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Kankri, no, omfg.

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You’re never a bother. 

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I’ll live. Sadly, 6ut certainly… What a69ut y9u?

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I wanna say ‘sounds like you probably need baby kisses and raspberries and strengthening of other connections,’ but I also.

Don’t know if that’s rude or anything to say.

@creativegeneric

I’ll live. Sadly, 6ut certainly… What a69ut y9u?

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I’ll be okay for a while, I have work to focus on, but I’d love to have you over for a while. If you can.

Will also understand if you need a bit of space for a while.

@creativegeneric

I’ll live. Sadly, 6ut certainly… What a69ut y9u?

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I dunno...about me. I’m kind of at the numb stage currently?

@creativegeneric

I’ll live. Sadly, 6ut certainly… What a69ut y9u?

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He’s probably just lost track of time. Has happened to me before. He’d have told us if he started to...y’know.

Yeah… 9r, at least, my sense w9uld have t9ld me eventually.

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Gonna go on a trip tomorrow.

Never sat right up by the beach before. Gonna do that.

Bring Hradil and Sunzuu with me. Gonna decompress and not wind myself up further. Again.

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Plans.

Breathing.

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I keep going back to just....

“It’s not your job.”

Like. Shit, really? I thought I was required to do all the shit I do.

I mean, it’s not like anybody else is doing it.

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Okay...gonna just.

Relax for a bit. Again.

Blood pressure and stress levels have no reason to be this high.

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I’m considering going to Dad’s, but also yes.

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Well.

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i made one

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I’m relieved that things went well, the caverns will get supplied again, the lusii will get looked after, and we won’t witness the end of our entire species...

I still don’t feel good, though.

I keep running over things I could have said or done, trying to see if something would have fixed...everything.

If I could have done something The Right Way and kept everything together, rather than fixed one thing while wrecking another.

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I’m actually terrified right now. It’s here.

We fucking found the caverns, one of the most terrifying places on Alternia, and now we’re on a second one with the fucking drone docking station.

I’m staring down a building full of fucking drones. I can’t...honestly believe that I’m here. Doing this.

Like, I know we have to, in order to prevent our entire species from going extinct, but I just.

This is happening.

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If you gave a shit to begin with, you’d have gotten to know Sunzuu and see what a fucking nice person he is.

If you gave a shit to begin with, you’d have fucking talked to me about it, rather than pretend to be my fucking friend and then pull this shit.

If you fucking gave a shit to begin with, you would have fucking listened when I TOLD YOU THAT OUR FUCKING SPECIES WILL DIE IF WE DON’T DO SOMETHING RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.

BUT YOU DON’T FUCKING CARE.

And now I don’t think you ever did.

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‘Friendship fucking canceled,’ indeed.