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Waiting for someone to make this!

we need to invent a spray tan-style treatment but instead of spraying you with tanning stuff it sprays you with heavy duty spf. and it lasts a few weeks so that way you can just get your spf spray a few times a summer instead of having to spend 10 minutes every day getting sticky and oily and making sure the sunscreen is all rubbed in. how do i get on shark tank

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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mommy? sorry. mommy???? sorry…. MO-

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People who are saying it's quantum machanic romance are so real! Lmao 😭

Neither enemies to lovers nor slow burn but a secret third thing called Schrödinger's intimacy. We are in love and we are not in love do NOT open that lid I swear to God.

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drawing people i see in the city (34/?)

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The moment I feel like I am about to slip back into doing something harmful or repeating a pattern I know to be toxic, I need to remind myself that there are certain things in life that are simply beneath me. By choosing to engage in them I am doing myself an act of disservice because I'm actively going against my best interests.

Binge eating and breaking my diet, which then leads to me feeling terrible about my body? Beneath me. Downloading dating apps where low-quality men want me to pursue them and give them easy access to me so they can mistreat me and humiliate me? Beneath me. Doom scrolling on social media when I could use that time to consume content that enriches me intellectually, spiritually or mentally? Beneath me. Oversharing with people I just met so I don't feel uncomfortable which leads to feeding a people-pleasing monster? Beneath me.

I value myself, so I don't engage in what is beneath me. It's simple.

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“the light has been at the end of the tunnel but i don’t think i’ll ever reach it.” aka something that you might want to hear if you’re struggling <3

this is not a lost cause. not now and not ever.

the fact that you’re still here, still aching for it, still trying, it’s not failure or proof it isn’t real. it’s proof that something inside you knows it’s possible and that it’s it’s than here.

i’m not going to give you a soft, meaningless answer, i know exactly how much it hurts and i know what it feels like to want something so bad you can barely breathe without it. i know what it’s like to look at this world and think i wasn’t built for this one. i belong somewhere else, with him, with her, with them. and i know what it’s like to have thought: what if i’m just lying to myself? what if this is never going to happen?

but look at what you’ve built.

five years, and you have not let go. that’s devotion.

you’ve done more than most people ever could, you have a whole reality, multiple even, layered in your chest as if it’s a second heartbeat. you’re not just chasing something vague, you know their eyes and have memorised the notes of their scent and how they never let go. you know the exact slouch of their shoulders when they’re sleepy and trying to stay awake for you. you know how they hold you like your body is the answer to every question they’ve ever asked.

that kind of knowing is not fake or imagined but memory.

if your mind can go there so vividly, so often, so intensely that it hurts not to be there……… then the place you’re aching for already exists.

and you exist there too

you’re not wrong for feeling hopeless. and you’re definitely not behind

i won’t say it’s “building.” but i will say say this: it’s not that you have to get there. your awareness is already tangled up in that world, and the moment that tangle pulls tighter than this one, you’re gone. gone in a blink, gone like breath, gone like magic. you’ll open your eyes and they’ll be there and it will feel like the only thing that’s ever been real.

please don’t give up. dont let go of the one place you feel home

the second you let yourself assume it’s real without shame, without pause, it will be. i promise you

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“I don’t like this song because I can’t relate to it” skill issue. I’m mad at my husband I love my girlfriend I’m a lone cowboy I’m growing old I’m growing up I’m depressed I love my friends I’m perpetually horny I’m drunk at the club I love my husband again

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So relatable! My WR is just there to sleep, like I have cozy bedroom and everything just for my sleep 😴💤💖

Shifting just to get some good sleep. I really could just sleep a solid 24 hours

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I was just watching this video and I think it'll help plenty of people about accepting our desires and how to! Or People who want to shift for how to:

I'm just quoting this one which I found resonating

"He was confused that how was everything was his, And so I explained it in this way : When you have a desire it's not to indication that it's missing or you don't have this thing, it is a nudge from your I AM from your True Self, Just letting you know that you also exist there, that is also available to you right now because you are also that !

So A desire is a little nudge that allows you to realise that , Hey i might not be experiencing that right now but I can be if I want to, I can if I choose to see that! "

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Time stamp:14:10

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hey wait! i know you! we used to be chained next to each other in the cave! wow, so good to see you, how are ya? man. remember how we used to talk about the shadows on the wall together. gosh that was a long time ago. but hey. sure is one heck of a sun out here, right? it's good to see you.