4fterm4th
4fterm4th
𝘈𝘍𝘛𝘌𝘙𝘔𝘈𝘛𝘏
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❝ 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗞 𝗔𝗙𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗜'𝗩𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗚𝗛...𝗦𝗢𝗠𝗘𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗟𝗜𝗞𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧.. 𝗪𝗢𝗨𝗟𝗗 𝗛𝗨𝗥𝗧? ❞ ████████████
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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HC: Aftermath has an odd concept of confessing his romantic feelings towards people he likes. He doesnt express it with loving words he expresses it through actions such as loyalty and getting the job done with a good Aftermath for that person. No matter how ridiculous the thing they want done.
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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Silence filled the air as he glared at the blade through his visor. His eyes narrowed as his brown hues would shift coolly between the man holding it and the blade itself because of his general purpose. He used to be someone else. Someone better as the mentally I'll man seemed to fully believe that he was doing tye right thing. Each clone dead was seen as a 'good thing' in Krell's eyes.
Loyalty was one thing he never really had for the jedi. As a response. In the end he knew he would have been thrown under the bus. But not as hard as it initially was. Found out to be attacked and chaised down. His hatred towards the jedi boiled like a bloody volcano bound to burst. His teeth clenched as he looked at the other closer. His body relaxed. His arm..missing?
"They took something from you as well?" He asked as he shifted his position. Basically ignoring his question from before to shift it to something else. He was hurt. Did the Jedi..? Yes..they had to of done such a deplorable thing..it was the only thing on his mind. How betrayed he felt. And that even turned to something worse within.
As he fixed himself up right from his place on the floor. He removed his helmet. The quick latching noise as air seemed to seep in through the cracks as the clone with the painted helmet and orange visor revealed a face completely destroyed by third degree burns with a horrible scar over his temple as a piece of metal had haphazardly stuck freely from his forehead like a horn. His milty white eye staring coldly at him as he dropped his helmet down." Krell threw me away." He said. His tone almost a slur thanks to the damage on his face." Like a piece of trash. Lies turned to an obsession. I have no regrets for what I've done. Every one of them deserved it."
But he paused. As much as he was a clone and perfectly capable of fending for himself he hadn't raised a hand against this one yet. His fingers twitching slightly as he dropped his helmet. "Krell will eventually die. It doesn't matter to me."
if you're gonna to kill me, just do it. @4fterm4th
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" i do not kill dogs. " saber does not slink back into hilt, golden hue spilling across shared space with an ominous brilliance that offers little wiggle room. the time is not his own, and perhaps he arguably has little room to seek retribution for jedi like pong krell given the nature of his own transgressions centuries prior. (but his violence had been rooted in good cause, his violence had been in defense.) " only their treasonous masters. " shoulders hunch only slightly, dagan stalks forward with narrowed eyes as missing right arm becomes a phantom, flickering in view as the galaxy itself seems to shift under his uncomfortable anger.
dagan gera becomes a supernova, white-hot and unforgiving; as bright and insufferable as tatooine's suns unbridled. regardless of how he feels toward the council and their blatant blunders spanning centuries ... it was still within the scope of his very existence to protect and serve the order, not allow the hands of some second-rate sith to sabotage its advances in this alleged war. stare is tentative, focused, as if waiting for the rippled disturbance to turn into tidal waves. " certainly you are not so indebted to such a loathsome wretch. "
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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Possessive starters
"You're mine, and no one else's."
"I don't like the way that person looks at you. Stay away from them."
"I saw you talking to them. Are you interested in them?"
"I can't stand the thought of you being with anyone else."
"You belong to me."
"Are you interested in them?"
"You should only be focused on me."
"You're mine, and I won't let anyone take you away from me."
"I don't want you to have any secrets."
"You're mine, and I won't tolerate anyone trying to steal you away."
"I get possessive when someone shows interest in you. It's a sign of my love."
"You're mine to protect."
"I can't stand the thought of someone else touching you. You belong to me alone."
"There might be someone there who takes you away from me."
"You're my world, and I won't let anyone come between us."
"I want you all to myself. No one else can have you."
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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"Who told you it wasn't that bad?" -- @mando-of-esverr
"Master Krell." He said plainly. His burnt face hidden behind his helmet as to keep from unwanted attention as he stared at the Mando for a moment. His eyes narrowed deeply as he tilted his head.
"Why would a Mando want to know how bad it was..? You weren't there that day." Unless he was and he just didn't know. His body and head ached with such a throbbing agony he wanted it to stop but he kept silent. His teeth clenched tightly behind his helmet as each second spent there made his mind mindlessly wonder as he would grab the Mando's collar to his brest plate and yanked him down.
His voice rash and angry." Were you? Mando?" He hissed. Each breath taken echoing a sense of deprive of any mercy. As if it was a threat and he would kill him if he was. Though who would say the Clone would actually accept his answer as truth or not.
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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“What happened!?”
Aftermath looked at the burning ash that held what was left of his team. Only silence filling the air as the clone simply stared at the aftermath of his own creation. The clones that made up his new squad was now dead and or dying from lack of oxygen as the orange and red glow of the flames licked across his armor that was painted in a gold like yellow that seemed to dim with age.
"They died, sir. That's what happened." He said clearly as he turned around to face the jedi. If one could only see his face. The look he was giving the man beneath the visor as he started to make his way past him. Not before bumping shoulders." I must report to Krell. If you intend on just standing there mourning canon fodder you're better off being a pacifist than a jedi." He said with such an uncaring tone.
An accident caused such a kind man to become something else. And the more he breathed the angrier he became.
He was Broken.
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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Send “What happened!?” for your muse to see mine injured.
alternatively send “Its nothing.” for the reverse. 
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛  i can't stop thinking about you even when i try.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat.  ❜ ❛  i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there.  ❜ ❛  do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how much you truly mean to me.  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us?  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you.  ❜ ❛  i had a lot of dreams about you recently.  ❜ ❛  somehow, you're always on my mind.  ❜ ❛  i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met.  ❜ ❛  my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go.  ❜ ❛  all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it.  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve.  ❜ ❛  every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?  ❜ ❛  i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need.  ❜ ❛  will we ever get another chance together?  ❜ ❛  you were the best thing that's ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  my biggest regret is ever letting you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see.  ❜ ❛  every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me.  ❜ ❛  it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to.  ❜ ❛  i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back.  ❜ ❛  i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms.  ❜ ❛  hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me.  ❜ ❛  there's so much i wish i was able to tell you.  ❜ ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ ❛  i miss the way you always made me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're the reason i keep holding on.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how i feel about you.  ❜ ❛  i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine.  ❜ ❛  i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you?  ❜ ❛  my heart belongs to you, always and forever.  ❜ ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  i've been thinking about us a lot lately.  ❜
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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bullying the traumatized
we don't wear kiddy gloves here.
"Who told you it wasn't that bad?"
"Who told you that?"
"I'll fight anyone who says otherwise."
"Yeah, well, news flash: it fucked you up. I can tell."
"It's okay to have shit that fucks you up, you know."
"Ohhhh noooo, you're feeling an emotion."
"God forbid something hurts and you do something about it."
"That's trauma for you."
"Get angry about it."
"I don't know. I expected you to feel something."
"In case it escaped your notice, I care about you!"
"Do you have a death wish?"
"And you decided you were going to stoically suffer in silence and not tell anyone?"
"Got some 'main character syndrome' in you, huh?"
"We're meant to be a team!"
"Then they can go to hell! They don't tell us what we're capable of."
"I'm going to try. I don't care whether you're gonna try with me but I hope you do."
"We've seen worse odds."
"What did you expect? Me to stand there and do nothing?"
"Oh, you have trauma? I didn't notice."
"Oh, grow! Up!"
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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Criminal Runaway Verse:
After his arrest and discharge from the clone army after his inevitable capture he broke out of prison. His fingers bloody and fists crusted with the dried blood of clone guards. Heavy breathing he was done with the republic and desired only one thing. Money to survive. So as a means to do so. He became a bounty hunter much like Jango fett did. Working for the separatists or anyone capable of handing out credits.
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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Before The Accident Verse:
Aftermath was always a nice man. Giving sly jokes and support to thoes who needed it. His support in a fight was what everyone in The Clockworks needed. He was the support and their second in command. The crutch if their leader were to ever fall. No matter the mission it was something that called to him. His job as a trooper to give support to thoes who needed it.
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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Dark Trooper Verse:
Aftermath was found rotting away in a cell deep within a cell the Empire decided to put him to use. And put him through the painful process of turning him into a killing machine. Training him in hand to hand, lightsaber battle training and more he would eventually become a force to be recond with.
Even in the empire he still hadn't changed in getting his own men killed.
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4fterm4th · 1 year ago
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𝕐𝕆𝕌'ℝ𝔼 ℕ𝕆𝕋 𝔸𝕃𝕆ℕ𝔼 𝕀ℕ 𝕋ℍ𝕀𝕊 𝕎𝕆ℝ𝕃𝔻 𝕆𝔽 𝔽𝕆𝕆𝕃𝕊, 𝕋𝕆 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔾𝔸𝕃𝕀𝕏𝕐 𝕐𝕆𝕌'ℝ𝔼 𝔸𝕃𝕃 𝕋𝕆𝕆𝕃𝕊
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/Semi lit Starwars clone oc / Novela responses / oc friendly /
DOC
VERSES:
RULES:
Dark Trooper Verse / Before the Accident Verse / Wanted Criminal Run Away Verse /
18+ only absolutely no minors
Nsfw will be tagged properly
Will express themes such as mental health problems, gore, looking for ones self, mass murder, homicidal behavior, and more
No incest [ie clone cest] or pedophilia [ie Rex x ashoka]
Asks are always open
Have fun ;)
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4fterm4th · 2 years ago
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Hgggggg help I need to liveeee!!!!
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4fterm4th · 3 years ago
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Anyone else getting this from the porn bots?]]
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4fterm4th · 3 years ago
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Mary E Pearson Book Quotes Rp Meme
[kiss of deceptionl, heart of betrayal, the beauty of darkness,dance of thieves, vow of thieves]
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“I will find you.In the farthest corner, I will find you.” 
“Some things aren’t meant to be known. Only believed.” 
“Maybe there was no one way to define it. Maybe there were as many shades of love as the blues of the sky.” 
“Some things aren’t meant to be known. Only believed.”
I see only reminders that nothing lasts forever, not even greatness.” 
“We’ve had a terrible start—it doesn’t mean we can’t have a better ending.” 
“Today was the day a thousand dreams would die and a single dream would be born.” 
“Sometimes there’s not a better way. Sometimes there’s only the hard way.” 
“Every mile, every day. I’d do it all again. I’d chase you across three continents if that’s what it took to be with you.” 
“If one can’t be trusted in love, one can’t be trusted in anything. Some things can’t be forgiven.” 
“Choose your words carefully, even the words you think, because they become seeds, and seeds become history.” 
“The world before us is a postcard, and I imagine the story we are writing on it.” 
“Once upon a time, there was a man as great as the gods…But even the great can tremble with fear.Even the great can fall” 
“But you’re everything I want. Remember that. I love you. Not a title. And not because a piece of paper says I should. Because I do.”
“But remember, child, we may all have our own story and destiny, and sometimes our seemingly bad fortune, but we’re all part of a greater story too. One that transcends the soil, the wind, time… even our own tears. Greater stories will have their way.” 
“Love didn’t end all at once, no matter how much you needed it to or how inconvenient it was. You couldn’t command love to stop any more than a marriage document could order it to appear. Maybe love had to bleed away a drop at a time until your heart was numb and cold and mostly dead.” 
“It doesn’t matter how many universes come and go, I will always remember who we were together.” 
Then hold on to me,Let me show you the stars.” 
“We all have our different skills. You’re patient to a fault, which sometimes doesn’t work to your advantage. I, on the other hand, have the patience of a wet cat. Only on rare occasions does that come in handy.” 
“There are no rules when it comes to survival.” 
“It began with the stars.” 
“I do want tomorrows with you. I want a lifetime of tomorrows.”
“Don’t be afraid, child,The stories are always there.” 
“The rules of reason build towers that reach past the treetops. The rules of trust build towers that reach past the stars.” 
“Maybe there were a hundred different ways to fall in love.” 
“Darkness was a beautiful thing. The kiss of a shadow. A caress as soft as moonlight.” 
I want to kiss you because I want you, every part of you, even the parts that infuriate me beyond telling, because you’ve infected me with a poison that I don’t want to flush out, because you’re a mad viper twisting around my middle, cutting off my breath, yet I want you more than I want to breathe. Yes,I want to kiss you, just because I do, but the one thing I cannot do is promise you any tomorrows.”
“Because I so stupidly loved her.”
“These moments when we’re not hating each other.” 
“Who was this girl who thumbed her nose at two kingdoms and did as she pleased?”
“There is something about her eyes. Eyes don’t breathe. I know that much. But hers look breathless.” 
“I suppose if we’re going to fall in love all over again, kissing will be part of it.” 
“Truth is as free as the air and we all have the right to breathe as deeply of it as we wish. It cannot be held back in the palm of any one man.” 
“Truth that came too late was as useful as a meal to a dead man.” 
“The ghosts, they never go away. They call to you in unexpected moments, their hands lacing with yours and pulling you down paths that lead nowhere.” 
“I thought grandmothers had to like you. It’s a law or something.” 
“If I could only reach out and touch the stars, I would know everything. I would understand.” 
“Sometimes the enemy is just one person who will bring down a kingdom.” 
You have given me a universe of stars and stories,Where there was emptiness.You’ve unlocked a part of me I was afraid to believe in, And made the magic of wish stalks come true.I vow to care for you, to protect you and everything that is yours.Your home is now my home, your family, my family.I will stand by you as a partner in all things. With you by my side, I will never lack for joy.I know life is full of twists and turns, and sometimes loss, but whatever paths we go down, I want every step to be with you.”
“And if you didn’t whisk out knives and threaten to cut pretty necks, I think we might be friends too.”
“This world, it breathes you in … it knows you, and then it breathes you out again, shares you.” 
“A perfect night… a perfect forever” 
“Hear the language that isn’t spoken, for everyone can hear spoken words, but only a few can hear the heart that beats behind it.”
“This world, it breathes you in, sniffs, it knows you, and then it breathes you out again, shares you. You’re not contained here in this single place alone. The wind, time, it circles, repeats, teaches, reveals, some swaths cutting deeper than others. The universe knows. The universe has a long memory.” 
Because if I could believe in tomorrow or the next day, maybe that would give the magic time to come true. Or better, maybe by then I wouldn’t need the magic at all.” 
“I do hope the things I’ve forgotten don’t matter.”
“This was more than an unexpected turn.It was an unchecked slide into hell.” 
“Waiting for someone else to write your history was no way to live. Sometimes it was only a certain way to die.” 
“I wished that love could be simple, that it was always given and returned in the same measure, equally and at the same time, that all the planets aligned in a perfect way to dispel all doubts, that it was easy to understand and never painful.” 
“Sometimes we’re all pushed to do things we thought we could never do.” 
“I’m not the farmer I claimed to be, but I hope I can make you fall in love with me again, this time as a prince, one day at a time. We’ve had a terrible start—it doesn’t mean we can’t have a better ending.” 
“You must find the magic that warms your skin in winter, the magic that perceives what cannot be seen, the magic that curls in your gut with fierce power and will not let you give up, no matter how long or cold the days.” 
"Before you say anything else, just kiss me and hold me and tell me it was worth it, no matter what happens.” 
“Maybe now it was I who would become the assassin.” 
“I beg your forgiveness, Your Eminence. I would not truly feed your face to the hogs. It might make them sick.” 
“Blink last.”
“For with but one generation, History and truth are lost forever.” 
I am a soldier in my father’s army.” 
“There is magic in everything, only you must watch for it. It does not come from spells or potions or the sky, nor by special delivery of the gods. It is all around you.
“There is one true history And one true future. Listen well, For the child sprung from misery Will be the one to bring hope. From the weakest will come strength. From the hunted will come freedom.
“I didn’t need to fall in love with him again. I had never fallen out.” 
“A prince, in the turn of a moment and a few words, was now a king.”
“Maybe some lies, maybe most of them, were lies we only told ourselves.” 
“It was our story. It didn’t have to have a happy beginning or a happy ending, but the middle was a feast at a banquet, a rich soapy bath, a night’s rest at an inn and full stomach, a warm chest nestled up against my back, the soft heat of lips at my nape, stories whispered in my ear.”
“There are many ways to feed people.”
“You have not stolen my heart, but I give it freely” 
“It’s not an easy thing to tell the girl that you love more than life itself that you’re going to marry someone else.”
“Percentages! Those are for economists, polls, and politicians. Percentages can’t define your identity.” 
“I don’t care what mistakes I made or what mistakes you made. I’d make every single one again, if that was the only way to be with you” 
“When we lose a battle, we have to regroup and move forward again. Choose an alternate path if necessary. But if we dwell on every action we’ve taken, it will cripple us, and soon we’ll take no action at all.” 
“When you think you’re at the end of your rope, give it three more days. And then another three. Sometimes you’ll find the rope is longer than you thought.” 
“We wove our dreams together like armor.” 
“Were any losses worth the gains?”
“There were many ways a life could be sacrificed, and it wasn’t always through dying” 
“a little exaggeration was always expected when describing weapons, victories, and body parts.” 
Laughter reveals in the same way a sigh or a glance does. It’s an unintentional language. Worry, fear, deceit - they hide in the things unsaid.” 
“Every kiss, every touch, was a promise that we both knew, I was his and he was mine, and no conspiracy or scheme of kingdoms had a fraction of the power that surged between us.” 
“How did you end up with an assassin and newly crowned king as your confidantes?”
“The gods have a wicked sense of humor.”
“There was only one thing that someone with great power wanted. More of it” 
“it was only me, a thousand blinking stars, and the beauty of darkness stretched to the ends of the universe, snuffing out the endless games of courts and kingdoms.” 
“Let’s just call this a friendly warning. If you hurt my brother, I’ll make sure that you regret it.”
“There are all kinds of friends you make in life… But there’s something different about someone who spreads their wings with you.”
“You two seemed inevitable.”
“Greater stories will have their way.”
“When your life has had few events to occupy it, it’s amazing how a simple encounter can seem like an entire three-act play.”
“Love didn’t even seem like the right word to explain how I felt about her. The word seemed too small, too used, too simple, and everything I felt about her seemed complicated and rare and as wide as the world.” 
“It’s not every day one has a first kiss,‘ 
'May I remind you that it wasn’t your first kiss?’
'It felt like it was. It was the first one that mattered.” 
“It wasn’t good to dwell on maybes. Maybes could be twisted into things that never really existed” 
“It’s other people who make us wise, and I haven’t known nearly enough.” 
“I was becoming stronger in some ways but weaker in others.” 
“Duty. That was a word I hated as much as tradition.” 
“Choice is powerful and can lead to great things if not held in the tight fists of a few.” 
“She was a natural leader. This was where she needed to be. Letting her go had been the right choice, even if the decision still burned in my gut.”
“Seconds could change everything. Seconds could erase one path and send you reeling down another.” 
“No matter how great a gift or skill, it’s impossible to foresee every outcome.” 
“Sometimes you need to own one whole day. Maybe that’s what makes you brave enough to face another.” 
“It doesn’t always take an army to save the world. Sometimes it takes just one person who won’t let evil win.”
“Betrayal tends to familiarize one with weapons.” 
“I understood monuments now. Some were built of stone and sweat, and others were built of dreams, but they were all made of the things we didn’t want to forget.” 
“Because if I could believe in tomorrow or the next day, maybe that would give the magic time to come true. Or better, maybe by then I wouldn’t need the magic at all.
“love’s always a messy affair better left to young hearts”
“Be brave, be victorious” 
“Every one of my tomorrows is yours” 
“Darkness was my ally. It made me forget the world I was in and invited me to dream of another.” 
“There were two ways to approach the inevitable—being dragged to meet your fate or taking the offensive.” 
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4fterm4th · 3 years ago
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dark rise  -  c.s pacat  sentence starters change tenses/pronouns as needed !!  some lines have been edited for clarity / length / ease of roleplaying  tw :   death ,  murder
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‘kill me. (name), please. if you ever felt anything for me.’
‘you’ve never really lived at all.’
‘you think I felt something for you? you’ve forgotten who I am.’
‘you shouldn’t have come back here.’
‘none of us are safe. but I think you know that better than any of us. don’t you?’
‘not all that is written has passed, and not all that has passed is written.’
‘everyone who had ever helped me is dead. I didn’t want that to happen to you.’
‘I couldn’t run from what was part of me. neither can you.’
‘no one knows what you are except you.’
‘it feels familiar to you, doesn’t it? as if you’ve been here before.’
‘you may come to wish you had never sought the truth.’
‘dark times lie ahead. but even in the darkest night, there is a star.’
‘kindness is never a mistake. somewhere in the heart it is always remembered.’
‘outside, the world sleeps like an innocent who is not afraid of the dark. but in here we remember. what has come before will come again.’
‘you’re not ready. but which of us is ready for what life asks us to face?’
‘we don’t choose the moment. the moment comes whether we will it or no, and we must make ourselves ready.’
‘i’m just walking. or isn’t that allowed?’
‘whatever you’re hiding, i’m going to find it out.’
‘even those that think themselves powerless can fight with small acts. kindness. compassion.’
‘when the past is forgotten, then it can return. only those who remember have the chance to stave it off.’
‘the dark is never truly gone; it only waits for the world to forget, so that it may rise again.’
‘will you fight with strength, or compassion? will you kill, or show mercy?’
‘I will watch for you, and you for me, and we will fight the darkness for each other.’
‘there’s something you’re not telling me.’
‘time is short. enjoy these moments of high spirits while you can.’
‘you have a habit of being in places that you don’t belong.’
‘we didn’t have much, but we had each other. we were family.’
‘would you go back to that? to not knowing?’
‘better a lion than a lamb to the slaughter.’
‘you’ve been kind. kinder than I thought. you shouldn’t be part of this.’
‘it’s all right. you’re safe. you’re home.’
‘I thought you’d died. I kept replaying the attack, trying to imagine a way that you’d survived.’
‘the only good thing you ever did was leave. but you were too selfish to stay away.’
‘you’ve got a head full of intrigue. you think there’s a spy behind every curtain and a dagger in every sleeve.’
‘they think that I’ve got bad blood. that I’m destined to serve the dark.’
‘I don’t care what they say. you’re good and you’re true. whatever happens, I won’t let them hurt you.’
‘if you’re lying, I suppose you’ll kill me. but for even the smallest chance that you’re telling the truth, I’ll take that risk.’
‘it has to be me. you know that.’
‘I think he wants you because you were the jewel in another man’s crown.’
‘I think what people were is less important than what they are. and what people are is less important than what they could be.’
‘you’re not what I expected.’
‘fathers hold a lot of sway over their sons.’
‘no one else has ever asked me that.’
‘we pay a terrible price. we do it because we must. it’s the only way we can fight.’
‘you show me the kind of compassion that I did not show to you.’
‘(name) was never afraid to die. it’s the half life he feared.’
‘I came for you. maybe at first I thought—- but the moment I saw you, it was like nothing else mattered.’
‘you can’t stay here. if (name) learns what happened—- if he thinks you’re connected to me—-’
‘at the first sign that something is wrong, run. don’t stay as the warnings pile up, telling yourself that (name) is a good man.’
‘let me go. I have to—- have to help them. let me go—-‘
‘listen to me. listen. we don’t know who did this. they might still be here. we’re in danger.’
‘I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.’
‘I told you that there was more than one way to fight. I hope you remember that, when you make your choice. I hope you remember me.’
‘I wish I could give you comfort … instead I must ask one more thing of you.’
‘you didn’t do this. you don’t carry the blame.’
‘you’re not alone.’
‘this is not our darkest hour. that is still yet to come.’
‘they’re not like that. you twist everything.’
‘you’re like me. we’re the same. you’re more like me than you’re like them. it’s in your blood.’
‘you’ll betray every person you love to serve him.’
‘you were there. did you hear them die? did you watch?’
‘he’s been in love with me since we were eleven. don’t tell me you didn’t know that.’
‘well he’s dead. they’re all dead. because of you.’
‘I keep my promises. i’m loyal to my friends. I told you.’
‘that’s how his objects work. you think you’re using it, when it’s the one using you.’
‘I couldn’t do this without you.’
‘my mother spent her whole life running.’
‘i’m sorry. if it weren’t for me, you’d still have that life.’
‘I wouldn’t want it. not knowing that it wasn’t real.’
‘you’re lying. you’re lying to me. you’re lying to everyone.’
‘you might have fooled the others. you haven’t fooled me.’
‘I know you do it all the time but I’d never killed anyone before.’
‘I was tired of running.’
‘you know, we’re similar, you and I.’
‘magic is our inheritance, yet it has been taken from us.’
‘you think that it’s yours. that it’s owed to you.’
‘my god, what is this? some pitiful boy’s revenge?’
‘I won’t leave you here.’
‘i’m the only one who can buy you the time that you need.’
‘so you know who you are.’
‘I should have killed you.’
‘i’d know you anywhere. after ten thousand years, i’d know you.’
‘he would have hurt you. he would have hurt the people I care about.’
‘it’s not here for me. it’s here for you.’
‘it was never me, (name).’
‘you shouldn’t have come here.’
‘I don’t think you’ll hurt me.’
‘I didn’t think you’d stop (name). I didn’t think anyone would.’
‘(name) is dead.’
‘believing he still controlled me would have given him pleasure.’
‘my whole life, all anyone’s ever wanted was to possess me. the only one who ever set me free was you.’
‘I lived a half life. it’s like this world was a blur. no one else was in focus. until you.’
‘I didn’t think you’d save me.’
‘I never thought I’d be free to choose my future. but I am.’
‘I don’t want to follow them. i’m here to follow you.’
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digital daggers // open your eyes rp meme.
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the devil within
i will keep quiet.
you won’t even know i’m here.
you won’t suspect a thing.
i crept into your heart.
you can’t make me disappear.
i made myself at home.
i’m learning all your tricks.
i can hurt you from inside.
you would never see me cry.
you’ll never know what hit you.
i’m gonna make you suffer.
i’m underneath your skin.
i’ll be here.
i’ll be here when you think you’re all alone.
i’m the poison in your bones.
my love is your disease.
won’t see me closing in.
i tried to be the lover to your nightmare.
i’m the heavy burden that you can’t bear.
look what you made of me.
can’t sleep, can’t breathe.
another guilty conscience.
i won’t stop.
i won’t stop till you get just what you’re after.
i’m taking you down with me.
you met your enemy.
won’t get no peace with me.
you tried to tempt fate.
be careful what you wish for.
i’ll take you deeper and strip you of salvation.
it’s a crusade to bring you to your knees.
it’s what you wanted.
the lower you go, the less that you’ll know.
you’re sinking to the bottom now.
you’re losing control.
out of my head.
in the porcelain, there’s a crack.
i’ve seen your dark side.
now there’s no turning back.
tasted the poison on your tongue, it almost killed me.
it almost killed me.
i know what’s underneath the mask.
what seemed so good at first is under attack.
i’m in the wreckage.
damage done.
i loved you like a burning effigy.
all that’s left is cinders.
every little bit of it hurts.
i gotta get right out of my head.
you wrapped your limbs around me.
hard to escape.
i’m catatonic.
i got too caught up.
your heart was a curious obsession.
your heart, it was never my possession.
the razor’s edge.
i think i’m lost.
i think i’m broken.
the verdict won’t change.
i’ve gone off the razor’s edge.
i’m scared coz the past keeps pulling me back.
it’s tearing the sutures.
it won’t let me heal.
still here.
i feel you slipping away.
just one more day.
love turns to ashes.
i’d die to be where you are.
i tried to be where you are.
every night, i dream you’re still here.
when i wake, you’ll disappear.
make me a promise.
make me a promise that time won’t erase us.
we were not lost from the start.
i try to protect you.
i can’t let you fade.
where the lonely ones roam.
we could paint the town red.
you can sleep when you’re dead.
it isn’t over yet.
get it out of your head.
we could leave ‘em in shreds.
meet me in the gutter.
make the devil your friend.
just remember what i said.
say you have a little faith in me.
just close your eyes and let me lead.
let me lead.
follow me home.
i’ve been waiting for you.
my body turned blue.
we’ve got everything to lose.
i’m waiting on you.
there’s no one else around.
meet me in the shadows.
won’t you tell me what you found?
need to have a little trust in me.
come down to where all the others fell.
get lost in the dark to find yourself.
bad intentions.
under investigation lies a bitter heart.
let the poison sink in, let it leave it’s mark.
let the poison sink in.
there used to be a lightness.
let it go too far.
come closer.
deep down, you might like what i found.
you might like what i found.
i am not what i’ve become.
can’t fight these bad intentions.
i thought i was the victim.
i thought i was the victim, i played it well.
couldn’t find myself.
i tried to be salvation.
tried to make a change.
i’ve gone too far, looked the other way.
just pull the trigger.
i’ll take the pain.
i’ll be the villain.
just play the game.
i’ve found a bitter heart.
come crashing.
bring me back to life.
every time i look in your eyes, i see lightning.
cover me.
there’s nowhere to hide.
cover me when there’s nowhere to hide.
give me chaos when there’s nothing inside.
pull me into your untamed sky.
every time i look into your eyes you come crashing.
wanna be revived from a dream.
feel like falling.
a sudden spark ignites a sea of diamonds.
from the dark, a light breaks the silence.
we made a tear in time with love.
let it feel like falling.
tensions come collide.
none can find us.
i will hold them tight.
we could crash together.
i come alive.
make it last forever.
close your eyes.
i’ll keep you safe.
i’ll keep you as safe as i can.
i pray we don’t break in unsteady hands.
i swear if you call i will come.
i am at your command.
as long as i’m breathing, you will be safe.
everything’s gonna be just fine.
peek on the other side.
keep still.
don’t get caught in the chaos surrounding us.
trust that we’re coming out clean.
it’s still you and me.
we’ll make it through this.
you’ve got to be quick now.
i’ve got your hand tight in mind.
keep strong this time.
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