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BIG life update

I'm a wife and a mother! Holy cow! 2024 was easily the biggest year of my entire life. A few months after getting engaged in 2023, my fiance and I decided to start trying for a baby. We thought it would take awhile because of my endometriosis and PCOS, but in October of 2023 we found out I was pregnant with a baby girl, due June 10th! And on June 10th exactly, we welcomed out perfect daughter into the world.

On September 20th, we then got married in a beautiful vineyard surrounded by our friends and family, and of course our little girl. It was a Harry Potter wedding and was absolutely magical(pun intended) and perfect(except for the record breaking heat for that day lol).

Now into 2025, I'm still navigating this whole new person I've become, a mother and a wife. Wow. Sometimes it still amazes me how far I've come in life. Back when I started writing Harry Styles imagines I was in a bad place. I've never talked about this online but when I first started writing on this blog, I had a drinking problem. It wasn't out of hand or anything, but I definitely had a problem. I lived in my parents house, had no job, had just moved to a new state and had no friends or family apart from my mom and dad. I had to drop out of college because my dad lost his job. It was just a very dark time and I found so much light and happiness in everyone here on tumblr and felt like I finally found where I fit in, as a writer. Writing for this blog used to consume me, even after I moved states once again and started a full time job and going to school. I would stay up until 3 or 4am after working a 12 hour shift just to write enough imagines to have posts scheduled for the next day while I was working another 12 hour shift.

I hate to say it, but I have not written in MANY years. I've got a work in progress novel that I've been working on for probably over 10 years now that I've kind of come back to every once in awhile but that's it. I would be lying if I said I don't miss writing like I used to. Writing used to be my escape, my escape from all the heavy in my life. And now my life is full of so much love and happiness. I'm married to my absolute best friend and love of my life and we have such an amazing daughter.

I finally feel like I'm where I'm meant to be. While Amanda the mom and wife is a completely different person to who I used to be, she's so much better. More tired, but better.

I don't really know why I'm writing this. I'm sure not many will read it. I think just because I like to document my life on here now, look back on it in a few years and see how far I've come once again. So if you've made it this far, thank you for listening to my rambling, lol. I appreciate you.

xx

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I just your post about being engaged--congratulations!!! And I'm watching Harry Potter as I read it, so that must be good luck!

Eeee, thanks so much! I'm so excited!

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I’m engaged!!

On June 3rd my boyfriend of 6 years asked me to marry him!!! Finally! This has been so long coming and I won’t lie, I was NOT waiting patiently, lol. But I’m so happy now that I get to marry my absolute best friend in the world. We are getting married September of next year and I am so excited! It’s gonna be a Harry Potter themed wedding! Hope everyone is well!

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Hi i have always been a fan since idk but i had this favorite fanfic i believer you wrote years back, it’s i wish… a niall horan fanfic. I can’t seem to find it now, did you delete it?

Hmm, I don't recall writing one called I Wish... I didn't see it on my Niall masterlist so I might not have been the one to write it. I'm sorry!

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Do you have a master list

I sure do! You can find my Harry Styles masterlist HERE or my Niall Horan masterlist HERE

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RHS Question of the Week 🫶🏼 When/why did you start writing? Do you remember your first fic?

I started writing fanfics back in like 2008. I was about 13 years old. My first fanfic was for My Chemical Romance. I started writing Harry and 1D in like, 2014. It was before the boys went on hiatus. I don't remember what exactly my first Harry fic was though. I've done so many! lol

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february_styles on wattpad has posted two of your pieces (“no one else” and “braids”) in a book full of stolen writing

I dunno how long ago this message was sent so I dunno if this work is still up, I might have to go and check just to make sure. But I really hope its not. Let's not steal peoples work, come on. I put HOURS into my writing, as do we all who take the time to do so, DON'T STEAL ANOTHER ARTISTS WORK.

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Do you have a master list for your fics?? Cause if so I would like to browse them and read them all.

yes! Hi. My Harry masterlist can be found here and my Niall masterlist can be found here

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Hey. I just saw your blog when stumbling across it in the Google search results, but I wanted to tell you that I hope you're okay. Get well soon, have a wonderful day!

Dang, that's so cool that my blog shows up like that! I dunno how long this has been in my inbox so I'm sorry if you sent this awhile ago, I haven't actually logged onto tumblr in ages. But thank you so much! I am doing very well now, thank you. Just bought a new car today!

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hello luv! :)

Hello! How are you??

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hey

Hello!

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Hi

Hello!!

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can you do where Harry breaks up with her and after a day or two she dies? i just want something that fits into my shitty life rn

Hi! I'm truly sorry that things aren't good right now. I understand completely and am here if you need someone to talk to. However, I no longer write. Sorry!

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For my birthday Kevin upgraded my nail set up! It has so much storage and is just so much nicer. I love it! https://www.instagram.com/p/CYc50rKM6AJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Merry Christmas from the Obst Family! 🎄 🎁 https://www.instagram.com/p/CX354voFq5j/?utm_medium=tumblr

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December 20th. The day the love of my life was born. You're not only that but also my best friend, my partner in crime, my soulmate, and my future. I'm unsure of a lot of things in life but you're the one thing I have no doubts about, you're my forever. Happy birthday, lovey. Can't wait to spend the day with you. I love you. https://www.instagram.com/p/CXtDa7SLoMB/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I adore this guy so much. ❤️🥰😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/CXZxbjSJbFo/?utm_medium=tumblr