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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤyou do not have a soul. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤyou are a soul; you have a body.

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↪     𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑫𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑳 𝑰𝑵 𝑴𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  the  2022  supermassive  game  “ the devil in me ” .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .  spoilers  &  mature  themes  are  present .  ) 

i bet you can see a hundred miles from the top .

you mean you’re not weary of me after an entire day of marriage ?

are we the only ones here ?

that’s no way to run a business .

that’s my [ name ] ,  always finding that silver lining .

my attention was needed elsewhere .

i promise from here on out ,  it will be nothing but silver linings .

today is a very special day for us .

i’m starting to think i’ve gone  &  married a thrill seeker .

are we looking for excitement ?

see what happens when you chase a thrill ?

if you’ll excuse me ,  i have work to return to .

i’m sure we’ll see each other again soon .

this feels like some sort of treacherous plot .

close your eyes ,  &  face the mirror .

aren’t you clever  &  romantic ?

don’t fight it  …  it’ll only hurt more if you do .

you’re only prolonging the inevitable .

what have you done ?!

you’re wasting your last chance to tell him that you love him .

it’s so good to have company .  for a long time ,  i was on my own .

i can barely recall a time when i was not here .

what good are stories without someone to experience them ?

art can elicit all sorts of reactions .

you’re responsible for what happens .  you’re culpable .

i can’t interfere ,  that’s very much against the rules .

it’s tough being honest when it means everyone just thinks you’re a bitch .

i’m sick of being on my own .

it’s a fucking mess ,  to be honest with you .

i think we’ve heard quite enough .

i was born with the devil in me .

i could not help the fact that i was a murderer any more than a poet can help the inspiration to sing .

just being dead ain’t enough to stop me from killing again .

actually ,  it’s what i can do for you .

do you know where we’re going ,  exactly ?

it was 100% your fault .  you fly by the seat of your ass .

was this part of the plan ?  did you know about this ?

i figured we needed all the help we could get .

downtime ?  why would you want to do that ?

i’ve got a lot going on at the moment ,  [ name ] .

you got any family you can go bother ?

‘ married to the job ’ …  how’s that marriage working out ?

we agreed to let that drop for the weekend .

sorry for giving you a hard time .

christ ,  what the hell is that ?

it’s gonna be okay ,  it’s all gonna be okay .

i’ll explain everything later .

are you sure ?  ‘cos you don’t seem sure .

i’m charming ,  &  you can hotwire your way past security .

hey ,  can i ask you something  &  get a straight answer ?

shh ,  get down !

this is ridiculous ,  there’s nothing out here .

i heard you were looking for a new place .

if i wanted to go on nature hikes ,  i wouldn’t have moved to the city .

you can do it .  eyes forward ,  don’t look down .

you always knew how to get me through the shit ,  didn’t you ?

maybe this won’t be a waste of a weekend .

i told you this was a good plan ,  didn’t i ?

you’ve been out  &  about all day ,  &  i have to sit here worrying .  gone all day ,  &  not a word from you !

i don’t think we’re the only ones here .

this is my don’t be scared song ,  sing it  &  i won’t be scared long !

scream if you need me for anything .

something about this place makes me wanna use the buddy system .

you talk in your sleep   …   not sure if i ever told you that .

you’re cute when you’re worked up .

cute ?   …  you think i’m cute ?

i try to pretend like it isn’t a thing ,  you know .

if my cheeks are red ,  it’s from this wine .

sorry .  didn’t mean to make you feel weird .

i’m fucking with you ,  i’ve been wanting to kiss you for months .

sorry ,  did i interrupt something ?

i can’t find my room  &  i need a fucking cigarette .

i’m not stressed ,  okay ?  do i look fucking stressed ?

this place is massive ,  surely there’s a pack of cigarettes here .

stick with me ,  [ name ] ,  i’m going places .

[ name ] ,  there’s something important you have to understand .

no ,  come on ,  you piece of shit  …  don’t do this to me !

i’m supposed to buy  “ nothing ”  is eating up at you ?

i still think your priorities are fucked .

what about taking a huge risk  &  just DO something ?

are you trying to butter me up ?

we don’t need to rehash stuff ,  let’s just work .

you’re only asking me ‘cos your arms are too short for a good selfie angle .

maybe we should just add this topic to our  “ discussion no - fly zone ”  list .

shit ,  that scared the fuck out of me .

at some point ,  you have to give up the ghost .

you’ve been doing your research ,  haven’t you ?

are you taking a survey or trying to learn something ?

would it kill you to be direct ?

you want to know what inspired me ?  as if i wasn’t the original ?

you look amazing ,  as usual .

i heard enough ,  thank you ,  i know what betrayal sounds like .

i’m not blind ,  i know what i saw .

this could work to our advantage .

am i the only one that’s getting really freaked out by this place ?

can you stop trying to make this worse ?

don’t come crying to me if you end up dead .

choices ,   [ name ] ,  make better choices .

this is your own damn fault .

it’s all about the honey trap .

you bring me some smokes ?  like i asked ?

that’s what i remember most .  those screams .

you’ll never really know how it feels to watch the fire burn out of somebody .

thanks for that stuff you said at dinner .  it was nice to hear .

we’re all on the same side ,  sometimes we forget .

get me out of here !  i can’t see a thing !

count your breaths .  one,  two,  three,  in  …

how very rude ,  not to stay for dinner .

i can only observe ,  &  it can be  …  frustrating to watch .

in some ways ,  i envy you .

something is very not right here .

i’ve been waiting on you for ages to actually make a decision about something ,  anything ,   &  now this is when you suddenly choose to take a stand ?

your delusions make for such great plans .

would it kill you to think positively just once ?

it’s not even the worst idea i’ve had this evening .

don’t go patting yourself on the back ,  i still think your priorities are fucked .

i can care about more than one thing at a time .

working this job has made me really understand what a sociopath is .

you always assume the worst .

help me !   please  –  please ,  i’ll do anything !

maybe you’re right ,  but you don’t need to be an asshole about it .

i guess i was holding out for things to change with us .

i have never once shied away from telling you where my priorities were .

i have to live with it every day  &  now someone knows .

someone WANTED me to find this .

you have to get the fuck out ANY way you can .  just get the FUCK OUT !

are you losing your shit ?  ‘cos i don’t need that right now .

maybe we just focus on one thing at a time .

[ name ]  …  i found a way out ,  maybe .

i don’t know what i was expecting .

what the fuck is this ?

[ name ] ,  what are you doing ?  just stay back .

no way this is happening .

it’s gotta be fake  …  a prop ,  or from  …  an animal or something .

it can be difficult working with someone you’ve been involved with .

i think we can bust through this thing .

i’ve had enough of this shit ,  what the hell is going on ?

the walls are moving again .

i’m not a fuckin’ lab rat here for your amusement !

don’t look at me like that .  you know i’m right .  you get it .

you got to do something that matters .

think of the most profound thing you’ve ever done .

i see the gleam in your eye ,  [ name ] .  you can’t fool me .

there  …  there you are .  i see you now .

bare hands can feel good ,  huh ?  but the blade makes for such a prettier picture .

how far down does it go ?

there’s blood everywhere ,  &  …  &  a body .

one of us is going to have to be bait .

you could use that as a weapon if need be .

what an excruciating way to go .

people can surprise you sometimes .

as always ,  i’ll be watching very closely .

hurry the fuck up !

it’s a forest ,  it could be anything .

can you not freak me out even more than i already am ?

i wasn’t expecting you .

you’re a selfish monster  …  always have been .

predictable little shit ,  i know you .

[ name ] !  i thought i lost you .

all good things must come to an end .

can you find your own way out ?

i have no doubt we’ll meet again in the future .

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❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜ @sammy Winchester <3

ㅤㅤhe simply stares at her for a few moments, mouth agape with wonder. he lets out a sigh of relief that melts into a laugh, bending over to rest his hands on his knees as he catches his breath. ❛❛ i never thought that in the first place, ❜❜ he assures, straightening back up to his full height. ❛❛ but even if i had at some point, i definitely don't now. ❜❜ he approaches, planes of his face brightened by the smile currently digging dimples into his cheeks. ❛❛ that was incredible, bonnie. you really saved my ass just now. ❜❜

― 𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

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ㅤㅤshe smiles, pleased that he clearly at least knows her well enough to remember her name. ❛❛ how about we just say we're stuck with each other then, huh? ❜❜ she responds playfully, plopping down onto the recently vacated seat. ❛❛ that's me. and before you ask, yes, my mom is a fan of sleeping beauty, ❜❜ she adds dryly, the words said with a familiarity of a phrase that's been repeated countless times. she doesn't mind the question, but she'd still rather get ahead of it. placing her own bag on the surface in front of her, she turns in her chair to face him, expression serious but gaze alight with mirth. ❛❛ just as a head's up, i'm probably gonna be pretty nosy. you have this whole mysterious hot guy thing going on, and i love figuring out puzzles and what makes people tick. ❜❜

stefan was a quiet student, a student who kept to himself. all he wanted was to go to his classes, do his assignments & leave. so the thought of having to work with someone else always made him anxious. mostly because he was private, a loner as some would say. his eyes look up from the page he's reading about the project when his name was called. forest green eyes move to the auburn haired girl, a gentle grin curving to his lips. aurora, he remembered her name. she was one of the few in class he actually wouldn't mind being partnered with. it's almost a relief when she approaches. ❛❛ hm, i'd say you're the one stuck with me actually. ❜❜ he teases, moving his backpack so she could sit. ❛❛ aurora, right ? ❜❜

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❛  i'm weird, just deal with it.  ❜ katherine to stefan.

ㅤㅤ❛❛ weird ... is a rather kind way to put it. ❜❜ he struggles to keep his tone measured, not truly wishing to provoke her. regardless of the vitriol he may carry towards her, he's well aware she's out of his league - at least when one on one. and he doesn't even want to consider how she'd retaliate if he truly pisses her off; but she must be playing some sort of game, and he imagines simply not playing isn't an option. ❛❛ why are you here, katherine? ❜❜

― 𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

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❛  your hair looks really nice today.  ❜ katherine to damon !

ㅤㅤ❛❛ it looks nice everyday, actually, ❜❜ he corrects, his expression somewhere between a smirk and a grimace. ❛❛ no need to be cute - what scheme are you working on now that brings you here to darken my doorstep? ❜❜ he probes, not for a moment entertaining the possibility that she simply dropped by to flatter him. in another life, he would've preened under such attention from her. but that version of him died the moment human blood touched his lips and sealed his fate - he made sure of it. so where his gaze once held adoration when directed at her, it now held nothing but suspicion and resentment. ❛❛ though i don't know why i bother to ask; you'd find a way to screw me over anyway. ❜❜

― 𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

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muses added:

eugene fitzherbert - disney / tvdu based, fc tbd. mainly for @aughts :^)

julieta noi - fandomless ghost hunter oc, heavy inspo from buzzfeed unsolved. kitty chicha fc.

ryan erzahler - the quarry. justice smith fc.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  all of this is my fault.  ❜ ❛  are you even listening to me?  ❜ ❛  are you scared? 'cause i'm scared.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you'll be okay?  ❜ ❛  can you say that again, please?  ❜ ❛  do you have anything to say?  ❜ ❛  do you wanna go out sometime?  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me?  ❜ ❛  have you considered trying something else?  ❜ ❛  how long do we still have?  ❜ ❛  i can't do this any longer.  ❜ ❛  i can't wait to go home.  ❜ ❛  i didn't want to do that.  ❜ ❛  i don't follow, i always lead.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what you mean.  ❜ ❛  i hate him but i love him.  ❜ ❛  i like i here, it's nice.  ❜ ❛  i'll only go if you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm here if you need me.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i had no idea.  ❜ ❛  i'm weird, just deal with it.  ❜ ❛  is this your first time here?  ❜ ❛  just tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  just tell me why we're here.  ❜ ❛  no one will believe you anyway.  ❜ ❛  nothing else matters except for you.  ❜ ❛  please just let me help you.  ❜ ❛  there is time to fix this.  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me?  ❜ ❛  where do you think you're going?  ❜ ❛  when will you come back here?  ❜ ❛  why are you acting so stupid?  ❜ ���  why do you ask these questions?  ❜ ❛  why would i lie to you?  ❜ ❛  will you go out with me?  ❜ ❛  you are more important than me.  ❜ ❛  you don't mean that, do you?  ❜ ❛  you have nothing to worry about.  ❜ ❛  you'll always be my best friend.  ❜ ❛  your hair looks really nice today.  ❜

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That's your oc right? Oc brain rot is the worst bc you want to develop them and how they interact but ppl be hesitant or ignore for canon characters.

ㅤㅤshe is! she's one of my most fleshed out ocs ever, and i love her so muchhhhh. that's occasionally a problem, but i feel like the majority of ppl are really good at embracing ocs :)

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why do you hurt?

ㅤㅤbecause you cannot hold freedom. the sky is only air. the ocean is only water. the only freedom you will ever have is breathing, drawing this air again & again & again & again. you have to exhale, and it costs you something - you have to quench your thirst and it comes back again - there is nothing solid in being free, it is not a status to be achieved but an action to do. free is an active status, and you worry you'll somehow forget. there are people who would control you. there are orders you could obey. you keep coming back to take this next breath, your own part of the forever-freedom of the sky, but sometimes you think to hold your breath. it is deceptively peaceful underwater. you don't know if you would notice it if you started drowning.

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endless list of favorite characters

“Time… time rots everything; even hope.”

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ㅤㅤthe announcement of pairs for the upcoming project elicits a choir of disgruntled groans throughout the classroom, though aurora successfully manages to hold hers back. she's always been one to work better alone, but once the professor makes up his mind, that's that. though a tad disappointed they aren't able to choose for themselves, she has to admit she doesn't mind who she'd been partnered up with. stefan salvatore. a rather mysterious figure, and one that's admittedly intrigued her. now with the perfect excuse to, she gathers up her books and approaches him, hoping her expression is appropriately friendly. ❛❛ hey, stefan. guess you're stuck with me for the next couple weeks. ❜❜

@salvatoraes.

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ㅤㅤhe meanders downstairs, making his way through his ( frankly needlessly large ) house to the kitchen, intending to grab a bag he'd cheekily labelled as soccer mom. on his way however, he notices the presence of a certain blonde in his living room. ❛❛ hey judgy, ❜❜ he greets in typical damon fashion, smirk on his lips as he changes direction to approach her. ❛❛ decided to slum it and hang out with little ol' me today? ❜❜

@insecurebarbie / sc.