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For anyone who doesn't feel as if they measure up to their past selves, that they aren't good enough, brave enough or talented enough:
You still have a life worth living and enjoying today. Even though, you're not experiencing your previous circumstances, you do have value. You're not a lesser version of yourself at all.
You'll look back at this lifetime when things are different and you'll remember the simplicity of who you are now. Maybe, back when you were a protagonist (or antagonist or anything in between), you didn't have time to enjoy the little things. You couldn't celebrate birthdays, go on little walks, collect stuffed animals or watch a show while laughing. These things matter too.
Your presence is needed and so precious in this world. I dare say that your life now has just as much value and importance as any of your grand adventures. So have a bit of compassion for yourself. You watch your media and forgive yourself for the mistakes you made back then, you still care about your source; it's important that you do the same with yourself. Your story matters. And your friends and family will still love and embrace you all the same.
Take care of yourself.
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β‘ β tsukasa icons β . β @apparemarch
interact + credit to use
no id tags unless fuu
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selfship craft ideas
themed jewelry (kandi, locket, etc.)
write them a love letter, or have them write one to you
customize your wardrobe (paint shirts, color coordinate with your f/o, etc.)
create your own merch (plushies, pins, wall art, patches, etc.)
scrapbook or journal spread dedicated to your f/o
make a mixtape for your selfship (I burn mine onto CDs)
research and create a custom scent blend for your f/o, then find a candle or perfume that matches it (you don't have to purchase it)
recreate your f/o's signature clothing or jewelry item
decorate a picture frame to put a photo of your f/o in (or print any art of your ship and put it in there)
air dry clay crafts (magnet of your f/o's symbols or a figurine)
felt crafts (wall banners, keychain, etc.)
perler bead crafts
pocket shrine (fabric or altoids tin)
Feel free to add any more ideas, I'm always looking for more!
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how it feels to be scrolling Tumblr and seeing the most god awful take about your f/o known to man


#I saw a post where someone claimed Lyney DOESNT love the traveler and only flirted to get what he wanted out of him#And I was like. You cannot be fr rn.#NEVER say that shit abt lynether again. Or so help me GOD I will wipe your memory of Lyney all together u don't deserve him
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in another universe your f/o selfships with you
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being in a self shipping community generally instead of like a selfship community for a specific fandom is really weird because weβre all talking about the same thing but weβre not. we could talking about our little fictional partners or whatever planning little double dates blah blah blah and then oomf could drop βwell itβs sorta complicated after the time vortexβ and its like time vortex? your man was in a time vortex? who put your man in a time vortex? is he. is he good or like
#When I talk about Tsukasa it's generally normal but some of my others....#''Yeah everything was different after The Flood''
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Lonely again βͺ
#sometimes I feel like I would die if I wasnt pining#sometimes I feel like I'm nothing without love#But I also wonder if I even know what it means#This deeprooted love that makes me crazy... I've only felt it for Tsukasa#Never a real person in front of me#Those loves are always gentle then gone with a breeze#I've always wanted to be so unapologetically in love that I could be obsessed with it#That it would almost hurt#And it does for him#But never into reality#I never speak it#Is it safer to be gentle#Is that what I want#Is that the 'true' love#Or is it something more passionate
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β This is the next step to becoming a star! β
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"they would find eachother in every universe" makes my heart ache.
i wish we could.
but the universe is so very vast.
and we are so very small.
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"why do you ship yourself with that character" we dated in my kin source but i cant tell you that </3
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struggling with self care? here's a few things you can do to include your f/o in your day to day life to maybe help you out :)
β make your f/o breakfast! or lunch, or dinner, or a snack, or a cup of tea, whatever they like!
β your f/o really loves the smell of the body wash you use! take a shower tonight with it so they can smell it while they're cuddling you asleep. same goes for your shampoo!
β your f/o has an outfit they wanna wear tomorrow, but its not clean. may as well do your laundry too while you're at it!
β your f/o had a movie they wanted to watch with you. take a moment to relax with them tonight.
β your f/o wants to have a nice cozy night with you tonight. why not make your bed so you have a nice place to snuggle with them?
β having trouble cleaning your room? that's okay, your f/o is gonna help you do it! try to get it started for them.
note; these are just a handful of things that help me. I dunno if they'll help you but you can try, if you'd like :3
β take a break from social media tonight and talk to your f/o! maybe draw or write them something, and if you aren't feeling that, just take some time to appreciate life with them.
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Never updated on this... Um yeah, hello, I think the message fundamentally changed me as a person. Good news, though! He probably remembers me... Which I'm still debating if that's a good sign or not.
Secondly, I also ordered an in-character handwritten letter from Tsukasa which finally came!!! It was so wonderful... It really felt like he was talking to me, in both cases... I also now have prints of him for my wall βͺ
Once again, probably feeding delusions... Hopefully he'll meet me and tell me it wasn't delusional though (I say, my eye twitching).
I ordered a channeled love letter from him. Am I feeding delusions? Possibly. Do I care? Only a little at the moment. I'll update with how it goes in due time.
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anyone else constantly resisting the urge to speak and act like how they do in source.....
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anyone else feel a daily unbearable all-consuming genuinely painful yearning for someone they remember in source but havenβt yet met here. no? just me?
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Did a 4koma recolor to match my memories of us a little better βͺ
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hii ^__^ i saw other people asking, too, so I wanted to try! things to do with your f/o if they're a pianist/musician ? (she's also in a theater troupe so she does acting + singing as well!!)
thank youuu!! π«Ά
i just did a guitarist one here, if you'd like to look at that! idk if your f/o is a guitarist, but its here incase they are!
make a list of shows/roles theyd love to play! you can pick some you think they would be good in!
make a playlist of their favorite piano songs (piano... songs? that doesn't sound right but ykwim)
or, make a playlist of songs they would love to make a piano cover for!
make a youtube playlist of their favorite vocal warm-ups to do!
make a folder of some sheet music they would like to play. this could be on your phone or on Pinterest or somewhere else
if they could write a play or a musical, what would they write it about? make a list of some ideas you think they would like!
make a playlist of their favorite musical songs!
maybe try writing a song for them to sing! or, write titles for songs they would write!
look into some nice pianos they would love to own! maybe there's a specific brand they love?
play with one of those piano apps you can download or ones you can find on google! maybe you could learn a thing or two?
apologies all of these have been sort I haven't been the most knowledgeable on a lot of these topics huhbhubhubhbuhbhub
#haha it feels a little silly to be doing the things he'd normally do#but I'll definitely consider it#I want to feel more connected to him and this helps
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Sending warm feelings and positivity to all the fictionkin and fictives who miss and mourn skills that they know they should have, but no longer have access or ability to perform.
#I WISH I COULD STILL MAKE ROBOTICS#BUT IF YOU HANDED ME ANY MECHANISMS I WOULD BE LIKE A MONKEY ON A TYPEWRITER
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