. jack just needs rhys painfully much #it just gets 10 times spicier when you slap some romance in there too #rhack #txt #this is just a long winded way of saying jack is really clingy in a very ugly and fucked up way #and i love that abt him <3 genuinely it might be my favorite part of his character

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m340700 · 1 year ago

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found an old thing

#moondrop #its 11 months old according to my malmal activity #im back to drawing them again it seems TT #they're the kind of characters u can't help but go back to whenever you're tired #or in this case; when you don't have any ideas to draw lol #drawing a character so much that its become a habit even when ure interested in smth else rn #anyway yes im drawing sun and i hate that my improvement really shows whenever i draw them >:(#sorry for the ramble but also not sorry for the ramble (i am the ruler of these tags)#might try writing a fic abt them once i get a hang of writing characters #with my whole heart; i wish for them to fucking Cry #they deserve to be able to weep the tears they haven't wept

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theghoulboysblog · 6 months ago

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GUYSSS GUESS WHO HAS WATCHER TV NOW!!! :D THIS GIRLLL!!!! :)) EXPECT TO SEE ME IN THE COMMENT SECTION 24/7 ONCE I AM NOT SO BUSY WITH FORENSIC SCIENCE AND MY JOB!!! :)))

#!!!!!!!!#aly rambles #I know I haven’t been as active as usual so I��m sorry guysss #just trying to lock in on irl stuff 😔#BUT TRUST #I WILL BECOME CHRONICALLY ONLINE AGAIN!!!!!

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glstnbrry · 10 months ago

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for some reason i was embarrassed to post the bulk of my rgg art here for ages and i dont. know why but heres a dump of stuff ive made over the past few months .. 😁

#rgg #yakuza #like a dragon #majima goro #akira nishikiyama #han joongi #aoki ryo #... also hi to my muts im trying to become active again here smiles #my art

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browngonzo888 · 7 months ago

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Finally working on Psychonauts comic again. This will be the last installment of the Prologue: Who’s chasing who. It’ll go right where the red circle is!

After that, we’ll finally get into 01: Plagiarism and Adult Magazines

I look forward to entertaining you all

#psychonauts #Psychonauts 2000 #PN2k #psychonauts 2 #Psychonauts au #once I get the first couple of pages composed I become obsessed again #i wish I didn’t get stuck sometimes #I’m still trying to learn the secret of breaking through writers block and creative fatigue #like actively instead of waiting on the right moment #because at this rate I’ll never dish out anything in a timely manner #i need to improve

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rinmemesuoka · 1 month ago

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my related nitpicky thought about a common princess tutu fan thing is i think it's kind of silly to say that duck's discussion of her feelings for mytho on the way down to the underground lake is indicative of her not Actually having romantic feelings for him

#i see this read a lot and idk. that's actively contradictory to the immediately following s1 season finale for one #and i don't know if it's like. trying to soften the blow of mytho not ''choosing'' duck. . .#again i think turning away from duck's unrequited love either by diminishing it as confused platonic feelings Or making mytho reciprocate #weakens princess tutu as a story #or if it's to grease the wheels to make fakir and duck happen more easily which. don't do that. second love is good.#i think that relationship--if it does become romantic--is ALSO better for duck actually dealing with her feelings for mytho

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carnivalls · 2 months ago

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Killing myself a thousand times over. Do I want the setting of Good Intentions to be past based (fantasy greece meets the industrial revolution) or futuristic (fantasy greece meets itself after a stupidly ambiguous amount of years)

#notnow #good intentions #see the thing is. im coming to realize that good intentions has a lot to do with energy/creating forms of energy #which situates its best two setting options either at the industrial revolution (for self explanatory reasons) or in a far off future (wher #maybe all established energy forms are getting fucked and new alternatives need to be found)#i do sort of want like. an older fantasy feel for the work hence my leaning towards industrial revolution. also bc thatd set the sequel in #the early 20th century which would just delight me overall #whereas with a timeskip like that in an already futuristic setting its like. okay. how much further can i take it / how can i meaningfully #actually show the impacts the findings of the first book have had on society at large #also some of the jobs and overall vibe of good intentions calls back to an older time ie niovi's mom singing moirologia #but at the same time. i shant lie. trying to correlate the overall vibe of the industrial revolution on what is essentially greece #(who actively did not have an industrial revolution on that scale due to the 600~ years of ottoman everything)#is proving a little hard. as is serrating what would be hashtag greek in that period from what would be turkish when today obviously its al #so intertwined. but in fantasy greece that occupation simply didnt happen which is lending itself a bit weird to translating traditions #and such. at least in a futuristic setting a lot of this history would be a given and i could move ahead from ot #*it even.#and maybe tie the history into a perfect loop of like.. yk when things go so far into the future they begin to revert into the past etc #if i did future though fantasy greece would have to take on a bit more of a 1:1 role in its correlation to greece. as opposed to #the industrial revolution where it primarily relies on greek aesthetics but that i can play around in lotr style #. this is essentially becoming a matter of me trying to decide if i should style my book's setting after lotr or the locked tomb i am comin #to realize. right.#at least in the future hess would get to smoke which she deserves. but at the same time nothing about her place in her society would pack #the same punch. unless her corner of the society was more obsessed with nationalistic preservation and thus more old fashioned? but ugh #if i keep my current setting (place divided into four parts) and place it in the future i worry it starts giving divergence #head in my actual stupid fucking hands. i need to lock in #its going to take me a william years to introduce this project again the way we are going #also ignore the typos in this rant my tags refused to cooperate on all fronts

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jinglejails · 3 months ago

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omg are u active again??

I'm active, but only in the sense that I'm not dead- lol. I'm an infrequent poster n' don't actively use or browse social media; but I crawl out of my cave like a malnourished sloth every once in a while to tack an ornament onto my Charlie Brown Christmas-like tree. Nothin' impressive nor frequent enough to be particularly noticeable, but if anyone enjoys whatever decoration I put up, it means a lot to me, n' every note n' kind comment is like a gift left under my tree (n' that includes your ask—thanks for askin'! -`(^ ^ o)).

Anyway, I'll post somethin' rather soon. Can't say when I'll post after that, but if ya' stick around, I hope you like whatever comes your way! If not—whoopsie-daisy!

Thanks again, n' I hope you have a wonderful day!

#Jingles' Askbox #Sorry to disappoint anyone who might be interested in my stuff but expects more activeness. (^ ^;;;o)#I wish I were a quick machine‚ but I'm a very slow human being.#My peanut-sized brain has enough capacity to imagine but a lot to actually learn‚ n' my sloth hands aren't very good at execution.#I sure hope I can learn to become better n' faster someday‚ but that day is very much far into the future‚ or not there at all.#Hopefully‚ the latter isn't true- hahaha.#Either way‚ I'll still try my best.#Thanks again to anyone who enjoys my stuff. (^ ^ o)

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minwrathus · 3 months ago

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hi 🤓 (say it back)

#tbd.#okay so pretend i haven't been mia hehe #placement and uni have been pretty hectic and i just haven't had the time #to spend it being creative which i miss sm yk. i've been lurking every so often but #i really wanna become more active in the rpc again! i miss you all 🥺#i hope everyone has been well ofc and #fingers crossed but i have a break between my placement blocs so #i might just try and finish some owed writing and plot some more yk.#if you're reading this moots that was aimed at you hehe.

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yourgamemasterthewhiterabbit · 4 months ago

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RIP to you but what makes me immune to falling into a cult isn't that I think I'm too smart or moral... It's that I think it would require willingly making myself part of a group of people.

It would seem to require actually speaking to someone, but most of all what makes me immune is that I think the cults are all avoiding me personally, because they don't want me. They only knock on my door once and then never again and I always think it was something I said.

My toxic trait is that I think being sucked into a cult requires being willing to seek or accept human contact, and that it requires a group of people who actually wants you among their numbers [have not found one to date].

#this is a joke #mostly #but i am joking #like yes there are broad cultural movements you could end up in with cult like thinking from behind your keyboard #like being right wing #but also I am joking #Like sometimes I sit here and I think being 'starved' for social interaction should make me really vulnerable to all sorts of shit and #chill Rabbit- you'd have to want to talk to another person at all for literally any of this to be a concern and you left.#Every group chat or interest group you have tried to join because you could not stand anyone.#I don't even have enough desire for approval to couch what I am saying and keep actively unfriending and blocking people #despite any previous attachment for continuing to say shit that rubs me the wrong way after I made my stance on it clear #which seems a little like the opposite problem #again I am being flippant and I am joking #but 2% at what level of lacking any social impulse or in-group out-group distinction capacity at all do you become statistically less likel #to fall into a cult simply by not being socially available to them or by being a genuine inconvenience to include #and then I think #you keep dropping people like hot coals for expressing things that make you feel 1% micro-aggressed #your tumblr dashboard is a curated revolving door and I don't even think you look at a screen name before arguing whatever is on your mind #like yeah you are socially isolated but idk it's been 7 years and I still haven't been driven to even -want- to try participating in a grou #haven't been able to form new friendships where you actually talk to another person either #Also I am pretty sure a lot of cult tactics directly parallel forms of parental abuse that haven't worked on me since i was a toddler #but that's besides the point #the point being I'd have to willingly talk to anyone in order to become part of a group and I am joking that would seem to rule out cults #I'm sure I'll do a bunch of reading on this and again this is 98% a JOKE

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milfbrainrot · 6 months ago

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i feel like i type so much more than is reasonable when i do talk to people but i also don't get to socialize a ton so i just have soooo many words in me and if i'm like, tired or short on time, it is so much harder to restrain to the already-pushing-it point i can sometimes manage ;-;

#txt #i am used to posting long things that are essentially a conversation with myself because i either don't #want to bother others with certain topics or i just am used to anything i have to say really being... worth saying...#so i will sometimes go back and add more tags because i'm still thinking about it after the fact and the gap in time where someone #would have said something to prompt further thought is just. me continuing it with myself. bc i'm still thinking about it.#and then that translates into how i talk to other people where i sometimes feel like i either have too much to say without only #keeping what's of utmost relevant importance #(which is also due to me knowing if i don't say it Right Now Immediately i will forget if it does become relevant again)#so i am expecting people to read too much #and/or i then am not... listening to people? or i come off like im not listening to people?#even though i rly do try to be attentive i just forget sometimes to leave space for other people to talk because i am #used to only talking to myself so much lmaoo so i think i come off like i only want to Talk At people due to how Much i share #and sometimes i probably am not as attentive in convos as i would like to be but i try to be! i just dont know if the balance is there #but i also don't rly know how to be more concise bc of that mix of not wanting to forget and also not wanting to be misunderstood #and being so excited to get contribute etc #anyway there are also a lot of social things i HAVE been neglecting by accident i am so sorry if youve sent me an ask etc #and you've gotten silence i am getting to things slowly ;-;#i just mean moreover in active conversations the way that i act is like. i always worry i am doing something wrong all the time forever #and maybe i would worry less if i could put more of my thought dump energy into observing others more attentively #to get a better read on things lol #me coming back to this post as an example bc i had another thought:#i also type rly fast and my brain goes rly fast so while i do clean up what i say typically #others might find it more convenient to be more concise due to typing slower #whereas i don't think before i type i just type as i think one to one #i lose thoughts otherwise but Thinking Before I Speak is a lost art to me rip #but then if i am talking to people irl or on voice i am so much more reserved. i ramble a lot!!#but it's easier for me to fall back

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ablackwing · 5 months ago

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arises from the dead.

#ooc ; out of leather #BOY HOWDY HOW ABOUT THAT REBIRTH SEPHIROTH FELLAS #will i actually become active again? don't know yet.#but hey i'm going to be trying to get sephiroth to wake back up.#and now that we have vincent to look at he just might---

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fictional-men-enthusiast · 8 months ago

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Old Flesh + The Parliament is conservatism.

I said what I said and I’m not taking it back.

#awful hospital #text post #shitpost #okay but—#a group of people who want everything to go back to the way it was and try to kill (literally) and erase any chance #I have to believe it was intentional #Jay is a truly wonderfully written and despicable villain because not only is he literally evil through killing and verbal abuse #he’s FIGURATIVELY EVIL in the CONTEXT OF THE THEMING because he SEES and is FULLY AWARE OF the injustices of the Hospital and its treatment #but instead of mobilizing that rage he has to make a change he says fuck it there’s nothing I can do and feeds into that corruption +#actively perpetuates it for his own gain and purposes #HE is a BIG PART of why the Hospital is failing by killing patients #it’s not just apathy it’s weaponized spite for all the wrong reasons #he’s an oppressed minority (a human in the Hospital) who grifts off all the fear and uncertainty #to get what he wants #crash is an apathetic and centrist youth who was radicalized by Fern showing him change could be made #but it was already too late #he felt isolated by all the people in change being blind to injustice and that led him to become being disillusioned #Jay and crash show that while being apathetic and refusing to take a stance even when you see injustice isn’t seen as causing as much #direct physical harm as grifting off misfortune it’s still equally as damaging #crash says I can’t fix it so I won’t do anything #while jay says I can’t fix it so who cares if I make it worse as long as I’m getting mine #I should at least get something from this since I’m suffering from it right?#but they ARE also very much sides of the same coin in a more direct way because they both make people suffer for their own gain #crash is doing it for a sense of petty amusement and Jay is doing it because he needs to have control #and power over SOMETHING by putting others down even if he’s also #doing it for amusement #he’s scared and pathetic which has made a control freak #again jay is a fucking minority grifter who asserts power over those who are also less #fortunate to affirm to himself that he’s one of the good and superior ones #crash just wants to have fun and make the best of it even if that’s at the expense of others

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moe-broey · 27 days ago

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Coming to you live from my closet (not gay way) (I mean I am queer) (but I'm autistic and got overstimulated 😔)

#happy pride everyone!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉#loadbearing complete darkness and quiet. save me.#the living room is suuuuuch a fucking DISASTER and if i look at it one more time i #i'm gonna have a meltdown.#i need the entire world to get dimmer and also every lawn mower to blow up and go to hell #hate the fucking Symptoms of autism sometimes. like. oh look at me i'm actively trying to improve my situation!!!!!#i'm making huge strides and big changes and it's been way better on me that i thought????#like it's difficult! but it's not killing me??? that's incredible. maybe i'm finally overcoming a lifetime #growing up kinda not the most stable as in constantly moving and living between two houses. this is HUGE #i have a new bedframe i'm EXTREMELY excited about and for the first time in literal years my floor is CLEAR #this is great. this is huge. i'm handling it so well. i'm so happy #SIKE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ SUDDENLY FUCKING EVIL NOW ABD IF YOU DON'T CRAWL IN A DARK HOLE #YOU ARE GOING TO KILL EVERYONE AROUND YOU AND BLOW UP INTO BLOODY VISCERA.#💥💥💥💥💥🥩🫀🩸🩸🧠🥩🍗🍖🥩🩸🩸🩸 <- exactly like ghat. i like the idea that i become meat (edible)#💀 <- the skeleton appears (after blood meat explosion)#they misgender my skeleton and i have to come back from the dead to kill everyone all over again. cycle of hatred and hell on earth

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