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I'm not even sure where to start, honestly. Might as well go with the flow or something.
For anyone who even sees this, i would love to see if any of you would like something speciffic out of certain MCYT media... I will probably post a lot of it anyways; but currently i'm more into such Minecraft smps as
Lifesteal
Content SMP
Hermitcraft
Life series
And some more, others. Currently trying to get into Showtime, Kaboodle and Loopsmp though.
#joyous mcyt enjoyer here#god please i need to draw more often#why am i actually scared of posting...#i need help lmao#art#kaboodle#doctor4t#grian#art reqs open#content smp#mcyt
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self insert time 💥💥💥


#dialtown#dialtown fanart#self insert#yumeship#yumedanshi#roger jones#my art#why am I actually terrified to post this#Like genuinely idk what it is#I guess Im just scared of being judged LMAO#But I’m gonna try not to worry too much because I know people on tumblr are a lot more accepting of being cringe#siggh#nine azure#< - That’s his name btw#michael azure#selfshipping
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astarion does the talking in my party...
#i just think he looks neat#baldur's gate 3#astarion ancunin#fanart#art#painting#featured#umm also so confession after i kinda popped off with my other bg3 art im not like too scared to actually draw and post more#the imposter syndrome is killing me and my hands are shaking just posting this like why am i so cringe gross#also i feel like im drawing too much of him i usually draw like max 2 piece of fanart of my fave characters and thats that#sorry just thoughts#head full many worms
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I bring a sort of "flawed female characters can be fun and enjoyable blorbos - both flawed in terms of having character flaws and in terms of having occasionally flawed writing" that it appears many, many, many people do not like
#i'm sorry for all the annoyance lately. i've been tired.#and a lot of the media i'm enjoying right now has focal female characters so i'm seeing the most absolute stupid takes of all time#anyways. cyan did have a character arc actually and her arc's flaws are largely similar to my criticisms of lin ling and yang cheng's arcs#so i don't appreciate the double standard#tianxi is just as interesting as tianchen if you actually read into her character the way one would for any underdeveloped male character#we don't even know anything about shao yuanyuan yet either why does everyone shit on her. i mean i get it i'm unimpressed with#her leaving her son behind - that is undeniably shitty. but there are so many who just don't want to see anything more of her. why???#yes wang qing got less screentime and marketing than hhh. but we actually have just as much if not more concrete info about her#than we do for any of those three. why is it that i mostly just see people complaining about her lack of screentime instead of#making five million headcanons for her the way hhh gets? :/#and like. all the arcane female characters. i'll admit i never did get as attached to caitlyn as i wanted to. but man.#i don't make arcane posts or interact with the fandom for a reason. the only female characters people seem to like are jinx and isha#mel has been done a great disservice in fandom imo. she is wayyy more interesting than just being beautiful.#and mizi is not a manipulator. wtf is your problem#i legitimately have no idea what kind of female character it would take to actually be considered good.#people want flaws but then completely misinterpret her. bad character writing means she's bad female rep.#it doesn't matter that people would lovingly take a guy with mediocre writing and give him a better arc. she's just “boring”#a male character can have the same internal conflict as a female character and everything about how she treats it is wrong.#writers then “play it safe” by giving their female characters external problems to overcome instead of internal ones#thus making her... “boring”. again.#same general issue applies to any character with a slightly darker skin tone too. doubly so for darker skinned women.#anyways. i am really scared for queen's arc honestly. i've already seen people being more excited for X than her#and shitting on her for being a “nepo baby” (???)#meanwhile i am concerned that they are going to play it too safe with her writing thus making her “strong woman” whose problems are#all external#that most of her drive will be related to the two older men in her life with no nuance (i'm hoping not but this is always a fear)#or that they will delve into a messier internal conflict and everyone is going to hate her except for the handful of people who#actually have a baseline understanding of women's issues. lmao.#liu yuwei get behind me.#storyrambles
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This is meant to be silly please don't come for me!
i just think we could all benefit from tagging hate going into the new year. some of us come to tumblr.com because we want to see vampires kiss and some of us come to tumblr.com because we hate him so much we can no longer live as free men with this burden upon us. either is ok but lets not get in each others way. things are going to be so scary next year for a lot of people and sometimes you just want to make up silly little stories about silly little vampires on the internet to relax and maybe its a wild idea that we can do it without hurting one another feelings
#also I just saw the typo please don't @ me I am suffering enough as it is#thank you to everyone who helped me with this#marius#I'm actually scared to post this maybe I will delete it idk#if I messed up just know my intentions were good#I just get really sad sometimes looking for happy stuff#I get it but please just tag so I can block and you can block and we can just both be cool#sometimes its really hard looking in the tag#this is why I left Twitter#Marius de romanus
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"I've never wanted to make an album full of happy songs. I don't think that's ever going to happen."
#love magazine 2009#idk why i'm thinking about this shoot rn but i am. something about it is still soo compelling. 16 fucking years later#i never post pics but i was suddenly like hmmm i want these on my blog#i just love this look#it would actually still be killer today#+ something about seeing baby taylor with straight hair always gets me#it just feels so weird lol#i still remember when my friend showed me the video for our song and told me it was the first time taylor ever straightened her hair lmfao#and i believed her bc it was the first time i'd ever seen her with straight hair lmfao. i mean it was what 2007? 2008?#also i really love this interview lol. it's the one where she's like (paraphrased) 'i don't drink partially because i'm scared of-#being wasted and not knowing what i've said"#which. love. my relatable anxious queen <3#it took me ages to be comfortable drinking bc of that anxiety too
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by popular demand (a single person) im posting my ojima and hasegawa agere hcs from my notesapp,,
keep in mind that i wrote these at like 2am for me and me alone with no intention to be coherent or ic. and also like a solid 65% of this is projecting im gonna be honest 😭
ojima --
dreamer and regressor..
probably a toddler regressor, doesnt have much trouble speaking but is definitely quite a bit quieter
enjoys being read stories :3
hiroaki main cg <3
kind of doesnt know hes a regressor for a while. like he knows it probably isnt normal but just doesnt bother w it
^ hasegawa probably figured it out.,,,,
speaking of hasegawa, hes a babysitter for ojima!!
ojima is very laid back and happy when hes regressed, v similar to when hes daydreaming
calls hiroaki mama,, will never admit to it tho
likes to draw :3
feels kinda guilty for his regression? like how he is w his daydreaming
teethers > pacifers
lowkey very weepy whens hes regressed :((
likes just laying in bed looking at picture books with hiroaki
giggles a lot,, just like when hes drunk
^ actually very similarly to when hes drunk except hes quieter and cries a bit
hasegawa
flip,, mainly a cg
first got introduced to agere while studying, then found out his sister was a regressor and became her cg!
reallyyy loves being a cg but hes pretty shy abt it
lowk such a silly big brother cg..... hes so sweet and caring but also jokes w his little a lot
so gentle and kind and ajdbsnshmsns
he is. the best cg for babyre ever.
he enjoys teaching regressors new things!! he has tonsss of info abt whatever they're interested in and he is so willing to infodump
does better w nonverbal regressors ngl ( cough cough wada.. )
if his little is upset, he panics a bit but tries his best to calm them down!
main little is his sister, with him being a babysitter for quite a few people
regressor hasegawa isnt that different from his usual self, actually
hes just a lot quieter and a lot shyer,,,
and weepier :(
he doesnt regress very often at ALL bc he thinks its embarrassing
^ he doesnt think regression is embarrassing in the slightest, he is just ashamed of himself in general
only regresses when nobody is around
^ excepttt that most of the times he slips its involuntarily.,.....
the first time he slipped in front of kamimura he cried,,
he was SO scared that kamimura was gonna hate him or something and kamimura was just confused 😭
he explained it afterwards ( his entire face was RED ) and kazutoshi just. did not care
like yeah he was happy that hasegawa had found a good coping mechanism but he like didnt care
( he totally did he just didnt wanna admit it )
kamimura lowkey becomes his cg but neither of them would admit it
#help why am i so scared to post yhis#“theyre gonna throw tomatoes at me 🥺🥺” <- thats what i sound like rn.#i actually have hcs for hiroaki wada and kamimura too but i didnt include them for reasons i will not specify (read the 2nd tag on this pos#i did not read these before posting bc i was too scared ngl#not main tagging this for unspecified reasons (read the 2nd tag on this post)#ojima takeshi#hasegawa ken#tetro agere#tetro danganronpa agere
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vex’alia ingellvar
mourn watch. dalish. necromancer. twenty-four.
dropped off at the mourn watch’s door, vex’alia has always battled with her origins. in her teenage years she received confirmation of her assumed dalish heritage, but has always felt a pull to a deeper answer she has yet to find.
from a young age she demonstrated an exceptional gift for speaking to the dead. spirits seemed to flock to her, even in her childhood. this made her more of a recluse, often choosing the company of the dead over the living. being one of the youngest mourn watchers, she has dealt with her fair share of skepticism and judgement despite her proven skills.
now leader of the veilguard, vex’alia rook, is tasked with managing her own internal battles all while saving the world.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#da:tv#datv#rook#mourn watch#rook ingellvar#oc: vex’alia#oooo looky an oc#why am i scared to post this#name inspo from critical role#i’m actually obsessed with her she may be the prettiest rook i’ve ever made#mine
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kai winn’s relationship to religion really is just so interesting to me in a way I come back to sometimes like. she’s the leader of a faith and her gods will not speak to her. they will speak to other people in front of her and they will make a human from a society that did not interfere with her planet’s suffering their emissary but they will not speak to her. and I’m sure she can do a lot to justify it in her mind because she would have to be able to in order to keep any faith, and she has to keep her faith because she says herself that’s all she had in the camps, but that’s still a terrible thing to experience. and I’m sure a lot of people would argue that it’s not real faith, it’s ambition, but I think it’s some of both, and most importantly I think on the most immediate levels she believes it’s faith.
and like I think she and a lot of other bajorans have a reason to have a really complicated relationship with the prophets because the more demonstrably real and powerful they are, the more they’re willing to interfere in things like the dominion war, the harder it would be for a lot of people to justify to themselves why the prophets didn’t do anything to stop the genocide of their chosen people. I think the pah wraiths plotline ultimately fell kind of flat when it kind of boiled down to “dukat’s weird cult” and it was also a victim of the season’s pacing issues, but it has some interesting implications regarding this divide in the bajoran people, particularly when their religious leader’s faith is being so seriously called into question.
#on one hand like ‘if there is a loving god why do bad things happen’ is of course an incredibly common religious struggle#but I do have to imagine it’s a little different when your gods are stopping an entire fleet but didn’t save your people yknow#viable religious schism at least#this got off topic I just think kai winn and her storyline are a lot more interesting than people give credit for#opinions around her often seem to start and end with ‘she’s a bitch’ which is. hm.#I’m not like. a winn apologist for things she actually did I just wish people would engage on a more interesting level lmao#san rant#sorry I stopped like actually tagging my posts I got scared#but i saw another post i didn't like so i am trying to make. a better post.
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hot lilo and stitch remake take why the fuck are you expecting these hollow cynical entirely brand-name-recognition profit driven live action remakes by a trillion dollar corporation to have any artistic value whatsoever and also why are you acting like the entirely predictable failures and shortcomings of these works are some sinister malicious plot with ulterior motives beyond "brand name recognition minimum effort recognizable ip cash grab"
#lilo and stitch#disney#live action lilo and stitch#disney lilo and stitch#like does it suck that this specific film was neutered in these particular ways? yes#but also why the fuck were you expecting better from The Disney Corporation™ in 2025 usamerica?#the original lilo and stitch was directed by Thee establishment white guy animated disney directors john musker and ron clements#and they deleted the scene where lilo explicitly warns tourists about the sirens meaning an imminent tsunami where she is taking advantage#of their ignorance to clear the beach bc she hates their very presence. bc that would be too preachy for the intended audience#even the original wasn't any sort of revolutionary art????#it had wonderful moments and was at the same time kind of a landmark moment of recuperation#which i know because it has so many people on tumblr defending it as some sort of revelatory revolutionary master work#as exemplified by that one specific post about how the more you think about it the more sinister the remake becomes#when the original was also a product of the at the time billion dollar corporation of disney#suddenly i am right back in 2019 and reading posts about how netflix cancelled santa clarita diet#because the environmental message was too edgy and controversial and reached too many people and the company got scared#when actually it was purely down to how season 2/3 of a show is when successful shows go through contract renegotiations#and everyone working on the show especially actors get more money thus the show is more expensive to make#so they cancelled it to avoid the additional $ like they were doing with every other netflix original that wasn't oitnb or stranger things#corporations don't care about the messages in their products they care purely about the profit potential of said products#there is no sinister conspiracy or concern over message whatsoever#i guess i'm sorry you were disappointed that the film that was obviously going to be dogshit was in fact dogshit?#but also shut the fuck up and grow the fuck up the villain is capitalism and not executives#rubbing their hands together and stripping the Overt Revolutionary Political Messages out of uhhhhhhhh the disney corporation's new product
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[I miss my wife tails voice] I miss my bestie (Impa Skyward Sword), Link. I miss her a lot.
#Why am I the only scholar in impa studies :(#Been quiet on this blog for a few reasons but admittedly a lot of it#Is that when I go to check to see if there's any new impa in the tag#There not only isn't#but chances are some chucklefuck is talking about her being mean to link again#And CURRENTLY I'm pissed tf off bc I let someone in the tag know they were being sexist/racist#And they deleted the fic link and I went huh. I'm surprised that actually worked#TURNS OUT#They did not in fact delete the damn fic from ao3#They just orphaned it#Like they kept the fucking fic up they just removed all ties to their account#THE GODDAMN NERVE#Scared of being called racist/sexist completely unconcerned with maybe being racist/sexist#I'm resisting the urge to namedrop them with every fiber of my being rn#Bc I'm getting the impression they're probably pretty young and I'll probs regret it#But like fuck you I know who you are I remember ur damn url#and congrats out of ensuring that damn fic will never ever be deleted now#Bc u can't delete orphaned works#My posts
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I loved the muppets as a kid. Horror media ruined it for me, partially. I hate bringing up the initials of this thing, so it'll not be mentioned by me. But let it be said: horror media loves pretending to be innocent kids content. They're deceptive bastards who ruin my life. They ruin things for me, and make me terrified of everything. I hate it. I hate it so, so much. Why must you ruin innocence and charm for me!? You bastards!
But there is still one exception to my fear. The Muppet Christmas Carol is still safe. Paul Williams and his lyrical genius are probably what keeps me running back there. Also, I just love A Christmas Carol. I've never read the book, but I so badly want to. If I could find a good copy of A Christmas Carol somewhere, I would devour that book with great eagerness. I love Christmas and the feelings of goodwill to all. It brightens my day significantly. Who doesn't love Christmas feelings? Maybe the holiday is an overly commerical thing. But it still brings me joy. I love it.
PS: I don't want this to seem like a callout post or something, but @wxth3r1ngflxw3r...this is why I never followed you back. You seem really nice, and it's nice seeing you tagging me or engaging with me. But this thing which scares me so...you seem to like it. So we have irreconcilable fandom differences. Like how my mom used to adore horror movies, while they always gave me nightmares. No offense to you. Again, I do like when you tag me or reblog stuff from me. It makes me feel noticed and appreciated.
#easily scared#i am really weak to scary things#they can haunt me for months#months!#so that's why i'm so sensitive#asd#autism#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#vent#venting#vent post#ventings#vent posta#vent posting#paul williams#music#charles dickens#a christmas carol#christmas
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Personal post incomming <3 (after this one)
The upcomming post is going to be very personal. I feel very comfortable in this community, and with my self-insert I'm sharing a big part of my actual self - of the person behind this account. I'll be introducing myself in a more honest and reflective way, almost a huge contrast to how I usually come across ^^" But I'm still very cheerful while doing so and there's a lot of humor in it!! so... nothing to worry abt x3
I'm beyond grateful to be able to express myself here in a way i honestly can't anywhere else. I'll never stop doing that. Y'all are stuck with me and my yapping and my antics- Okay wait, I sounded way to serious up there, lemme do it try again:
FELLAS, MY NEXT POST IS ABOUT MY SELF-INSERT. I YAPPED TOO MUCH AND IT GOT VERII PERSONAL - and kinda serious idk how that happened- oopsie, ANYWAYS it's gonna be long as hell and filled with my heart and soul
I just wanted to give you all a heads-up before you get jumpscared by me (again. what's new???)
It's basically going to be me introducing myself. Dw tho; it's nothing dramatic or sad :3 just me going "HI! This is me! :3" but this time not as El but as Em, aka me-me, the real one, you know-
tl;dr: Silly as always, posting my self-insert soon, post will be long, I overshared and revealed my soul. whoopsie! (^^ゞ
#el & em#yap yap#even this is long *sigh*#things I do instead of writing for S&S :(#tbh I can't write stories atm so this is good actually#I am so scared no joke#the thing is 2k- i think I won't post all of it just now (basically just removing the fun facts section)#IN THIS HOUSE WE STAY SILLY i scream rn; after I finished the post I'm referencing to here#I have no idea why and how it happened (wanted to post my self-insert - made a whole-ass post about me myself and I instead)#but it did happen and I spend way to much time and effort to back down now
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got an idea hoping to god i can finish it in one sitting cus i feel like i havent been making enough arttttt also listening to my tadc fansong playlist and like you guys would not believe the amount of opinions i have abt all the ones ive heard
#i think i have a handfull of a little controversial opinions...#not too extreme like not that controversial but a little maybe. which is why im afraid to post them HAHA#i dont really know why. i am not scared of expressing conflicting thoughts but i think i get worried#abt comign across as mean for the ssake of it or smth . or that ill make someone feel sad#which i shouldnt. its funny songs but i am like a tiny little thing with a sword fighting off a large evil beast (ocd)#im being hyperbolic cus its funnier to me#...i worry i bring up my ocd too much on this blog but also it is kind of an unavoidable thing like half the time bc its very prominent#so whatever! i only bring it up if it actually has to do w what im saying anywayyyyy ill be less vocal abt it once ive got my meds back
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Imogen vs Bloody Rose || Chapter 16: Hell House
#Pretty Little Liars HBO#Pretty Little Liars: Summer School#PLLSS#PLL Summer School#pllosedit#pllssedit#plledit#plldaily#Imogen Adams#Bailee Madison#filmtvdaily#userbbelcher#cinemapix#horrorwomensource#userladiesblr#dailywomen#smallscreensource#usertelevision#tvgifs#Rachel's edit tag#PLLSS spoilers#long post#my question is.... why did she leave after Imogen unmasked her?#like..... she was in the middle of strangling Imogen and she just bolted after her mask was off?#I feel like there's going to be some sort of explanation that it wasn't actually Davie but as a Davie HATER I would love -#if it truly was her lmao#anyway. I am. so fucking scared for Tabby's test
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drawign.... dandys worl.... how do we feel about shrimpo angst
#rambles#dandys world#shrimpo#dw#i always get so nervous about the idea of posting angsty art whatsoever#i do not know why. i suppose im scared of making people uncomfortable ?#i like drawing my favorite characters sad. sorry#semi related note ive been playing dw a lot lately ? and i really like shrimpo#entirely predictable. because i am the guy who likes shrimp#i had a thought/fic idea about him thay i didnt feel like actually writing. so i drew a comic about it#anyways. offers that out there. hypothetically
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