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happy pride month everyone!!!!! this is a rlly special time for me as a queer myself, and ik a lot (even maybe a majority) of ppl who follow me on here are queer, too. ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i jst wanted to come on here and wish you all an amazing pride month and that you all can enjoy it to the fullest !!! 🫂

also, i jst want to clarify/send out this message

your identity is valid!!!! trans, gay, lesbian, bi, pan, aroace, etc etc, you’re welcome here, always!!!!!!!! YOU are valid ♡

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hey so i’m back (fr) and i wrote this loooong mark fic but i’m a little nervous to upload it 💔

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i’m writing again AHHHHHH

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HOW MANY FOLLOWERS????? RAAAAHHHHHH

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which nct unit should i start writing for next… lowkey see wayv on my account in the near future shhh

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⌗ stress free zone .. na jaemin

SCENE .. in which jaemin builds a pillow fort and declare it an official "no stress" zone.

꒰ DETAILS ꒱ boyfriend!jaemin & fem!rea ⋮ ♯ file 005. established relationship, scenario, fluff && fluff ᵔⰙᵔ wc .. {1454} 𓂃🖊

♡ entry .. got inspired cause me and siblings made a pillow fort the other night just cause lol, i hope you all enjoy this! i appreciate all the support and sorry for the inconsistency!! 🤍 (also it was like 4:53am when i wrote this, please excuse any errors!)

more of nct dream

between the stress of school and your part-time job you have little to no time to your, and the time you do get to yourself you wanna spend it in the bed laying down or doing a few chores around the house. jaemin took notice in this as a boyfriend would and decided to make the best of the time you have before your finals.

you’re currently sitting in bed with your laptop on your lap with your notebook next to you occasionally picking up the notebook writing things down, jaemin walks into your shared bedroom and sighs at the sight of you being so deep into your studies not an annoyed sigh but more of a “you were in this same spot 15 mins ago” kind of sigh.

“still at it, hm?” his tone wasn’t sarcastic but he didn’t ask, asking for a response more so because he already knew the answer. you nodded in return not wanting to take your focus away from the screen in front of you “just a few more pages and then i’m all done” you grabbed your notebook writing more things down and he just looked at you before smiling and nodding.

he had been sitting in the living room while you were studying hoping you’d call his name or just strot out the bedroom and right onto his lap but you didn’t, that’s when he decided to join you back in the room.

“jaem not right now, i have just a few more pages and i’ll be done.” you only said this cause he had made his way to your side of the bed kissing your neck and gently massaging your shoulders and you were tense. as much as you needed that and appreciated it you needed to focus, “these finals aren’t going to take themselves,” you said “they could,” he added and you gave a small laugh.

he eventually got the hint and decided to leave you alone again before leaving the room. he snatched a pillow off the bed with a pout like he was mad, he wasn’t which caused you to look at him for a few seconds and then laugh a little. “just give me 15 minutes!!” he playfully rolled his eyes and closed the door behind him.

jaemin plopped down on the couch sitting on the remote in the process, “ouch” he said “okay that didn’t hurt,” he added he groaned before pulling the remote from underneath him and flicking through the channels after finding something he was content with looking at he sat the remote on the coffee table.

“i never realized how UNCOMFORTABLE this COUCH WAS until NOW after HOURS of sitting on in.” he said shouting certain words in hopes you’d hear him and i don’t know maybe close your laptop.

he threw the pillow he brought from the bedroom onto the floor and propped his legs up on the couch while his upper body rested onto the floor, his back and head laying on the pillow. he stayed like this for a few minutes before getting a crazy idea.

he looked over a the dining room chair, the throw blanket on the couch and it’s like a light bulb switched on like something just clicked, “jaemin… i know what we’re going to do today.” he mumbled to himself, yeah he was watching phineas and ferb and suddenly said that, “maybe let’s not say that again?” he mumbled to himself yet again, “i think i should stop talking to myself now.”

he got up from the floor and started to put his plan into action, he wanted to be as loud and as quiet as possible. he knows whenever you attempt to be quiet is when you tend to be more loud so he hopes that's the case this time. he moves the chairs from the kitchen into the living room positioning them to his liking, “do i add the pillow first or the blankets?” he thought to himself standing there running his hand through his hair looking at the chairs.

“let me move the coffee table first,” he took the few things that were on the coffee table off before picking it up and flipping it over onto the couch. “okay, maybe adding the pillows will make it easier when adding the blankets?” he questioned himself, “why is this so complicated? this was easier when i was a kid.” and wirth that he moved the chairs more into the center of the living room now that he has more space upon moving the coffee table.

“this looks a lot better, in my humble opinion of course,” he laughs at his own joke before clearing his throat in a ‘you’re talking to yourself again’ way. he continued to set up the pillow fort occasionally bumping into things purposely so that you could hear him but not so much that you would come out the room.

he went to the kitchen grabbing a water bottle chugging it before sitting it on top of the counter and looking over at the pillow fort before smiling and nodding to himself, “it’s missing something” he said looking at the fort then around the living room, then he spots it those fairy lights you bought to hang behind the tv but never had the time.

“you thinking what i’m thinking?” the tv says and it’s likr the stole the words right out of his mouth, he makes his way back into the living room carefully gliding through the area where the fort is built so he doesn’t knock over but one of the sheets he used fell off causing the whole roof of the fort to fall.

“dammit” he said, tossing the box of the lights onto the couch before attempting to fix the roof of the fort that took him several minutes to build. after about five minutes he got it back to his liking and now was time to add the lights. he plugged the lights into the wall and smiled as they lit up, “how should i do this?” he looked down at the lights then back up to the fort before just tossing the light over it and gently adjusting them in places that needed adjustments.

he went to the kitchen and wanted to grab a few snacks but the snack cabinet was empty so being the lovely and caring boyfriend he is he decided to make a quick store run before he told you about the fort.

you’re still in the bed studying you heard the bumps and thumping but you just put your headphones in and tuned out jaemin you summed it up as him wanting your attention which wasn’t far from the truth.

then suddenly your phone gets a notification and it’s from jaemin, “come to the living room please” he texted but he was still typing, “and leave the laptop” you laughed at his messages then got out of bed stretching a bit before making your way into the living room.

“baby what is this?” you laugh looking at him in the fort with a fake rose in his mouth, “surprised?” “yes!” you continued laughing. “cute, but what’s with the rose?” you cross your arms raising an eyebrow and he crawled from under the fort standing up slightly towering over your, “i wanted to add a bit of sexiness.”

you smile lovingly at him shaking your head, “what’s all this for? and you went out and bought snacks? look at you!” you tease him and you can tell he’s embarrassed not in like an embarrassing way but like in a ‘stooooppp’ way.

he took your hands into his “it’s for you—us you’ve been working and studying non-stop so i wanted us, as boyfriend and girlfriend to enjoy some time together and not as roommates.” you smile at his words wrapping your arms around his neck, “ew, you’re cheesy at times but i love it and i love you.” “i love you more,” he said placing a quick kiss onto your lips before you pulled him back for another one.

“hey but when you enter our there will be NO talk about work, school and even about that time i didn’t take out the trash.” he said easing into the tent, you gently smack his bottom “jaemin shut up,” you laugh and so does he.

and you two enjoyed eachothers company with that being pillow talk and a few other things before eventually falling asleep.

“jaem you’re going to put my living room back together in the morning right?” “maybe not in the morning but yes i will eventually.” you both laugh and you snuggle against his chest listening closely to his heartbeat and steady breathing.

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should i make a “WIPS” post? i kinda wanna share my ideas with you all tehe

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i haven’t forgotten about this account tehe, i’m graduating soon so my mind has been pre-occupied with that! but i’m working on somethings >.<

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I love your writing soooooo much do you plan to write more? I really enjoyed the jeno fic 😭😭

thank youuuuuu! tehehe yes i do plan to write more I'm actually working on something for jaemin 🤫

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HOLO THIS YEAR LET’S ALL LIVE!!! so excited bro i’ve been patiently waiting for this AHHH HAECHAN YOU DESERVE THIS KING!

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looking through my old notes and found this… a jeno dad fic that i never finished- oh my god?? maybe one day i’ll finish this 😭

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OH EM GEE?? thanks so much for 100 followers 😭😭😭 i appreciate it, i just recently started this account and for people to love my works enough to like and follow means the world to me 🩷🩷

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omg where is ur pfp from, can i see it up close? 😭😭😭

please if i’m not mistaken it was a bbl update and i just cropped it 😭

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#ilovemarklee 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

Hello my beautiful Kia just saw your writing event….. PLEASE IMPERFECT FOR YOU BY ARI WITH MARK🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 can’t wait to see all these AMAZING fics (>﹏<)

imperfect for you

a short story with mark of nct

𖦹 warnings: mark uses nicknames for the reader like “love, baby, my love,” angst, but comfort!!!!!! happy/decent ending :3

𖦹 synop: through hard times, mark never fails to reassure you that no matter how imperfect life is, you have each other, and that’s all that matters.

𖦹 pairing: gn!reader x nonidol!mark

𖦹 w.c: 377

𖦹 a/n: hello darling!!!!!!! HEHEE this is such a you-coded request…. i hope i reached your standards ‎૮(ྀི づ 𖥦◝ )ྀིა♡ and AJKSJAJ youre so sweet stawp </3

it was a cold night. the rain was aggressively tapping at your windows, as if taunting you. taunting you with the email you had just received, which you were currently blankly staring at on your computer.

you had always wanted to go to this college, it was your dream since as long as you could remember. you had planned everything out, everything was supposed to go perfectly. of course you didn’t expect life to be exactly perfect, but, you never thought it would come to this.

you got rejected.

in reading the first two words, “we regret…,” you knew you were done for. your heart dropped out of your chest, your eyes filling up with tears already. you scrolled through the email, eyes frantically skimming it in hopes that you were dreaming. but you weren’t. you had been rejected.

you didn’t even realize how hard you were crying until mark walked over to you, sitting down next to you on the couch, placing his hand on your back. he frowned, his eyes glistening with concern. “what’s wrong, baby? talk to me.” he asked, his voice soft, all too warm and loving for a moment like this. your heart felt empty and full all at the same time.

you couldn’t bring yourself to speak, just leaning your head on his shoulder, bringing your knees against your chest and wrapping your arms around them, melting onto him as his hand started to slowly rub your back, his other arm reaching up and around you to hold you fully in his embrace.

“cry it out, love, cry it out. i’m here. can you tell me what’s wrong?” he asked kindly, not pressing or poking, just worried. genuinely caring.

“i got… i got rejected,” you managed to chock out, wrapping your arms around his neck and throwing yourself onto him fully once you said that, saying it out loud made it sting all the more worse.

he hummed understandingly, nodding, his arms instinctively wrapping around your waist, thumbs rubbing circles into your sides. “it’ll be okay, my love. you’re okay.” he said, his voice barely above a raspy whisper, yet somehow it was more than enough comfort. “we’re gonna be okay, yeah? i’m here.”

maybe, just maybe, you would be okay.

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⌗ insomnia .. lee haechan

SCENE .. in which haechan is having trouble sleeping but your voice helps him.

꒰ DETAILS ꒱ idolboyfriend!haechan & reader ⋮ ♯ file 004. established relationship, scenario, petnames && fluff ᵔⰙᵔ wc .. {drabble} 𓂃🖊

♡ entry .. so who else is upset insomnia isn’t on holo? RAAHHH i stream that song from my mp3 files like it’s an actual song, outside of that i’m actually so excited for holo i’m gonna be just as annoying about holo like i was for molo. please excuse any errors and i hope you all enjoy.

more of nct dream

“your voice is soothing, it’s actually helping me relax.” haechan mumbled into the speaker of his phone, “that good baby just focus on my voice and try not to think so much, okay?” he nodded as if you could see him but you took his silence as an answer and continued talking, “the house feels so empty these days, i’m so used to cleaning up after two people that when i make a mess i have no one to blame for it.” he chuckled softly, “mmm is that right?”

“mhm, so used to washing two plates, two forks, basically two of everything so it sucks just having only my dishes to clean.” you sigh, “but then you’ll complain when i come home and make a mess” “i miss your messes, i think..? don’t quote me on that.” you let out a soft giggle.

“i miss you,” he said causing you to smile “i miss you more, only a few more weeks i believe we can do this!” you attempt to sound enthusiastic but you both know this is killing both of you. “so let’s say i leave the tour early and come be with you? i genuinely can’t sleep without you hence is why i’m having trouble sleeping” and you laugh.

“the doctors said it was stress not ‘being away from your girlfriend’, you’re funny,” “but being away from you is stressful, watch when i come home all my problems will subside.” he mumbled.

“aren’t you supposed to be trying to sleep, i'm the one who should be talking��” he hummed at your words before closing his eyes letting your voice fill his ears, your voice wasn’t loud but it was necessarily a whisper either. he would fall asleep then jump awake at your voice, “then i ended up on the wrong exit and had to ride to the next exit only to almost run out of gas, i’m so used to you filling my car up in the mornings but now i have to do it.” you continued speaking softly.

you knew he was asleep but you also knew he could somewhat hear you and regardless of him not responding to you with his words, breathing into his speaker softly was enough for you.

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⌗ no i love taking care of you .. mark lee

SCENE .. in which your boyfriend is sick but he still wants to be under you

꒰ DETAILS ꒱ boyfriend!mark & reader ⋮ ♯ file 003. established relationship, drabble, suggestive? pet names && fluff ᵔⰙᵔ

♡ entry .. lord if you can hear me.. we all need mark lee. please excuse any errors if there are any, i’ve been listening to the first fruit on repeat since it dropped! raincouver is my song i love mark tehe, i hope you all enjoy this 🤍

more of nct dream

your boyfriend has been sick all week, you’ve been sleeping over at his place taking care of him making sure he eats well, and drinks proper water. he’s been very appreciative and it’s very hard for him to have you at his place taking care of him and he can’t kiss you.

you’re currently in his kitchen getting him so water when you feel someone wrap their arms around you. you didn’t flinch or jolt at his touch just leaned into him, “why are you out of the bed? you’ll never get better if you don’t rest,” he knew you were sorta lecturing him so he groaned at your words.

“you we’re taking forever so i decided to join you,” his hands slid under the oversized shirt you were wearing and rubbed your stomach. “i literally just walked out of the room a few minutes ago,” you giggle, “i know…” he nuzzled his head into your neck. “you’ve been keeping your distance from me i missed your warmth.”

“cause i don’t want to get sick so enjoy this while it lasts, because the second you let go i’m running away.” his hands leave your stomach and go to your waist, gently turning you around to face him.

“don’t look at me like that, you’re sick” you joked, causing him to chuckle lightly, “please just one kiss?” and you shake your head, “please? on the cheek at least.” he whines and you roll your eyes lovingly, “fine” and with that he slightly turns his face to the side and you lean in to kiss his cheek but he turned his head just in time and his lips met yours.

“mark!” you shout giggling, “i want a proper kiss baby,” and he cups your face gently pressing his soft lips onto yours, then gently pressing a few kisses all over your face and when he lets go he turns his head and sneezes.

you glare at him “now i’m going to wash my face, no way you just kissed me then sneezed!” which made him laugh, “don’t wash my kisses off, enjoy them while they last.”

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⌗ things i think the dreamies would want in a relationship

SCENE .. the dreamies all want love in different ways

꒰ DETAILS ꒱ boyfriend!dream & fem!rea ⋮ ♯ file 002. established relationship, scenarios && fluff ᵔⰙᵔ

♡ entry .. my random thoughts at 2am cause apparently that’s when my brain processes things, please keep in mind this isn’t what they actually may want it’s just my thoughts! also please excuse any errors it’s 2am..

more of nct dream

MARK LEE : consistency

boyfriend!mark who loves nothing more than your affection, but loves his space when he asks for it.

boyfriend!mark who loves when he makes plans and you show up for them.

boyfriend!mark who loves when you give him your full attention whenever he’s talking and or showing you something and you give him a genuine reaction.

boyfriend!mark who appreciates everything you do for him from showing interest in his interest to cooking his favorite meals.

HUANG RENJUN : boundaries

boyfriend!renjun who is grateful that you don’t push him to do things he doesn’t want to do.

boyfriend!renjun who likes when you ask for his permission before you try something new during sex.

boyfriend!renjun who asks for space and time to thing after a disagreement, he’ll talk to you he just wants to sort out his thoughts.

boyfriend!renjun who doesn’t mind lending you his stuff to use but he would also like to get it back the same way he gave it to you.

LEE JENO : sending him photos

boyfriend!jeno who loves waking up to photo of his beautiful girlfriend.

boyfriend!jeno who after a long day would love nothing more than to see your face.

boyfriend!jeno who likes when you send him a photo of your outfit of that day or just in general even if you didn’t leave the bed.

boyfriend!jeno who enjoys when you send him a mini vlog of you doing whatever you’re doing doesn’t matter if you’re just making a coffee.

LEE DONG HYUCK : random compliments

boyfriend!haechan who loves when you call pretty and or handsome.

boyfriend!haechan who gets shy when you compliment his haircuts, he also loves when you running your hands through his hair.

boyfriend!haechan who loves loves loves when you tell him he smells good especially after he showers (it’s because he used your shampoo)

boyfriend!haechan who decided to switch up his clothing style to see how’d you like it cause he enjoyed how he looked in it.

NA JAEMIN : communication

boyfriend!jaemin who doesn’t raise his voice at you when you two have a disagreement and let you just say what you have to say.

boyfriend!jaemin who validates your feeling’s never making you feel like your feeling’s are invalid.

boyfriend!jaemin who tells you to use your words whenever he does anything that makes you upset instead of you just ignoring him.

boyfriend!jaemin who asks you to talk before going to bed so that you’ll both be on the same page when you wake up.

ZHONG CHENLE : non-sexual intimacy

boyfriend!chenle who wants to cuddle you all the time regardless of the time place or day.

boyfriend!chenle who loves telling you how much he loves and needs you.

boyfriend!chenle who holds your hand whenever you’re both out in public, squeezing your hand in a reassuring way.

boyfriend!chenle who loves hearing about your day good or bad, he just loves hearing you talk he just loves giving you his attention.

PARK JISUNG : noticing/remembering small details

boyfriend!jisung who was shocked when you bought him his favorite candy after telling you that night he was craving it.

boyfriend!jisung who didn’t think you’d notice that he cut just a few inches off his hair.

boyfriend!jisung who said that he wanted to try a food that you thought he hated, but turns out he just never tried it but he loved that you remembered that.

boyfriend!jisung who let’s you give him hugs from the back cause those are his favorite.