#unable to sleep

[wanderingmind867]

It's 2 am where I am, and I just woke up a few minutes ago. Who knows if i'll get back to sleep. I hope so. But if I don't, let this post serve as proof that I woke up at 2 am. And let's hope this doesn't make me too irritable later today.

[bibibitchery]

i’ve literally been awake for 20 hours and i have taken the meds the famously knock you the fuck out. why the fuck am i still awake?

[b-erserk]

THE BLOOD DEBT MUST BE PAID and once more they come uninvited, thirsting for him whose skin bear the mark of the damned. No hope of salvation, no reprieve from the gnarled fangs glimmering in the dark, our warrior bears arms against the incoming tide that rises from the battlefield as he crosses it.

Those who had parted from the living while bearing regrets, unfulfilled desires and unspeakable grudges sired the birth of creatures no human could bear to imagine real. Grotesque abominations sporting a myriad of limbs, mouths, eyes and sizes, all rushed desperately at Guts who was already engaged in combat. The very earth quaked at the magnitude, creating a crescendo of tremors as homage to the infernal bellow each starved monster unleashed.

Our black swordsman is lost in the symphony of hatred, his body moves unconditionally in order to drive the heap of iron across air; he dismembered so many of them, tore away sinew from bone, piled beast upon beast. It was another night like any other, another sleepless spell just so his fatigued existence could afford to continue on.

[birdgirl-22]

I remember the things we would do when calling and now my heart bleeds and bleeds because I don't know why you don't want to do them anymore.

No explanation, am i just not worth it anymore? What changed, and why wont anyone tell me.

[deadheaddaisy]

It took me a while to learn this but being in a long-term relationship with someone who actually suffers from psychosis (and it is suffering) when I, the non-psychotic person, am the one with anger management issues ... I've had to catch a wake-up. Also knowing multiple people diagnosed as psychotic who don't fit this bill.

I still catch myself stumbling over this because it's just so easy to fall back on this well-worn stereotype.

stop fucking using the word psychotic to describe bad behaviour and violence already god fucking damn it

[momentokori]

Was up until one in the morning because I couldn't sleep so now I have some drawing ideas

Unfortunately, I will not have the first episode done like I thought 💔

[yakwho]

도쿄 출장 중 모텔에서 잠을 못 이루는 이유는? (Why Can't the Businesswoman Sleep at the Motel in Tokyo?)

도쿄 출장 중 모텔에서 잠을 못 이루는 이유는? (Why Can’t the Businesswoman Sleep at the Motel in Tokyo?)

[greendude2009]

[Entry log from Jul/13/2024 3:54 am EDT.]

I've been unable to sleep the past few nights...

Still don't know why...

[End of log]

[autobot2001]

Unable to Sleep

Author: Autobot2001 Genre: Fanfiction Fandom: Transformers Rating: T Warning: Poor mental health. self-depicting thoughts. Pairing: Drift X Jamie (OC) Description: Jamie's mind is racing with thoughts resulting in being unable to sleep.

@whumpril day 10; adrenaline.

Jamie lies on the couch, watching TV and feeling herself falling asleep. She doesn’t want to sleep. “Come on, you’re going to fall asleep,” Drift comments as he picks her up. Jamie is unsure about the time, but Drift believes it is late enough to sleep. He knows if Jamie goes to bed earlier, she’ll be awake three hours later. As if she only needed a nap. Yet going to sleep past twelve in the morning will allow her to sleep at least eight hours.

While tired, Jamie lies awake. Her mind is racing with thoughts again. You’re useless, unloveable. You’re the problem in everyone’s lives. You have soldiers babysitting you. Now Jamie is wide awake. She grabs her tablet and headphones and moves to the couch.

Once Jamie connects the headphones to the tablet via Bluetooth, she puts on the Twitch stream the three were watching. Jamie enjoys watching the streamer. This is often why she’s awake until three in the morning. Jamie hates this is an additional issue she deals with.

Drift moves to his side, wanting to pull Jamie closer to him. He panics, not finding her in bed. Getting out of bed, he doesn’t see the light from beneath the bathroom door. He sees the light from Jamie’s tablet. Drift sighs, being used to Jamie refusing to sleep, he doesn’t think it’s concerning,

He sits next to Jamie, careful not to startle her. When he sees what’s on Jamie’s tablet, he thinks this is Jamie refusing to go to sleep. Jamie sees Drift next to her. Expecting him to remove her headphones and tell her to go to bed. Instead, he stays beside her. Not bothered he can’t hear anything. He’d rather not wake up Crosshairs by putting the stream on the TV.

At 3 in the morning, Drift persuades Jamie to go to bed. They’ve been watching the stream for three hours. With the light from the tablet, Drift can see Jamie is no longer tired. He doubts she slept at all. This leads him to think her mind was racing with thoughts again. The problem seems unsolvable in Jamie’s dimension. The concern is these nighttime thoughts disrupt Jamie’s sleep. “Come on,” he whispers as he takes the headphones off, and turns off the device. He carries Jamie to their shared bed.

Drift lies in bed with Jamie lying on him. Hoping this will get her to fall asleep.

[shortkingvi]

yeah rereading the hunger games really is the funniest experience because katniss will spend time remarking on peeta’s eyelashes or the colour of his hair or the fact that he’s strong or the way his hugs make her feel or how much he matters to everyone or how perfect he is and then immediately turn around and be like ugh i wish i could love this boy! i wish i was in love with him right now! wish i felt the way he does about me! girl!!!!!! you are WORSE!

[axreliono]

i was supposed to go to bed. instead i am double posting. chapter 22 is also up lmfaoo its a double feature ur welcome

[sakatawhitesnow]

深夜0時過ぎから今の時刻まで、ずっと寝れないまま起きてしまっているので、仕方なく、ちょっとPCを触ることにした

I've been unable to sleep since a little after midnight until now, so I reluctantly decided to browse Tumblr on my PC.

[zluckychap]

♫ life is a neverending show, my friend. ♫

[saruvanthewhite]

Can’t sleep tonight. Thinking about my kiddos. I don’t get to see them this weekend. It’s throwing my entire rhythm off. It’s also my son’s birthday on Monday. I’m just sad.

Can’t sleep tonight. Laying awake & an unintelligible male voice approaches. Probably drunk. Footfalls slow as the voice gets louder; Still unintelligible. Definitely drunk. Walks a lap of my truck & shoves the side of it. Probably fell into it. Walks around the passenger side & camps at the side door still mumbling. The handle. The door is locked & I’ve hitched it to a seat inside. In an instant I’m up with my flashlight & a machete. Rapidly pull & release the hitch knot & throw the door open with my light flashing rapidly to blind. Dumbfuck is stumbling on to the next vehicle in front of me. That guy starts his car just as Brohambonehead stumbles into the street & across it toward the bushes by the footpath. The car shuts off.

Can’t sleep tonight. Wide awake now & putting on shoes to take a walk. Bringing my super bright light & my machete…& my pocket knife…& cordage…& a 3/4” nut. Slightly unnerved & pissed now.

Can’t sleep tonight. Take a walk, scanning the bushes with the light at its brightest; like high beams but in the hand. Hot as hell. Maybe if I find the douche, I’ll burn a hole through his head starting with his eye. The thought, as dark and cloudy as the night, dissipates. I thumb the button on the back of the light with my right hand, thumbing the release clasp on the machete with the other. A different dark thought creeps in through the cracks of my skull; One foot falling to lead to the other.

Can’t sleep tonight. I watch my van from across the intersection. I’m looking for the slightest movement around it. A tiny red dot appears in the rear window, gone, it’s back…one of my cameras. Too dark. I need motion activated lighting.

Can’t sleep tonight. Slowly step back toward my truck. Been watching it from fifty yards. Nothing there. Trepidation be damned as I cross the street again to the rear of my truck. Get in & stare out the open door from my stool. Waiting.

Can’t sleep tonight. One eye open now.

[gblaine-22]

Great. Can’t sleep and I’m dwelling on being ghosted by someone I really liked. Fun night