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this PICTURE ARE YOU JOKING i feel like i’m in a dream

rollisi fans how does it feel to be winning

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Law & Order: Special Victims Unit - 22x16

Rollisi Kiss 

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HOW ARE WE DOING BESTIESSSSS CAUSE IMA TELL YOU RIGHT NOW IM NOT DOING WELL

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Sonny’s imitation of his father spills out of him without much thought, and then it’s like it usually is, like he and Amanda are the only ones in the room. It’s not long before they’re both chuckling as he recalls how terrible his parents are at working the camera angles during the always-chaotic biweekly Carisi family Zoom calls.

“It’s a nose and mouth,” Sonny says, bemused, his hands motioning emphatically. He shakes his head. “There’s no eyes. It’s just nose and down.”

Amanda’s laughter is warm and infectious, like when you find a patch of sun outside on a chilly day and instantly that’s the only place you want to be - it always draws him in.

For the first time since before she got the initial call about Jim, since before Atlanta and hospital waiting rooms and the distance that’s crept up between the two of them, Sonny sees Amanda’s shoulders relax and her smile reach her weary eyes. Selfishly, he’s glad he gets to be the reason - glad he gets to be her respite, her relief, her comfort.

It’s never been clearer to him and he’s tired of pretending otherwise: all he wants is this, her, them. He wants them doing life together, when it’s good and easy, and when it’s not; long enough that they become the next old, married Carisis everyone speaks fondly about, especially when they’re making fools out of themselves without a care in the world.

Today of all days, after everything, something tells him Amanda Rollins might want all those things now, too.

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i’m gonna say my peace and then dip but carisi getting into a “relationship” or whatever right now the writers are doing is soooo out of character it kinda hurts. and i hate more than anything the troupe of “he gets into a relationship and THEN she realizes her feelings” if that’s what they’re trying to play off of 😭 it’s not cute. love triangles aren’t cute. i appreciate and respect a slow burn more than anything, but it could be done without these middle school plot lines.

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posted a new fic for the first time in a HOT minute. hope you like it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/29595207

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YUP!

okay i assume you were talking about the scene in sonny’s office and yes it was for sure soft and they’re in love but i’m really not getting my hopes up i’ve already been hurt by this show too many times before aisbdsjsj -(sunnyrollins)

That was the scene! Usually it's Sonny trying to calm Amanda down and now we have two instances of Amanda being the supportive one saying DOmiNiCk. It just seems to be a slightly elevated level of intimacy. Not necessarily in a sexual way but in the we're-becoming-closer-as-human-beings way. Couple that with the teaser of two characters supposedly getting "closer" by New Years and there's good cause for speculation that there's some Rollisi on the horizon.

That being said, there's some serious issues to be worked out *cough* Amanda and her past choices in men *cough cough* and I would really like to see it on screen before they would ever officially get together.

But still, tonight's little tidbit is certainly more promising than not!

🤡

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THE TALENT JUMPED OUT!!! this was so good, do yourself a favor and give it a read

My archive post wasn’t shadow banned (!!) but I wanted to use this gif if it had been andddd I changed the summary slightly so,,,,

New Rollisi fluff/smut fic

It never could have been just sex between them, but when Rollins and Carisi sleep together for the first time, he struggles with the ethical dilemma of her not wanting to disclose it to the DA’s office. The next time, he’s determined to convince her that he’s worth it.

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anyone else feel like growing up as someone who used media/writing/reading as an escape, you tend to romanticize parts of real life as symbolism or plot points when in reality it’s not that deep and this has caused you to feel sort of separate from actual life? ... haha anyone????

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GUYS 😭 someone just messaged this to me and i’m screaming. i swear i did not see this before writing my recent fic. i think this just proves that the writers have collectively scarred us so much.

Most likely Carisi will end getting shot or directly killed before Amanda finally admits he’s the love of her life but okay.

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/25288891?view_adult=true

Losing someone is hard, healing from that loss is harder. A month and a half later and Amanda still remembers that night like it just happened.

*please read warnings!*

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He’s baby 😭

sonny + done with your shit

BONUS:

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New fic! It’s sad! I’m sorry!

(ALSO pls read the warnings, I cant post them on tumblr w/o being shadowbaned :/)

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THINKING about how Taylor Swift’s “Ms. Americana and the Heartbreak Prince” would be the perfect song for Rollins and Carisi to finally kiss or get together in some way and here is why:

This song is inherently telling two stories at the same time: a love story and a telling about living in a tense and disappointing political climate. It hides behind phrases like “paint the town blue” and “voted most likely to run away with you”

Narratively, we have two stories sort of parrelling each other in different experiences but similar emotions. WHICH is a perfect way to describe the way svu is written in terms of storylines and relationships.

Also the BUILD UP in the bridge is truly one of my favorites ever. It chants the same disappointed, cynical mantra “cause I don’t want you to go, I don’t really want to fight, cause nobody’s gonna win.” then the last line ends hopeful and optimistic with “and I’ll never let you go, cause I know this is a fight, that someday we’re gonna win.” WHICH!!!!! i love a good parrell

The sort of innocent hopefulness this song also has in the melody and beat would fit perfectly in a ~special and important scene.

Lastly, Taylor Swift openly loves SVU. It would be cool to feature one of her songs. 🥺

ANYWAY thanks for coming to my second rollisi TedTalk.

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You should writing a fic based on the last rollisi scene in the finale. Jk... Unless..

omg haha. i haveeee considered it to be honest but also that scene was really well done that a part of me doesn’t even want to mess with it. but who knows i might change my mind one day 👀 we’ll see.

also, while i have you, a part of that scene that no one has talked about that i have seen is the last second carisi watching rollins walk away and him exhaling when she’s gone. oof. i’m STILL crying about it lol.

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this exchange between me and my sister about animal crossing reads like two comrades bleeding out on the battlefield