#wrongpersonwrongtime

[hauntedliability]

Friends We Remain

Friends we remain, you said.

The type of friends that confide, the ones who enjoy their time

But where on earth do i draw the line?

Do i dismiss your compliments, and the way you speak

Even though your words make me incredibly weak

I'll never admit of course, because friends we remain

But why is it you i picture, when i think of dancing in the rain?

You say our energies are compatible, that your lust is strong

You tell me you're drawn to me, that i could be the one

I'm soft, unique, intoxicating

I make it so hard to concentrate

Maybe so much that it makes you hold a little hate

But, friends we remain

I'm spoken for, you say

But can i elaborate, talk, explain myself. If i may?

What if i told you i felt the same?

My thoughts run wild, and they can't be tamed

Could you handle that? Let it roam free?

If i showed up, would you open the door and invite me in for tea?

Would you look at me pitiful, and turn me away

"you shouldn't have come", this needs to decay

Would you take me to the garden, to look at your stars

Allowing them to see the creation, it's their fault not ours

Would you touch my soul, hold me close

Tell me pretty things, see where it flows

If you showed up at my wedding, would you make me faulter?

Make me reconsider, and run from the alter

Watching my exclamations bend, morph and twist

Seeing question marks replacing them, certainty turns to mist

When you're around, nothing remains clear

I know i hold things back out of fear

Hoping somehow i could find a way

That would keep you around, make you want to stay

But nothing lasts forever, right?

We can't live our lives on "maybes" and "mights"

I'll miss our talks, and i'll miss the flirt

But friends we remain...

Even if it hurts.

[hauntedliability]

Dive Into Reality.

I couldn't let you stay, i know it wasn't practical

Although i won't deny that your aura was magical

The way you made me feel was dangerous to see,

I started to do things that really were not me.

i'd jeprodise my dignity, hoping we'd aligned,

But you knew, deep down, you'd never handle being confined.

I was yours, but you weren't mine,

Soon enough, it came the time.

To get off the train, and leave the station,

And i'm right where you left me, still in contemplation.

I broke my own heart, you were too polite to do it,

But sometimes, i like to fantasise that maybe we were a perfect fit.