#wtfwasithinking

[marsy-hellscream]

Some of my characters concepts. Gotta pen a few more :) From the series "Idiots of Warcraft and other Peculiar Creatures"

Since my writing may be a bit weird, here be the names and stats of these lovely fellas (sort of tried sticking to Blizzard's guidelines in regards to orcs stature and disposition):

Grimnog Strongbeast H: 7'20 (220cm); W: 440p(200kg)

Drazzmash Thunderfang H: 6'7 (200cm); W: 330p(150kg)

Mogzeg Sharpstrike H: 6'11 (210cm); W:330p (150kg)

P.S. Sorry if the names are not the best, I suck big time at naming.

P.P.S. Yes, Grim is heavily inspired by Grommash Hellscream, moving on.

[snarkyoracle]

To everyone who said it would get easier when they were older? Yeah. Spend 90% of my time yelling at the older two..... #squirrel #bipolarfairy#wtfwasithinking #espressototherescue #wherethefuckisthebus https://www.instagram.com/p/B3UMBN_BgLQ/?igshid=puyfjfzvcvkv

[derekdiscaniopictures]

Come over to TikTok for the everybody but you challenge 🤓

[lifewithcasti]

the colder it gets in Texas, the more ridiculous I dress 🤷🏻‍♀️ (thank goodness I work from my phone! 🤦🏻‍♀️) In other news…. Mirror Doors went up today (probably should have cleaned them before the selfie 😝oops) #remodel #amiabuilder #wtfwasithinking #texaswinter #imeffincold #sweatsallday #messyhair #momlife #tripletmom #mirrorselfie https://www.instagram.com/p/CY_ziwhuEQy/?utm_medium=tumblr

[mikiejr81]

#wtfwasithinking 😂 (at Long Fork Road Virgie, Kentucky) https://www.instagram.com/p/CW8nWrNsOF2/?utm_medium=tumblr

[hyde13mr]

Bad enough to sport the pink at the half marathon with these two hotties! I gotta pee... #wtfwasithinking

[crazybeautiful69]

💯Facts on facts on facts!🤣😂No probably to it!🤨🤷‍♀️ #gotem #factsonfactsonfacts #wtfwasithinking #alwaystrustyourgut #temporarylapseinjudgement #fuckitallup #younastybitch #lildickhavingass #anyways #🤣😂🤣 #letmestopthere #unfiltered https://www.instagram.com/p/CBQu16dhNrC49UxieG7WhYwx2ei2my8MdwwJgE0/?igshid=16kgtnb3fy6ea

[fivecatfish]

Ah yes - back when I was strong and stupid and never thought my hips and knees would feel like they do today - leg-pressing somewhere around 500kg!! #memoriesoftheday #wtfwasithinking #tbt https://www.instagram.com/p/B79agpvg6WD/?igshid=zwlawvy36b8j

[chaotictana]

#throwbackthursday to when I got snakebites in grade 11 ‘cause I thought they were cool and then my mom nearly killed me. 🤷🏻‍♀️😈 #tbt #sorrymom #snakebites #wtfwasithinking #wherearemyeyebrows #ugh

[jerseydevilss]

Cut off wheel hit snag cutting and flew outta my hands... wheeeew, glad I got some layers on today! Lmao. #cuttingmishap, #dangerdanger, #wtfwasithinking, #cutoffwheel, #jerseydevil, #speedshop (at Jersey Devil Speed Shop, LLc.) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5S66wOh_xr/?igshid=tiimzda3ejs7

[marsy-hellscream]

Orc Romance 1.0.1. or the movie "Dumb and Persistent" part 3. Grim is trying to be romantic... If that concept has ever crossed his mind.

Two original characters of mine, based off of Warcraft universe. Any resemblance with actual characters is either on purpose or coincidental :D Having fun with random concepts.

[afrolatinasugar]

I got my hair done similar to this today because I've really been wanting this hairstyle. But now I'm like damn bitch can you wear this on a date.... probably not lol. I can but my buns into one bigger bun but I still don't know if that will fly on a POT date. What do you think ladies?

[nanashisaka96]

I found this drawing I made way back in high school. God damn I was such an edgelord, it’s so embarrassing if it wasn’t kinda hilarious 😂 #drawing #olddrawing #highschool #angel #pencildrawing #sketch #monochromatic #art #edgelord #wtfwasithinking #oldsketch #olddrawings https://www.instagram.com/p/B0-tyqtn61x/?igshid=1f68rws6sgt8u

[nellfell13]

I’m just gonna leave this here... #tbt ##wtfwasithinking #throwback #bighair #fro #afro #curlygirl #punk #curlyhair #prebigchop https://www.instagram.com/p/B07L2eEBq43/?igshid=1qjag76tzxjy6

[inkgangboss]

*Swipe to see the time-lapse* . I made a self-commitment to try and post something daily to practice and to fine tune my brushes. Last night I hit a pretty hard block. I had nothing, zilch, zippo… I decided I wasn’t going to post. That didn’t feel right. I had made a commitment, after all. So after burning my retinas staring into a white screen for what seemed too long, I started drawing a face with no idea what I’d end up with. . While sketching I saw a possible Clint Eastwood character, Hugh Jackman as Wolverine, an emo-douchebag… but somehow avoided them all and landed on my version of a character from a Cartoon I watched as a kid, and hardly remember: Space Pirate Captain Harlock. I didn’t even realize I was going there until I added a patch because it felt like the right thing to do. . Weird. . #WTFwasithinking #captainharlock #nerd https://www.instagram.com/p/BzyAsuvgkWz/?igshid=113p8025tn0j5

[life-coach-and-mama-blog]

My Interest in Psychology..and why it got put on hold.

I consider myself blessed to have discovered my passion so young. I was probably only in 6th grade when I decided the path I wanted to take was in counseling. I loved helping people, and I realized a lot of my friends trusted me and came to me to talk about things. I always felt like the motherly one. 

As I continued to get older and finish middle school and became a high schooler, I still had the same passion, but it seemed like a dream. I hated school and I never thought about college, so I didn’t think it would really happen.

When I was 18 my priorities changed and I just wanted to be an “adult” and move out of my parents house. I wasn’t prepared for it financially, but I was going to find a way to make it happen. I ended up in a relationship with a man we’ll call Charlie. Charlie & I decided to move in together and we got our first apartment in early 2007.

I felt so grown up, working my first full time job at a retail store while he was a warehouse worker; honestly we were doing OK in the start. Then I got fired and he decided we should move to a different town in this very crappy unfinished house (aka a basement apartment with an empty upstairs) that his sister in law’s father owned. I didn’t want to, but he said he was going with or without me and I didn’t want to move back home! So we packed up and moved about 80 miles away to a spider infested home with a cement shower and an unfinished ceiling in the kitchen.

That didn’t last long. My parents came to visit after a few months of us living there and they offered to let us rent their basement (trust me - a huge improvement). We agreed. Packed up and moved 80 miles back. 

I was still trying to figure out my life. I was still unemployed (our rent was so dirt cheap, I didn’t try hard to find a job. Charlie was still working his warehouse job making more than enough and we had a room mate for awhile). 

March of 2008, I received a message from a good friend of mine back home in North Carolina where I grew up. She told me that my middle/highschool boyfriend (who I still to this day consider my “first love”) committed suicide and he was no longer with us. At that moment, I felt like I needed to be back  home.

Charlie and I decided to vacation to North Carolina and visit my friends. The visit turned into moving there. And we did. Which lasted until the beginning of 2009. Things weren’t going great for us. Despite both working a retail job, we weren’t bringing in enough money compared to our irresponsible spending habits, and we went into a lot of credit card debt.

We both moved back home (literally); me to my parents house and Charlie to his mom’s house. We both transferred our jobs to Illinois, so we were working when we came home. For some crazy reason, we decided one more time to try and move out on our own. We moved about 15 miles from where I lived with my parents. I got a new full time job with at a brand new cell phone store in town and he continued working his retail job. 

We were doing OK again financially; we weren’t by any means rich, but we made it work. However, the love wasn’t there anymore. Honestly, it was gone when we were in NC and we had been fighting a lot before even moving there. I discovered while we were living in NC he cheated on me with one of my “Friends”. 

I should also mention (and if he found this blog he’d probably have something to say) he was very emotionally abusive toward me. He told me I was stupid, he told me I didn’t deserve to hear I was beautiful, and he told me it was my fault he cheated on me. I never had the confidence to enroll in school because he told me I wasn’t good enough for college and that I’d be an awful counselor because my advice sucks.

We broke up. 

I like to call this the “Beginning of my screwing up phase”. I’ll get into more details on all my early 20′s shenanigans, but there is an important message to take away from all of this: 

I moved home and in August 2010, I started college. And I’ve been in college ever since... Now I have 2 college degrees, working on a third one, and achieved my life coaching certification.

I may be becoming a counselor later in life than I expected, but I made my dream come true and I am excited that in 2 short years I’ll finally be done and able to turn my business into a private practice :)