6emowitch9

[6emowitch9]

So it's been almost 3 months since I updated you guys. I've been studying for my SATs, it's on December 3rd, I'm dying of anxiety at this point.

Overall life is good, my mom's getting married, I broke up with my ex and now I've been dating a new guy for the past month, he's so different from me but very kind and even more so hot! But he got me into cigarettes and alcohol again, that's alright tho I've been sober for so long bc of the vsg that I forgot how real people party!

That's it for the life update, let's talk weight loss, I've lost 4 kgs since my last update, I am surprisingly pleased, I was stuck at 74 for a while. For now I weigh 72 kgs. My clothes are fitting soooooooo much better. I can finally shop at straight size clothing stores. And you know what else is crazy, my bf can lift me off the ground!!! He's not even that strong, I haven't been lifted off the ground since I was 6! I've never been happier for such silly reasons. I'm gonna reach a healthy weight range before the end of the year! Suck it doctor!

31 kgs of weight loss and more along the way!

If anyone actually reads my blog wish me luck on the SAT!

Luv yall<3

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Hi so just wanted to quickly update u guys, I weigh 77 kgs now so 17 kgs far from my goal weight. I started going back to the pool two weeks ago, I was a pro swimmer for 10 years and I'm 19 now so u get the picture, going back there was the best decision I made in a long time, I love every second of it and now I'm trying for their lifeguard class entrance exam.

Also I broke up with my boyfriend and we were dating for 1.5 years and I was devastated. Surprisingly my coping has shifted from binge eating to not being able to eat and I lost a bunch of weight pretty quickly. I feel better and my ex is my bff now which is odd but we're both handling it pretty well. The whole break up thing is such a bummer but I'm trying my best, I guess I'm in a good place mentally.

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Hi bitches! So basically I took a long ass break from Tumblr and now I'm back. I hit a plateau last month and I was pretty depressed, I've been dealing with mental health issues for really long time and last year I stopped smoking and taking my antidepressants all together. Last month I decided to give medication another chance and now I'm feeling so much better, the difference is day and night. And ready for the big reveal?... I lost 5kgs since my last post! I had a liver and gallbladder ultrasound last night and drumroll please... the fatty liver is completely gone and my gallbladder is healthy and stone free! Can't be happier. I started with a 3rd grade fatty liver! And now it's just gone!

Now that my ed mentality is almost gone and I'm physically healthy and improving everyday, I'm truly at ease and blessed.

Sw:103kg, cw:80 and, 20kgs far from a healthy bmi.

Wish me luck fellas, we're in this together

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Sorry for the late update, I'm 114 days post op, I currently weigh 85.5 kgs which means I've lost 18 kgs. It's been a bit slow but I feel more confident these days. My clothes fit better, my relationship with food had a 180 and I'm a happier person in general. But, there's a big ass but, I don't enjoy food anymore. It's like, food equals torture. Every time I eat I get sick, I feel chest pain and lots of back pain and no I'm not overeating in one sitting. Overall it's working for me I'm getting close to becoming overweight rather than obese. In my book that's a big win.

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91 days post op, haven't lost much its another plateau for me, yikes. I stopped counting calories though it was becoming toxic. 15kgs lost overall. Doctor said I should've lost 19kgs already.

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71 days post op, I guess my opinions have changed, I don't hate my gastric sleeve as much as last month. I've lost 14kgs now. My clothes are fitting better, my stamina has gone up and I feel more at ease with eating. I have to take exercise and protein more seriously though, I believe I had muscle loss and my skin has become flabby. Overall, I'm better.

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51 days post op 12 kgs lost, I'm so disappointed. I hate my surgery, I hate myself, I hate protein shakes, I hate my pills. Don't do it if you can lose the weight without the surgery, it was my last resort. I hate every second of it.

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22 days post op, 10 kgs lost, I'm a bit disappointed but hopefully more is coming my way. I've been mostly sedentary this past week due to omicron infection, I'm still sick and coughing all day. Stay safe fellas it's no joke.

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12 days post op and 8 kilos lost, not much but honest work.

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Got my vsg guys, its been 8 days and I lost 6 kgs or 13 pounds, waiting for more tho I'll update on my progress. The first 4 days of recovery sucked ass, so fucking painful, but it's worth it, as Jeffree Star said " if i can't be beautiful, I'd rather just die!"

Have a nice day fellas

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IM GETTING WIGHT LOSS SURGERY BITCHSSSS!Yes if you don't know my history I went from a bmi of 30 to 23 then I gained all of it back and now I have a bmi of 36 so I'm qualified for the surgery, I've been fat since the day I was born and the only way I could lose weight was by starving myself, I'm honestly tired of being on a diet all the time so I'm getting help. It was hard to convince my family and took lots of crying for them to truly understand the pain I'm in. Wish me luck and infinite weight loss😅

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if you’re over the age of 10-11 and still say you don’t like vegetables and fruits, grow up