2beleftalone
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My fucked up mind and more. Don’t promote anything just my space to vent. 24. 5’8, CA
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I drink to try and feel dumb but no matter how much i try i still feel nothing not even the numbness i aim for.
I just cant deal
I dont know whats wrong with me
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Big difference between
“You are not fat”
And
“You are so skinny”
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Love how when i went through a very horrible depressive episode end of last year and didnt work out once and i lost 20 pounds, now i gained 15 back and work out EVERY SINGLE DAY and cant lose one fucking pound.
eating disorders suck
body dysmorphia sucks
i hate me and my body
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i just purged for the first time in probably 4 years ....
i dont know how to feel
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me: *obsessively weighs myself* me: *counts every calorie* me: *fasts for 24+ hours regularly* me: *lies about eating to loved ones* also me: I don’t have an eating disorder, i’m faking it
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spent my night crying myself to sleep and woke up puffy and ugly as ever
happy birthday to me :-)
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