#tryingToAdult

[i-mymindscape-me-blog]

First Post

Happy Birthday, Harry!!! (& J.K.Rowling).

Harry Potter is a universe to me, in which I wouldn’t mind stepping. Basically, I would enter this mad world (only if I am a witch). But my basic problem of avoiding scary and difficult things will definitely follow me there. I wonder if I was in the first year with Harry, and I had the knowledge of book 1, would I walk up to him and tell him all about Tom Riddle, the prophecy, Horcruxes or be too scared to do so…because right now they are a fantasy, then it will be a reality. For me the scariest part of reality is work. No, I don’t think I am scared of hard work. Or maybe I am just lazy. But am I lazy? I don’t want to consider myself as lazy, I am scared. Fear of failure is running through my veins. But it is not just that, I have fear of starting something. And that fear can sometimes be very crippling. 

For example, I am doing a project for the last month and there are some minor changes to be done plus a major addition. I would need to spend some time on the minor change, and even then it might not be perfect. And the major addition is something I need to learn, from scratch. And I have understood 50% of it. I feel like I will not understand the remaining 50% because the 50% I did understand is still sketchy. So, the last couple of days I have been procrastinating and avoiding my boss. Terrible business ethics, I know. 

So, I have decided to start writing a blog. I don’t talk about my problems with anyone…so I think posting them on the internet is a good idea. Of course, I will be anonymous. And maybe a couple of people, who are going through what I am will relate to my rantings. If, anyone happens to find it.

[annaix]

Hello‌‌ ‌‌Lovelies‌ :D!! Today was Shoulders, Quadriceps and Abs day! Omg anybody else HATE menstrual cramps? Mine are usually not too bad but maybe the universe is dealing some karma my way after @best and I watched a good humored cowboy being hooked up to one of those menstrual cramps simtulator machines. In my defence I did say he was a good sport for doing it and for letting lol record his reactions. I wish I had more veggies or got more when I was at Costco earlier today. I made Tyler and myself some lunch for tomorrow but I'll have to decide whether to go earlier tomorrow to grab food or buy it after work. I'd rather have made enough for the whole week but can't do anything about it now TT__TT #Tryingtoadult Thank you for all the love and encouragement, friends :3 💖💖💖.‌‌ https://www.instagram.com/p/CgJKXNYuhhB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[royalbluemelody]

Apéro dessinatoire #inkdrawing #ohlookapenny #tryingtoadult #inksketch #aperodessinatoire #drawing #drawings #anatomy #anatomydrawing #heelsdrawing #heeldrawing #falling #failing #epicfall https://www.instagram.com/p/CaLGxI4LfFo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jessicacalabroart]

Warm up sketch and color! I saw @tingxart piece for the "Draw This In Your Style" challenge and I loved it! I remember trying to braid my own hair with a ton of hair clips so naturally it spoke to me. Also reminds me how we all are feeling with the new normal. Swipe over to see Ting's original piece! ~ ~ ~ ~ #drawthisinyourstyletingx #artchallenge #characterdesign #braids #hairclips #illustration #instaartist #artistoninstagram #ThursdayMood #kids #silly #fun #color #tryingtoadult #childhood #painting #dtiys #drawthisinyourstyle https://www.instagram.com/p/B9qQsSGD-l3/?igshid=1o17vm1fkb4d0

[jennhope12-blog]

Stressing out hardcore today, Xmas commercials and knowing it’s coming.... I was just taken off work until my therapy kicks in and my recovery is showing some changes. Until then I’m not equipped to work. But there’s the stress I’m not working, Xmas is coming and I’m not sure how I’ll get things done. And yes I put it all on me, I’m married and yet I feel fully responsible for everything including the worrying. I need to change my thinking in this area I know...... but until than I’m here stressing out thinking maybe I don’t listen and I go find a job and put my therapy on hold again. But than I know if I do that I won’t really ever get on the road to being ok. Ugh...... so much stress!! #thinkingtoomuch #offwork #stressingout #somuchpressure #mentallyill #borderlinepersonality #bpd #boldlybpd #yournotalone #mentalillnesswarrior #mentalhealthwarrior #invisibleillness #tryingtogetbetter #tryingtoadult #mystory #sharingmystory #momlife #takeitallon #mentalillnessblog #bpdblogger #bpdmom #writer

[daily-burrito]

#tryingToAdult🌯

[26point3andbeyond]

If someone gives you a robe, wear it. #notajudge ° #graduatedonceortwice #purplelooksgoodonme #workinforaliving #schooling #jobbing #tryingtoadult #lifeishard #lifeisreal #manymorehillstoclimb #diamondlkcreative #foothillsofdiamondlk #iamsmiling #robe #swag #swagger #semiprofessional #friyay #lifelonglearning (at Linden Hills) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsgqszjFavA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=a99ol3ozfvht

[mixieepixiee]

Do you see the fear in both our eyes lolol. Also, I promise I did not drop my nephew . #tryingtoadult #babyseb #cannotdotheadult #chinaphilitravels #travelogue #CPDinPhili #helpme #teachmehowtoaunty

[gwhatamess]

Today I do battle against the many teeny beetles that have moved into my pantry. The electricians left our house a mess, and are coming back on Wednesday -- so I thought I might as well get into that big clean I've been putting off forever seeing as I can't work at home properly still so.... Let's see who's mightier, the grain beetle horde or my strained af right hand! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #artlife #melbourne #melbournelife #whatamess #pantry #cleaningspree #ugh #life #tryingtoadult #beetles #watercolour #artist #illustration #illo #watercolor #aussieartist #melbourneartist #melbourneblogger #whyyyyy #hardwork #cleaningup #depresso #painting #griffe #seriouslywhathashtagsdoyouuseforapaintingofgrainbeetles #pest

[softmoxymuffin]

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holiday unta... pero walang holiday ang problema sa bahay... #adulting #tryingtoadult #amidoingthisright 😑😑😑

[thedeathlyproject]

Little cutie wearing my glasses #baby #cute #glasses #oversized #babyglasses #cutebabies #babyglasses #cutebaby #bigglasses #little #babywearingglasses #tryingtoadult #growingup

[jennhope12-blog]

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There’s some seriously crappy and hard choices that need to be made on this recovery journey. And it sucks, I shouldn’t have to choose between my health mental or otherwise and taking care of my family. That makes no sense and yet that’s reality. So here I am at a familiar crossroads and all it does is add stress I’m supposed to be lessening in my life! No quick fixes on this journey I’m learning.... #mentallyill #mentalhealth #hardchoices #workingonmyself #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdisorder #boldlybpd #learning #growing #tryingtoadult #tryingtogetbetter #yournotalone #mystory #myexpirience #yegblogger #fighter #mentalillnessawareness #invisibleillness #survivor

[nuttysquirrel]

😝 #goodfeeling #sillygirl #killingtime #feelingsilly #tryingtoadult #lesbianshirt (at Warners Bay Foreshore)

[radagastlygraphic-blog]

I can cook I promise. Sometimes though after a long day I can't be bothered with exemplary cooking #doodle #sketch #tryingtoadult #studentcooking #personal #myart #artistoninstagram #studentliving

[aznttr]

Our future kitchen 🍴| #yeg #yeggers #oldstrathcona #tryingtoadult #growingup (at Edmonton, Alberta)

[candiekisses]

That moment when you realize you are really an adult AND now your child will even be considered one. 😉 #hahaha #TryingToAdult #YoungAtHeart #MyDaughterIsGraduating #MemorableMoments