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idek what to do anymore i feel like everyones fed up with me i went to the park with one of my friends she brought some of her friends they're nice but they probaly think im annoying and weird also she always ignores my messages like what have i done am i tgat fucking boring to you i thought she liked me school is stressing me out so much i have to see the guy who fucking turned my life upside down when he sa'd me and blamed eberything on me it makes me feel so sick i have exams im so exhausted i feel like ive become distant from my friends idk i miss them so much they dont know how much i love them ive fucked my life so much this is all my fault i want to relapse its been 4 months no one likes me im so ugly and gross im such a bad friend i talk way too much i hate myself i dnt know what to do

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Lowkey need to post more 😭😭

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i want to be happy again

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ITS BEEN FOREVER DIDE HOW ARE YOUUUUU

HEYYY POOKIE IM OKAY HOW ARE YOUUU?!!!

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had a counselling appointment thingy they sending me to some wellbeing centre half an hour away the guy who I had an appointment with is very familiar with my parents hes really nice but he tried to instantly ask to see my scars (healed) which made me uncomfortable because we had barley started talking he asked literally 3 mins into the 1 Hour session.?! Idk if like I had to but I just wasn't really ready so I said no politely but I think he understood otherwise it was fine ig I feel like nothing tbh nor happy or sad really but im glad im getting help

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i really wanna go to more concerts this year and just go out more whether its by myself or with my friends!! I find going out just makes me feel so much better/gen

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HIHIHIHI

HII SORRY FOR ANSWERING SO LATE HRU!!?

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went to park got monster did some journaling I feel good !!! How is everyone havent posted in ages....

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Hey besties forgot I had Tumblr oof I made cinnamon rolls today:]]!!

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My silly guys :3 also hiiii

AWHHHH HIIII HRUU:3

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tldr, my mother sold my phone and im using a broken ipad rn. i have no acsess to my old art but i should have examples in my #art 🐾 tag. i can make you a pixel art for any price (i mean it) if you pay me on paypal. i can literally do a £2 piece. to any keyboard warrier about to yibber abt me scamming people - i sell art. me broadcasting that on my own blog is isnt attention seeking. im trying to afford a secondhand phone by the end of the month.

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hi Alex how are you doing lately? Just wanted to let you know ur so super cool and I like you a lot !!!

hiiii awhh ty anon you made me smile !!:3/gen ive been manageable im okay im getting counselling at school soon !/POS (their processing my form n stuff) :))

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winnie crawling to come hug u !! :3

YAYAYAY WINNIE :3<33

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YES:3333 PLEASEE

@1h4v3th3m00n on sunday can we please bake something:3 aesthetic insta recipes i beg

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When I say I cry over being left on read its not a joke

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Bro its not a big deal someone left you on read calm tf down

Bro do you know what goes through my head when someone leaves me on read

"they hate you your annoying them "

"what have you done"

" you made them very uncomfortable"

" you said way too much "

"your an idiot"

"they hate you"

If someone leaves me on read I advise they justify why first or after just so I dont get mixed signals /nm

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I hate myself I cant even handle someone leaving me on read why do I have to be like this