#what a codependent mess
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Sam and Dean lacking personal space in every episode - 18/327
#spnedit#supernaturaledit#samedit#deanedit#wincest#weirdcest#gencest#samdean#supernatural#spn#spn 1.18#1x18 something wicked#sam winchester#dean winchester#*#*spn#*sdtc#userkaz#this one is LONG sorry#the fact that they are in separate chairs and their legs still touch#and they can't even walk through a door alone#what a codependent mess#i love them so much
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NO YOU DONT the fog is coming 😂 😂 varied lotf doodles I LIKE THEM A LOTTTTT good good book. yesss
design/inspo for the design of roger from mikeru .. the simon says animatic got stuck in my head real bad
som kind of first pass designs .. yess
so insanely self infulgent au bc i want them to be friends but pls believe me when i say I UNDERSTAND THE BOOK i just like to play with them like dolls
this 1 i really have no explanation for i just think hes silly. simon you bugly af
simon sewing project coming soon i just need 2 figure out how to sculp some bugs ON GOD !!!!!!
#lord of the flies#lotf#lord of the flies fanart#im so far past the “ooohhh teehee its a classic book im so embarassed” NO these r my tooys#jack merridew#my goat...#lotf piggy#lotf ralph#ralph lotf#lotf roger#lotf simon#lotf samneric#i need 2 reread the book bc the first time i didnt know who to pay attention to. i missed sooo much abt some of the choir#i have a whole COLORED AND COMPLETED DOODLE PAGE i prob wont post bc it was before i realized i was so wrong on jack n ralphs hair colors#i thought they looked like the 90s movie... ouuu embarassed. i didnt realized jack was ginger until like THE LAST PAGE#thought they were both blonde. was mad about that. tricked myself into thinking ralph had dark hair#i dont wanna talk abt it. i DO wanna talk abt ralph and his god damn HANDSTANDS#headstands. whatever. he does like 12 in the first 3 chapters and gets so sad when he CANT cuz theres not enough room.. bro...#no particular ships here i think theyd be deeply messed up and codependent and intertwined#theyre also 12 so i just dont gaf what they do#actually so little of rogers design is original 1 sec
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sam and dean are mutually codependent but their romantic/sexual dynamic is definitely one sided. sam hero worships dean but he isn’t attracted to him romantically/sexually, and the main reason he stays with dean is because of guilt and wanting to repay him for always taking care of him (which is also why he lets dean use him as a punching bag). dean on the other hand often treats sam like a bitch he can call his own, not to mention the meaning of the siren episode which quite literally confirms dean’s obsession with sammy. and you’d know that if you actually watched the show
#yes codependency is mutual but sam isn’t the one who can’t explain what they have between them#and he isn’t the one who treats his brother like his gf/wife#he sees dean as his olderbrotherfather#while dean’s perception of sam is way more messed up#it’s actually quite realistic that his unhealthy feeling of ownership when it comes to sam#could’ve grown into something non brotherly at some point#wincest#samdean#spn
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Poor puppy 😭😭😭 sorry Caleb, I promise I won't leave!!!
#love and deepspace#lads caleb#lads#calebmc#caleb x mc#lmao#he's so perfect it makes me sick lol#codependency thy name is calebmc and i am here for it!!!#i was messing around to see what voiced lines i could get
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I should know better than to joke about a fic by now because it means I'm probably going to end up writing 10k words of it, but I just had an idea for a Some People Live post Rebellion AU featuring the galaxy's most confusing, co-dependent, dysfunctional polycule of Cassian, Bix, Jyn, and Melshi all at once. It nominally started out as Cassian being the hinge partner amongst the other three, now it's a complete fucking mystery what the given dynamics between any combination of them is at any given moment. The only thing they all agree on is that they do not want to talk about it and they absolutely do not want to put any kind of name on it. Whatever it is. It doesn't really work, but neither has it broken down irreparably as yet. Somehow
#the valley is posting#we've written loving polycules yes and respectful polycules but what about codependent dysfunctional messes?
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How did I end up 5k deep into an Ascended Astarion fic set centuries post-ascension in the modern day, where he runs a seedy nightclub empire and spends his nights drowning in hedonism? (And drowning his sorrows because Tav ABANDONED him by refusing to become his spawn and eventually died.)
Then (elf) Tav shows up, reincarnated after a couple of hundred years, realizes Astarion is still obsessed with them and is using it to manipulate him and take over everything he has.
And the narrator is Astarion’s trusty right hand who has been with him for several hundred years, and is desperately trying to keep Astarion from blowing up everything they’ve built (again), while secretly pining for him so hard-
#phew what a toxic codependent mess#i love it#and i love the idea of AA as a sleazy nightclub owner#so let’s see where this goes!#astarion ancunin#ascended astarion#bg3#fanfic#my fics
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Yknow the coffin of andy and leyley is a pretty interesting game. But everyone says its the worst game in the world because incest
#i think the relationship between andrew and ashley is sooo fascinating esp after meeting their parents#knowing their parents makes a lot or it make more sense. kids imitate what they see esp from their parents#not to mention that andrew has always been literally ashleys only friend. she was clearly bullied and well andrew was always there.#and his parents made him responsible for her. if she messed up he would get in trouble for it. he had no choice but to be her friend#andrew had to raise her while being only a few years older than her#their dynamic is incredibly toxic and it wouldnt work out quite the way it does if it werent for them being siblings#that codependency is rooted in their childhood together and them being raised together#and yeah its pretty incestuous. who cares.#certified atlas post#the coffin of andy and leyley#atlas overthinking#i like to ramble whoops sorry
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mentally, physically, and emotionally exhausted from my first ever listen of telomeres
#sleep token#ignoring the fact its weird that i still havent heard all their music. anyway#that was so much holy shit holy SHIT i want to cry but i am drained#the imagery is beautiful i wish i could draw or describe what i can see in my head right now#i might cry actually KHDCVSHDGVCJHS#GODDD VESSEL!!!!!!!!!!!!STOP#he is singing about the love of his life#without whom life ends#codependence is strong in this one#ough i have thoughts but no capacity for articulation ive had 3 glasses of rosé which is not strong but enough to make me a mess when#i listen to sleep token
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is it weird that i miss the ship i'm most interested in having prominent angst and uncertainty
#brienne and aeran have something so special and sweet and also messed up and codependent. i miss them LOL#i love calien but i don't see them as having that kind of thing for long. maybe a bit early on but not now. they're not toxic#and it's not the kind of thing i want for their relationship arc anyway. they've suffered enough from The Plot they don't need that too#*looks at caradoc* guess what honey you've got a big storm coming#anywayyy i should go to bed and hope the cold isn't worse tomorrow :((#han.txt
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i've been going through my entire spotify liked songs list one by one to pick out which songs are about siffrin and i'm SO MAD bc i keep finding SLOOP SONGS!!! this is not what i'm looking for here!!!!!!! i made a list for them ofc but why does it have more songs than the isafrin list. probably bc songs about fucked up disasters go harder than sweet lovey songs sorry isa
#i actually just opened up spotify for WORK REASONS#and the first thing it did was recommend i check out a song called “you're so ugly when you cry”#USUALLY I DONT CLICK ON THE RECS BUT THEY GOT ME!!!#onto the sloop list it goes#idk what the fanon conception of sloop is like but i just think it would be neat if it was a destructive codependent mess#:3#i wouldn't say i ship it but i do think it's interesting to rotate the two of them in my mind#s.isat#s.sifloop
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Mann….out of all the things my brain could of brought up to wallow in RIGHT before going to sleep did it really have to be the realisation that I’m like. Completely alone in the world. I genuinely have no stable, healthy relationship like at all. Not even with myself. I know I don’t deserve nor am capable of forming and maintaining a relationship of any sort but like GOD DAMNNNN
#maybe not totally alone in the world#got my mom and dad but#lets the brutally real for a second#that shit is the most fragile on and off atomic bomb codependency with a side of walking on eggshells and caretaker burnout#i guess i just mean that i dont have any healthy relationship in my life atm#fun.#also getting that middle of the night urge to text my old bsf who basically ghosted me#rationally its not a good idea#which is whats keeping me from doing it#but man do i want to be passive agressive#bitter#fond#well wishing#wanting to start over when we’re older#a mess of all of the above#oh btw moots#im sorry but#as much as I appreciate the lil interactions we have#its hardly comparable to a relationship#perhaps some of us could become friends if it wasnt for the fact that i know full well im not#im not a good person to be friends with trust#especially right now#all you’d be getting would be a clingy mess who cares little about you actually because im selfish lile that#literally all I want to do is play the games i like together and seldom try yours#i think i make for a fun conversation partner but thats about it#and even then i interrupt and butt in all the time#also dealing with my indirect venting through my posts and therefore worryng about me ending my life would also be unhealthy asf#trust me i know i have many times gone through being friends/generally caring and worrying about someone who self harms/wants to die#it is a nightmare to deal with when you genuinely care for them#so please dont get attached like that to me
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i was just reading thru some of ypur post and checked out the 💉🩸 post and inguess im just curious what some of your fauxcest fantasies are
ohhhh i have a lot!!!! thank u for a reason to talk about em anon :33
but mostly i fantasize about corruption.. it doesn't matter who they are. but i love them, even though it's wrong, and they love me in some kind of twisted way and do whatever they can to prove it to me :D. the corruption doesn't have to always be malicious either.. a sibling or parent who loves me so much and wants to do everything with me. they love me so much they don't realize they're ruining love and intimacy for me for anyone else but them. but it's mostly the grossness of it and the beauty. forbidden and wrong..
#i love it when the love isn't the same kind on both sides too btw..#i truly love them in a messed up romantic way.. they love me for what my body can do for them. etc etc :3#fauxcest#kitty answers#overall i love codependence#💉🩸
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this tag SO REAL sobs
same genre as me posting this thing from twitter on my vent blog the other day

like! DEVOTION the word you're looking for is devotion !!!!!
#seth speaks#if you saw what an actually toxic/codependent relationship looked like you'd hurl!!#im trying to be like Whatever about it but I've started actually muting/unfollowing accounts that post too much of that stuff cause it kind#sets me off in bad ways like the abuse I've endured from being a participant of codependency .. and from being in the middle of people who#are codependent and what that's done to me...#like idk it's one of those things that like im not saying you cant actually enjoy codependency in fiction my issue is throwing around words#like that to describe like completely normal and mundane conflicts in relationship#it almost like.. messes with my head? i start to fret about my experiences and wonder if i'm overreacting and it was all normal etc#and i also just dont wanna see characters i like/relate to being called 'toxic' every 5 seconds Shrug emoji
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it occurred to me that the people who watch the brother show and DON'T ship the brothers are actually watching a MUCH crazier show than me because if they're sleeping together than that explains why they're Like That, but if they're NOT than whatever tf they have going on is actually much more interesting than just plain old incest.
#it never occurred to me to watch this show through a non incestuous lens but it is FASCINATING to think about#lisa was right it's the most messed up codependent thing i've ever seen#the sex doesn't make it less messed up or codependent but taking it away is an incredible thought experiment#i would like to crawl inside the supernatural writers minds and set up shop#what do you mean???
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2023 reads / storygraph
The Last Girls Standing
YA psychological thriller
a girl and her girlfriend are the sole survivors of a summer camp massacre by a group of men with animal masks, and she has amnesia from the trauma and can’t remember most of what happened
when she finds some new information, she starts to suspect her girlfriend might know more than she pretends to, and maybe isn’t telling the truth and starts to investigate
#The Last Girls Standing#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#I was enjoying this like......honestly most of the way through? but the end just started to unravel#i was invested in knowing What Actually Happened and spoiler alert we never find out#sometimes dark twist/ambiguous endings are good but this just felt stupid.#I think it’s trying to say they’ve got a messed up codependant relationship but it’s literally just her gf gaslighting and manipulating#and being horrible to her??? like I thought it was intentionally showing the gfs abuse#after trauma I don’t expect them to not be messed up and act badly but the book seems under the impression theyre equally bad to each other#anyway. don't recommend probably lmao
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kindof funny to imagine my pre-existing ocs being in wbg... fucking dean pryor playing wbg. what a thought. WOULD HIS MOTHER BE HIS PRIZE? OR HIS DAD? oh if it was his dad he wouldnt even need the fourth challenge he'd kill that man on his own. no actually probably someone from his time working for blu....... interesting thought. oh no do NOT give pryor free access to time travel he'd immediately try to monopolize it. and also get fucking rich. oh my god he could fuck over so many people from his past... MAN. dont give the worst guy ever access to time travel its going to go disastrously. MAN.
#MANN. well he would play it for his wife. if he even knew about the prizes i mean.#OH HE WOULD SO ROPE DAEMOR INTO IT. GODDDDD. codependent dae & pryor arc WHEN.#no thats so funny actually. pryor his wife and the weird guy they keep around for some fucking reason#why is she third wheeling in her own marriage. stop this.#SHE DOESNT HAVE A NAME YET SORRY. but she is the kindest most patient soul#oh my god her and pryor have the most opposite responses to trauma. she became kind to others and pryor-#-became the worst fucking guy on earth. man. they were literally in the same situation. or similar situations? i guess?#dae is motivated by two things: spite and love.#dae why are you in love with not only your boss but the shittest man on earth. get help.#pryor flirting with dae to get him to do what he wants and his wife is like. i do not see. girl. GIRL.#man. the worst fucking polycule in the world. they arent even officially a polycule AND YET.#ALL OF THESE PEOPLE SUCK... yes even his wife shes an enabler. PLEASE get therapy literally any of you omg#... actually no pryor would just lie to his therapist. and dae would blatantly refuse to go. his wife would also lie to her therapist-#-because she doesnt want to 'burden' them. GIRLLLLL. you literally have soso many issues and one of them is called dean pryor#no sorry theyre so funny. theyre so funny to me. what a fucking mess.
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