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moved to @/e-yvy

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being fat makes everything feel so wrong

i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed

im tired of being disgusting

im embarrassed to be alive

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TW // @n0r3x!@

One binge won't make you fat, just like how one fast won't make you skinny. Get up brush yourself off and DO BETTER TOMORROW!

You got this gorgeous 💕

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some cute mealsp0🍓

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sandy liang resort 2o24 .

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this pic has me in a chokehold.

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I suck at this disorder

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i'm fr so out of shape LMAO. i'm trying to do goblet squats with a 15lb dumb bell and already after 15 im out of breath

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anyone have any low cal desert or sweets? i'm talking like how jello is 10cals. please nothing above 50cals

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binged yesterday </3 lord i need to just sew my mouth shut and take a melatonin every time i think of food

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“Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.”

— Charlotte Eriksson

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Could I just say something real quick? 

It’s all coming. Whatever you’re starving for, whatever that ache is that stings your bones, it’s coming. The love, the happiness, the adventures, and the creativity that you are seeking, it is all coming for you. Here’s the thing, don’t let your right now get away. The things you find mundane, keep them. Store them in the pocket of your favorite coat like found pennies. They aren’t futile. Do not let them cause you to feel empty and hollow. They are going to be worthwhile. Keep the hunger for what is coming, but please, keep a tight grip on these little ordinary moments that are happening right now, because they – these tiny pieces of this ordinary affair you find yourself in – are the foundation to your extraordinary. And I promise you, if you begin to recognize your right now, you’ll see your extraordinary coming.  

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#1 most important rule: only eat whenever you are forced to.

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how i feel after trying to figure out the minimum weight i can be without going infertile or risking losing my life while also looking like a sick bag of bones

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I want to starve myself until he begs me to eat.

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i'm also gonna aim for 10k steps a day. hopefully by the beginning of april i'm under 110lbs