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i actually get a bit annoyed with people who get a bit annoyed when people say “sorry” in response to their bad news. “why are you apologizing you didn’t do anything :/” like okay well a) you don’t know that and actually yes i am the secret architect of all your woes and have been this whole time, way to refuse to acknowledge a woman (gender neutral)’s accomplishments. and b) we’re both fluent english speakers so you know perfectly well that “sorry” isn’t always an apology and is very commonly used as an expression of general regret or sympathy. not in this case, because i have been your secret nemesis for years, meticulously plotting your every misery, but, like, in general

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I’m gonna do it! I’m gonna do the dishes!

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You know for the first 18-ish years of your life everyone your age is mostly doing the same things and then all of a sudden every year for the rest of your life somebody your age is getting divorced while somebody else just learned what a leaf is and you have no idea what’s going on or what you’re supposed to be doing

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How the fuck do you wear a punk jacket in the South tho? The average summer temperature is 90 and it's hard to look cool with buckets of sweat dripping off you. I'm tempted to cut off the sleeves but Imma miss 'em when winter hits.

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reminder that gazafunds is a great website.

each time you load the site, it shows one randomly selected, verified fundraiser that's low on funds.

extremely straightforward, & an easy to remember url. it's my go-to when I'm able to give; removes any room for procrastination or overthinking.

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i need PATHETIC WOMEN. fail women who can't do things right. LOSERS who get drunk and hit the curb. they look like shit. they make jokes nobody likes. they have GAY SEX with other women who leave when they see HER SHIT APARTMENT. she will NOT ANSWER TEXTS and WILL show up to work HIGH. what the fuck

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I'm a girl in a dyke way but also a boy in a dyke way, hope this helps

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"sex scenes have no narrative purpose" is such a funny take on so many levels. people will really believe that the whole human experience is valuable to portray artistically except sex, which of course has never held emotional weight or significance for anybody

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Very late update: I lived!! Social anxiety is so stupid tho bc at one point I found myself standing in the gym shower (of the gym I pay a monthly membership fee for) and wondering “are we 100% sure I’m allowed to use these showers to shower?” Like girl.

This week on giving myself exposure therapy for my social anxiety…going to gym (ALONE) (MIDDLE OF DAY AT BUSSIEST HOURS) so if I survive I’ll check back in. If I don’t I either forgot or my blood pressure was so high from the stress I died. Ok bye

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I really don't know what to do with the fact that my teeth have been toothpaste flavored for over 24 hours despite much eating and no additional toothpaste. Like what's even happening there. Perplexing.

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As an autistic person, the implications of "if they really cared I wouldn't have to say it" culture are really scary. Because I want to know what hurts your feelings, what crosses your boundaries, where the line between teasing and being mean is at for you, what you need, and how to make you feel loved. And the implication that if my disability makes me unable to figure out these things through intuition alone, then I'm just not worth having around, is genuinely heartbreaking

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This week on giving myself exposure therapy for my social anxiety…going to gym (ALONE) (MIDDLE OF DAY AT BUSSIEST HOURS) so if I survive I’ll check back in. If I don’t I either forgot or my blood pressure was so high from the stress I died. Ok bye

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hate when I'm trying to just take a normal drink but it turns out I'm thirstier than I thought so I end up gulping it down like a goddamn cartoon characer. the indignity of water lust.

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fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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Shipping a man in a canon het relationship with another man but I'm shaking my head the whole time so you know it's not out of misogynistic disregard for the woman character