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(Tw mild vent)
For the first time since I was maybe 13 I had a trauma related dream last night, but rather than it be about things that happened to me it was about what I've done and the guilt I feel about them. I'm in a between stage with my guilt where sometimes I'm okay with what I've done and I understand that guilt is a natural part of it, but then there's the times when it haunts me more than anything. Usually, sleeping is a way for me to escape things I feel and normally I don't dream, but with new meds we've started recently I dream a lot now and its not as much of an escape as it used to be. It just kind of sucks I guess, and I wish it wasn't like this.
#-馃悮#actually osdd#did osdd#did system#osdd#osdd system#osddid#endos do not interact#endos fuck off#endos dni#fuck endos#tw vent#i considered not posting this but since this account is dedicated to documenting our experiences as a system i felt it belonged here#especially since in source trauma isnt talked about nearly enough it really is something that as a fictive deeply affects me
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Hello! We're The Valley System, we're an osdd 1b system of 35. Our default/collective pronouns are they/he, we're here for gits and shiggles, to make system friends, and document our experiences as a system in the world.
A list of sign offs will also be kept here on the intro post as people choose theirs
Armin: 馃悮
Nico: 馃
DNI: endos, homophobes, transphobes, proshippers, loli/shota cons, pedos, etc.
#-馃悮#did system#did osdd#actually did#did community#actually osdd#osddid#osdd system#osdd#endos dni#endos fuck off#endos do not interact#fuck endos
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Woah! I get to make the first post!
Hi tumblr!! I'm Armin, an AOT fictive, I use he/him pronouns, I'm 17 years old, and my sign off will be 馃悮 because the ocean
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