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[19cvdesa]

December 3rd 2021

Okay so this is it again... trying to maintain peace of mind . I am surrounded my menaces who have found a way to infiltrate my mind as crazy as that sounds. They can forshadow my next thought and it all started that one day in December ... the day before I was “ shot” by who knows but i think I was the neighbor for there i was laying on the couch after drinking like five beers and this voice started talking about past events in my life and i caught on and listened to it. As ikt got more interesting and i applied more atention into the matter thats when I felt a huge shock enter my body and I went numb or parayloized.  I couldnt move and in the back ground I heard the words “ oh my god i cant beleive i just shot him”. It aounded like the neighbor girl who always was outside in her car but i often would ask for a cigarette here and there. The last thing i remember was walking through the hallway or more like stumbling and everything was in slow motion i was headed towards the bathroom and then everything went black. I woke up the next morning but as i woke up as soon as i woke up adrenaline hit my body but it was overcome with the most uneasy feeling ever, this was chriistmas day. It felt tlike everything was gone I was somewhere i did not know and everything was strange. In reality i was supposed to be in the middlle of hayward but if felt like i was a world away on that christmas day. the first thought that came to mind was my aunt idk but maybe as i woke up that was probably my next of kin- something terrible had happened i just didnt know what who when or why. I sat there cold and shook and it took some time to readjust again and then grabbed a beer.  That night i beleive andre came over and he brought over dinner but the world changed for me... a few days later my family arrived back from their trip in mexico but when i saw them exit the car i could see the look on their faces as if someone had sent them to die- insterad of happy faces and reunion i could sense a feeling of dispair - my sister ran into the arms of her husband and i just kinda sat and starred at eveeryone. days later i was arrested by an officer from the police depsartment and this is where the saga starts. these Rougue audio weapons projected voices that are causing so much trouble around me where also in the house that night in fact i have been dealing with the same “ characters for a while- ever since we moved into that house- imagine like living in a haunted house and your constantly hearing voices- you go to the doctors and the doctors says your dillesuinal or you have mental health isseues but in fact you dont the voices you hear are real and they were just waiting for the perfect time to strike. So as the police were called and the came up one of the voices said that these guys were the affiliated with an organization that i kept bumping heads with in the neighborhood. -- The “ mafia”... initially i met what seems to be my neighbors double and she said to me were the mafia and your going to learn to respect me- inside i said to myself nop youre not and shrugged it off- I really didnt know what it waws and what it meant i thought it was onoly something that you see in movies or was an east coast thing... i never really understtod it but things kinda changed ... well anyways i remembert being arrested and the arrest itself was a whole bunch of bull- i was arrested for being under the influemnce of a conmtrolled substance in my home after my sister called the police becasue she was scared that the mom inside the room was not the actual moma and i kept walking back and forwwards freaking her out. so she called 911 hoping to get help but in reality there are things that happened in that house that make no sense. i just rememebr when the police put the cuffs on me in the living room that i could see the horror in the eyes of those tweo little girld my sisters with what seemed to be my mom but wasnt in a weird way as this lady had a scarf over her face and was laying down with a cough that severe that we all got. things like that kinda look back and freak me out because it was there that someone came into our home and i failed to protect my family and home. I know something crqazy happened becasue when we got to the police station as regular routine would have it i remember meeting up with time and destiny - the sound of heavy metal doors shutting behind me. in the previous house we livied in i would sit outside and smoke cigaretted in the back ywrd mostly just me and wound just listien to the crazy stuff going on inside my head and i oftern heard the sound of heavy metal doors shutting but this was like two years before but that night i realized a dream had possibly come tru and for the first time i met upo with what i had heard in the back of my head and it came to real life. the doors closing- then all hell broke loose at the station but i could not see what was happening becasue i was in a cell in the back -things to right about tomooor - the extra people in the celll- lobster man- the guy behind me- then the mob- and how the police station got hit- and the possible shooting ogf  the cop who arrested me and then the voice- youre going to be involved in one of the biggest cover ups in history and then take off