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Pseudo / Poems - S/S 2021

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Jan De Vliegher (Belgian, b. 1964), Versailles, 2008. Oil on canvas, 300 x 200 cm.

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2021-10-03

Canon EOS R6 + RF15-35mm f2.8L IS

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You deserve the patience u give to so many others

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― Emily Dickinson

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BRAVE GIRLS / ROLLIN’ (210314)

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(210314) Brave Girls — Rollin’ 1st Win ♡

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— Sylvia Plath.

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Update on my life.

So, there’s been quite a few things happening in my life and to any of you that are out there listening, I guess it’s time to catch you up on a few things.

And if it just so happens that there’s no one here to listen, @ Future Me, I hope you read back at this fondly, for this was an interesting time in your life as a 23-and-a-half year old.

I dyed my hair green last month, but it’s since cooled down to be a nice turquoise/teal colour. It’s very reminiscent of the hair colour that I wish I had as a teenager but figured I’d never be allowed to do, so to see it on me almost 10 years later is quite freeing. It’s almost a kind, fond feeling like seeing an old friend-- like “Hey, past me! We’re finally brave enough to do the things we want to do!”

Anyways, it’s a nice colour on me. It’s not my absolute favourite, but I like it nonetheless. Lowkey kinda sucks how fried my hair is though. LOL.

Apart from that, I’m actually... talking to someone. Romantically. Crazy, right? After the mess and turmoil that was KIPU and my last ex-girlfriend, I thought I wasn’t going to do this again. Also, I’ve had instances of plenty of other people between those two failed love stories years ago, so I was starting to think love wasn’t for me. Maybe it still isn’t. But right now, I want you to know, Future Me, that this guy you’re talking to-- he’s really nice. And right now, you’re feeling like you maybe want to let yourself be happy with him because you are tired of all the outside pressure of having to date for marriage. You just want to date, and you want to date him.

And guess what? He wants to date you too! So bad. In fact, so bad, that he asked you out a couple of days ago and you said no. Wild! Haha. Him and I... We don’t have a lot in common but that’s kind of the nice thing about it, I think. I’ve been dating so many people that tend to run in the same circles as me, and for once, I’m starting from scratch. I really like it whenever we get to know each other. It’s very sweet and wholesome amongst... other things *wink wonk*. But yeah. We’ll see where this goes, if anywhere at all. I hope it does...

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