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i know i am not the first or last person to be like this

so i think those people can understand

the fundamental wrongness of our being

and how we will never find a place to fix it.

"i dont belong here"

i think that's okay though, being wrong

ive always hated being something i wasn't.

and we can belong to anything we want!

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by C A Soukup

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It's almost too late

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Dormant Giants, Shinjuku 新宿

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::BITPUNK::

Staying at the 東横イン

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winter's my favourite season which is unfortunate because its also the period in which i pathetically stopped being a person #seasonal depression #i cant get myself to get out of bed #everything is too loud and too itchy at the same time #i hate talking and texting and existing i dont want to be here

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dude you're not a fictional character,

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appalled at our very humanity. sometimes. ive never felt so angry. so frustrated. there are millions of people who have suffered like you and did not become the smelliest asshat known to man.

you are weak willed if you continue to chose pride over humility. venom over sympathy. we have the free will to choose, and all the times you couldve chosen to, i don't know, be a decent fucking person you don't. gross, sooo gross so pathetic i hope you suffer more and blame no one but yourself for that suffering. i hope you can get that head outta your ass

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absolutely hate the unwillingness of others to be compassionate and instead stick to being the largest asshat until they irreparably harm someone. sorry your friend had to get hurt just for you to progress your character arc, i guess. sorry you feel guilty about it, wouldve been really nice if you opened your fucking eyes to all the people trying to help you before you hurt someone, i guess.

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