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saints summer bod is ready

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oranges.....are so good.....yet they hide in their formidable shell........why hide from me little orange....I thought we were friends....fruit friends.............

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@thatbendyfan it derek

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We can put them back together....we have the technology...

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level 32 bed bath and beyond employee just banished me to the fucking beyond

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I had a dream last night about a Family Guy reboot in which the characters were all coated in blue rubber. They were wandering the forest, searching for the forest temple.

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the algorithm says my numbers have been going down a fair bit recently and i think that's really really funny cos it literally feels like i've just been spoken at by a stranger who i've never met in public talking about their problems just like

"…o- oh? oh sorry! were you talking to me? oh! mhm… …yeah …yeah right, gotcha… hm?… …ooooooo yeah damn dude that sucks! … … uhhh… anyway! i better get going, sorry! best of luck with… all that!"

and then i turn around and get back to doing what i've been doing for the last checks watch fucking decade and making whatever i feel like.

…oh, in very, /very/ related news:

NEW SONG NEW SONG NEW SONG NEW SONG /oh it's majora's mask/ STILL NEW SONG NEW SONG NEW SONG NEW SONG

Art by kai! (@calamarispiderart)

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WHOAOAHH STICKS!!!!!! I was supposed 2 post this abt a month ago but got lazy to finish it.,.,. Errmmm😢

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Would you rather have a Phineas and Ferb summer or a Gravity Falls summer?

would you rather have endless fun forever or have satan attack you every day

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my growing collection of fucked up baby bird photos

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In order to understand the ways in which mortal creatures need protecting, guardian angels were made with the capacity for human emotion.

They're very rambunctious and cheerful, sticking together in groups. However every now and then they tend to go off alone for a small period of time. The older angels don't understand why they keep weeping, but how could they ever understand a child's desire for a mother's embrace

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congrats on the divorce

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So, like, the thing about Ralsei is that he says that Darkners aren’t really ‘real’ and exist only to make Lightners happy and that their own needs and emotions are secondary at best. But in terms of his behavior it usually just manifest as his horribly low self-esteem and self-sacrificial behavior. He’s usually very accommodating and considerate of other Darkners, much happier to acknowledge their feelings and personhood rather than his own.

The biggest and most obvious exception is his “you just have to accept you’re useless now (:” speech to Tenna at the end of Chapter 3.

But even then...it’s like, at the start of Chapter 3, Ralsei was the one most susceptible to Tenna’s guilt-trip and the one who talked the two Lightners into taking part in his show.

It's not like he's not considerate of Tenna's feelings, and it's not like he doesn't want the Lightners to help him... the two main things that changed is, well... first things first just the fact that the Dark Fountain was right there and sealing it is always one of Ralsei's main concerns. But also... it's because Tenna opened up about his feelings and it became clear to Ralsei just how much he's motivated by anxieties that mirror his own....

It’s kind of the reverse of Susie’s arc with Tenna through Chapter 3. She starts out extremely hostile towards him (probably because he just kinda bursted in on them while she was having an extremely emotionally fraught time and immediately tried to make everything about his Fun Silly Game Time)

But the longer she gets to know him and calmed down from her original rage, she started to obviously feel kinda bad for him…

She reverted to rage when it turned out he has secretly kidnapped Toriel, but once he opened up about his motivations and his feelings, she was the one who actually validated his emotions, actually found him a solution that treated him like a person. Clearly because she saw a lot of her own pain in him.

It’s like… Susie was put off by Tenna initially, but once she starts seeing herself in others, it’s makes it easier for her to be kind and understanding towards them… but Ralsei is kind of the opposite of That?

When he sees other Darkners as strangers, as different than him, that makes him more likely to be kind and considerate towards their feelings. To just follow his instincts to be Nice to them and encourage that niceness in others. But he has such a low opinion of himself and such a lack of self-worth, that once he starts recognizing himself in the other… that actually makes him more likely to be unkind to them in that sickeningly sweet way he is unkind to himself.

The more Ralsei relates to another Darkner, the more likely it is for his fucked-up philosophy about Darkners to affect how he treats them. Ralsei’s whole self-image is so fucked up that his empathy consistently makes him less kind to other Darkners.

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"these researchers published a paper on something that literally any of us could have told you 🙄" ok well my supervisors wont let me write something in my thesis unless I can back it up with a citation so maybe it's a good thing that they're amplifying your voice to the scientific community in a way that prevents people from writing off your experiences as annecdotal evidence

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hey its me im calling you about your dna sequencing yeauh the results came in.. yeah you might want to sit down before we get started