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Sometimes I truly believe I shouldn’t have made it this far, that the longer I stay the worse it’ll get. What if it never get’s better because I should’ve died that night.

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They say it gets better, but I have been hearing this since I was 12.

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the way I can go from.normal to suicidal is crazy

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I just want to disappear.

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can i please come back as someone lovable next time.

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Sometimes I think of my loved ones who have passed away and wish I could trade places with them because they deserved to live more than I ever did.

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I still mourn the inner child in me I had to kill just to survive.

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I don't feel real.

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How do I get rid of the shame I feel for being the way I am?

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You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

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Whoever is praying for my downfall has got to stop because shit is working

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If it helps me survive who are you to judge

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Stupid of me to think that I'm important to someone.

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"You have your whole life ahead of you!"-… is that a threat?

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I'm so fucking tired of feeling fucking guilty about fucking everything

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I identify as family disappointment.

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Something just kill me already, I can't keep going anymore