2021ana

[2021ana]

As a minor who has 2 plastic surgery’s, will do another soon and has a lot of esthetic things like for stretch marks and pimples, i fell amazing but also i fell like i should be prettier, my mom spends a lot of money w me and i’m not even beautiful lol

[2021ana]

i just can’t look at this pic and don’t cry like omg why did you made some persons so pretty and than you made some fat and ugly like me this just don’t make any sense seems so unfair

omfg this is my fav thinspo EVER her ass is so pretty and her waist i need that i need to look like her why i don’t have such a nice ass like that’s literally my dream

[2021ana]

i weighed myself today and i am the lightest weight of my life but i dont feel that light. I had a bichectomy and removed two disgusting fat balls that I believe decreased my weight. I'm really tired but I'm happy, but I'm not in the mood for anything, I just want to sleep a little longer

[2021ana]

omfg this is my fav thinspo EVER her ass is so pretty and her waist i need that i need to look like her why i don’t have such a nice ass like that’s literally my dream

[2021ana]

my mom said that i need ear surgery i never had thought about that like for me my ears are normal not small but not big either but if she’s going to pay i’ll do you know i have to accept this things while she pays not me lol

[2021ana]

i had a surgery like idk how to say that but the one that remove ur fat cheeks i’m happy but now i can’t exercise everyday because i need to take a rest i think the surgery name’s bichectomy but i’m not pretty sure i also had ozone application in my stretch marks and it was the most painful thing I've ever done, it hurt more than the surgery but now I won't have those disgusting marks anymore. there are still many sessions left, pray for me lol

[2021ana]

i need to lose weight goddamn i’m so fat and dirty

[2021ana]

i need to lose weight goddamn i’m so fat and dirty

[2021ana]

I’m working out 2 times a day and i’m skipping the breakfast everyday- actually, i can’t eat in the morning anymore, this makes me fell dirty, so, i’m not skipping it, i just can’t do it anymore. I’ll have my lunch in a couple hours and i’m so hungry that i’m afraid of losing my control while i eat. I worked out this morning and i’ll again 3:00pm

[2021ana]

I think i’m back. Kinda of weird. A long time off from tumblr but i need this back. And also, what’s the ugliest body shape to you? Like the hourglass, rectangle, inverted triangle, pear, or triangle

[2021ana]

i need to talk abt this w someone but i know that if i tell my mom or my therapist they’ll make me stop and i just can’t i’m so fucking tired every time that i eat i need to throw up, like i feel gross and nasty, but, strangely, when i throw up i fell so clean and safe:( like if i’m closer to get skinny. eating scares me, and if I can't throw up I collapse, I don't know what to do and i feel so dirty, I HATE FOOD AND I HATE EAT AND I ALSO HATE MY SELF AND MY BRAIN THAT THINKS ABT THROWING UP EVERY FUCKING DAY

[2021ana]

today i ate: rice, meet, salad and egg, my lil sister said that this was the first time i was actually eating in a long period, i felt bad because i felt like a fat sow but she was so happy, idk- now i’m going to purge what i ate because i can’t even imagine have this much food in me, i feel like sick

[2021ana]

i can’t stop purging like i feel so better when i do that.

[2021ana]

omg this give me a lot of memories

[2021ana]

i'm un my periodt and look like that i'm a 3/4 months pregnant lol this is driving me crazy. someone suffer w this too? at least i CAN'T eat anything cause my stomach hurt so hard that i can't even get up from my bed. i'll try train today but idk if i'll can do this

[2021ana]

hey!!! yesterday i ate less than 200 calories and i trained. I’m so proud of me!!! Today i didn’t do so well, but I still won’t demotivate tomorrow I will be below 500 for sure (and I will train)

be safe ladies!:)

[2021ana]

Doing this but not in 30 days lol, cause i’ll probably forget about so i’ll Answer the maximum rn

1- i have 59 kg, is like 130 pounds, my waist have 70 cm(27 inches) and when i started, was 76,5 cm, my hips are 86cm (33 inches), and when i started they’re 90 cm (35 inches)- they’re wide, but i like them like that- My right thigh’s 58 cm(23 inches) and when i started was 61 cm( 24 inches), my left thigh’s 56 cm (22 inches), but when i started they’re 58 cm(23 inches) yes i think i don’t forget anything lol

2- i’m sum like 5’3 or 5’4, i wanna be taller lol😫😫😫 like 5’5 or 5’6

3-i have a lottt, but i choose that one cause i love the lines in her stomach and her waist

4- OFC loose my boobs. Seems strange, i know, but i love them😭😭😭😭 they’re pretty, i like them, the guys love them, and i don’t wanna lose then, you know??? The same abt my hips. They’re kinda of wide but i like them lol. But ofc my boobs especially

5- at this point idk. Since i was 9 my DREAM is be skinny, but i think especially because the things i heard for being a fat child. But this doesn’t matter. I’ll be skinny and i’ll be pretty.

6- not actually. I did this just one time when i was like 11. I was struggling hard w my family issues and this day i heard that i was a fat child and should take off my tonsils (surgery) so that i would not eat and lose weight. I decided that if everyone thought I was a fat cow, I would be a fat cow. But soon after eating everything I saw ahead I felt guilty and i vomited for the first time, I never had compulsion but the habit of vomiting accompanies me lol

7- ofc. Like i said, since i was 9 my dream’s ve skinny, my mom helped me lose weight when i was younger but in a healthy way. she rlly don’t know that i go so hard to be skinny, one day she ask me if i was throwing up and made me PROMISSE that if i wanna lose weight i’ll do that in a healty way, like she teach me. And i promisse, even that i was lying. She’s my mom and the best person in the world but i don’t wanna give her this problem, is mine, and i can deal w this.

8- i’m a active person i guess. I do muay thay(fight) everyday, and it spend a lot of calories lol. Also, i’m a swimmer, like rlly, i swim since i was 3 years old, and sometimes i run w my mom cause she run

9- HAHA YES!! I was an fat child. My entire childhood’s def by that.

10- idk sometimes i feel guilty abt you know?? My mom loves me, and she would be soo mad if she know that i do these things:( also, sometimes i lose my control and eat somethings that are really calorics, but i’m working in this

11- idk lol, i don’t think i know some thinspo blogs, act, pls say me sum so i can saw more thinspos lol

12- chicken, salad, and Beetroot, omfg, I love beets, i eat this every fucking day

13- unhealthy lol

14- For now 121 lbs, but when I get to it, I'll lower it more, and i wanna get there to my birthday (August)

15- i’m not, but i used to be, now i eat just chicken, but when i was younger i was a vegetarian for more than a year, and honestly it didn't help me lose weight, but those were not my aspirations at the time, maybe if my focus were that I would have achieved

16- since i was a child be skinny’s my dream lol

17- idk and i don’t rlly wanna talk about that

18- lol probably sum from mac donalds. I’m Addicted to that shit. But’s SO caloric:(( i think that’s the reason why i think so much abt this, like, is so fcking caloric and i know i shouldn’t eat this, and then i think so hard abt

19- sum weeks ago, i didn’t eat anything in the day so at the night i could eat sum shit and stay under my calories for the day

20- the princess diet lol, they’re so flexible and i don’t need to eat the same thing everyday, i like

21- girl depends a lot the store i bought them, in shein for example a have a “xs” top that fits perfectly but from “zara” needs to be a “s” or even a “m” cause they don’t fit like they should in my boobs. this drive me a little crazy and i always cry when i’ll buy sum clothes lol

22- in this times my lowest weight was 52kg, that’s like 113 pounds, but i used to be smaller than now(i was like 5’0) so it wasn’t a good weight

23- haha yes, but not ONLY the media. Before having social medias i already want lose weight

24- idk:( i don’t wanna be a “pro ana” or “pro mia” cause i don’t wanna make little childs or teenagers hating their bodyes like i did. That shit can fuck a child head and i don’t wanna be part of this you know??? But also i think that if you’re already in this(like me) the society can’t force you get a rehabilitation. Needs to be sum that YOU want, and its nice have sum persons to talk abt that without been judged, idk

25- oh yes, and the first experience i was a child and it was kinda of nasty, but i strangely like that. I feel like i was light and my stomach was clean, i like the feeling even that was a little gross

26- be skinny ofc, look at the mirror and feel rlly pretty, doesn’t have all fat that makes me crazy and just be loved you know?? By me and by others

27- not very good haha, at the school, when was the breakfast time, i need to go to the bathroom cause i get so crazy w the food, smell so good and everyone’s eating idk it’s a strange feeling

28- i don’t wanna my fat thighs anymore. But i also don’t wanna lose my hips.

29- something that i need to be. Thin waist, kinda of big hips, medium boobs, a thin face, a nice butty, and a tanned body, like a “latino body”

30-

1- my name’s ana

2- i love exercising but i hate run lol

3- i’m latina and i want a latino body

4- my favorite classes are history and science, also, i hate math

5- i speak 3 languages, 2 flowing and one not really bad haha

6- i like that people say that i’m pretty, but just when they say truth, you know??

7- my favorite skin caracter is james cook and i identify more with him than with cassie, I even think she's kind of covered up, people tend think that cass is my favorite just because she have an ed lol. And okay i like her, but not actually you know?

8- ugh idk my sign is leo and i rlly believe in that lol, i know my astral map entirely and my sun is leo, my moon is sag and my asc is aqua

9- i have daddy issues, like REALLY issues, i don’t like talk a lot abt this but anyway

10- my mom’s the person more perfect i know in my entire life. And i hate making her mad

My states didn’t change cause i did this in one day LOL, but in 30 days i’ll be back!!!