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Even though my posts make a decent amount of notes, I always compare them to others. Like I'll say, "Well this post has 262 notes, but there's this other person that posts fics that gets an average of 800 notes per fic within the first few days, so...." And it's like I know I shouldn't compare. My fics are really not catered to the reader-insert community as a whole and does well for the niche it's in, but.... There are some others in this niche that do better than me. So it's like.... 🤔🤔 even though I know notes are dependent upon multiple factors.
#rambles#i think what drives down the amount of notes i get is timing#i never post for the popular character when they're popular#mostly because it takes me like three updates to get a good feel of a character#maybe if i could post a fic the update they come out my fics would do better#but it takes me like eight months to write a fic in general so we should not be wishing for things that are impossible LOL#it just gets me thinking#logically i know my fics are good#logically i know that because i am the type of writer i am they will never cater to what's popular#and yet i still think#i'm never satisfied haha#the really conceited thing about this all is that like...#my first thought isn't 'my writing style isn't good enough to be popular'#it's 'i don't have the ability to take advantage of what's popular at the time'#so essentially i'm not blaming myself. i'm blaming everyone else#'no my writing style is fine. it's just that my crowd is a fickle bunch'#that's so conceited LOL#i have confidence in my writing. i just.... hate writing LOL#i think it's hard for me bc my fics have an average range of 40-400 notes#there's no statistical average because i write for popular and unpopular characters#some do well while others not so well#so it's difficult for me to get a good idea for how decent my fics are because the note amounts vary so much#some people average to 800-1000+ across the board#while others only 12#wait i'll save the rest for a different post
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So.... what are your thoughts on Ace's UM, if you haven't been asked this already?
sneaky magic for the sneakiest boy
no but really, I think it fits him really well! I had thought his UM would probably involve something kinda sleight-of-handy or pickpockety! and I looooved that it made such a nice loop-around back to episode 1. ❤️ I was. kind of half-expecting him to just run out and punch Riddle in the nose again. but instead this time 'twas he who offed the queen's head! it was great! and he did it while stone-cold terrified out of his mind! because Ace is the only remotely normal or well-adjusted person at NRC and therefore the only one who is like "we're going to literally die, this is super effed up". but he did it anyway!!!! I AM SO PROUD
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#also love how it complements deuce's magic! they are two of a kind ❤️♠️#i do think bet the limit fits the 'uno reverse card' description more though#like...okay they haven't really said much on how joker snatch works#(literally ace went 'we'll talk about it later')#but i think it's not supposed to be inherently retaliatory if that makes sense#the japanese is something like 'put an ace up my sleeve'#which implies to me that it's not really an in-the-moment thing? i think he can steal it and hold on to it for a while probably#like he might be able to snatch it and then use it on someone else later rather than it being reflected back on the original caster#versus deuce's being that he punches you back with your own punch (and/or other various punches he's acquired)#(a connoisseur of fine punches)#i am 100% guessing though so who knows! we will find out later i presume#now the only one left to get their um is grim maybe 👀#(i mean i would also love to see some staff ums HEY TWST THAT WOULD BE COOL)#(but like. narratively speaking and all)#oh and maybe crowley's depending on how plot-important he actually ends up being#what if it turns out nothing's going on with crowley and he's actually completely irrelevant#he tears his mask off and he's just some random dude who has zero idea of what's happening#nobody's been orchestrating shit#everyone's just been getting radioactive poisoning from the stone adeuce replaced in the chandelier back in the prologue#this was all a cautionary tale about getting the blot levels in your school's hvac system regularly checked
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What if- what if Wind’s trauma doesn’t register with him until he’s older. What if as a teenager he thinks he’s super cool for going on adventures and fighting and stuff but then the trauma slams into him when he’s older. One day he’ll realise just how fucked up his life was and all the things he disregarded or made a joke about before come back to haunt him. What if…
#squeezing and shaking the blorbo#he may be more mature than some people give him credit for#but he’s still a kid with at least SOME level of innocence#and naivety#like he’ll be like haha I was 12 when I stabbed a big bad man#and then later he’ll realise#‘I was only 12’#‘they made me save their world from impending doom at 12 years old’#all he wanted was his sister safe and sound#yet inevitable events lead him to have to shoulder the world as only a young boy#like fucking hell#he’ll have no one to relate to because when he grows up he won’t have the chain… will he?#he won’t have the others to reassure him that everything will get better and that one day he’ll find peace in his life#because everyone will be gone#and he was too young to understand why they were so careful to make sure he was okay while in each other’s company#the only people to ever understand him are forever gone. Never to be seen again#were they even there to begin with?#in his childhood?#in those sensitive years of his life?#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu wind#lu chain#wind linked universe
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And he has 2 hearts
#rose river rogue.... i'm sensing a pattern here#i have always said that while ten's love is rose#river is the doctor's soulmate#but it doesnt mean that i'm not down for any other love interest#river's plot has ended unfortunally#she didnt met any doctor after 12 and she only met him once#as it was their adventure before the library#so introducing a love interest thats not the companion has worked before#doctor who#dr who#fifteenth doctor#15 doctor#rogue x doctor#15 x rogue#fifteen x rogue#rogue doctor who#dr who spoilers#doctor who spoilers#river song#melody pond#river x doctor#eleven x river#twelve x river
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tbh I don’t think therapy would have fixed Jayce and Viktor lmao. maybe would have softened their self-destructive tendencies but there’s no fixing that co-dependent relationship. Heimerdinger Mel and Sky are told “yeah, I can help treat their individual depressions but nothing is gonna reduce their co-dependency. I’m pretty sure separating them makes it a lot worse for not only them but much worse for everyone else. for everyone’s safety I suggest they’re not allowed to be more than a buildings length away from each other and even that is pushing it.” That therapist then quits on the spot cause now they’ve literally seen everything.
It’s like that scene in Brooklyn nine nine where all the physiatrists are observing and talking with Gina but instead it’s a whole crew of therapists and neurologists and physiologists trying to find out how these two men literally mind-melded together. They go to couples therapy but it’s literally just individual therapy held together because why tf not it’s the only way to get them to go.
#in therapy like well Viktor doesn’t sleep well and I think it’s because he keeps dreaming about that time when he was 12 and got sick#the therapist is like well does Viktor tell you this and Viktor is like no I didn’t tell him that recently but that is why I can’t sleep#this is how their therapy is paid for btw that team dealing with them is getting research papers and grants and funding#their award winning paper is about codependency and the end of the world and shit#one therapist suggests they spend a few days apart and the next time they come back talk about it#and all those two can do is just info dump to each other about random shit they did and thought about while they were apart#they didn’t even do the same things but for some reason complete each others sentences#the therapist is like how did you know????? and they’re like well it’s so obvious what he did while I was away#and it’s just science and science and science#that therapists just quits and leaves Piltover#gets tf away from those two#arcane#arcane spoilers#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayvik#jayce was like well last time I was separated from Viktor he almost died and the second time I teamed up with a random girl and killed a ki#Viktor is like no way last time we were separated I experimented on myself with runes shimmer and the hexcore#AU sky doesn’t die btw#and they’re just like lmao oops too bad you weren’t there you probably would have stopped me#honestly they should have been exiled with the caveat they have to go together#these two get handcuffed together and their only problem is that it’s now harder to work in the lab
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He started back as quickly / And staunchly swung aside / With all the woe in the world / He turned to the wood to hide...
[a gawain for @mortiscausa's 'march to camelot,' for the prompt 'hunt']
#em draws stuff#march to camelot#arthurian things#arthuriana#gawain#sgatgk by way of love death and robots' 'fish night' I believe#caption verse is from the 1997 translation by gwyn jones - not my usual but I'm away from my print copies of everything#and going to the library either online or in person would be a whole can of worms that I don't have time for <- they're typing this at 2am#took a little while (read: 12 days) to get my brain back up and running on mtc...#I really like the style I did last year but I needed something different this year. also I can't exactly take a week off being a person#like I did last year. albeit for other reasons than speed-drawing arthuriana (it just happened to coincide with that)#during the week of pretending to not be a person mtc was the only thing I could really draw that didn't make me feel sick#but that does also mean that trying to pick up the project in the same style as last year means there's The Residue on it#anyway. Fish :) and gawain :)
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ignoring the obvious. is anyone else really fucking intrigued/confused by this room
it is so STARKLY different from the rest of the phouse like it has fuzzy padded brown walls?? like they have a reason for every design choice in the phouse so why did they go with fuzzy brown walls in here and here only (it seems)??/?
drop your ideas below
#only semi-explanations i can think of are:#1. it isn't their house and it just so happens that they took multiple photos that they then posted in the same non-phouse location#(likely family's house if this is the case cause when else would they be this relaxed at someone else's house/whatever other place lol)#2. this is one of the “secret safe rooms” dan alluded to in.. A Video i honestly don't remember where lol pls if someone knows tell me#(i do know that phil also showed a secret door in i think one of his “answering questions i'd normally avoid” vids? or a tiktok i forgor)#and for those curious: first pic is from 9:46 dan's bday livestream and the second one is 10:45 wdapteo 4#and in case it matters (dk why it would but just a fact i learned while retrieving these images):#for the first image afaik we don't know the day it was taken but we can safely assume it was taken before nov 27 2023#cause that's when the catboy photos were posted & this image came up right before that one when phil was showing off the yearly dan pics#so sometime between june 12 & nov 27 2023 (since phil would've started collecting new pics of dan after his birthday had passed)#and then the second image would've been sometime between feb 21 and 27 2024#because the last text that has a date that we see before this one is from the 21st#and then the texts we see immediately after that are from when dan was doing wad in frankfurt which according to phandom wiki was feb 27th#which gives me the idea that it's proooobably not my first theory?#since why would they be at family's house at such random times of the year#ANYWAY that's all from me please drop your thoughts i'm curious to hear#forgive me if we've already had a moment like this and figured it out and i'm just late to the party. but theorizing fun so idc#dnp#phan#amazingphil#daniel howell#phandom#me post#photo
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LMAOOOO I CAN’T WITH THESE LOSERS THEY REALLY HAD EZRAN LIKE

#the fundamental appeal of tdp is watching rayllum fall and angst all over each other#while ezran deals with the most traumatizing shit ever thrust upon an 8 year old#can you believe the king of katolis is third wheeling this hard#lately (since season 4 oop) the marketing for the show feels so rayllum heavy and rayllum focused#where’s the love and emphasis on My Boy Ezran#he’s probably my favorite character in the show atp like he’s complex he’s got so much going on he’s dealing with So Much#and he’s only like 8-12#but the show has LOST FOCUS it’s SHIFTED AWAY FROM MY BOY#season 6 looks like it’s got tasty ezran drama tho… him on a battlefield… ooooOOOOO#NEED to see where this is going#anyway. justice for ezran. FREE MY BOY FROM HIS DORK OLDER BROTHER AND BADASS SISTER IN LAW LMAOOOOO#tdp#the dragon prince#ezran tdp#tdp ezran#ezran#tdp callum#tdp rayla#rayllum#tdp s6#tdp season 6#the dragon prince season 6#twitter
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order was determined by me peeking into ao3 and looking at the relationship tags
#ultrakill#polls#YES im aware that due to which blog im using. that one of these answers may be biased#but i DONT want to put this poll on main and i really have no other fitting blogs#theres more ships i could put here but i only have 12 options!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i have honestly been wondering this question for a while
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In the nicest way possible you remind me of a dog when it comes to grease
She goes bye for a minute and u think it's a day
HELP
DAWG 😭
I'M SORRY I HAVE SUCH A BAD ATTACHMENT PROBLEM TO MOOTS
swear to stars I'll be sat there for a real good bit like a dog to a door waiting all damn day for friends to come home from work or school or SOMETHING all day that keeps them busy and then they show up and I'm like "HIIII HIIII HIIII I MISSED YOU HIIII!!!"
my one irl who i keep bugging because she's employed now and that means i only get like half a week with her bc she's got a very screw tight schedule ... sigh ...
i fear i am just a pup when it comes to my mutuals
and grease falls exactly into line with it
#IN MY DEFENSE I THOUGHT IT TOOK WAY LONGER BC I WAS MID CONVERSATION AND SAW THE NOTIF#TIME PASSED AND I WAS LIKE “man that must've been a while ago !”#it wasn't#or maybe it was i dunno#it might've been closer to 10 minutes than 30 💀#I'm SO BAD with time 😭#the other day i became consciously aware from a moot that we'd been talking for 12 hours and i was like TWELVE??? I THOUGHT IT'S ONLY BEEN 4#I'm so bad with time#and numbers in general#and also just being clingy (but i promise it's mostly as a joke 💀) (grease is free to do as she PLEASES)
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if 9&10 were "dont wander off", and 11&12 were "the doctor lies", 13s rule #1 is "dont question me"
"have we not had a good time together" shes pointing yaz to the rule that yaz very well knows is there: we can travel if you dont ask me any difficult questions. yaz knows this is the rule - "because you ask too many questions", "this team structure isnt flat" - but she also was the one to invite the doctor into her home so im pretty sure she also knows shes not gonna kicked out that easily. she has some leeway. which she has been using between revolution and flux, which is why the doctor reminds her of the rules
i dont think she'd kick her out though. she wouldnt. i think it's just that the more you break the rule, the more unpleasant she becomes to be around, and eventually youre gonna walk out on your own. she doesnt want you to, she'd rather you stay and dont ask questions. but if youre gonna try to ask questions anyway, i think thats whats gonna happen
and yaz must think so too. because she does back off. because she doesnt want that to happen either. and it does anyway
#dont question me/dont challenge me. questions are the sore spot but the challenge is one she says explicitly once#because you see this in how she is with other people too. dont try her patience. dont act like shes smaller. dont challenge her or Die#based on the giggle - 'i thought i was clever' 'what do i say?! because im always sooo certain' - i dont think 14 is like this#also based on the expressions of affection#hes not that......reactive. to this. specific thing#so i wonder if it runs over to 15#he seems chill. i think? he seems fairly chill. but also i think we've so far only seen him mostly in control of things#faced with the maestro temporarily not entirely in control hes Notably Less Chill#but still bigger picture. hes mostly in control of things right now i think#or uhhhh based on how eager he seems to get out of the role of doctor#hmmmmm#13 didnt want it but like. was stuck with it i think#didnt want it but nobody else was gonna do it. thats why 12 regenerated#15 comes out 14 Literally Quitting#he doesnt want it and hes decided hes not stuck with it. maybe#none of this is true btw im just saying words recreationally#like those 13 moments are super cherrypicked and i havent rewatched in forever so#dont believe me gfkjghgjh#this is based more on how i write them than what ive seen basically#anyway in terms of 14/yaz i think it takes yaz a while to figure out how to deal with 14 Not being like this#bc she got soooo practiced at handling 13. most of which was abt like not tripping this rule too much#she'd keep it up with 14 and he'd just do stuff that like breaks the rule from his side and yaz wouldnt have any idea how to deal with it#he'd show her hes chilled out a bit. about this. over and over and it'd still take her moooooonthssssssss to start relaxing#just muscle memory at this point. doesnt help that shes also like this#i wonder if 14 - in a sort of compelte reversal - wants to be told what to do and how to do and#seeks out situations where someone else knows more than him so he can sit down and say 'teach me'#i think thats what he does. about all the human stuff. hes like teach me. all of it. show me how to do this
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(Modern au)
Manon’s dating life before Dorian
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#listen she was left alone during her formative years the girl doesn’t know how to pick the right guy#she ended up with these awful men just because they know how to give her attention she was easily swayed#sorrel commented that one day she will end up dating someone who might kill her#like they really worried about her Asterin and sorrel would hang out at the same place where the date was taking place because they need to#keep an eye on things#even when the guy woukd suggest going on a hike at 10 in the fucking evening#they were close by#sorrel actually walked up to them and said that Manon has an emergency and just removed her because why is the guy showing up with#with a shovel????#honestly Dorian was the only sane man she dated but the others were very wary of him at first#because this is how narcissistic sociopaths are like right???#they monitored him for a while before they approved of his intentions#he really had to go thru all 12 of them before he got their blessings to be with Manon
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Going from a blue-collar job to a pink collar healthcare job has been a crazy transition
#like on one hand omg this building is air conditioned? and im working with mostly women?#but also on the other hand where's the union brother#where's my monthy union meetings with 50 year old men#also 12 hour shifts with only three breaks? and lunch isn’t paid? a 12 hour shift at the factory would be a minimum of 5 or 6 paid breaks#but also no one is dying of heart attacks or having heat strokes on the factory floor and it's not as physically demanding#but also while the workers aren't yknow dying sometimes the people we take care of are?? so theres that#idk the differences and trade offs are interesting
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i wish i had more energy to draw and plot lately i NEED to make the insane daemoverse flowisk situationship real. i need you guys to see my vision
#they're the only ones that understand each other they're the only ones marred from the same mistakes#nobody else can understand the way save power changes you and they don't know how to live with it afterwards#but hell if they're not going to stick around each other to see what happens next#there's a chara shaped hole carved into both of their chests and they want it back they can't bear being alone again. but they have to#and so they cling to each other. because who else will understand?#and they are FREAKS!!!!!!!#a freak and a frea(s)k#also it's been like 12 years since the barrier broke. what does it mean to grow up after you spent so long stuck in stasis#what does it mean to Change and develop past the solidity of what you thought you were#also they're really stupid roommates frisk keeps eating raw ramen blocks to avoid doing the dishes#they have one of those mad detectives corkboard with the red string going everywhere which is almost impossible to walk through#because flowey handles it and he keeps ignoring the fact that he's 2ft tall while frisk. isn't. lol#also the corkboard is 70% investigation and 30% them bickering about stupid bullshit as commentary#the post it situation in the flat is insane#daemoverse#frisk#flowey
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Mike missing his shot to kill Hector and change the trajectory of his life and stay the man he wanted to be, because Ignacio got in the way and he wouldn’t shoot through him
Mike missing his shot to kill Walt and change the trajectory of his life from death to anything else, because Jessie got in the way and he wouldn’t shoot through him
#better call Saul#breaking bad#mike erhmantraut#Mike missing his shot to save his son and ruining his own life and three others in one moment and then refusing to ever kill his son again#but because he never quite understood which chocie it was that killed his son still still for all his love and all his effort it’s never#quite enough. because it wasn’t the warning mike. it wasn’t what you said. it’s all the other things that made you the person who said it#you try so hard but you still can’t see the line. and because of that your tragedy repeats again and again#Jesse in s5 outside smoking while you all disintegrate a 12 year old in a barrel of acid because he’s the only one in the room with a#fundamental understanding of which choice it was. which is why he’s the one who survives and can start over#he knows what the mistake was
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Me to myself at the beginning of the year: Okay! Gonna be a lot more mindful of how many dolls I get this year.
Me a few months in: Buys 6 dolls in the span of 3 weeks.
#i have a probleeeemmm#first i saw two dolls on mercari ive wanted for a while for good prices (killer style clawdeen and dance class howleen)#then i of course was going to get the creepros (minus the werecat twins still not over that)#and yesterday i was on amazon and saw two lol omgs that i really wanted on REALLY good sales#one was only $10 the other $12 i couldnt pass that up!!!#monster high#lol omg#monster high dolls#monster high gen 1#shit you know what its more like 8...#im not gonna get them for months but i ordered a couple of blank Begoth dolls from the kickstarter to customize...#i guess i have a thing right now for buying dolls in twos#whatever i get spendy when im stressed#and my birthdays in a month they're all just early birthday presents#text post
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