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can’t believe i got sober only a couple weeks later. wow. really proud of myself for making that choice.

starting this blog so i can keep myself on track with maintaining routine, taking care of myself and my 2 cats, and hopefully reconnecting with hobbies that mental health has forced me to abandon over the years.

As of right now, im trying to focus on crocheting as much as i can, cooking/preparing healthy meals, and trying to get back into regular exercise (yoga, cycling).

Although i am not sober (🍃 consumer, who also drinks), i am very sober curious. Hoping to build a life that is worth living without substances. I hope sobriety comes to me once I have healthier habits and routine in place.

Hoping to build a community on tumblr to discuss hobbies, substances, sober living (/harm reduction/ sober curiousity), mental health, and daily lifestyle.

Ultimately, this blog is for myself. I want to use it to motivate myself, keep myself on track, and hopefully have documented life experiences to look back on to see my journey and growth. But if I can meet likeminded people in shared online community, and if I can help others reconnect with themselves and their hobbies, and encourage healthy living habits, that’s a great bonus.

hoping to find my people, but if not, i know I have myself <3

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"I Didn’t Want to Heal"

I wanted revenge. I wanted to stay angry. Because healing felt like forgiving what should never be forgiven. But I healed anyway. Not for them. For myself.

zadia najwan ``♡``

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By embracing empathy, I unlock the doors to success and nurture my personal growth, becoming the best version of myself each day.

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me rotting in addiction for several years simply wishing for changes that would never come without real actions being taken. 32 days into sobriety now and that future idealized version of myself is closer each day.

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

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Joy Sullivan, from “Culpable”, Instructions for Traveling West

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You know for the first 18-ish years of your life everyone your age is mostly doing the same things and then all of a sudden every year for the rest of your life somebody your age is getting divorced while somebody else just learned what a leaf is and you have no idea what’s going on or what you’re supposed to be doing

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believe it or not but people addicted to drugs are able to have stuff like chronic pain and they still deserve pain meds

some people here are not normal about ppl w substance abuse and u need to show solidarity with them or perish

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if you tell an indigenous trans man to cut his long hair so that he "passes better" then im tying you to an anchor and dropping you in the middle of the ocean

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happy disability pride month and once again, FUCK lazy subtitles. fuck the [speaks foreign language] instead of actually transcribing the words, fuck shortening sentences and changing whats been said for no reason, fuck censoring swearing in captions but not in audio and fuck anyone who says youre being 'too sensitive' for being upset about a lack of accessibility

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i would have died a long time ago if i was american. my ability to access healthcare has saved me so many times. i am devastated at what is going on…. If it wasn’t already bad enough, its now even worse. i dont even know how to support my american friends right now. i dont even know what id do in their shoes….. being canadian is far from perfect and this country still sucks, but holy fuck. i am grateful to be alive. i would be dead in the states.

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*kisses you while you're in the middle of infodumping* Sorry, you're just being really sexy right now. Continue.