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AESPA – 'Supernova' (Grimes Remix) MV

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It´s been a long time.

So many things have come to pass, and i have lost touch. The funny thing is, even tho i have lost myself in myself, i have always known that, somewhere inside here, i lied all the time, forcefully resting in this soft field of confortable things to be protected from all harsh things that exist out there. Everytime i tried to go out, i pushed myself back in - because it´s for the best, and everytime i have for a slight second threatened to breathe wake up, i have numbed myself faster than i could notice me doing so. No more. It has been ok, after so many years and so many micro violently gentle acts aganist myself, i have gotten used to it, and it has in fact, overriden who i am, what i like, what makes me cry and laugh, and heck even what i care about or not, and this fake reality that i, for survival, desperatly needed to make true, became the truth, but at what price? I can´t say it´s been bad, or that i´ve been suffering, actually all of this has helped me recover from a very very hard hit that happened years ago, and i've been fine, and happy, and stable, and all of the positive things i have accomplished, i have found what i'm good at, and have kept the people i love close. Now i want more, my full redemption, my true healing. I will now turn myself back on, reconnect my wires and, well, wake up what i am so scared of: my tuth, my feelings, my love for life, my passion for whatever makes me passionate, my empathy, my deep, deep sensibility. I know it will not be easy, and i'm a little scared of what may be coming and what i could be ruining, but i'm ready, cause i know it will be worth it, it already is, and i promise to be gentle and kind to myself. I love who i am, and i will once again raise a glass to it.

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Cuidar das nossas feridas e nunca expor as cicatrizes. Porque no fundo, é você que se cura sozinho.

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“The meaning of life is to find your gift. The purpose of life is to give it away.” - Pablo Picasso

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Preciso de uma pausa de meus próprios pensamentos.

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Não troque a sua liberdade

existe uma vida lá fora.

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Mr.Robot (2015)

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I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

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