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texting jealous bf!nct dream



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pairing : idol bf!nct dream x idol!reader
content : possessive but in an understandable not giving toxic kinda way, i didn't mean to make this so idol based but she ended up that way, mentions of various other male idols, fluffy cutesy in general
ss count : 7, 1 per member







a/n : hey sigmas! def not my best work ever but its whateva! ive been brewing up some good ideas for some smaus and shorter fics so ill lyk if i cook with any of them. ive been in a heavy vamp diaries kick so maybe some vamp fics coming soon.. you never know.... (constantly thinking abt the motel scene from szn 3.) but thats that! ily all and gn or gm!- ebs
#nct dream x reader#nct dream texts#nct dream fake texts#nct x reader#nct texts#nct fake texts#mark lee x reader#renjun x reader#lee jeno x reader#haechan x reader#na jaemin x reader#chenle x reader#park jisung x reader#wantingsobad
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STRAY KIDS FICS I RECOMMEND YOU TO READ
Seungmin x Reader
~K~
Let go of the reins (17/?) (ftom @kokinu09) [NOT COMPLETE]
~S~
Accidentally coincidental (13/?) (from @soaplickerrr) [NOT COMPLETE]
OT8 x Reader
~D~
With you (2/?) (from @Delili on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE]
~J~
Favored (1/?) (from @jisvnngg on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE]
~L~
Solar (1/?) (from @Lixiee on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE]
~P~
Fan (6/?) (from @prettiestboyev) [NOT COMPLETE]
~S~
Replaced (6/?) (from @skzfairyyydreamz) [NOT COMPLETE]
Unspoken Desires (11/?) (from @SugarPrincess on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE]
Awaiting your call (6/?) (from @stxrl0st on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE
~W~
Fangirl (5/?) (from @wantingsobad) [NOT COMPLETE]
Hyunjin x Reader
~F~
Needy (from @felixitate)
Lee Know x Reader
~C~
Catnip for the soul (from @chancloud8) [COMPLETE]
Bangchan x Reader
~A~
Physiotherapy and coconut oil (from @aboutchriss)
~D~
Breeding (from @dreaming-medium)
~H~
Hickeys (from @hyunniesgirl)
~L~
Art of Love (from @lxvemaze) [COMPLETE]
~M~
Through a screen (from @m4nix1e_ on WATTPAD) [COMPLETE]
Changbin x Reader
~Y~
Secret Secret (18/?) (from @yoongisleftearring) [NOT COMPLETE]
Felix x Reader
~S~
Best Friend Protocol (20/?) (from @staybabblingbaby) [NOT COMPLETE]
ENHYPEN FICS I RECOMMEND YOU TO READ
Lee Heeseung x Reader
~E~
Sleep (from @enhaheeseung)
~H~
Confessions (from @hees-mine)
Road Trip (from @ham-st4r)
~J~
What's your number (from @jalnandanz) [COMPLETE]
Your touch (from @junhanism)
~L~
Backseat Lovin (from @luvyeni)
~S~
Homecoming (from @sainns )
~T~
I don't want to be your roommate I want to kiss your neck (from @taeghi)
Park Seunghoon x Reader
~I~
Drunk-Daze (from @intheemptymirror)
~R~
Cafeteria Confession (from @reinahwanggg)
Jay x Reader
~J~
Affection (from @jayschaconne)
Jake x Reader
~W~
Clingy (from @wonsiwon)
~Y~
Taste of you (from @yeonzzzn)
Poly Enha x Reader
~Y~
All fun and games (from @yeonzzzn)
OT8 x Reader
~G~
Refusing their kissing (from @goldenhypen)
~L~
Touchy (from @luvyeni)
~O~
Night Affection (from @okwonyo)
~T~
Second guessing (from @tsukiflwr)
Kisses (from @tyunni)
DRAMA FICS (CHARACTERS) I RECOMMEND YOU TO READ
Alice in Wonderland
Reaction AIB x Reader
~M~
Heterochromia (from @myraniellejkelly)
~P~
Two psychotic men (6/?) (from @phantomtroupe on WATTPAD) [NOT COMPLETE]
She's different (9/?) (from @Peachy_Capuccino on WATTPAD) [NOT COMPLETE]
~S~
Stronger // Two Peculiar Admirer [COMPLETE] (from @sleeping-on-cracking-ice)
Niragi x Reader
~B~
Careful what you're drinking (15/?) (from @basketkace on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE]
~G~
Tear you appart // That boy is a problem (from @green-tea-in-absinthe-bottle)
~I~
I only play these games cause you're playing them too (from @itsnamjoonssi) [NOT COMPLETE]
~J~
Psycho (4/?) (from @Jxs_lynn on WATTPAD) [NOT COMPLETE]
~N~
The Pain Before (from @niragisimp) [COMPLETE]
Whispers and firelight (5/?) (from @niragipill on AO3) [NOT COMPLETE]
~S~
Boldness (15/?) (from @stay_alive127 on WATTPAD) [NOT COMPLETE]
~Y~
Warmth (from @yazzwrites6962)
Lost love (from @yallmybabes88 on WATTPAD) [COMPLETE]
Chishiya x Reader
~I~
Coconut scented (from @iwritejustforfun) [NOT COMPLETE]
~S~
Funny reader (from @sleeping-on-cracking-ice)
~T~
Kpop reader (from @thinkingofchishiya)
Bloodhounds
Hong Woo Jin
Kim Geon Woo
~G~
Pretty you (from @geonwooz)
~S~
Write a kiss (from @scarletttries)
Poly x Reader
~M~
Something perfect, Something new (from @make-me-imagine)
All Of Us Are Dead
Yoon Gwi Nam
~A~
Gwi Nam (from @allofuswantgwinam) [COMPLETE]
~I~
Crazy bitch (7/?) (from @icedlislate on WATTPAD) [NOT COMPLETE]
#niragi suguru#aib x reader#stray kids x y/n#stray kids x reader#bang chan#bangchan x reader#bangchan x you#kim seungmin x reader#seungmin x reader#lee know x reader#han jisung x reader#jisung x reader#felix x reader#hyunjin x reader#jeongin x reader#changbin x reader#enhypen#enhypen x reader#lee heesung x reader#jake x reader#jay x reader#sunghoon x reader#chishiya x reader#geon woo x reader#woo jin x reader
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@applesaregrossaf - @g0ldvst - @babieculture - @leejenostan
@lifeisgoodtome33 - @momonets - @omlhyck - @twililty
@lunacrtk - @pleaseshutupsara - @lovinth8 - @fullsunsoo
@positionslab - @hyuckkklee - @junrenjun - @sunflowerhc
@allynxe - @smoothiejay1306 - @haechsund - @marrkery
@beaconsforeight - @born5sos - @hyuckmov - @nahyuckers
@neo-markie - @brightestmark - @hyuckluvr-com - @haechrry
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@subwonwooagenda - @9900z - @xxuhaechan - @calssunflower
@nct-esn - @nctdreamchaser - @cheolcam - @hyuckislove
@haecastor - @wantingsobad - @hyucksaint - @hyuckyuck
@sundhaelatte - @jenocre - @full-sohn - @halfullsol
@hyuckmoon
fresco
🌙 starring. Lee Donghyuck x afab!Reader
🔮 preview. When you first met Hyuck in the elevator, you’d thought he was nothing more than some fuckboy line chef. But now, you see a deeper side of him. He’s thoughtful and caring, a little chaotic in the best way, but willing to calm down and match your pace. And to top it all off, he’s hot as fuck.
tw/cw. protected sex (for probably the first time ever), gentle/slow build-up sex, oral/pussy eating, slight praise, slight dirty talk, reader hasn’t been fucked in a while, low-key wholesome sex with a reformed fuckboy because you’re now cat co-parents, etc… I pet names: (hers) gorgeous.
👹 rating.18+ explicit I wc. 6.8k
🍭 aus. Restaurant au, neighbors to lovers, accidental fur baby co-parents, etc…
☀️ mlist + an. Fresco, meaning a painting done rapidly in watercolor on wet plaster on a wall or ceiling, so that the colors penetrate the plaster and become fixed as it dries. - Alternative; Alfresco, meaning a meal eaten outside “in the fresh air” - fresco is Italian for “fresh,” and the culinary usage is relatively common in English. this fic is in conjunction with Real Talk and Comfort Cuisine.
Prologue:
You’re a little shocked to hear a knock at your door around one in the afternoon on a Tuesday. As something of a recluse professional artist, you don’t get many visitors. One look out the peephole reveals that your surprise guest is a neighbor, one Lee Donghyuck from two units down.
“Hyuck?” you ask as you open the door. “Is something wrong?”
“I found a cat!” Hyuck whisper screams as he holds open his jacket, revealing a tiny, orange puffball, who immediately meows at you. “Can I come in?”
You’re so taken aback by this whole interaction that you don’t have it within you to argue, you simply step aside and let the frazzled line cook into your apartment.
“Okay, I don’t have much time,” Donghyuck explains. “My chef is going to kill me for taking the longest vape break ever-”
“Slow down,” you laugh.
“Look, I went for a vape break, I found this kitten by the dumpster, I jumped in my car and came here.”
“It’s a no-pet apartment building,” you point out.
“Can you just take care of him for the day? While I figure this out?” Hyuck pleads.
“Don’t you have other friends in the building?”
“No one who’s home all day like you are- come on, it’s a kitten, it needs someone around or it’s going to be screaming super loud and then the landlord will hear it and evict me-”
“What about a shelter?”
“I don’t have time to look up no-kill shelters, and besides, you know how the cat distribution system works!”
“Fine,” you sigh, gazing at the purring ball of fur. “What time are you off work.”
“Around nine,” Hyuck responds, holding the kitten out for you. “You’re doing me a huge favor.”
“Just this once, while you figure the whole situation out.”
One:
You’re doing your best to continue working, but the kitten has been a bit of a menace the entire day. You suppose this orange fur ball is a bit like Hyuck that way, not that you know your neighbor very well, but you have a sense for him. Hyuck has to be a little chaotic to turn up on your doorstep with a kitten he found by the dumpster, but the flip side of this whole thing is that Hyuck is showing a lot of tenderness to have cared about this cat at all.
You work as much as you can, but when the kitten starts crying, you decide to call it a day.
There’s a can of tuna in your pantry, the type that’s in water from when you were on a health kick a month ago, and you spoon it onto a little plate for the orange kitten.
He’s eager to eat it all up, making an obnoxious yet endearing gnawing sound as he decimates all the tuna.
When he’s finished, you lift the little cat up into your arms, taking him to your couch to rest while you put on a show.
The little trooper is exhausted, and a food coma comes quickly.
He lays on your lap, napping and purring and relaxing, and you can’t help but enjoy the little fur ball’s presence. He calms you, and before you even know it, it’s nine, and a knock at your door signals Hyuck’s return.
You lift up the orange kitten, carrying him to your door. Hyuck enters your apartment with a sigh.
“How was my child?” he asks, immediately reaching out to take the cat from your hands.
“He wasn’t too bad, I fed him a can of tuna. He’ll probably be good till the morning, but you’ve got to figure out what you’re doing with him.”
“Yeah, I’m still thinking about that,” Hyuck groans. “Thanks for the help today.”
“Don’t mention it, seriously.”
“I’ve gotta get home, I’m exhausted from work, and I’m guessing you’ve got things to do.”
You don’t have anything in particular on your schedule, but it’s not like you and Hyuck are very close, so you let him leave. It feels a little odd to look at your empty apartment once he’s gone- sure, you’d only had the kitten for nine or so hours, but… he’d livened up the space a little, in a way you can’t quite explain.
You go back to your couch, letting out a sigh as you turn your show back on.
Not fifteen minutes later there’s a knock at your door, and for the third time today, Lee Donghyuck enters your apartment.
“He wouldn’t stop crying for you!” Hyuck explains, handing the squirming kitten over to you. “Maybe he thinks you’re his mom now!”
“Hyuck,” you sigh. “You’ve got to sort this out.”
“I was thinking… can you… can you take him to the vet tomorrow?”
“The vet?”
“You know, make sure he’s not tagged or anything?”
“Make sure he’s not tagged?” you ask. “You’re hoping he’s a stray?”
“If he’s a stray then I get to keep him,” Hyuck states.
“Again, this is a no-pet building.”
“Everyone says that, but I know for a fact that Mrs. Sue on the fifth floor has some mega old and dying Persian, and I’m pretty sure the nonbinary couple next to me have some calico that’s missing a tail-”
“What?”
“It got out one day, I saw it scratching at their door. Have you really not seen any cats in the building?”
“I don’t go out much,” you admit.
“The point is, people have cats, they just hide them.”
You release a sigh. “I think there should be an emphasis on the word cats, not kittens, who are substantially louder and need more attention.”
“Well…” Hyuck gazes down at his feet. “You work from home.”
“So what, this is our cat now?”
“It could be,” the line chef muses. “I mean, look at him, he’s obsessed with you!”
The orange kitten is purring like an engine in your arms, making softies against your chest, and you have to admit, it’s clear he’s taken with you, perhaps as taken as you are with him.
“Fine,” you relent. “I’ll take him to the vet tomorrow. We’ll see if he’s tagged, and we’ll work it out from there.”
“You’re literally a lifesaver.”
Two:
The lunch rush is over, and Hyuck has time to think about you while he’s prepping for dinner. His coworker, Mark, is beside him, and Hyuck can feel his gaze.
“You good?” the tattooed softie of a chef asks.
Hyuck sighs. “Just thinking.”
“About what?”
About you. How you’re the girl next door, the artist, the visionary, the lifesaver-
“I found a cat by the dumpster yesterday,” Hyuck admits.
“What?”
“My neighbor is taking care of it right now, and I guess we’ll find out if it’s chipped or not.”
“Isn’t your building like, a no-pets sort of thing?” Mark asks.
“That’s more a guideline than a rule,” Hyuck explains. “Besides, it’s a tiny cat that weighs two pounds, not some dog.”
Mark only shakes his head, continuing to cut carrots.
“I’m thinking I want to give the cat a name that’s related to food and art.”
“Why art?”
“Because my neighbor is an artist.”
“That’s cool, have I heard of his work?”
“My neighbor is a she, Mark, god, you’re so sexist.”
Mark stops what he’s doing, turning to face Donghyuck. “Now I get it. I bet you think she’s cute.”
“She’s super cute.”
Releasing a sigh, Mark rests his hands on the cutting board in front of him. “Names that are related to art and food. I guess you could do colors that are foods. Like, clementine or olive or something.”
“That feels too food driven, I want like, an artsy name.”
“Let me think about it,” Mark sighs.
The two continue to work, and at the end of their shift, Mark pulls Hyuck to the side. “There’s only really one super artsy name I can think of, and it’s Fresco.”
Hyuck has no idea what Fresco means, but something about it speaks to him. Without a second thought, Hyuck blurts out, “It’s perfect!” and he promises himself to look it up before he drives home.
Three:
Hyuck is practically buzzing as he arrives at your apartment, but he forces himself to rein in the excitement. “How was the vet visit?” he asks.
“You got your wish, he wasn’t chipped. The vet guessed he’s a stray, born on the streets, that sort of thing,” you explain, cuddling the kitten close to your chest as you speak. “I figured you might not have time to grab provisions for him, so I got some cans of food, a litter box, some toys-”
“Really?!” Hyuck immediately reaches into his pants to pull out his wallet, removing some cash, which he thrusts out toward you. “Thank you so much for the help!”
With a shake of your head, you accept the money. “I don’t know if you’ve thought this whole thing through.”
“He’s our cat now, the distribution system is never wrong.”
You laugh, but the chuckle turns into a sigh. “Our cat, huh?”
“I was thinking, if you don’t mind, he can stay with you during the days when I’m at work, then I’ll have him when I’m here, you know, like a child of divorce or something.”
The way you blink at him tells Hyuck you don’t find his words to be that amusing, but he can see you’re up for the task. It’s clear to him that you have fallen in love with the kitten, and Hyuck would be lying if he said he wasn’t excited about the prospect of a dual ownership- after all, it would mean the two of you would see each other more often.
“I guess we can make this work, but if the building manager finds out, I’m blaming all of this on you,” you warn.
“I’ll take full responsibility.”
“So… I guess now you just have to name him.”
“I was thinking about that!” Hyuck blurts out, unable to hide his excitement anymore. “What about Fresco?”
“Fresco?”
“I came up with it myself,” Hyuck lies, wanting to impress you. “Fresco is an art term right? Something about painting plaster?”
“Rapidly and somewhat erratically, yes,” you laugh.
“And Alfresco is Italian for eating food outside, like, fresh air, or something,” Hyuck explains, doing his best to remember the brief research he’d done on the word before knocking on your door.
“So it’s an artsy food name,” you muse with a smile.
“An artsy food name,” Hyuck agrees.
“I kind of love it.”
Four:
You suppose you should be used to Hyuck knocking on your door by now, but for some reason, it always comes as a surprise.
He steps into your apartment with a grin, holding Fresco in one hand, and a six-pack of beer in the other. “It’s my day off,” he announces. “Do you wanna hang out?”
You look him up and down, shaking your head and laughing. “I’m working.”
“Painting something?”
“I guess you can come see.”
“We won’t bother you too much, I promise,” Hyuck tells you as he follows you through your apartment to your little art office space. When his eyes land on your canvas, he lets out a whistle. “So you’re an artist artist?”
“I get paid for it, so yes,” you giggle.
“You’ve got the whole setup,” Hyuck muses, immediately heading for the small couch in the corner. When he’d first dropped Fresco off, the kitten had fallen asleep on this couch, and it seems his owner is just as able to make any place into his own home.
Hyuck collapses onto the sofa, immediately cracking open a beer. “Can I watch you paint?”
You’re not one for having others watch you do your craft, but Hyuck - as it turns out - is extremely hard for you to say no to.
“Just don’t make any comments about what I could be doing better,” you warn him.
“I don’t know anything about art, so you don’t have to worry about that,” he assures you.
“Some people don’t know anything and they still make comments,” you muse.
“Then they’re stupid.” Hyuck takes a swig of his beer, stroking Fresco as the kitten gets settled on his lap.
You pick up where you left off with the art piece, and Hyuck is quiet. He drinks his beer, pets Fresco, and scrolls on his phone, but after a while, your curiosity gets the better of you.
“Have you owned cats before?” you ask.
“Not really.”
“Well, you’re good with them. I never would have pictured you as a cat guy, it’s giving maternal.”
Hyuck lets out a laugh. “If you didn’t peg me as a cat guy, what did you peg me as?”
“Honestly? A fuckboy?”
“Everyone says that.” Hyuck shakes his head.
“So you’re saying it’s not true?”
“I mean… maybe in the past, I’ve been a bit of a fuck boy. But, everyone around me is in these long-term relationships, and I guess these days I want commitment, even if that commitment is with a cat and not a girl.”
You consider his words, and as you do so, Fresco gets up. He approaches a few of your finished canvases, smelling them carefully. You and Hyuck both watch him as he begins to pur, clearly enjoying the colors.
“He likes your art,” Hyuck grins.
“He has good taste.”
The two of you continue to chat while you work, and after a while, both Hyuck and Fresco pass out on the couch.
You note the way they’re bathed in the sun, and with a sigh, you put your current project to the side in favor of a blank canvas.
It’s rare to have a person, or an animal for that matter, sit still long enough for you to paint them, and something tells you both Fresco and Hyuck are tuckered out for the long haul.
You enjoy painting them, taking in every detail, and the creativity comes as easy as ever with the two of them as your muse.
Five:
You and Hyuck have something of an understanding now. It’s been two weeks. Hyuck works, you take care of Fresco, and when he’s off, the line chef comes straight to your house to see your shared fur baby.
The kitten has truly become your muse, and you’re enjoying the art of drawing this rambunctious cat.
It’s around nine o’clock, you’ve got a glass of wine, and you’re just putting the finishing touches on your recent Fresco piece, which is when Hyuck knocks at your door.
You’d unlocked your apartment an hour ago, and one call ‘Come in!’ has Hyuck entering. He lets out a whistle as he sees the canvas. “Holy shit, that’s good!”
“I know, right?” You can’t help the grin on your face. You’ve been testing out different methods, watercolors, acrylics, more abstracts- this one is more of a splatter piece, where you’d painted Fresco in funky colors, and then splattered it, you’d even dusted the canvas with glitter, spraying it with hairspray to get it to stick as an adhesive.
“I feel like you’ve captured his chaotic essence,” Hyuck laughs.
“He’s not so chaotic right now,” you muse, looking at the kitten who’s tuckered out on the couch.
“Do you want me to take him home? Or… do you want to watch a movie or something?”
You look Hyuck up and down. “That sort of sounds like a date.”
“I mean… these past few weeks we’ve kind of been having little dates, right? I mean- I want to ask you on a real one, but we can’t leave Fresco alone…”
“No, dates here sound nice,” you nod. “I’ve got wine, if you go and wash up, grab some beer, it can be a date when you get back.”
“Really?” His eyes practically bulge out of his head.
“Yeah, why not.”
“I’ll be right back,” Hyuck promises, nearly tripping over himself to run to the door.
He’s an odd one, but you kind of love it.
Six:
Hyuck’s not one for dates, but there’s something very comfortable about a stay-at-home sort of situation. The two of you are used to each other’s company, and the ease that Hyuck feels isn’t something he’s experienced with any other girl in a very long time.
In some ways, this reformed fuck boy is a touch obsessed with you.
Part of him wonders if it’s the joy of the chase- after all, he’s never interacted with a girl this long and not weasled his way into her pants. However, another part of Donghyuck knows his sexual attraction to you isn’t the main drive behind this connection.
There’s just something about you that he clicks with on a deep level.
He loves your whole art thing and he loves how kind and peaceful you are too.
“You know, you’re different from most of the girls I’ve gone out with,” Hyuck muses.
“Yeah, how so?”
“Well, usually I date within the industry, you know, servers, expo girls, that sort of thing. They’re all very… I don’t know, at work they’re extroverted. They always know what to say, but sometimes in the past, I’ve wondered if it’s all an act, and it’s made it hard for me to trust them, hard for me to see them as any more than flings.”
“That sounds like a you problem, Hyuck,” you giggle. “If you have trust issues, you have to own that, you can’t blame it on the women you’ve dated who didn’t contribute to the original wound that developed into a mistrust of girls.”
Hyuck sits with your words for a moment.
“Also… I used to be a server, so are you saying you don’t trust me?”
His eyes snap toward you in shock. “Really?”
“Just for a bit,” you shrug. “You’d be surprised how many people take a stint at serving, especially when they’re going through uni.”
“I guess that’s where your charm comes from,” Hyuck says, swallowing thickly. “Bet you made big tips.”
You laugh, and the way your face lights up makes Hyuck’s chest feel tight.
The sound wakes up Fresco, who has been sleeping for most of your date. The kitten yawns obnoxiously, stretching out and making biscuits against your leg.
“I’ve done alright for myself,” you muse, petting the kitten lovingly. “Which, speaking of, I think it’s about time to call it for the night. I’ve got to wake up early and finish a commission that I’ve been pushing off.”
“Right, yeah.” Hyuck shakes his head to snap himself out of the daze he’s in. “I’ll take Fresco and give you some room for your beauty sleep.”
He reaches for the kitten, who cuddles up against his chest, purring loudly as Hyuck makes his way to the door, where Hyuck stops. He turns to you, licking his lips.
“That was fun.”
“It’s usually fun with you,” you agree.
“Can I… do you mind, I mean-”
“You can kiss me, Hyuck,” you laugh, reading his mind and making him even more flustered- which is odd, because Hyuck never gets flustered.
He swallows the lump in his throat, leaning forward. You close the distance, cupping his face so he can press his lips to yours.
Hyuck melts into the kiss, but he’s also aware of the kitten purring diligently between your chests. You’re both careful not to squish the small creature, and as much as Hyuck wants to kiss you stupid, he holds back. He gets the sense you’re also restricting yourself, and it’s all Hyuck can think about as he heads home.
He could taste the passion on you, and it’s a temptation unlike any other, a need left unsatiated due to circumstance.
Seven:
“You seem eager to get out of here,” Mark notes as Hyuck hurries with his closing duties.
“Gotta get home to see my cat and my neighbor.”
“Your neighbor, you mean the cute girl next door who you somehow talked into taking care of the stray kitten you found.”
Hyuck rolls his eyes. “It’s a dual partnership sort of thing, we both love Fresco.”
“Dual partnership,” Mark mutters. “Dude, are you like… dating this chick?”
Now Hyuck turns to look at Mark, and it takes him a second, but then he simply blurts it out, “You know what, yeah! I am dating this chick! We have a whole ass child together.”
“Your kitten is not a child,” Mark groans.
“He cock blocks like one.”
Mark immediately grimaces. “Jesus, I did not need to hear that.”
Eight:
It feels like now that you’ve kissed Hyuck, some invisible door has been opened in regard to your relationship. If he’d been tiptoeing around you before, now, he’s uninhibited. He shows up at your place with a bouquet of flowers, and without a second thought, you invite him into your apartment to watch a show while Fresco naps.
While this is only officially date number two, it feels like you’ve had a lot of dates- the two of you have been spending many evenings together when Hyuck picks up Fresco after work, it’s just now, these ‘hangouts’ have a more specific purpose or designation.
You’re interested in Donghyuck, and your opinion of him has changed drastically in two weeks.
When you first met him in the elevator, you’d thought he was nothing more than some fuckboy line chef. But now, you see a deeper side of him.
He’s thoughtful and caring, a little chaotic in the best way, but willing to calm down and match your pace.
And to top it all off, he’s hot as fuck.
God, you pour so much of yourself into your art that you haven’t really left room for a relationship in a long time. There’s a convenience to Hyuck, given that he’s your neighbor, but this whole blossoming relationship isn’t just founded on proximity.
The cornerstone of all of this is Fresco, if you’re being honest with yourself.
Fresco, the little cat that Hyuck brought into your life because he knew you would open your heart for it. He knew that together, the two of you would be able to take care of this sweet kitten and give him a good life. Existing as something like strangers, Hyuck had been able to see your caring soul, even if you’d been blinded to his kindred heart.
You’ve already ripped the bandaid off with a kiss, and when Hyuck notices you staring at his mouth, he shifts closer.
“Hi,” he grins.
“Hi, yourself,” you giggle.
You watch him swallow a lump in his throat, his gaze flickering down to your lips and then up again. “I’m hoping that kiss wasn’t a one-time thing.”
“It wasn’t,” you assure him. “I’m just not used to dating, and making a move has never been my fortè.”
“Then I can make all the moves,” Hyuck chuckles. “We can go as slow or as fast as you want.”
“I think you know what I want right now.”
Hyuck’s grin widens. “For a girl who doesn’t make moves, that was a pretty sexy move you just made.”
“Shut up and kiss me.”
Hyuck can only laugh as he leans forward, cupping your cheek and bringing his lips to your own.
You grab at his shoulders, trying to shift closer- but Fresco is asleep between the two of you, so there’s only so much room to move.
The kiss turns heated, with Hyuck’s tongue swiping your bottom lip, and you can’t help the moan that escapes you.
He feels so good, and the way his hand cups your cheek- there’s something dominant about it. Hyuck’s clearly confident, and from the way he kisses, he has every right to be.
You’re drunk from just a bit of kissing, and you can only imagine what full-on sex with this man would be like-
A loud meow makes you jump, and Hyuck lets go of you with a sigh. Both of you look down at Fresco, who’s now awake, and as rambunctious as ever as he begins to make softies on Hyuck’s thigh.
“Cock block,” Hyuck groans, but he begins to pet the small kitten all the same.
You laugh a little, releasing a sigh as you try to calm your racing heart. Maybe you’d needed an interruption because you were about ten seconds from ripping Hyuck’s clothes off, and maybe, just maybe, you should give things with him just a little more time.
You’re horny after a long period without a relationship, and you want to be sure Hyuck’s right for you before you jump into something with your neighbor, after all, not every romp with the boy next door ends happily, and you very much like this living tension free in this building.
Nine:
It’s been a week of making out and getting interrupted by Fresco.
Tonight, you’re in the little studio room. You’re on the couch sipping wine while Hyuck uses a feather-string toy to tire out the naughty kitten.
It’s been an hour of playing, and you’re shocked such a tiny animal has so much energy, but you can see it dwindling.
“Come on, Fresco, don’t you want a nap?” Hyuck groans, lying on the ground while he flicks the feathered toy here and there for the tiny kitten.
You can’t help but laugh at his antics. At this point, Hyuck looks more tired than Fresco does, but that’s what happens when he works a nine-hour shift. He’d told you when he arrived that the restaurant was busy today, something about a walk-in twenty top just as happy hour started, and the longest order of appetizers he’s ever seen.
You’re thankful when Fresco finally yawns, and Hyuck practically jumps for joy, picking up his kitten and carrying him to the little bed you’d bought. Hyuck sets Fresco down on the green pillowy fabric, and the kitten immediately stretches, letting out a sigh.
You begin to pet Fresco as Hyuck lets out a sigh, collapsing on the couch and reaching for his beer.
“Who knew having a kitten would be like having a baby.”
“To be honest, babies might be easier,” you joke, making Hyuck laugh.
“Do you want kids?” he asks, shifting the tone rather suddenly.
“Uh… I don’t know, do you?”
Hyuck shrugs. “I guess it depends on the girl I end up with. I would be happy with kids, but I’d be just as happy with two cats and a dog, you know?”
“Two cats and a dog?” You cock a brow. “When did you come up with that specific of a dynamic?”
“Well, I figure, cats like company. Fresco would be easier to take care of if he had a playmate, you know? And I like dogs, but if we have more than one dog, then it might overpower Fresco and the other cat. So I feel like, Fresco, another cat, and maybe a cat-sized dog would be perfect.”
“I never pictured you as a small dog kind of guy.”
“Well, weiner dogs are cute as fuck, I don’t know what to tell you.”
You laugh as you imagine this perfect little life dynamic that Hyuck has clearly spent time thinking about.
“You’d have to find a different apartment to live in,” you muse.
“That’s doable,” Hyuck shrugs. “You’ve got this whole one-bedroom, den, and office space set up, but I’m in a bachelor suite right now. If you and I end up dating for a while, we’d have to find a bigger place.”
“You’ve been thinking a lot about the future, huh?”
“I’m a father now,” Hyuck jokes, petting Fresco, “I need to be thinking ahead.”
You stare at this pretty man, this man who had walked into your life only a month ago like a sudden storm. You’d initially seen him as a type of chaos, but he’s calmed down considerably. He’s a reliable, nurturing person, and now, the type of man who thinks about the future instead of just taking things as they come.
You like that he has plans, plans that seem to include you. This isn’t just a short-term thing to him, and that knowledge has your throat feeling tight.
Looking down at Fresco, you realize he’s asleep. “Come on,” you whisper, “let's move to the kitchen.”
Hyuck doesn’t question you as you both stand, and you exit your small office studio area, carefully closing the door behind you.
In the kitchen, you set your wine glass down before turning to Hyuck.
“How long do you think Fresco will be sleeping for?” you ask.
Hyuck shrugs. “Could be an hour, could be ten minutes.”
You consider his words for a moment. “I get the feeling you can work with ten minutes.”
He stares at you blankly, and you see the second the lightbulb goes off in his brain. “I mean-” He clears his throat. “If you’re up for that, I could definitely- you know, I could take care of you in ten minutes-”
“Then let's not waste any more time,” you tell him, closing the distance to throw your arms around Hyuck’s shoulders. His lips press against yours immediately, his hands grabbing your hips to pull you incredibly close- this is the first time Fresco hasn’t been between the two of you, and it feels like heaven to have full-body contact like this.
God, his tongue is perfect as it strokes against your own, his fingers digging into your hips when you release a moan from the sensation.
“Your bedroom,” Hyuck whispers gruffly, and you can tell it’s taking all his control to not throw you over your kitchen counter right now.
“Come on,” you tell him grabbing his hand and leading him to your room. For good measure, you close the door, hoping two sound barriers will allow Fresco to sleep through all of this- you’re not sure what you’d do if he began to cry while Hyuck was balls deep inside of you, and you don’t want to find out, not now.
Hyuck’s lips are on yours again almost immediately, and you grab the front of his shirt, pulling him with you as you back up toward your bed. Your calves touch the mattress and you lower yourself down, keeping your mouths connected as you do so.
“Take your shirt off,” you command next, a little shocked that you feel confident enough to tell Hyuck what to do in a situation like this.
“Whatever you say, gorgeous,” Hyuck laughs, breaking the kiss so he can tear his shirt off.
Then he’s on top of you, and your legs are wrapping around his hips, pulling him closer as your lips clash passionately.
“Can I start undressing you?” he asks, mouth moving to your throat, where he licks at your skin and makes you gasp.
“Yeah, whatever you want,” you tell him, swallowing thickly and trying to center yourself.
His fingers find your shirt, and he slowly pulls it up. You help the process by lifting your arms, and the fabric is discarded. You’re in a cute lacey bra and silky shorts now, and you’d be lying if you said you hadn’t been dressing extra cute this past week in the hopes that this would happen.
No, you’re fully prepared. You’d taken one of those horrific ‘full-body showers’ in the morning, and you’re thanking God that it wasn’t in vain.
“This is cute,” Hyuck tells you, mouth moving down to your chest as his hand cups your breast through the bra, squeezing gently.
“Thank you,” you gasp, loving the way it feels to be touched by him like this.
You’re a little surprised when his mouth moves down past your breasts to your abdomen, and he slinks down onto the floor as he begins to drag your shorts off.
It’s clear what his intention is, and it has your heart racing- you haven’t been eaten out in ages, and most men make the whole thing feel like a chore. Having Hyuck, who is clearly eager to get his mouth on your pussy without being told to… it’s super sexy, and you can feel yourself getting wet already.
“Ten minutes, right?” he jokes, looking up at you as he hooks his fingers in your panties. “I think I can work with that.”
You can’t even find the words within yourself to respond as he strips you bare from the waist down. His hands grab your thighs and he begins kissing up your legs, looking up at you to be sure you’re okay with this.
You nod at him, swallowing thickly in preparation.
“So wet already,” Hyuck muses. “Guess you’ve been wanting this for a while too.”
“Uh huh.” God, you feel so dumb, but he just makes you crazy- he takes your words away, and as he takes his first lick of your pussy, all you know is pleasure.
Your head falls back as a groan escapes you, your body immediately relaxing as he starts to eat you out.
He’s slow with it, taking his time to explore you. You get the sense that he’s listening to your responses, gauging what feels best.
His lips suction around your clit and you whimper, threading your fingers through his hair.
Hyuck switches between licking and sucking, testing different pressures until he finds the right one, and then you’re gasping, eyes clenched shut as pleasure begins to build even faster in the pit of your stomach.
“That feels so good,” you whimper, wanting to give him praise despite your current tongue-tied disposition.
Hyuck groans against your core, and the sound has your legs shaking. Your grip tightens in his hair, and from the way he reacts, you can tell he kind of likes the pain.
Fuck, he’s so sexy- you’ve never been this turned on before, and it helps you get to the edge faster than you can even fathom.
“Shit, fuck, Hyuck-” you groan, eyes clenching shut again as your stomach muscles tense incredibly tight.
He doesn’t say anything, doesn’t pull away from your pussy for even a moment, but a new vigor erupts through him, and that’s all you need as confirmation that he wants you to cum.
A few more licks, a few more sucks, and a gasp escapes you, your muscles clenching right before the release that rockets through your entire body.
Your core is throbbing, pulsing with pleasure that overwhelms you in the best possible way.
Sounds of pleasure are escaping you with no regard to being too loud- your mind is blank except for the orgasm Hyuck has just provided, and he eats you out through the entire thing until your thighs are shaking and you can’t take it anymore.
He pulls away, and you can practically hear him licking his lips.
“I’ll grab a condom,” he tells you.
Although you’re on birth control to manage your period, this is a man you’ve never slept with before, a man who hasn’t discussed exclusivity, and more importantly, a man who’s admitted to being a fuckboy in the past.
You stay quiet as Hyuck pulls his wallet out of his pants, retrieving a condom.
Then, Hyuck pushes the fabric of his jeans down, exposing himself fully to you.
You can’t help the way you begin to salivate.
His cock is thick, and it’s a decent length too. Your best friend has referred to this type of cock as ‘boyfriend dick’ before, meaning the type that’s big enough to satisfy, but not so big that it leaves you feeling wrecked.
You undo your bra, joining Hyuck in full nudity before you reposition on your bed, moving up so you can rest on the pillows.
He rolls the condom onto his cock, not whining one word of protest about wearing it- in fact, you hadn’t even asked him to, he’d just taken matters into his own hand to practice safe sex for your first time.
You kind of love this.
He’s definitely turned your opinion on him right around- this is not the man you thought he was, and the man he is… well, he’s so much better than you could have imagined.
“Okay,” Hyuck whispers as he finishes with the condom, looking up at you. “You good for this?”
“Yes, please.” You open your arms for him, beckoning him onto the bed.
He joins you, and your legs wrap around his hips, your lips meeting his own.
He kisses you deeply, and you can taste yourself on his tongue, but it’s not unpleasant. He groans against your mouth and you thread your fingers through his hair tugging gently.
Hyuck is grinding down against your core, and it feels amazing to have slight stimulus on your clit after an orgasm, but your inner walls are screaming for attention, and soon, you’re reaching between your bodies to grab his cock.
“Ten minutes, remember?” you laugh.
“Fuck, I got distracted.” He presses his forehead against yours, looking down at where you’re guiding his tip to your entrance.
“It’s okay,” you assure him. “Just focus now, I got to cum, so I want you to cum too.”
Hyuck moans at your words, and you slip the tip of his cock inside of you, making you groan too.
He smashes his lips to yours again, kissing you eagerly as he sinks into your core. He goes slowly, allowing your body to adjust, and once he’s fully inside of you, he pauses so you can both moan from the sensation.
“You feel so good,” he tells you, his breath hot along your throat as he moves to press kisses there.
“You too,” you whisper, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. “You can move.”
“Okay, gorgeous.” He swallows thickly. “I’ve got you.”
Then he begins to fuck you. As was his pace when he entered you, Hyuck is careful not to start at a hundred percent. He builds tempo comfortably, and your moaning urges him on until he’s fucking you so hard that the bed is shaking.
You grasp his shoulders roughly, whimpering as he kisses your throat, paying attention to your sweet spot. Each lick of your neck has your body tingling, your pussy getting wetter and wetter as he rails into you.
Your nipples feel incredibly sensitive too, pushed up against his chest. Each rock of his body is a sensation against all your most important erogenous zones, and it has you going crazy.
As it was with him eating you out, your mind is blank as Hyuck fucks you, and you kind of love it.
“Fuck, you feel so fucking perfect,” Hyuck groans.
He grabs your hand, lacing your fingers as he presses it to the bed as an anchor, and then his lips meet yours again.
It feels so intimate to be fucking like this, and it makes things even more pleasurable.
You can feel the pressure building in the pit of your stomach again, can feel your core beginning to tighten around him-
“Are you gonna cum again for me?” he asks.
“Yeah, I’m close,” you whimper.
“When you cum, I cum,” Hyuck tells you, pressing his lips to yours so you can’t disagree.
He fucks you even harder, and each drag of his hips has your clit being stimulated too, which is tightening the coil in your abdomen even more-
You begin to gasp against his lips, getting closer and closer until you explode for a second time, your pussy clamping down on Hyuck like a vice.
“Fuck!” He pulls away from your lips, moving to bury his face against your throat. You can tell your orgasm has triggered his own from the way he’s panting, his thrusts faltering ever so slightly- you’re pretty sure he’s doing his best to fuck you through your high, despite the fact that this might be overstimulating for him.
Maybe he likes a bit of overstimulation, as he likes the pain that comes from pulling on his hair. Regardless, he fucks you through it until you’re both gasping messes.
Then, as you lay there for a moment, you hear a meow.
You and Hyuck both break out into laughter, and you kiss his cheek. “You can go clean up in the bathroom, I’ll deal with Fresco.”
“Can I stay here tonight?” Hyuck asks. “You know, cuddle?”
“You and Fresco can both stay,” you assure him.
“The first of many sleepovers,” Hyuck tells you, standing up with a groan. “I like you a lot.”
You can sense there’s a deeper emotion behind his words, but it’s still too early to be deep diving into any feelings more serious than ‘liking’ each other, so with a nod and smile, you agree. “I like you too.”
And for now, that’s all you need to say.
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It’s been six months of hiding Fresco, and three near misses with your building manager, so when Hyuck shows you a pet-friendly apartment he’s found online, you jump at the chance to view it.
“This is so much bigger than your space,” Hyuck muses as you do the walk-through. “And look, this room has better light for your paintings!”
You can see him imagining himself here, and it warms your heart.
“Are you ready for this next step?” you ask, pulling Hyuck to the side to have a heart-to-heart.
“I’ve been ready to move in with you for months,” he tells you, hands falling onto your hips.
“This is a big change,” you remind him.
“But it’s good, for us, for Fresco- and the lease doesn’t say anything about the amount of animals either.”
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texting bf!nct dream with only kaomojis



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pairing : bf!nct dream x reader
content : cute and fluffy, established relationships, pet names (baby, princess, pretty/pretty girl), just a cute relationship dynamic post
ss count : 7, 1 per member







a/n : hey cutie pies! hope everyone is having a good day even though its sadly the start of a new week :( this is my comeback era to tumblr so if anyone has any ideas or reqs they want to send in please feel free to do so! any inspo is good inspo. anyway, ily all! - ebs
#nct dream x reader#nct x reader#nct dream texts#nct fake texts#nct texts#mark lee x reader#renjun x reader#lee jeno x reader#haechan x reader#na jaemin x reader#chenle x reader#park jisung x reader#wantingsobad
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wantingsobad's masterlist ⋆⭒˚。⋆
m = sensitive topics, s = suggestive/smut, a = angst, f = fluff, ꨄ = my personal favs <3
© all work is written and created by @wantingsobad (formerly @/ebbaskz)
STRAY KIDS
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heaven and back | l.mh x h.js x reader (a, f, ꨄ, 2.6 k) are you bored yet? | h.hj x reader (a, f, ꨄ, 1.7 k) escapism | c.bc x reader (a, 1.3 k) step on me | l.mh x reader (m, a, 0.9 k) an 'accident' | skz!ot8 x reader (s, 4/8 posts, ongoing) vampire!chan x reader (s, 0.9 k)
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fangirl | skz!ot8 x reader (f, ongoing series) needy bf!jisung (s, 3 ss and a written part)
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random bf!han (s, 5 ss) random bf!hyunjin (s, 5 ss) sending suggestive pics to bf!skz (s, 8 ss) reacting to gayo daejeon outfits (pt. 1) (pt. 2) (s)
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texting bf!nct dream with only kaomojis (f, 7 ss) texting jealous bf!nct dream (f, a, 7 ss) fighting with bf!mark lee ( a, 5 ss)
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poll time! do we like the concept of this fic or should i leave her to rot in the drafts ☹️ my guess word count would be around 4-5k and im about 1k into it rn…
thoughts?
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hi squad! sorry i haven’t been around lol. i’ve been thinking abt this acct a lot and ill be coming back soon… AFTER MY SKZ CONCERT THIS WEEKEND AYEEEEEE. orlando skz is abt to be made my bitch in this shitty weather. anywho ily all and i’ll be back to my nct skz brainrot soon 😛
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For some reason, the links on your master list don't work, do you have any idea of why that might be? It's really confusing me.
i’m sorry anon but i actually have no idea 🙁🙁
the links all seem to work for me on my phone and laptop🥹
i’m not sure if you’re the only one with this issue but if anyone else can’t use the master list properly lmk (even though i don’t know how to fix it…)
master list here

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tumblr user wantingsobad comes back from a year of radio silence?!?
be prepared for some fire nct dream and skz indulgence to drop bc i suddenly have the urge to be back on this platform more than ever
i live laugh love this app no matter how much school makes me want to explode 🩷

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welcome to... wantingsobad ᯓ★
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about me ⋆⭒˚。⋆
hi! my name is 'eb' or 'ebs'. i am a 19 year-old college student in the u.s. if you want to know abt my schooling, i am a microbiology major who's also picking up a molecular genetics minor eventually (when i feel like talking to my advisor again </3) i'm an istp-t and a gemini (with a scorpio moon AND scorpio rising). my ults are stray kids, nct dream, and boynextdoor. my biases are han jisung, renjun, and woonhak my stan list is so incredibly long but i listen to a lot of enhypen, ateez, zb1, nct (all units obvi), txt, xikers, oneus, evnne, bts, svt, tbz, epex, allhours, ampers&one, cravity, treasure, &team... and a lot more i cant even begin to actually list (i have a whole chart in my phone's notes...) for concerts, i've been to the last two years of kcon LA, enhypen fate plus in chicago, lollapalooza 2024 for skz and ive, young posse, and i have tickets for ampers&one and skz in orlando (hopefully also kcon when it comes around lol) i started listening to kpop in late 2022, around case 143 and good boy gone bad era. other than kpop, i mainly listen to tame impala, rex orange county, taylor swift, carti, tyler the creator, clairo, freddie dredd, haarper, lana, lorde, joji..... yk just basically everything but country i would also like to say that whatever i write here is going to be giving very chronically online brainrot bc i <3 the internet and would be a skibidi ohio rizz kid if i was that age :( thats all i can think to say when i'm yapping abt myself! if anyone reads this page... y'all better oomf me up so we can yap together. - ebs
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reblogging as i’m stuck in the minsung mindset after seeing so many things pink and green today 💔
heaven and back | l.mh + h.js | (a,f)
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pairing: lee minho x han jisung x reader (y/n)
content: angst, fluff, unrequited feelings, college-aged, mainly just a silly y/n who is going through it rn.
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Thursdays.
If there was one thing you could say about Thursdays, it is that they are the pure feeling of going to hell and back.
Actually, scratch that. You haven't even been able to come back from this hell of a day.
Nothing had helped. Even when buying coffee in the hopes of lifting your spirits, it had been extremely too bitter and ruined the entire drink. The attempt to get a nice walk outside during your lunch break had only left you caught in a rainstorm with no protection from the harsh elements. The walk back to your next classes should have been considered a walk of shame from the stares of your fellow classmates and your pure embarrassment of not checking the weather.
The one bright side of today is that you can now finally go home.
No more dreadful professors giving useless monologues or ignorant students on campus bumping into you when trying to leave class.
Just a nice, calm, soothing night left to enjoy by yourself--
***buzz buzz buzz***
On second thought, you might actually lose your mind before the night is over.
You take out your phone from your back pant pocket as you make your way up the stairs of your dorm building, hoping that whoever texted is either dying or needing immediate assistance (both of which you doubt are true as it could very well just be Felix blowing up your phone for the 6th time this week, asking if you would finally let him teach you how to play League of Legends).
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ji ji ji ji baby baby : tell me you aren't busy tonight. minho and i ordered too much food to the dorm for the two of us to eat by ourselves... please come over? 🙃
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Oh, nevermind.
I guess this text isn't as horrible as you thought it would be.
I mean yes, you could very easily just get into bed and sleep off the last torturous 9 hours of your life as you have dreamed of doing all day.
or....
You could definitely take up Jisung's offer of eating some free food while also being able to hang out with the two men who you are absolutely infatuated with.
Yes, it's a bit of strong of a term to use when referring to two men (yuck) but it's just the truth. From the day of college orientation three years ago, when your childhood friend, Hyunjin, introduced a few of his closest friends to you (Minho and Jisung included), you have been a strong group of 9 since.
All of the boys are nice, but Minho and Jisung just happen to be the ones who have kept your attention since the first day of meeting them. From their adorable dynamic to their love for their friends, there is no reason to prevent anyone from falling in love with both of them...
other than the fact that they are already dating eachother.
Logically, it's impractical. You are the third-wheeling, pining over two men who already exclusively pine over eachother. If anything it's so damaging for you to be so close to them while having these feelings, but can anyone really say no to Jisung when he asks so sweetly.
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y/n : for sure, ji! i can be there in 15 minutes, if thats okay?
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You scratch your forehead a little while waiting for a response, wondering what you should change into before heading over there. Obviously something comfortable, but also maybe something a little nice so that they could be impressed or-- no.
They are dating. Stop. You are just friends. No romantic opportunities, unless you feel like home-wrecking your two bestfriends (probably not the best option).
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ji ji ji ji baby baby : yea that works for me and min! just lmk when you are here and i'll come get you from the front of the building.
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And cue the stomach butterflies.
You know how to get to their dorm from the front of the building, but every time Jisung insists on coming to get you from the front door. It's such a little gesture, but it never fails to get your heart beating and you checks burning.
It takes you a few minutes before you are finally back out of your dorm, taking your time to pick an outfit, fix your hair, and retouch your makeup after the rainstorm that you struggled through earlier.
The walk to their dorm is pretty quick, only 7 minutes on a day with some good pep in your step (aka a day like today where you are practically running to their front door).
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y/n : I'm here 😗
ji ji ji ji baby baby : omw, y/n! we need to eat before the food cools down too much. minho is getting hangry and I cannot handle him when he is hangry.
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Jisung is downstairs in less than a minute, making it seem like he's the one who was practically running to see you. Or maybe that's just your mind trying to give in to your delusions...
"Y/N!" Jisung screams a little while picking you up into a hug, "I need us to get back upstairs quickly before Minho decides that he is tired of waiting for us."
You giggle a little at that statement, knowing that Minho would never start to eat without Jisung. He would not be able to handle the pout that would show on Jisung's face if he found out.
Thats when your heart pangs for the first time tonight, already feeling hopelessly doomed to be the third wheel before even seeing Minho.
This was going to be a long night.
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Dinner is going by smoothly. The lo mein and miso soup that had been ordered by Jisung and Minho was a little odd considering you are the only one of the trio who eats lo mein, but you pushed that thought aside. The food was delicious nonetheless.
The pangs kept happening though.
When Jisung would stare at Minho with such adoration that you felt like a spectator on the sidelines of a romance show, rooting for the main characters to be together while simultaneously wishing that you were them. When Minho would get up from his seat to get something from the kitchen, having to pass by Jisung and giving him a loving pat on the head every time, causing Jisung to smile and spread a blush across his puffy cheeks.
It was getting to the point of pain where you had just needed to step out of dinner into the bathroom just to take a breather, convincing yourself that you can get over this and be able to just be best friends, nothing more.
breathe in, breathe out, in, out, in, ou-
"Y/n? Are you okay?"
It was Minho.
You hadn't really felt like you had been in the bathroom for too long to be concerning but a glance at your phone screen surprises you when you see that you had been standing there for over 15 minutes just trying to ground yourself.
A look up in the mirror is also a sudden surprise, seeing tears running down your face, leaving your makeup disheveled and streaking down your cheeks. When had you started crying? Probably sometime in between thinking about your horrid day to thinking about your pitiful love for two men who don't feel the same.
"Yeah-" sniffles "I'm all good Minho. Just-" sigh "Just give me a second and I'll be out..."
Just stop, y/n. You are not making this day better.
And then the door open a smidge. I guess you forgot to lock it.
Even though the door is barely open, it's still enough for Minho and Jisung to see your reflection in the adjacent mirror with the mascara tears running down your face.
The door is no longer open a smidge, being forcefully shoved open by Jisung as he pushes past Minho to get to you, engulfing you in a hug that only fuels the tears.
"Y/n... What's wrong? Please talk to us. Well, cry it all out first then talk to us". Jisung says while speaking into the side of your head, making you chuckle through the tears at his attempt to humor you in your times of turmoil. You wish you had a Jisung like this all of the time.
"You do have me, Y/n? What do you mean? I'm right here, so is Min."
Yikes. Nothing is going your way tonight. First, they see you sobbing. Next, you say your thoughts outloud.
This instantly humbles you and brings you back to where you are, immediately attempting to apologize for whatever you just muttered out of your mouth, "Ji- I mean- I know I have you, but like- I just- I wish I also had someone like you, you know. Like you and Minho". This was clearly such poor phrasing as you watch Jisung pull away to fully face you and give a little look of shock with confusion written across his features.
"What do you mean- Like me and Jisung? You want a boyfriend, y/n? Is that what this is about?" Minho announces this from behind Jisung, making you unable to see the slight look of hurt that flashes on his face.
You look up from where you had been looking at your feet, trading your eyes between looking at both Minho and Jisung. Your brain is being wrestled right now while trying to find the words to explain how you don't want just any boyfriend but the two boyfriends who were standing in front of you.
"Not that, exactly..." You finally manage to mutter out after bullying your mind to produce any answer to stop the two from looking at you with such concern and hurt for you. "I just can't explain my problems to you two..." You look away from the two boys, not being able to watch them as you try not to break down further.
"Y/n if this is something serious, you can talk to us..." MInho pipes up, Jisung grabbing your hand for reassurance, causing you to turn your head back toward them.
Your logical side seems to be taking over for the first time, in a long time, telling you to do what you know needs to be done for your own sake.
"I think I should take a break from seeing you guys..." You finally said it. The words you knew needed to come out eventually to allow yourself time to heal and get over this silly infatuation.
But, the look that you then saw on their faces might have just killed you right then and there. You don't think you have ever seen them both be so in sync with their expressions, synchronizing their faces of hurt and sadness in a way you didn't know you could hurt so much from.
"You.. What? Why?" Jisung asks, his voice cracking a little and letting go of your hand to step back towards Minho, allowing Minho to leave a comforting hand on Jisung's shoulder.
If you wanted to run away ever in your life or sink into a black hole, it would be now. The embarrassment of this whole situation and your reasoning behind why you need to do this just simply cannot be explained to them without ruining everything.
"Did we do something?" Minho asks with no faults in his voice, but a single look you take towards him shows that he really is trying to maintain his composure.
If there's anytime to say anything. It'd be now. Your relationship is already changed. There's no going back.
"It's not you guys. It's me," You say while looking at both of them, powering through what you are about to say even with seeing their heartbroken faces, "I just cannot do this anymore. Being around you two all of the time is so painful because you guys are just so happy and in love, and I would do anything to be like you. Not with other people..." Here it goes. "but with both of you. I cannot handle being around you guys while I am helplessly in love with you both. Just give me some time, and I know I can get over this..."
Well. There it is.
You finally said what has been torturing you for years, laying it all out on a platter for Minho and Jisung to observe and pick apart.
But thats not the reaction you get from them when you check back in to register their facial expressions. It's bizarre. Minho looks almost relieved while Jisung looks.... happy? Where you missing something? Was this what they wanted to happen?
Before your thoughts can go any further, you are tossed into a hug between both Jisung and Minho, rocking you back and forth and holding you so tightly.
"Are you serious, Y/n? You actually had me so horrified I thought we were going to lose you" Jisung mutters into your shoulder.
You are still so incredibly confused as you manage to let out a quiet, "...What?..."
You are finally released from the grasp of the two hugging you to be faced toward Jisung, "Me too. I mean- like I am in love with you, too. So is Minho."
This information actually shatters any ability to function that you had left, only being able to repeat the word "Huh?!" while looking at Minho to confirm what Jisung said, to which Minho nods.
"We always have, Y/n. We just didn't really know what to do about this because you never told us anything or made it seem like this was mutual. I thought we would always be stuck as bestfriends." MInho says this so gently to you while reaching up one of his hands to cup the side of your face and caress your cheek so lightly with his thumb. I think this is the first time you have ever recognized Minho looking at you this way. It's the same way you notice him and Jisung look at each other everyday.
"You guys love me?..." You manage to get out while bringing up a hand to hold Minho's hand that is resting on your cheek. This is a surreal moment for you. What you have been fearing as the break in your relationship as a trio may actually be what causes your relationship to grow further, into....???
A nod comes from MInho, "Can I kiss you?" he asks ever so sweetly.
A simple nod is given in return, a silent conversation that you and him exchange in before he initiates the kiss.
It feels like a dream. Finally being able to feel his lips on your own after years of pining. By holding onto the back of his head, you keep him close to make sure that this is real, and he isn't leaving.
That then makes you think about Jisung, who's simply standing to the side, mouth agape and blushing across his entire face at the two people he loves kissing eachother. To Jisung, this is like a dream come true, but he does want some attention from you (casual Jisung behavior).
He tightly grabs ahold of your side, turning you away from Minho and guiding you towards his own lips. The moment you and him meet is as electric as it was with Minho.
The pangs in your heart are no longer from the pain of unrequited love, but now a pleasurable pain of an overwhelming love from those two boys who have captured your heart.
Maybe this day has finally had its come back from being a burning hell, reaching the sweet and blissful heavens that we all dream of.
a/n : ahh my first fic on here. I hope to only improve from here and I apologize for rushing the ending haha. lmk if anyone has any requests or ideas, i'm open to writing anything - eb
#stray kids x reader#skz x reader#han jisung x reader#lee know x reader#minsung x reader#wantingsobad
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