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so if i start this j*b in july do we think i have the time but more importantly the courage and discipline to save for a 3k pc overhaul before datv drops. serious answers only
#i feel like my pc CAN run it as it is. but i want to be able to see each individual rain droplet on my rook's face lol#otherwise maybe i'll just buy a ps5. but hhhh#the problem with my pc is its GOOD but due to a series of unfortunate steps that led me to this point.... in order to replace 1 part#i'll need to replace 7#which. isnt ideal#honestly im so thrown off balance by the fall 2024 release . genuinely thot it wasnt coming out at all let alone within the year for a min
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~You were just a kid too, huh~
Again, I refuse to make adult mm link edgy sorry.
#tloz#link#majoras mask#ocarina of time#art#my art#redesign#loz redesigns round 2#i did oot link as 17 vs mm in his mid 20s#because again oot link is always called adult link and hes just not#but yes oot link is designed to look somewhat manicured#forced to grow up in the idealized form of the fairy boy turned solider as decided by the sages#whereas mm link looks more organic and scrounged together#i gave him a smaller sword inspired by the forest dweller one in b-tw/t-tk#vs the giant biggoron sword which he probably might own but probably isnt carrying around#or the heroes sword in t-p#he also has more white streaks in his hair from fierce deity/rampant time travel abuse#but yes i dont think this link is as angsty as t-p implies#while he might have some regrets about legacy i feel like it just kinda throws out mm#for him to have not kinda figured himself out enough to live a happy life#and rather that he probably just died a bit on the younger end#maybe late 50’s early 60’s
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in the nicest way.. are people aware that you can still criticise satire? are they aware that sometimes "ironic" bits fall flat due to varying factors???
#ive always had my *thoughts* abt her based on certain songs that uhhh#arent too favourable towards women#which my irls have heard too much abt#but this isnt choice feminism this is perpetuating very very bad ideals#especially in the current political climate#ESPECIALLY in hollywood...#archer shoots the shit
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Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)
#my actual posts lol#haha what if i made a daily diary post thing like nico#..i was just thinking#today was a good day#and i thought of this song#ive been playing summon night swordcraft story a lot as of late.. though none today actually#its still on my mind though#i considered using dweller empty path's song flying through a stary sky instead.. but this is what i thought of first#i think it fits best to use it#i actually had to jump through some hoops to upload music!#cus my tumblr app is kinda old.. i cant properly upload music. i could only put a link#which isnt exactly ideal#so i tried in my web browser.. but maybe its cus i havent updated it in a while or maybe just cus its tor.. it didnt work#so i downloaded firefox and did it on there lol#now im editing it in my drafts back on the app#dont ask why im not just doing it on my computer... shes having some technical difficulties. we're working on it#but not today#...#today was pretty eventful.. even if not very productive. but ive never been a very productive person#we went and saw some light festival thing! it was rly nice.. a little simple at times but it was fun#we went and got some yummy snacks earlier too! tho ive already eaten them all hehe#and i started up animal crossing new leaf. i hadnt played it in ages! its startling how much better it is than new horizions.. imo at least#only problem is i couldnt make it the same as my island.. and i didnt remember why i named my last town#we searched for a while for some reference or somfin to name it after.. but we ended up just going with ''faraway''#cus i liked the idea of being asked where im going.. and just saying far far away#and as beth said it has a kinda fairytail vibe!#...only after i named it did i realize i accidentally named it after the town in omori. oops!#...im about to hit the tag limit. so whoevers still listening i just want u to know..#i love you. ok?#goodnight
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fantasizing about how hot caterpillar must look under his mask
#genshin impact#caterpillar gi#been thinking about what my ideal hili under the mask situation is#and i kinda am digging furry floofy hare beasts#rogues have the big feathered ears.... see my vision#i want to kiss his fuzzy snout okay#i think mitachurls are probably more goatlike since the horns#but other hilis i say are rabbits while rogues are hares#yes they cant take off their masks but thats only bc of the curse. which weve established isnt even the fault of probably 90% of hilis#giving them a bit of a zonai vibe for sure#hilichurls
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there's just so much to say about book 3 and its themes of what makes a hero (thalia and how she represents what the ideal hero is supposed to be like, zoe and her story with hercules). there's so much to say about a hero's journey and having a real purpose for why you do what you do (annabeth). failure is part of the journey. what you fail to save (bianca) and how it affects other people (nico) and how it can be what grounds you. there's fate and there's prophecies and no one can make these choices for you. that's something you have to figure out on your own and you have to learn how to live with that. it's about family and faith and trust and broken promises and heartbreak and if my life is going to mean anything, I have to live it myself.
#like god even the percy thalia rivalry is so much more than big 3 kids showing off their powers#it means something that percy sees thalia as the ideal hero it means something that he gets a little more anxious to prove himself#cus before it was never really about him being the hero and it still isnt. it still very much is about him wanting to save his friends#and how that should be enough for him to be a hero#and it means everything when thalia makes her choice bc she made it knowing she can trust percy to be the hero they need#which was what he was questioning all throughout the book#he also learns u cant save everyone but u can still try to make it right if u disappoint someone#hence zoe hence nico#and then ofc everything he experiences and learns all leads to him declaring that he chooses the prophecy#its not just thalia passing it on. its him also choosing it#im dying to talk about it cus ik other ppl can put it into words much better than i am rn#the thalia angst of it all as well#i have soo much to say#percy jackson#thalia grace#pjo#cin's txt.
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Guess who now has a savings account AND actual money in their savings account instead of the same singular checking account I've had since high school. It's like I'm an actual adult with financial responsibility or something.......
#i also got approved for a credit card so i will hopefully build some credit#eventually someday i want to be able to buy a used car in my name that will work for the rest of my school career/clinicals#im currently driving my grandpas pick up truck which is great but is 2wd (so not ideal for the snow/ice in the winter) and uses so much gas#and isnt in my name. i want a car that belongs to me.#but thats super far off#i need to save up enough for a down payment and i dont want to take out a huge loan#and i need to figure out what kind of car meets my needs AND is reliable and wont cost 1 william dollars in repairs#i loved my subaru but the head gasket repair would have been more than the car was bought for#im thinking something toyota but idk yet....#im only just now able to save any money from my paycheck at all so itll be a while until i can start planning this seriously
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like an offshoot player can have themes and character arcs that diverge from the alpha player implying a different classpect, but at the end of the day, the only quest bed they could possibly use is the one assigned to their player. they'd ascend, but still be doomed/ not the alpha player.
im basing this off dream jade being assimilated into alpha jade and the coinflip dave dilemma. there are doomed ascended players that exist in dream bubbles that had slightly different experiences to the alpha players, and you can carry that logic to offshoot alpha characters like the sprites or the dirk splinters.
#d talks#thats just how i see it. just super rigid#classpect is a sburb concept but we cangather what a person's classpect is based off of the themes and archetypes the person displays#which isnt always 'right' because theres no such thing as a Platonic sburbian ideal of a person
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i am once again thinking abt the lost potential that is hypmic.
#i literally just messaged my friend abt this but stick w me#when nemu gets hypnotized we see her wanting to join the pow which. makes perfect clear sense even without hypnosis#shes shown through out all of tdd as hating unecessary violence and samatokis outburts due to their upbringing#and a political movement that (pretends to) erradicate all violence would interest her like. im just connecting dots here#and she joins because shes hypnotized and blah blah blah. boring. ok but what if. and hear me out.#the hypmic didnt completely overwrite the person but just made them act on their deepest desires#like i thinm my case w nemu is already presented but hear me out for my second contender. sasara#a man that became a thug on a whim because this guy reminded him of his ex. ok cool. what if we went harder on that#sasaras shown to be analytical and extremely cynical already. what if we just ignored canon for a bit#and focused on making his relationships a bit more fucked up. especially involving samatoki#sasaras drawn to him because samatoki fills the void that rosho left him. hes just smth he needs at the moment#but w my wonderful vision what if he grew tired of this fake. what if he had enough. hes not rosho he will never be#hes served his purpouse. but now sasaras stuck. in the middle of ikebukuro bashing some guys head w a pipe#AND THATS WHEN THE MIC COMES IN BABYYYYYYYYYYYYY#this was also brought to you by the fact that i want to see samatoki suffer. i want to see him at his most pathetic#i want him to come to the realization his best friend left him because he no longer fit his ideal vision#i want ACTUAL FUCKING CONFLICT FOR ONCE THAT ISNT SOLVED BY 'hey man. rappings fun' PLEASE#i want these bitches fucked up and in torment#uhhhh didnt think abt kuko w this au at all. idk yall do what you want w him#hypmic#hi main tag :3#•txt#•hypmic#•idol nonsense
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guys, what if like, giants, were giant, but mini giant. wouldn't that be crazy. they'd be big, but small, but big. that's insane.
#thats it#thats the post#come back later when i make another post#ideally a drawn one that isnt text which hopefully isnt too incomprehensible when i look at this in the morning
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surely not. are you implying that during date plan natsume was struggling with coming up with an idea and not only went to tsumugi, a completely irrelevant third-party with probably ZERO dating experience for advice, but then used tsumugis OWN IDEAL FIRST DATE as a base to work off of rather than, oh, i dont know, GOING WITH YOUR IDEAL DATE????? WHY ARE U BASING UR DATE PLAN ON TSUMUGIS IDEAL DATE AND NOT UR OWN ARE U STUPID. ARE U GAY. my eyes must be deceiving me bc aint no way
#WHAT ARE YOU DOING#ARE TOU CRAZY#whatever.#WHAYEVER#THIS IS SO DUMB SOMEONE LOCK HIM UP#nat rambles#nats enst posting#no bc i feel so ill bc if we're going by my delusion then natsumes idea is such a cute and romantic twist on tsumugis initial idea#bc its kinda like. Showing u those starry skies in a natural environment rather than going to a planetarium#(which is arguably more convenient if u wanna guarantee a gorgeous view)#but natsumes idea makes it sound like No we should be experiencing the real deal out under the night time sky#But this is me being crazy. ignore me.#NATSUMES OWN IDEAL FIRST DATE IS SO CUTE TOO HE LITERALLY COULDVE JUST GONE WITH THAT#WHATS WRONG WITH HIM#THE DATE PLAN ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO SIMILAR
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Nope no no no I hate drawing on paper sm guys I miss my stylus so bad
NOBODY LOOK AT THIS PLEASE.

Yunieden baby for @wreckowafer
#yapping in the tag#yes he is named after a lee enfield rifle. please look me in the eyes and tell me eden would be thinking of baby names during the pregnancy.#and yunie isnt gonna name him!!!#yunie killed herself when he was like a year old so he doesnt remember her lmao#eden has told him about her but a very idealized version because he cant accept yunie killed herself because she had to have a baby#lee doesnt have any strong feelings about her#hes never been to town which he doesnt completely mind. cant miss what you never knew! cant long for what youve never seen!#better shot than his dad#eden thinks he has “aggression problems” (<- its the double inherited lustful trait which he has no outlet for)#um. jumpscares you with really bad art.#WHEN I GET MY STYLUS BACK GUYS. WHEN I GET IT BACK.#uhhhhh thats it guys idk#pat yaps#i was gonna dm wafer this but *i cant* so its fine its whatever everybody can see my crime against art (・ω・*)
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HI I want to draw HC/Life Series again give me asks maybe 🦐
#im literally scheduling this bc i keep going “oh i should post this!” at . like 3am which. isnt the ideal time to ask for engagement LMAO?#not art#delete later#UMMM no preference really also ask for whatever be it solos or duos or PROMPTS EVEN IDK !!! idk wht im gonna have energy for so !!!#also as always no promises . it may just sit in my askbox for a year but i promise i keep 90% of my asks and stare at them sometimes#smiles#anyways im going to bed :) gn see you when this posts
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its been so long since ive felt comfortable sharing anything ive made, so i feel really proud that the featured posts on my blog are all my art pieces now. it feels like a more authentic expression of what i want my digital footprint to look like
#for a very long time i felt like i was participating in the world on a surface level and not contributing anything from my heart#bc i didnt have the energy between dealing w mental illness and working full time to pay the bills#but lately my job has had me on the schedule less and less (not just me either its my whole team and its a whole thing) which isnt ideal but#it has given me the space to pursue my passions and im incredibly grateful for that. if i keep this up i can move away from full time work#(for a corporation) and be a freelance artist like ive always wanted#my post
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jaime is goldilocks and pia, brienne, and cersei are the bowls of porridge send tweet
#pia is starry eyed and sees him as a white knight which is flattering but she doesnt have the whole picture#cersei wants jaime to be the ideal lannister which is to say be like tywin which he isnt#and brienne is the just right porridge cause she knows hes horrible and wretched and believes in him anyway#asoiaf#jaime lannister
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i really do wish i enjoyed macdennis more 😭😭 it seems like most people here and on twitter really enjoy it and i wish i could share in that. i consider it to be canon (or i guess the most canon??) and i recognize the work the writers are putting into developing their relationship, and because i love sunny its beautiful and interesting to me!! but it just doesnt scratch my brain unfortunately 💔
#i guess its similar to not being able to force a hyperfixation#couldnt tell you why charmac grips me in such a manner#it might be something more deep-seated#i see a lot of people say they can only view charmac as platonic#and that theres no romantic chemistry to their relationship#and its like. idk i feel like if i were in a romantic relationship thats what i would want(?)#ideally i would want to be in a relationship that isnt explicitly romantic#or necessarily romantic at all#im not designed for sex or kissing#which could be related to an orientation thing#or it could be a trauma thing 😭#but idk i wonder if charmac speaks to me because it looks so platonic#ahhh but it doesnt matter#even if its not as popular im still having fun here!!#hugbugging
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