19calicos

[19calicos]

hayyyyyyy ....... guess who's come crawling back .........

in all seriousness tho ummm . sorry to say this but 19calicos is dead 😭 i know i said i was going to come back over winter break (which has already passed) but things happened and now i'm done (aka i lowk barely survived the worst depressive episode of my life so far, tldr i need to be real with myself and actually properly take care of myself instead of distract distract distract)

but i love u all very much and i appreciate any support for my stories that i've received <3 i'm sorry that i didn't finish the last ~2 chapters of ikwtl like i promised, nor get anywhere with my kiyoko & oikawa fics either. maybe in the future i'll be in a much better place and change my mind about this and get to write more, but maybe not (sorry)

19calicos was originally just going to be a summer side quest between my school terms but it turned out to be a little more than that, which i'm really grateful for. it was really fun interacting with everyone and it was nice to have a creative outlet that i could easily share, and i deeply appreciate all the people that have been around for it !

i'm not deleting this blog or anything despite my overwhelming urge to but i'm also not really coming back here anymore since i don't have capacity or energy, but i just wanted to leave a final note to close this blog off cleanly

it may be over halfway through january already but i wish everyone a happy new year and the best of fortunes ahead :-) thank you for the fun and the memories!

19calicos out :P

[19calicos]

ok there are like a bunch of other asks in my inbox and i see u all and i love u all <3333 sorry i legit only have like 5 min rn and just logged onto tumblr super offhandedly but MWAH! may everyone have an awesome rest of october now :D

[19calicos]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. if you get one back, even better! ♪( ´▽｀)

WYRRRRRRRR <333333 I MISS YOU UR SO SWEET I HOPE U HAVE BEEN HAVING THE GREATEST WEEK EVER

[19calicos]

i literally love u

why thank u anon

[19calicos]

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[19calicos]

are you gonna finish ikwtl?

can you like, chill or something

[19calicos]

thank u all for the random huge influx of notes for ikwtl 😭 it was so surprising when i logged on rn to see what everyone is up to LMFAO like ?? im literally on hiatus yall i haven't put out new ikwtl content in like a month

[19calicos]

so real bc september has been KILLING me but im eating cinnamon toast crunch rn so everything will be fine for like 15 minutes 🩷 anyways i hope your month gets better!! and take your time with ikwtl dont rush yourself <33

EEEEE i hope ur cinnamon toast crunch was delicious <3 growing up i never realized i was allowed to ask for a different cereal other than the basic costco brand my dad always had so the first time i ever had cinnamon toast crunch was in like, high school LMFAOOO

[19calicos]

also i hope ur all doing well bc september is NOT it

[19calicos]

just want u all to know that ikwtl hasn't left my mind. i may be on a school-induced hiatus but the ending of ikwtl hasn't left my fucking head

[19calicos]

i fear i am gonna have to take a break from tumblr

[19calicos]

rereading hot to go so I can update and I SWEAR every time I see your tag "yn playing cover girl in yaku’s left ear and me playing sissy that walk in his right 😭😭😭" IT SENDS ME

I cackle every time omfg

DODGER LMFAOJSDFALJSDLA IS THIS MY LEGACY WITH YOU

the funniest part is that i just got into drag race this summer 😭 but a handful of my really close friends who are into drag race have been telling me which seasons to watch first and everything !! season 5 i will love u forever ...... alaska thunderfuck & adore delano u are my Icons <33

i will say that im gonna watch all stars s2 with my roommate soon :D shes been really wanting to watch it with me to see my reactions !!

[19calicos]

anons be normal challenge!! (IMPOSSIBLE)

LMFAO YEAH

its been in the back of my mind since i saw it but i think im going to change my age guidelines .... i'll make an actual post and update my byf if i do linger around long enough to decide that, but it would probably just be like dont directly interact w me if you're a minor yk? since i do know there are minors on this account already and i dont want to go thru the trouble of age checking my followers and blocking and everything

but we'll decide later !!

[19calicos]

how was your vacation???

HIIII SORRY THIS HAS SAT IN MY INBOX FOR ALMOST A WEEK

my vacation was awesome!! it was a really impromptu weekend roadtrip with some of my friends to one of their aunt's vacation homes (crazy right??) & the spontaneity made it more fun <3

we went to the beach and the nearby boardwalk and got boba like every night (so like 3 nights bc labor day weekend) at coincidentally the same time with the same song playing .... so that was a moment that made us all laugh. the trip was also in celebration of us surviving the first week of class ! so that made the trip sweeter too :D

i hope u have been well silly little guy ! <33

[19calicos]

just realized we haven’t chatted in a second sol!! how are you?? <33

HI WYR HIIIIIIIII

as u can probably tell ...... school has been eating up my time and is keeping me away from tumblr </3 my campus clubs have kept me busy with info sessions & applications, plus my class schedule this semester is not ideal at all LMFAO

but other than that im doing good!! i've been making breaks in my schedule to hang out with friends now that everyone is back for the semester and it's made me really happy to see everyone :D

how are you? what have you been up to? <333

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IM NOT IGNORING THE ASKS IN MY INBOX BTW IM SORRY I'VE BEEN SO OFF TUMBLR

first week of school is always stupidly busy but things r hopefully evening out now so i think i can schedule tumblr into my week more regularly soon :D

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guys is the formatting weird for the ikwtl yn style guide bc it shows up weird on my computer but normal in other places