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Wow

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i cant even think straight.

i hate this right now. i hate that I think of you the second i sit down from doing the thing i love the most. i hate it because i don't think of you.. I bleed of you. i hate not having an answer. i hate having to wait. i hate having to have faith. I hate that you get this reaction out of me and i have no clue what i do to you. you have no clue what you do to me. are we running now? can we only meet under supervised circumstances? did you feel it, when our hands touched like that? it was surprisingly soft. it felt like forever until we let go. i wish we'd caught each others eye. i hate how badly i wanna finish this so i can see you. so i can bring it to you and ask what happens next. i hate that im so excited to bring you things. i hate that im so excited to be on your team. i hate that i'm so excited to make you greater. i hate that you will never have to ask, i will just do. am i a fool, here? i obviously am. i hate that i know im a fool, but not a dummy. i hate that i love the slow draw. i hate that i love the anticipation. i hate that you make me greater in the ways i want you to. i hate that i can't wait to see what we can really do. i hate that i know the wait is more than worth it. i hate this right now.

i cant even think straight.

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totally witchin'

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am i allowed 2 call your name?

does it scare you, how badly you wanna answer?

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boredom or insanity?

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miss me

miss me

miss me

miss me

miss me

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miss me

miss me

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Tell me

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i lay pliantly on a double-edged sword, finding the balance inside of myself.

if it is not me, it has 2 be her- my only request as i examine my glass heart, sewn together with stitches that still make me bleed.

i selfishly want u still. like a child who wants the safety and wonder of love outside of herself, but has decided 2 carry on anyway.

if youre willing 2 give, i am willing 2 take. i will take and take until there is no more. if you are willing to receive, i am ready to feed. i will give and give until we never know hunger, and only know full.

my intentions are only pure.

but yours must be as well.

it has to be pure.

the decision is not mine alone.

when the sword is tilted, i will split either way.

if it is not me, it has 2 be her.

it is not my sword i am laying on.

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crybaby, crybaby. "wrap u up in my daisy chains" lana said, but i wonder if my chains are daisies. i think my chains are vines of blue star flowers and baby's breath. brilliant shades of blue pink and white, as pure and sweet and intertwined as my ideas of love. my mind is occupied but it somehow comes back 2 u over and over. "you cant escape my affection". i hope u see me everywhere, 2.

i know u do.

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the type of horny that can only be fixed by someone who is deeply in love with me

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i think of you with peroxide in my mouth