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surprise!

drew starkey x fem!singer!reader

summary: ever since the reader started blowing up, all the interviews and promotions that would ask her who her celebrity crush is, she always had the same answer. so when Jimmy Fallon invites her on his show, he might have a surprise in store…

warnings: fluff!! second hand embarrassment, reader gushes about Drew, she’s just a fangirl at heart

‘perfume’ by del water gap mentioned <3

part two , part three, part four

2020

“Who’s your celebrity crush?”

“Drew Starkey, he plays Rafe in Outer Banks.”

“Do you have a celebrity crush?

“Yeah, Drew Starkey from Outer Banks.”

“Are there any people you would hope to collab with or meet?”

“Definitely Drew Starkey from Outer Banks.”

2021

“Last year you said multiple times Drew Starkey is your celebrity crush, is this still true?”

“Yeah, he’s still my main one.”

“Are there any guys you’re interested in?”

“My dream guy is Drew Starkey, if that’s what you mean.”

“What’s your type in a man?”

���Umm… probably Drew Starkey.”

2022

“Update us on all the boy drama! Anyone interesting?”

“Just waiting for Drew Starkey.”

“You look stunning! Are you here with anyone tonight?”

“No, I’m not.”

“Your crush around Drew Starkey, is that still a thing?”

“It still is… have you seen his new movie ‘Hellraiser’?”

2023

“Your new EP just released, are any of the songs about Drew Starkey?”

“Not on this one, no. Maybe the next one.”

“Are you seeing anyone? Has Drew Starkey called?”

“No, not yet. Maybe next year.”

“Have you seen season three of ‘Outer Banks’ yet?”

“Yes, oh my god! Drew looked so good.”

2024

“Your new song ‘Perfume’ is an absolute hit! Is it about Drew Starkey?”

“Omg, no, but it should’ve been.”

“You’ve quickly risen to fame! Has Drew Starkey noticed you yet?”

“Unfortunately, no. He’s probably hiding.”

Ever since your career started, in every single interview you get the question regarding celebrity crushes, the answer was always the same.

Drew Starkey.

It became a known meme revolving you and your fans, along with the media. Practically every interview just loved to teased you about your known celebrity crush.

Your popularity rose more in 2023 to 2024, so, when Jimmy Fallon reached out to you to have you on his show, your agency immediately agreed.

Standing behind the curtain wearing a tight brown suit, the pants wide-leg. Black boots were your choice of footwear, your makeup done perfectly to match the outfit.

“Ladies and gentlemen, bring your hands together for Y/n L/n!”

When Jimmy announced your name, you came out from behind the curtain, a big smile on your face as you waved to the audience.

Shaking hands and hugging some of the crew members before you finally hugged Jimmy, settling down in the blue chair.

“How are you doing tonight?” Jimmy asks with a warm smile.

“I’m doing good! Pretty nervous to be honest, this is my first talkshow.” You answered sincerely.

The audience clapped and Jimmy sunk back in his seat a little more.

“Well, I’m glad to be your first one! So, your new song ‘Perfume’ recently came out, congratulations on 200 million streams.”

“Thank you so much, really.” Your hands were shaking as you fidgeted with the brown fabric on your knee, one leg crossed over the other.

“So, you’ve been singing since 2020?” Jimmy asks.

“Yeah, I started posting videos on Tik Tok but my career really took off at the end of 2023 and now here we are.” You smile, the whole experience still so surreal.

“Your voice is phenomenal, seriously. I’ll need to have you come back and sing on the show for us.” Jimmy says, causing the audience to erupt into cheers.

You laughed a little, nodding your head. “Of course, anytime.”

Jimmy continued to talk to you for a few more minutes about your career, the conversation flowing smoothly as you cracked some nervous jokes.

“So, I have to ask, Y/n. Since your career began you’ve said your celebrity crush is Drew Starkey, can you tell us more about this?”

You felt your face get a little warm as you shifted in your seat, an anxious smile on your lips.

“I dunno, I guess I’ve just always found him attractive. He’s insanely talented and just seems like a very genuine soul.” You say sheepishly, avoiding looking at the camera.

“He’s also becoming more and more popular right now, with season four of ‘Outer Banks’ that came out in October and November along with his new movie ‘Queer’.” Jimmy adds on.

“Yeah, I’m a pretty big fan so I’ve been following along with it. I’m very proud of him, in like a supportive-fan way.” You say, making the audience laugh at the last part.

You were completely oblivious to Jimmy looking behind you, motioning with his hand underneath his desk.

“So it’s not just his looks?” Jimmy teases.

“I mean, he’s a very beautiful man. He looks good with any haircut especially that mullet he had last year — and oh my god, he just looked so good in season four of ‘Outer Banks.’ Plus he has these big biceps that just bulge out of any shirt.”

You hadn’t even realized you were gushing over your celebrity crush until you finally caught yourself, hearing the audience laughing.

“Oh, gosh. You are really into him, huh?” Jimmy teases.

“What would you do if he was standing right behind you?” The host asks.

If you weren’t so nervous from being on a national talkshow you probably would’ve understood his message.

But your brain caused you to miss it, being as oblivious as ever.

“Probably pass out.” You answered, hearing the audience giggle more. Jimmy had an amused grin on his face.

“Please don’t pass out.”

Your posture immediately straightened, body tense as you stood up from the seat.

Turning around, your heart dropped to your stomach when you saw Drew fucking Starkey standing there.

The audience’s laughter grew as well as Jimmy’s, clearly satisfied with the surprise.

Your hands went to cover your mouth, face feeling hot like you had a fever. You just gushed about this man practically to his face.

“Hi, Y/n. I’m Drew.”

You couldn’t respond, just in pure shock as you stare at the tall man.

Drew also looked a little sheepish, his cheeks pink as he grinned at you.

“Did you— did you hear everything?” You finally managed to choke out.

“Maybe.” Drew chuckled, scratching the side of his neck.

“How do you feel after hearing all that, Drew?” Jimmy chuckles.

“I’m honored,” Drew replies.

You hated the way he fucking said that and the way you understood that reference.

Drew held his hand out for you to shake, but your heart was beating too fast and your brain was turning into nervous mush that you just embarrassed yourself in front of your dream man.

“Are you going to shake his hand? Hug him?” Jimmy chuckled.

“I’m… scared.” You murmured, the audience swooning and giggling over your shyness.

“Can I hug you?” Drew asked.

Stunned, your head slowly nodded. His strong arms wrapped around your body, your forehead resting against his shoulder.

You couldn’t even hug him back properly, just too much in shock. He smelt like cologne and it made your knees weak.

“I love your new song, by the way.” Drew murmured softly in your ear.

“Yeah?” You whisper, feeling like an idiot for the way you were reacting in front of him.

Drew just nods and hums, soothingly caressing your back in an effort to calm you down.

“Ladies and gentlemen, give it up one last time for Y/n L/n and Drew Starkey!” Jimmy has to end the segment.

The audience cheers as Drew continues to embrace you.

He had known about you for the last few months, having a few of your songs in his playlists.

He was just constantly busy so he never really got the chance to reach out, but when Jimmy’s team contacted him about surprising you on the show, he was excited.

And nervous.

“Sorry about surprising you like that.” Jimmy comes over, causing you and Drew to finally pull away.

“You gave me trust issues for talkshows now.” You said jokingly, finally calming down a bit.

Drew and Jimmy both laughed softly.

The film crew told you and Drew that the commercial break would be ending soon so to step off stage.

You did your signature on the wall dedicated to Jimmy’s guests, feeling familiar blue eyes gazing at you.

After thanking each crew member and shaking hands or hugging, an assistant pointed you and Drew towards where a car will take you both back to your perspective hotels.

“You ready?” Drew asked you.

You nodded, feeling nervous due to the fact that you were about to be alone in the back of a car with your celebrity crush, other than the driver in the front.

Drew opened the door for you as you climbed in, hyperaware of how he slid in behind you onto the leather seat.

It was quiet for a few moments, you nervously fidgeting with the rings on your fingers.

“So… you like my new song?”

You finally manage to choke out.

Drew smiled softly, turning his head to look at you. He was still a little flustered at everything that happened, but also very amused.

“I do, yeah. Are you going to shoot a music video for it?” Drew asked.

You nod, making eye contact with him.

“Yeah, my idea is to tell a story about these two lovers who move to like a quieter part, I was thinking either the forest or a desert, that live in poorer conditions but are completely happy and content because they have each other. I want it to be full of love, so kissing, affection, a sex scene.”

You rambled on to him, your eyes falling to your hands as you played with your rings.

“Oh, wow. That sounds cool as fuck.” Drew murmured, also watching your hands fidget. He thought it was cute.

“I’ve had the idea in my head for a few years, actually. I started writing ‘Perfume’ in like… 2021? So, I just want everything to be perfect.”

You added on, looking back at him. He had his left leg crossed over his knee, his body language towards you.

“Well… if you need a male costar, I would love to do it.” He gave you a smile.

A small grin curled onto your lips, stomach hurting at realization of what he just implied.

“Yeah?”

He nodded, licking his lips.

“Mhm. I told you, I love the song. Plus, your idea sounds amazing, and if you want me to, I would love to be apart of it.”

You nodded, swallowing the lump in your throat when it finally hit you that Drew fucking Starkey wanted to be your on-screen lover.

“You’re not just fucking with me, right?”

You had to ask, blurting it out of your nervous mouth.

Drew just snorted, shaking his head in amusement. “No, I’m not.”

“Okay… I’ll have my manager reach out to your’s about details for when we start shooting. I appreciate it a lot.”

You were unaware the car finally came to a stop, parked outside your hotel, fans and security guards waiting for you.

“Yeah, I’ll definitely be there. Have a good night, Y/n.”

Drew smiled at you, your heart fluttering.

“You too, Drew.”

You got out of the car, letting the security guards guide you inside the hotel. You tried your best to take photos or sign autographs for your dedicated fans, something Drew admired as he watched from the back of the SUV.

By the time you finally got back into your hotel room and kicked off your boots, you started taking off your jewelry.

Flopping down onto the bed, you grabbed your phone.

It felt like your heart dropped to your stomach when one notification specifically caught your eye.

@/drewstarkey started following you back

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oh my GOSH?

more frat!perv!manipulator!rafe who is still obsessed w topper’s dumb gf

warnings: groping, manipulating, ditsy/dumb/innocent!reader, handjob, praise, cheating, kissing, brief thigh humping

thank you for 6,000 friends <33

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It shouldn’t have surprised Rafe, really. Topper is your boyfriend, after all.

But when Rafe walked in on you sitting on Topper’s lap, giggling at some compilation of cats doing funny things, it irritated Rafe more than anything.

“Hi, Rafey.” You greet him warmly, your pretty eyes flicking up to see his cold blue ones.

“Hey, sweetness.” Rafe murmurs, although he doesn’t look at you like he typically does. He just hated being around you and Topper together, when you were so affectionate, knowing that you were with his best friend and not him.

“How was class, man?” Topper asks, his hand absentmindedly running up and down your crossed legs. You were only wearing some leggings and a crop top, a more casual afternoon.

“S’fine.” Rafe grunts, taking off his snapback and running a hand through his hair.

He moved over to his twin xl and hopped up on it, his back against the pillow as he propped himself up on an elbow and started scrolling on his phone, trying desperately to block out you sitting on Topper’s lap.

“You don’t wanna watch cat videos with us, Rae?” You ask, turning to look at the tall man who is lying with his thighs spread out a bit.

“‘m good,” he replies shortly.

You frown, but before you could even think about going back to watching the cute kitties, Topper was patting your thigh.

“I gotta go do somethin’, babe. I’ll be back in like twenty minutes.”

You hum, getting off your boyfriend’s lap as he stood up. You gave Topper a small peck, watching as he grabbed his wallet and keys, before uttering a “goodbye” to you and Rafe.

You turned, looking at Rafe. His eyes were already on you, a slight snarl on his lips.

“Are you okay, Rafey?” You ask, moving to the side of his lifted bed.

Rafe stares at you for a minute, not saying anything, the throbbing his cock is feeling against his jeans too distracting.

You poked his meaty thigh, feeling upset for your friend that he was feeling so down.

“Y’know what could make me feel better, sweet girl?” He hummed, a twisted idea forming in his mind as he turned his phone off and set it down on the bed.

“Hm?”

“A kiss.” He says bluntly, blue eyes fixated on the sight of your tummy poking out from the hem of the crop top and waistband of the leggings.

You just smile, leaning over to peck his cheek. You weren’t a stranger to giving Rafe kisses on the cheek or forehead, or him doing the same.

He grabbed your wrist before you could pull away, though. “Not there, baby.”

Your brows furrowed in confusion.

He had to internally roll his eyes. That stupid pout and look of confusion only made his cock harder.

Stupid girl.

“A real kiss, sweetness.”

You pondered it, lips still in a small pout. Your insides twisted, a weird feeling in your heart and tummy.

“I dunno, Rafe…”

“C’mon, pretty girl. S’jus’ me, yeah? Y’know only you can make me feel better.” He convinced, trying to resist the urge to just push his lips onto yours.

You went silent for a moment, just staring at him, looking unsure.

“We’re not doin’ anythin’ wrong, Y/n. You’re jus’ tryna cheer me up, ain’t that right?”

You let out a small huff, but nod. You did wanna cheer up Rafe, it killed you whenever he got so upset.

You leaned over the bed, his big hand moving to your thigh to help pull you up until you were almost hovering over the side of his body.

He kept his hand on your thigh, squeezing it a bit, feeling precum leak from his aching tip as he licked his own lips.

You both leaned in, him a bit too eagerly, you a bit too cautiously.

Your lips collided, and Rafe immediately took control and dominance. He hums into it, his left hand moving to the back of your neck, so you can’t pull away.

You had to put your hand on his thigh to keep yourself upright, which in response, he let out a small moan into the kiss.

His kisses were different than Topper’s. Topper was controlled, slow, sweet, gentle.

Rafe was desperate, dominant, rough, lustful.

His tongue slipped into your mouth, trying not to bust in his underwear when your tongue slid against his. He could still sense your hesitation, and it annoyed the hell out of him.

His right palm left your thigh, lifting your crop top up a bit as it shamelessly groped your tit through your bra. He felt you huff through your nose against his, and he couldn’t help but buck his hips up a bit.

“Mhm— you okay?”

You pull away, feeling him buck. You panted a bit, your lips swollen, as you looked down at his waistline.

“‘m jus’ feelin’ so needy, sweetness. Can ya help me?” He asks, giving you those puppy dog eyes.

The blue irises were just a weakness — no matter who had them.

“Um…” You hesitated, face warm. But then he took your palm and placed it on his clothed bulge, letting you feel how hard he is.

Before you could fully comprehend what was happening, Rafe was already unbuttoning the jeans, the words Lucky You embroidered. He pushed them down just enough, along with his navy blue boxer briefs, for his raging hard-on to stand out.

A small noise left you, one that caused more precum to leak from the dark pink mushroom tip.

“Ya trust me, yeah?” He hums, caressing your cheek.

You hesitantly nodded, eyes locked onto the big dick. Topper’s wasn’t this big… it was like the ones you see in porn.

He had to hide the devilish smirk on his lips as he spit on his own hand and guided it down to his throbbing shaft. “Gimme your hand, sweetness.”

Your hand shook as you held it out for him, a heat pooling in your tummy when your palm and fingers wrapped around him.

“Now move it up ‘n down… jus’ like that…”

He coos, throwing his head back a little as you began to hesitantly, and curiously, stroke his cock.

His big hand went back up to grope your tit, feeling the soft flesh as you continued to jerk him off, thinking you were just helping him.

You may be Topper’s girlfriend, but Rafe knew you were his dumb helper.

“S’good, pretty girl… makin’ Rafey feel good…”

He’s already trying desperately not to cum, but the way you were stuck staring at his erection, like it baffled your innocent brain was quickly sending him to the edge.

“I-is this right, Rafey?” You choke out.

“Mhmm… it feels right, ain’t it?” He groans, pulling you in for another sloppy kiss.

He starts to thrust up into your hand, soft moans and whimpers leaving him.

But what really sent him over the edge was when he saw you start to grind your clothed cunt on his thigh, completely oblivious to your own needs, distracted on helping him.

“F-fuck… keep goin’ baby, don’t stop—“

He grunts, panting as his warm seed spills all over your hand. Rafe’s head is still thrown back against his pillow, those pretty blue eyes half lidded as he stared at your face.

“You’re a good girl, baby… such a good girl f’me.”

He murmurs, pulling you forward to press a tender kiss to your forehead.

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texts between you and bf!rafe

warnings none/very suggestive

– additional cause rafe's a loser <3

a/n a little something while i work on ofl ahhthis was so much fun

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“always and forever 🤍”

warning: earthquake because my stomach hurts. enjoy lol😁. small blurb about chris missing his wife- sorry i meant girlfriend!

actual ‘warnings’: fluff, pet names, kisses 😚

details: chris sturniolo, 16 years old, basketball, popular (??), good style. annie meredith, 15 years old, volleyball, popular (??), sweetest person ever

annie had a hint of pica, finding comfort in the small things even that aren’t edible. she didn’t tell anyone besides close famil

august 6th, 2014 - 8:09 pm!

chris got off the court and headed into the locker room. somerville just won against charleston, their first win of the season and many more to come.

after a quick change he looked for his family, laughing with his teammates.

“where’s my WIFE AT.” chris says, looking around and laughing. “bro she’s not your wife what-“ jacob stares around while looking for kids ‘wife’.

annie yawned and said bye to her friends. it didn’t take a blink, a breath, or a nanosecond for chris to pick her up. he set her down after a moment, hiding his face in her neck.

“oh- hi chris” annie says softly, hugging chris. “you did really good”

“thank you baby”

chris did a quick glance around to make sure no one was around but saw his brothers and mom. he sighed softly and started walking to the car.

“want a ride home?” marylou, chris’s mom, says. annie quickly nodded and walked with the boys and his mom.

“i’m hungry” matt dreaded, leaning onto nick. chris just chucked and got in the car.

the whole way home, chris just wanted to be with annie. he leaned on her shoulder and held her hands, giving her small kisses on her cheek.

“CHRISSSS STOPPPPPP.” matt said dramatically, slouching forward. that made annie, momma marylou, and nick laugh so hard.

when it was about to be annie’s exit, chris quickly spoke up. “wait mom she wants to sleep over since it’s friday.” marylou nodded and turned onto the home exit. annie started snapping her friends back and chris was in almost every pic.

when chris showered, he came back in the room a towel around his waist and running a hand thru his damp hair.

annie looked him up and down, letting out a small wolf whistle as a joke.

“Baby stoppppp…” he says while laughing, putting on boxers and sweatpants. “where’s my deo-..”

she quickly took the plastic out of her mouth and handed it to him. she got kind of embarrassed and bit her bottom lip, picking at her nails.

chris didn’t mind it and just applied it on, grabbing that red harvard hoodie that annie always wants to wear. he went over to her and layed in her arms, his chin on her sternum.

“you look so cute” he said, making her give a quick smile. it’s nights like this..

annie moved her head down, giving him a quick kiss. knowing chris now that they’re alone though..

he moved up and held the back of her head, deepening the kiss. his hair fell slightly and he ran his fingers around her shoulders to make sure she was comfortable..

annie held on his waist, loving the way they kissed. when they got alone it got so peaceful and quiet. she let out a small “mhm.” into the kiss and he chuckled softly against her lips. he pulled away and kissed her forehead.

“i love you so much my annie girl”

“i love you too chris”

maybe one day they’ll get married, and you’ll be their maid of honor 😁🤍

a/n: i’ll do a matt story next heheh

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“everything i wanted” - billie eilish

your never alone i love you. if it ever gets that bad call the hotline. MWAHHH😘

warnings: self harm, smoking(??), anxiety issues, fluff, attempted su1c1de

who would ever know kiara, the cheerleader and one of the popular girls would have SUCH a downfall when she started high school?

kiara and the sturniolo triplets have been best friends since they’ve spoken fresh out the shower and laced with baby power. her and matt got really close after realizing how much they struggled in scilence together. kiara was the first person he’d call if he felt even just the slightest bit nervous for anything. it was nothing weird, just 2 teenagers trying to make it through together

well, just when she thought it was okay, HELLOOO HIGH SCHOOL! let’s go back a bit before the doom started.

july 27th, 2024

chris, nick, matt, and kiara were at the somerville fair at lincoln park. chris saw the UFO Ride attraction and immediately started over there. “CHRIS-“ nick yelled, a smile going on his face, chasing after his brother. “oh sweet heavens-“ kiara said, speed walking over there with matt. matt stopped her as they got in line to wait.

“hey um.. are you gonna be okay? i don’t want you to get like- sick or something. you just had a lot of corn dogs” matt stated, grabbing her arm and fixing her tank top for her.

kiara nodded and smiled “i’ll be okay matt thank you sm”. matt smiled too as they all got into the spaceship, other teens laying back too.

the ride started up and spinning, chris’s baby laugh heard from anywhere in the hot room. kiara laughed because of it and maybe it wouldn’t be so bad as she thought.

all you need is a couple friends in life.

wednesday, august 6th, 2024 - 5:56:09 am.

kiara was getting changed, her heart pounding constantly and having dizzying auras constantly too. she slipped on mid- rise light washed jeans and a pink flowy crop top. she clutched her chest after, feeling like she just couldn’t breathe.

matt glanced around his room, already dressed but just thinking. 179 days left of this. he was wearing black basketball shorts and a red nike hoodie, not wanting to do too much. he got his phone out and opened a couple snaps before texting his her.

matt🌠: kiara madelyn are you up?

kiara🪻: yea

matt🌠: what’s wrong

kiara🪻: nothing

matt knew her deep in and deep out that was not a normal kiara response. he facetimes her and saw his best friend.

kiara was sitting by her dresser, silent tears streaming down her face. “woah.. woah what’s wrong..?” matt said, his heart breaking for her

“i don’t wanna do this.” kiara stated, wiping her tears and getting up. she walked over to her vanity and sat down, setting her phone up. she looked at herself in the mirror, while matt was looking at her thru the screen

“kie, i know you don’t want too but we are gonna get thru this together my love. do your makeup and let’s go!” he said, trying to hype her up.

“my love?” she repeated back to him

matt shrugged, acting nonchalant after that. “slipped. my bad.”

kiara did her mascara, eyebrows, lip combo and blush all while matt was getting his backpack ready. nick and chris said hi to her when they saw she was otp with matt.

“hi kieee” chris said, smiling and eating cereal. “kiaraaaa” nick said, sitting next to chris.

“hi cuties” kiara said, smiling and putting some blush on. “guys im gonna hang up to eat breakfast. be at school by 7:45 pleaseee”

“okay love you” they all said, a quick “i love you guys more” before she hung up. she triple checked if she had everything and sprayed her favorite perfume on, Cozy Vanilla Bourbon, before throwing it back into her backpack.

school started at 8:00, so kiara ate breakfast with her mom and little sister, masie.

august 6th, 2024 - 7:46:10

matt hugged kiara immediately when he saw her. “kie..” he mumbled, practically melting and shaking in her arms. kiara hugged him back and gently rubbed his upper arm with her thumb. “i’m right here don’t worry.”

chris took a deep breath and sneezed, holding his chest after with a small smile. “WHATS UP SNEEZY?” nick said, rolling his eyes and starting to laugh. kiara laughed too.

saturday, august 27th, 2024 - 5:09:07 am

kiara literally couldn’t do it anymore. the people there were so nice but so MEAN at the same time. the teachers there suck, gym is worser than a rats ass. sure, she’s athletic but mr. anderson was a tough football coach, ofc he had no sympathy.

she walked into the bathroom, practically gasping for air. she broke down on the floor and after like a half hour, she was just laying there thinking. she looked up in her shower and saw it.

kiara quickly disassembled her razor, holding it onto her wrists. she stared for a moment before ultimately deciding on it. 1, 2, 3,4,5,6. she stared at the wall after, holding a cold towel against it. she felt sick to her stomach.

in the morning, she snuck into her moms room and stole the yellow vape that was in the drawer. she took a hit out of it and immediately started coughing, running back to her room so she wouldn’t wake her mom up.

oh, my sweet kiara.

2:06: pm

matt sat onto her lap, laughing as he took a .5 of her. “SAY IT AGAIN!!” chris says, being cut off by his own laughter.

“i am the gongogongalab the shrabble dabble dabble dip dab dab!” kiara stated again, looking into matt’s camera, a huge smile on her face. matt bust out laughing and layed against her, eventually rolling off while holding his stomach. kiara was dying laughing too. nick just had a look on his face that said “i don’t get paid enough for this”.

later on, matt chris and nick were all watching outer banks. kiara was there, but not mentally. she was thinking about last night. matt glanced over at her thru the dark room and got a bit worried.

“baby.. kiara..” he muttered out, reaching out to grab her wrist. a sharp wince escaped her mouth and she pulled her wrist away.

matt flinched a bit. he stared at her for a second and just hugged her, not realizing his.. whatever they are has officially did teenager activities, even after being one for 3 years already. “i love you”

“i love you too” she mumbled, rubbing his head and back. matt looked up at her then at his brothers, who thankfully weren’t paying attention.

skippy skipsss

matt was paying more attention to her now after that night. they were in the class before she had physical education and he had study hall - world history.

“stop tappy tappies” matt said, putting his hand on hr knee so she’d stop dropping her feet.

kiara looked around the loud room, holding matt’s hand so she wouldn’t bite her fresh set of nails off. she kept fidgeting around in her seat and taking shaky breathsz

matt immediately noticed and gazed at her for a minute. “look at me” he said quickly, kiara not wasting a second before looking at him. matt quickly leaned over, placing his lips on her cheek for a second

kiara didn’t really react and swallowed the lump in her throat.

somebody save her before she’s far too gone.

even at football games, her energy level was so down now. “SHS! YELL BLUE AND PURPLE! LETS GO BIG BLUE! LETS GO BIG PURPLE! SHA YELL BLUE AND PURPLE” the cheerleaders yelled, kiara just saying it but quieter

chris looked at her as she went back after doing the tumbling tricks. he immediately started shaking and covered his mouth.

nick looked at chris and chris quickly whispered.

nicks jaw fell to the floor and his gaze traveled to kiara. he saw the cuts on her wrists and covered his mouth, tears starting to fill his eyes after staring for a bit.

matt looked at his brothers, confused and looked at his “best friend”. he saw it and his face fell.

after the game was over matt wusickly ran over to her, since he found her before his brothers. “ARE YOU SERIOUS?!” he yelled, kiara jumping and backing up.

“Your doing WHAT?!” matt grabbed her wrist. kiara’s face fell and it took about a second before she started resisting and sobbing.

matt felt his heart break as she fell to her knees, holding her stomach. “i-i-i’m sorry..” and it’s not like she stopped, there was some fresh and some old. he got on his knees, quickly pulling her into a hug.

chris and nick caught up, panting as they hugged her too.

after a couoke minutes, kiara saw her older sister coming. “hey come on, moms waiting” masie said, turning to walk back to the car.

“madelyn..” matt said, wiping her tears and placing his lips on hers. the triplets calm her “kiara” or “madelyn” just depending on what slips out.

chris glanced at nick and made a fake throwing up gesture while smiling. he rubbed kiara’s back while giggling with nick. they don’t care anymore because they’ve kissed so many times infront of them.

matt pulled away after a moment and looked deep in her eyes. “i love you so much my beautiful girl. call me, please.” he said, gently rubbing her cheek. “i will.. i love you too baby” kiara said while they all got up. she waited one more moment before dissapearing into the southside parking lot.

september 10th, 2024. 1:00 am.

everything i wanted hummed thru out her room as the 12 ibuprofen slipped down her throat. of course she didn’t know you can’t die on ibuprofen, no matter how much you take.

she made a tiktok on her alt account, having her main 100 followers rather than the 5,927 on her other main account. it was just her in her tank top, her messy brown hair all over the place. the tiktok said “it’s all a huge nightmare” and she was just staring at the screen.

everything and the flashbacks came back to her in a blur as she started falling asleep.

matt knew something was up when she didn’t text him “goodnight baby i love you” that night.

the next morning, she was dreaming. she got everything she wanted.

Kiara’s pov!

but when i wake up i see you with me.

“as long as i’m here, no one can hurt you” matt said, lying down next to me. i didn’t want him to lie here but he can earn it. “if i can change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn’t wonder why you hear-“

“THEY DONT DESERVE YOU” mom said, dad said, masie said, lacie said, mary said, chris said, nick said, and now Matt said.

Third person POV!

kiara sat up and glanced around, feeling her head pounding.

“come on, let’s get you too the hospital. we need you checked ASAP. your mom knows but i’m not telling anyone else.” matt said, helping her out of bed into her closet.

kiara stood there as matt started to give her something to change into, rather the the tank top and underwear she was in currently.

he threw grey sweats and a red hoodie at her, kiara quickly slipping them on. matt walked over to her and placed his hands on her waist, quickly hoisting her into his arm.

beep, beep, the hospital visit flew by. therapy was not fun. football season passed by in a blur, the last firework of the somerville win snapping her back to reality.

december 29th, 2024 - 6:47 pm

kiara snapped out of it, it being barely noticeable in the video. matt nick and chris continued dancing while laughing shoving eachother to the audio “Nachos”

“don’t touch my cheese bitch this NACHOSSS” she said in sync with the audio, running her hands down her body then falling on the floor from laughing so hard. matt layed next to her while giggling his legit jubilees off.

that video got like 247k likes. aye famous don’t play. “WHY ARE WE FAMOUS” chris yelled and leaned on kiara, his arms around her shoulders and his face on her shoulder. kiara shrugged, the smile quickly coming back.

matt glanced up from her lap, a tired smile tugging at his lips. he was so proud of his sweet girl for getting better.

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“touch me while your boys play grand theft auto”

The pouges… but at cousins beach with a bit money

tsitp x obx

warnings: making out, fluff, “hand placement!!”, and protected sex. what did i just make? i don’t know.

(this is when ig was just sarah, john b, jj, kie, and pope.)

it’s no big surprise that carrie lucille has a crush on jj maybank. i mean, it’s heavily obvious. so, who’s carrie anyway? that’s john bs little sister. she’s 15 and the rest of the friend group is either 16 or 17. they are staying in cousins, massachusetts now after a long.. long.. freaking journey. carrie was in sarah and john bs room after a long day.

“i mean, i think it was kind of obvious tanner wanted to frick ya-“ carrie said, quickly getting cut off by sarah. “frick? what are you, a 6th grader? cuss you pussy.” she laughed out, obviously just joking with carrie.

“my bad”- carrie quips, letting out a couple laughs. “about punched him in the face” john b states, putting his arm around sarah

carrie groaned and flopped onto the bed.

not even moments later, jj and pope walk in, clearly just getting back from the beach. hencing at the no shirt, kind of sandy toes vibe.

“oh come on dude i just mopped!” carried says, sitting up and looking at them. sarah glances at john b then at his little sister again, a small smirk on her face.

jj and pope laugh, doing a small handshake. “i’ll clean for you, chill out blondie. are you even related to john b? i don’t get how your blonde” jj says, his smile brightening her mood. “it’s called the recessive gene dummy. go back to school.” she smiled out, silently shoo-ing them away.

they give eachother a look and walked away; the door shutting too.

“there goes your-“ john b says before getting a backhand from carrie. “HEYYY!” he laughs, rubbing his arm. sarah lets out a laugh too, seeing carries face light up a hinting red.

later on when carrie was hopping out the shower, she wrapped a towel around herself and leaned on the counter. she felt hands around her and quickly started blushing. “heyyy stop it, i need to change-“ she opens her eyes, seeing no one there. she turned a bit red after realizing she just daydreamed that whole thing. “tonight.. im sleeping good.”

jj gets up, wanting to get some food finally. kiara, pope, john b, and sarah were downstairs watching a movie while waiting for carrie. jj glances around the fridge for a couple minutes.

carried dried her waist length blonde hair, her green eyes glancing around quickly. she started to dutch braid it for the night while walking into her room, wondering what to wear.

“iii feeel so high school, everytime i look at youuu” carrie sings out from upstairs

jj, being close to the stairs heard it and smiled to himself. he always thought she was super funny in her own ways and would lowkey do anything for her.

she put a oversized red harvard shirt on and grey sweatpants before running downstairs. she saw jj and the others all in the living room.

“heyy you made it finally!” kiara says, smiling as she saw her best friend. “what’s good carrie” john b and sarah say in sync, looking at eachother in suprized after. pope gives a small wave and looks back at his phone

“hey beautiful people!” carrie states, sitting down between jj and kiara.

jj smiled and offered her some of his french toast. “want?” he says, trying to be nice after yelling at her drunkenly last night.

carrie was about to take a bite when she noticed the mold growing in the corner of the bread. she sighed and looked over him. “jj, babe, you can’t eat this it’s molding” she says, getting up to go make him something new.

john b heard the nickname and his jaw dropped, immediately whipping his head to look at jj. “did she tell you finally? are you guys dating!? yessss!!!”

jj looked away from carrie as she dissapeared into the kitchen. his face changes from content to pure shock and confusion. “woah- woah woah- wait- slow down.”

“did she finally tell you? i mean it’s non stop-“ john b says, getting cut off by a confused jj. “tell me what?”

gosh dangit john b… even sarah internally facepalmed.

jj slowly realized.. “wait, she likes me?”

john b nodded and smiled “yes!!” he looks back at the tv, not realizing what he just did to poor baby sis here.

carrie came back and sat back down, handing him cut apples drizzled with syrup on some non moldy bread. “Carrie Lucille special!” she smiled out at him.

jj nodded, the new realization making his heart beak faster than he wanted it too. he took a couple bites, smiling at how good it actually was. “thanks lover girl” he smirked, teasing her as he ate.

carrie raised an eyebrow and glanced away for a couple seconds. she realized and immediately glared at john b. she started to stand uo before hearing a quick “nope” from kiara. she slumped back in her seat and sighed

until, a hand touched her thigh.

carrie slowly looked over at jj. “thank you for the meal” jj says, setting the plate aside and licking his lips. she nodded and glanced at his hand before pope started the movie.

jj has actually had the fattest, down bad, devious but somehow secret crush on carrie for months. he needed that with everything in him.

as the movie played, he couldn’t keep his eyes off her. carrie grabbed a blanket and got real comfortable. “hey” jj says, getting her attention. “lay with me” jj mumbled, carrie raised an eyebrow but layed in his arms.

after a while she got comfortable more while watching the movie, jjs hands wrapped around her tightly.

the next day, carrie couldn’t stand the taste of morning breath. she quickly brushed her teeth while half asleep, her head bumping into the doorframe as she walked out. dummy…

jj grabbed her waist. “careful there, pretty girl.” he smirks, picking her up and carrying her to her room. “i can walk ya know..” she says, slightly annoyed but still not minding jjs hands all over her.. she never minded. infact he can do whatever he pleases to her..

he layed in bed with her, the light practically punching at her curtains to be let in. jj ran his fingers thru her hair as he leaned on his elbow under her blankets. carrie was laying flat backed and staring at him.

“can’t take your eyes off me, can you?” he teased, just wanting to get a reaction out of her. mission accomplished, she rolled her eyes and gently pushing him away.

jj came back, putting his hand on her waist and getting closer to her. they stared at eachother for a bit before carrie couldn’t take it and kissed him. he quickly deepened the kiss, moving his hand all over her. he slipped his tounge into her mouth and she put her hand around his neck, a small whine escaping her.

there was a knock at the door a couple minutes later and jj broke away, slightly rolling his eyes. “what?” he called out, waiting for an answer.

john b opened the door and saw their promising position. he smirked and looked at carrie. “where’s my cart at?”

carrie slid out of jjs arms and sat on her knees for a second, getting it from her drawer and tossing it to him. she rolled her eyes and layed back down, jj immediately pulling her closer.

“you 2 stay right here i’ll be right back” john b smiled, running out the room. jj and carrie looked at eachother jj, starting to pull her on his lap. he slid 2 fingers in her waist band and rubbed her hips.

john b ran back in the room, blowing out smoke from his blinker. he gave jj a- “OH ARE YOU SERIOUS?” jj yelled out, blush quickly painting his face as he looked at the condom infront of him.

carrie shook her head and smiled, covering her face. john b was laughing so hard, you can mistake him for a tomato at this point. “don’t get my sister pregnant or i will hurt you. also keep the noises down please, pope and kiara are sleeping and im about to go fuck somebody”

“SARAH” carrie pushed john b away while giggling. john b nodded and was obviously joking tho. he walked out the room, jj not missing the wink he gave him.

“the man does what a man does” jj says, shifting her on his lap a bit. he felt her move hips a bit too much, starting to feel that unforgiving feeling in his pants. “don’t.. do that”

carrie realized and got up, locking the door. jj practically whined as she got up, immediately pulling her back on his lap after. they started to make out again, carries hands running up his shirt.

“let’s get these off real quick” jj mumbled, his lips staying close to hers as he took her sweatpants off. he lifted his hips and got his shorts off too, their clothes tapping onto the ground. carrie looked over both of them, her eyes scanning over his not-so-going-unnoticed bulge in his boxers.

“baby.. i-..” she mumbled, jj tilting her chin up. “shh.. do you want to..?” he whispered. didn’t even take a second before carried started nodding. This is what’s happening.

jj put the wrapper in his mouth, peeling it open with her teeth. he looked at her as she got his boxers off for him, immediately shifting as his hard on pressed against her palm.

she started to do the guys 9:00 at night work for him, him starting to move a lot and let out small groans. he then started to move her cunt over his length, both of them holding back sounds.

jj got an idea and pushed her down onto her back on the bed, quickly kissing down her body and hooked his lips onto her underwear, practically ripping them off. carrie let out a small moan when he moved his tounge around her clit. she moved around hella and shoved her face into a pillow that was nearby z

“nuh uh shh shh shh baby i’m not done with you” jj says, smirking as he slid the condom on. “be good for me baby.” he put the head of his dick at her enterance, his hand on it and another on her hips.

as he felt her tight walls around him, he let out small groans as he thrusted in her. “babyyy…” she whined out, holding onto his hips and biting her lip hard, you’d think it’d be bleeding.

jj continued, burying himself deep inside her. after minutes of non stop no mercy, carrie felt that familiar feeling in her stomach. her walls tightened around him and he let out a moan, letting himself go since it was protected by the thin latex layer wrapped around his dick.

after that, carrie layed on her bed, her pussy fucked good and a thin layer of sweat coating her skin. jj rubbed her side softly, whispering sweet nothings to her.

the next day, everyone was acting so weird, and it definitely didn’t go unnoticed by carrie. she walked out of her room, seeing jj drinking a beer- at 10:27 in the morning.. odd. john b was smirking, sarah trying to hold back a laugh. kiara was glaring at jj and carried meanwhile pope was just utterly shocked

“you did WHAT with jj?” kiara said finally, her mouth agape. “i can’t beleive you”

“are you mad?” carrie said, slight confused. kiara nodded and just scoffed, slightly proud of carrie for not being a pussy anymore. sarah pulled carrie onto the couch and hugged her.

what happens at cousins beach, stays at cousins beach