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i like to think of jam as such a “would you love me in another universe” type of relationship. or what could’ve been? that’s what feels so tragic to me. like - jay could’ve been the only other somewhat close relationship tim had in his life other than brian. or if they had met under different circumstances, would it have been healthier? or even how jay felt? he said it himself he wasn’t exactly doing anything pre-mh. hmm. he felt less alone; but i can only wonder how else it could’ve gone if they were close in another scenario. or ; if they could’ve met in a less depressing part of their lives. they are like a book with the last pages ripped out!
#rambling#sharing my EMO thoughts#if that were me i’d never stop thinking about it#ohhh toxic … i want it ..#nobody asked for this i just like to yap#dumping my emo lil jam thoughts onto you guys#i’m cringe but i’m free.#they make me so :3 but also so ;-;#jam marble hornets#jam mh#i’m looking too far into this but no. i need to look further into it.#jay merrick#tim wright#i think about them alot#mh#HMM.#ship rambling#of me#“it’s not that deep#yes it is.#yeah just random basic rambles#vinny thoughts ♡
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#i used to hoard all of my old school papers with the thought of one day; i'll use them to draw on instead of letting them go to waste!#...........yeah the paper gain was faster than the usage. piled up very fast. worst era of my life my room was always so MESSY skdjffdkjhd#some survived though! thats why you see some very basic chem in the back :P hated it back then and i still hate it now#UHM#oh!!! yeah the art. dskhjdfsjhf. found two markers at random with colours that work rlly nicely together so ive just been doodling like crz#and i rly like how this one turned out.. check out that schnozz!#i wish i was better at retaining simple flowy shapes in my art; especially when i try to finish a sketch digitally. i tend to lose it!#i'll get better at it but only with time! alas#OKAY. IM DONE RAMBLING#LOL.#okay#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk#crk fanart#mystuff#doodle
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makes a meme for my Esper!Tsubomi / Tsubomi/Mob roleswap Au that Ive shared with like one person lmao
#mostly i just think the tsubomi and pre-redemption teru dynamic i made is silly#the tsubomi-teru dynamic i made overall is silly. the person i shared this au with said rheyre basically ladybug and chat noir and w my#secondhand knowledge of ladybug. yeah. yeahh dbdbdbdbdndh (theyre not romantic in this au)#(tho teru does first think theyre soulmates during his ‘im the main character’ phase bc clearly if shes another esper then theyre destined#to be together SORRY FOR RAMBLING ABT MY AU IN THE TAGS ILL STOP LOL#mob psycho 100#takane tsubomi#tsubomi takane#hanazawa teruki#teruki hanazawa#tsubomi psycho 100#< what i call the au lol#id in alt text#artists on tumblr#OH YEAH ik when i drew tsubomi for that comic i gave her slightly curly hair i think she straightens it during the show. but its naturally#curly. so its not curly in this doodle#it gets curly in the end when shes not maintaining her ‘perfect image’#SORRY IF IM JUST LIKE. POSTING RANDOM AUS NOW ive had ideas i didnt get to draw bc i was focused on the secret spirit lol
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hiii hello so we are just going to go out on a limb here and ask if it'd be cool with you if we wrote some kind of fanfic based on / set in what we understand to be your post canon setting for isat? we might just spend a bunch of time thinking about scenarios within it rather than write any actual fanfiction But we have definitely strayed into Wanting To terrain so we wanna ask before we get too caught up in the idea. your take is awesome and we know we've been putting our thoughts in our reblog tags but at this point we are runnning out of "normal words" there are emotions only poetry masquerading as prose fanfiction can convey now. anyway totally understand if not Have a good day !
oh absolutely go right ahead!! It's my thought that i make fanwork in a communal sense so, if it inspires other people that's kind of the ideal outcome LMAO. But yeah go nuts!!
My musings on postcanon are vague at best and lightly self-contradictory anyway so its not exactly a 'setting' anyone could Fuck Up since 1. its not really Mine per se (it is a fanwork. and to me fanworks are just kind of... for other fans?? to me?? idk lol. like i didnt make the canon lol im not staking claim or authority on anything it feels weird) and 2. i think like the only solid 'plot points' in my perception of postcanon i bash dolls together in is like. Loop came back only a couple months at max while the party was still travelling around After picking up Nille (ambiguous vague timing) and they and Siffrin are going through great pains to obfuscate loops identity because theyre sure that for some reason they are paranoid revealing this would be Bad. and then just all the shit i detailed re: isabeau torment nexus. so like. these three posts (x) (x) (x). and uh. yeah thats like it. i dont keep a clear order of events in my head at all i just think its fun to maximise polycule disaster bullshit for whats probably outright Months before resolving it into "oh okay theyre together now its okay guys dont worry" in whatever level of romance through qpr that you please. which as someone who thinks the whole party is just gonna fall into some weird fucking extended qpr-polycule inevitably im sure u can assume my thoughts are similarly. vague as hell and mildly contradcictory. again.
anyway uhhh yeah go nuts show nuts (optional) have fun the above is to just hand you more posts to feed to your Mind Maw and have ideas about if you want them since generating ideas in other people is What Poasts Are For 👍👍👍
(edit: oh i am reading more of ur tag rambles that i missed just now. :) i like your thourts and reads!)
#lucabytetalks#idk !! rambled again for no real reason besides to hopefully assuage any fears that id be against you doing whatever the hell u want.#like im not an authority here have funnnn play in the spaaace and i basically never peruse ao3 and dont read much fic#(which means for all intents and purposes: if you dont want me to see things i probably wont. but if you do i dont mind being tagged)#(this extends to anyone and everyone btw)#i do have other rambly ass text posts under my lucabytetalks tags between my ask answers and random posts so if youre willing to dig i have#other random scattered thoughts. but thats entirely optional you do not have to do that im just telling u bc sometimes i didnt#fandom tag them. so uh. yeah. lol. sorry if my more niche bullshit is harder to find#isat spoilers
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bro forgot it was a game about learning to forgive yourself even after seeing the full weight of the consequences of your actions, and realizing that you can still be loved and relearn how to love despite everything. Forgot it was a game about overcoming grief and realizing the world still moves on, with or without you, whether or not you think it's fair or if you blame yourself. You still have responsibility over your actions, and everything you do still matters, but forgiveness never promised an easy path. The complete opposite really. It's something you have to fight for, especially against yourself. You still can change people's lives for the better or worse even if you think you aren't worth a second thought. Bro forgot its a game about fighting for a better future even if things could never be the way they were before, I can tell.
#woah seeing random omori discourse on here. just. dear god#honey#darling. I'm holding you by the shoulders. say it with me.#yeah they fucked up. but guilt isolates. shame isolates. it's about learning to forgive yourself. its about being human.#I really enjoy this game can you tell.#I do think some people need to retake basic literature classes or touch grass perhaps. because JESUS CHRIST there are some bad takes#like this. this is the bare bones of the themes thats not even getting into individual characters or the motifs#anyways#omori#omori spoilers#raven rambles#supppeeeer normal about this game.
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I NEED TO YAP ABT THIS FIXATION I HAD A YEAR AGO OR I WILL EXPLODE










and damn i really loved rio 😭
i've deleted the rio content off my phone and i downloaded the images and gifs off of my imgflip
#toasti rambles#toasti rambles about fandoms#toasti's ocs#< kinda (quinn and phoebe)#yeah i shipped nico and pedro at the time too. i still kinda do but what was so intriguing about RIO 😭#also my design for the blue macaw family ATE#so did luiz's design i actually love it sm ✨#don't mind the random angsty edit in the middle of the images lmao#why did i give rafael a skirt tho-#ig it matches considering how much he serves 💅🏽#yeah quinn is half blind and also i gave her and nico some pretty intense lore#so basically they accidentally burned the forest they lived in down ...#yeah.#nico went south to rio de janeiro and quinn went north to america#idk in my rio 3 au when the canon characters go to the americas to find blu's parents#they find quinn and phoebe#and quinn just lore drops lmao
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Mars borderlands Aus inspiration be coming from the wildest places sometimes
I have a terraria au
I have not one
But two aus that involve the owl house
I have a plant zombie apocalypse au.
This statement, at first, seems pretty normal, but the twist is that the fucking MLP infection aus are what inspired me to create it.
What autism does to a mf alright
#yeah#and on the other hand i have a au thats basically just like#Maya endures way more betrayal au before meeting the raiders#WAIT FUCK I MEANT BETRAYAL TRAUMA#and gets every reason to become distrustful of everyone#so she becomes a distant bastard#its okay tho things get better i promise 💜#im sorry im just rambling in my own tags again arent I?#my bad y’all#borderlands#my post#mars’s random thoughts
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having dorf thoughts feeling unwell



#random excerpts of this rambling conversation i���ve been writing for the past few months#it’s basically a doc i just update everytime i have a new revelation abt him#this probably will be a scene in my ordinary life#in a later chapter#yeah lol#writings#ganondorf#zelda fanfiction
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Where i'm from people often say this about living in a student dorm as opposed to renting an apartment (when you go to college/university). I can't even count how many times i've been told "You haven't experienced real adult life if you haven't lived in a dorm" or "how can you say that your life as a student is hard if you haven't lived in a dorm?"
Many people treat it as sort of an initiation rite for adulthood. It always bugged me cause i'm neurodivirgent and i literally wouldn't survive in a dorm for like a million reasons. For example, i have severe OCD and if i lived without hot water for more than a week, i would go insane and drive crazy everyone around me as well. I know that cause i have lived without water and even without electricity. Did it make me stronger? Did it teach me something meaningful about life? Nope, it just really sucked.
I'm fortunate to afford a room in an apartment with a washing machine, a microwave, hot water 24/7 (well, almost. It's a regional thing.)
And finding this apartment was extremely difficult and i can barely afford it but for me it was that or living in conditions that would make me unable to study efficiently and negatively impact my mental health. So i think the whole "you don't know real life if you haven't experienced bad living conditions/hardship/poverty in general" is kind of an ableist take. I mean, if i'm lucky enough to be able to choose, i choose hot water and a washing machine over an opportunity to "build character".

#for context: in our university dorm there was no hot water at all for like 2 or 3 years#they got it fixed in 2024 i think??#so before that people would just heat the water on a stove in order to take a shower#and i really really hate doing that#i have done that many times and i will never stop hating that#so yeah i think dorms suck#also there are a lot of other people and i don't think i'd do well with that fact#i have only two flatmates and they fucking hate me for no reason 😭#my addition to the post is just random rambling basically
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Writers, here’s your reminder that you should be doing warm-ups!
Athletes need to warm up. Musicians need to warm up. Artists need to warm up. Heck, I even have to play a few matches in video games before I get into a groove every day.
Warm-ups help you get into the right headspace, give you more control of your actions and word choice, get you comfortable in your physical setting (eg: with your keyboard, notebook, tablet, or whatever you're writing with), and spark creativity.
Even if you don’t think you have spoons to write, sit down and do a couple warm-ups. If you still don’t want to, that’s alright. But. I think you’ll be surprised how often they help break that ice.
5-15 minutes is all you need. I personally set a timer for ten minutes each time and do not stop writing until the time is up. Your warm-up can be anything at all so long as it gets you writing and starts nudging those creative juices.
Here's some common warm-ups:
Journaling. Just jot down some notes about your day. Feel free to really lean into something that you noticed. We're going for description and details -- try to avoid settling into a spiral or focusing on something negative that will upset your creativity.
Short story prompts. Type that into Pinterest and pick the most ridiculous, cliche thing you can. Write a little scene, story summary, or even a rant about why you do or don't like the prompt. Just write.
Vocab challenge. If you like a bit more critical thinking to get you in the zone, have a random vocabulary word generator spit out five or so words. Check their meanings and jot down a little story or thought that includes all five. You get more familiar with beautiful and descriptive language, and it gives you a much narrowed prompt (which is lovely if you're like me and suffer each time there's an open-ended task assigned).
Character moments. Try putting your character into a generic setting and write down almost meticulously what their thought process would be. Follow them realizing they've just stepped in mud or dreading the start of the day. Pick a mundane thing and describe them working through it. This will not only get your writing going, but it will wake up the character's voice in your head.
Ongoing storytelling. Did you know that Whinnie the Poo was A.A. Milne's warm up story? He would jot down a quick little story with those very basic characters and did so every day. Whatever came to mind. He kept writing little tidbits on the same characters and eventually it turned into a series. Having that ongoing plot with isolated scenes and simple characters can help you feel more motivated to sit down and write.
Get-to-know-you-questions. Google a list of basic first-date questions (there are a million out there) and answer one yourself. Go into specifics. Where do you most want to travel and why? Let yourself ramble until the question is fully answered.
Writer's block blues. This is a favorite of mine. If you're truly stuck, write about being stuck. Eg: 'I'm supposed to write for ten minutse, but that feels so stupid and impossible. No one is goign to read this anyway. I have no ideas and the page is so overwhelming when its blank. I used to be able to write on and on and nothing could stop me. it was like breathing. but now I have nothign and do nothing and I can't even do a stupid prompt-' Even the rambling and ranting got me writing. It made things easier. It made writing this post easier. Also -- notice the typos? Yeah, don't fix those. You're in writing mode, not editing mode when you're doing this. If you edit while you write, you're forcing yourself to stay in your executive and calculating headspace rather than falling fully into creativity and dream. Ignore the mistakes. That's for future you to handle.
I've officially rambled far too much, but I hope that helps even a little bit. Live well and write often, my friends. Best of luck to you <3
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wife
#i wanna talk about her bc ive had a breaktrough#ok so the game shes from is very very silly. the premise is that you can NOT understand these guys.#shes constantly saying nonsense that you can somewhat??? derive a meaning from.#and ive had a minor obstacle where i dont know how to implement that confusion into our relationship.#im not good at being random like the way she was written so thats a no-go.#anyway ive decided. she just speaks a language i dont understand!! that way shes still just rambling but there are words behind it yaknow.#right now im mainly thinking french bc. despite having had it for 7 years i still only know the basics =w=#which makes sensee because her canon sentences still make sense gramatically and.#sillyposting#yaknow.#wife isnt french bc of the romance but bc its a hard language and embodies so many horrors.#anyway its perfect bc now i KNOW what she'd be trying to say but its still nonsensical in my head =w=bb YIPPEEE#now to fix the issue with the...... ending. that one is a bit harder.#rn im just thinking 'oh yeah were stuck in a revive-loop' which. does work for how we are. but i need some oomph behind it yaknow.#plus canon really isnt supernatural and i LIKE having a definite end like that.....?hmmmm
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what a nice day. i guess i should get to work on the asgore post. it hasn't been that long, has i-
WHAT THE FUCK!?!??!??!? ok but like for real this blog was made in the middle of my school year. this shit was like a hobby, i did NOT think about maintaining it, but it's actually kinda fun (and yes i'm not followed to myself because fuck no). but yeah, my fault g's, original gangsters, i will work on the asgore lore drop... at 3:11 AM. ...okay maybe i should actually focus more on sleeping seeing as i sleep at 4 am almost every day which, i dunno bout you, but i think it's not actually that healthy.
#random's insane rambling#yeah there's no joke i'm just sleep deprived#and dont worry about me abandoning this blog.#i spend more effort on it than i have on most things#i will however be gaming on black ops 3 modded zombies#that and ULC. UFS (rare). UJD (rarest). Undertale Infinity (uncommon). and other roblox utdr games#yeah i still play roblox THE FUCK YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT FUCKERS I'M BORED AS SHIT#I BASICALLY HAVE CHRONIC BOREDOM AND I CAN JUST GET SICK OF A GAME AFTER TEN MINUTES#anyways yeah chronic boredom lazy ass bad sleep schedule here. howdy.#i'm flowey. flowey the flowe-
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one of my players drew some of my antagonists???

#rune's tabletop adventures#runic ramblings#aaaaaAAAAAAAAA I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I'M SO GLAD THEY'RE ENJOYING THIS LITTLE SIDEPLOT I WROTE FOR THEM ;;;;;;;#it's the necromancy crew btw :3#i won't share it here cuz she has her own social media so that'd be basically reposting. and i don't wanna ask for her tumblr lmao but.#yeah. don't mind me my heart is just exploding#these characters mean so much to meeeeeee#it is terrifying but thrilling that people are actually interested in them?#mortifying ordeal of being known and all that etc etc.#i DO have art of them that I should post here but ajskdla there are random flaws in it I found since moving it off my phone so#I need to do some cleanup on it first#anyway#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i shut up abt ffxiv for now hii good noon u all take care :3 <333
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#funny thing is whenever i ramble or talk irl. it's so alphinaud LMFAO!!!!!#actually unintentionally i do the 🤓☝️ irl. wnvr i talk and wna bring smth up or wtvr i put my finger up. my friends bully me for it 💔💔💔#even my Dad calls me a nerd but wtf mate i got this from you... bro decided to make me and my twin into video games And music And literature#and he's the kinda guy who likes all music? so me and jodi got into that. but also w lit and games LMFAOOO#and the space-nerd in us... we literally have a space encyclopaedia we were obsessed w as kids bcs of our aunt on his side (i love her!)#and it's bcs of him we have books from mr richard feynman and mr carl sagan and Evolution and#does he. did he not expect us to fall in love w science and stem and so many interests when he made us grow up w bill nye and other shows#and everything and all that. to the point i asked my friends to get me the origin of species for my bday bcs they wanted to get me smth#and i kind of begged my parents to let me buy katie mack's book when i saw it in the store for the first (and since then Only) time#LMFAO. yeah. i love being a nerd.#it's silly tho bcs he's the reason we have philosophy books on the bookshelf which made me obsessed w the nicomachean ethics when he hasn't#even finished it (but why do we have 2 copies of it... that's so silly) and Wow. yeah#so now i love classics and fantasy and nonficton and science books and philosophy and etc#and music from classical to metal to pop to rock to the random in betweens and other languages#and the reason why i am so good w tech and love games sm. wow#sorry to yap abt my dad and Our interests and abt being a nerd LMFAO#been thinking abt this again bcs i asked my dad (again) who his fav in ff7 is. and also may the 4th Star Wars i love you#and my dad has the whole collection of star trek movies but somehow depsite growing up w it i Haven't gotten into star trek properly.#OH AND b4 he said aerith is his fav in ffvii :3 or barret. for diff reasons. YAY aerith he's just like me frfr#but yeah recently he said basically all of them bcs they all have their own characters and stories that are huzzah. man i love my dad#rambles over. i stop oversharing. but it's ok i overshare but barely anyone knows a thing abt me i am so mysterious ☝️🫵😎🆒👌
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Still thinking about killbot 86 being a cute giant bear♥️
#chewys notes#killbot 86#woy#wander over yonder#just random ramblings#I made up a wip of him as a animal crossing villager#Basically tracing the 3d model of them#And i love him#yeah it look weird#but omgggg#i fucking love him#holy fuck
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always forget how much fun i find lineless digital painting until i do it again, for some reason i always expect it to be hell but then i get started and it's like,,, oh wait this fucks actually
WIP under the cut if anyone is curious fsdjkl
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this is about fifteen mins in, I did a simple sketched outline of the bulk shapes first and then blocked out the gist of everything with my paint brush, and I've just gone in and detailed the hands a bit (since they're a good starting place i think for figuring out lighting :3 <- has no idea what they're talking about)
#to be fair this one is a bit easier since i'm using a photo to go off of fdsjkl#so i can reference it for shadows and whatnot#but the hair is different and the outfit is different (the guy does have a hood up though which is incredibly helpful)#the background is the photo btw fdsjkl i ain't doing all that#this is for my fake polaroids project fsjdkl going to just do some random snapshot sort of things#i have ... no schooling or teaching on anything so i really do not have any idea what im doing 90% of the time HFSDGJKL#so if i say some shit... just nod along okay LMAO unless u have something helpful to tell me then pls do dsjkl i love learning#when u are afraid of the art classes in highschool and are afraid to show anyone ur art basically ever then u dont get opportunity to learn#but !! i am figuring shit out myself and its fun to study my art and figure out what im doing that's good and what needs work#and then learning how to study other artists work and figure out what THEYRE doing that u like a lot and how to incorporate it into ur own#but yeah i do wish i'd taken art class in highschool ig fdsfjkl i probably would've been too scared to do much though RIP#me when i ramble for ages about art oops okay back to working on my shit fhdsghjkl#dandy.cmd#doodlebug.jpeg
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