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Js passed the exit to my exs house

(Ive never been to her house i js know(im built diff))

But uh bro has me falling apart rn. Im so paranoid shes gonna show up or some shit oml.

Im otw to my uncles house then to my aunts which is like a 8 hour drive to his then four to hers from his which is not too bad anyway

if you couldnt tell i miss my ex (js a little)

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happy lesbians

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˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

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PLEASE I WANNA SEE THE OTTERS AND STINGRAYS.

not to sound like a whore, but can we go to an aquarium date?

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This feels a little scary to post, but i’m working toward applying to a university in the uk to study psychology + criminology — something i never thought i’d be able to say. i won’t be able to apply until September, but part of the process involves showing i can afford it all upfront (tuition, flights, housing, everything).

i’ve set up a gofundme to try and make this possible. even just one or two donations would help so much. if you can share it, reblog it, or just send encouragement, that alone would mean everything.

🕯️ link is here:

thank you <3

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💝Hi guys —

i’m working toward something big: a fresh start, a new chapter, and a chance to really grow.

i set up a gofundme to help me move + start university next year in england.

if you’re able to share or support in any way (even just a reblog), it would mean everything.

thank you for being part of my corner of the internet. 💌

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Happy pride month my fellow Caitlyn Kiramman fans

like whatever you say pretty 6'1 rich british asian fem

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get ready everyone

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hello everyone and happy early pride!! 🌈

this is a project i actually worked on last year but posted it very late into june so i dont think it made the rounds i was hoping… so im starting it out a bit earlier this year 

i’m a sucker for pride flag sticker/etc. designs and i decided to create some of my own - they are subtle enough to be safe for anyone who maybe can’t normally buy pride stuff, but still recognizable within the community (hopefully lmao) 

then, of course i wanted to combine them all into one big piece that would still be subtle - i was inspired by those vintage butterfly species posters and wanted to recreate a version of that with my pride butterflies! the labels underneath each butterfly are short descriptions of what each flag represents, to also help keep things under the radar. super special thanks to @yourlocaltrylingual for helping me with the french translations <3333

all of the individual butterflies can be found on my redbubble, as well as the main poster! they all have nondescript names for safe ordering <3 

i hope everyone has a safe and happy pride month, i couldn’t have asked for a better community to be a part of!

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

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he heard you saying “I'm so hungry that I could eat Joel Miller”

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I AM GIGGLING???? sm happened in E4 ITS INSANEE SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT !! (as well as me js ranting abt them and the show HELP)

AWW THE WAY DINA LOOKS AT ELLIE WHILE SHE PLAYS GUITAR I AM SCREAMINGGG

pls i need a dina who looks at me like this (or can i be someones dina I WANNA HAVE SOMEONE TO LOOK AT THEM LIKE THIS DUDE im crashing tf out) AND DINA STARTED TEARING UP??? yeah kill me THATS SO SWEET WTHH D: "What's up with all the rainbows?" E: "I don't know, maybe they were all optimists or something." LFMAOAO IM PISSING MYSELF No guys theyre js representing what you are dw about it HELP

PLS THE ENTIRE SCENE WHERE THEY WERE JS RUNNING FROM THE GUYS?? AND THE INFECTED??? BRO THAT HAD ME ON THE EDGE OF MY SEAT WHY TF WERE THERE SM INFECTED WHATTT

not ellie also taking the bite for dina LIKE I JS KNEW THATD TAKE A LOT OF EXPLAINING TO DINA

like ellie ily but u could have explained that u were immune to dina while you guys were on ur way to seattle but i do see why that also wouldnt have worked

AND OH MY GOD NOT DINA HOLDING A GUN TO ELLIE??? istg i genuinely thought that dina was gonna shoot ellie for a min but glad it worked out (cos obv plot wise how tf would that work)

"i'm pregnant." AND THEN YOU GUYS START HAVING SEX?? IM FUCKING WEAKKKK BAHAHAHA

you guys go on and do it cos its litch the apocolypse so go one who cares fr

E: "why now?" D: "I thought you were gone. And then all of a sudden, this future I was imagining wasn't gonna happen. Where we're together, and we have a kid and... I don't even know if you want that." E: "I want it with you."

DINA DONT BREAK MY HEART RNNN UGHH

istg if anything happens to them im going to go insane and crash the fuck out

AWW THE ENTIRE FAMILY THING IS SO CUTE IM ACTUALLY NOT OKAYYY lesbians for the win

i feel like they'd be so cute w a daughter BAHAHA like idk why but i can see them as a family unit with a daughter, not a son for some reason

but regardless i'd like to imagine that they love their child no matter what, of this i'm sure <3

I GUESS that Jesse would also have to pay child support?? and obv if he wanted to he could have visitation w his kid cos biologically it is his child but i think that the kid would deffo be raised w Ellie n Dina in their home

omg maybe it would be Joel's home where they raise the kid in UGHH KILL ME

it's sweet but also so harsh idk its bittersweet to me

E: "You pee on it?" D: "I don't piss on random things for no reason."

STOP IM SO DEAD RN BAHAHA

also her taking FOUR pregnancy tests is so real u can never be too sure frfr

DINA'S CONFUSION ABT HER SEXUALITY IS SO REALLL

pls i relate to her sm w like repressing your sexual identity COS OH MY GOD REAL?? esp the part where she told HER MOTHER LIKE??? omg congrats to her for being confident enough to tell her mother but i hate her response, tfym "no, you only like boys" THATS GONNA MESS A KID UP EVEN MORE???

like dina litch says "i got stuck" LIKE OFC SHES GONNA BE EVEN MORE CONFUSED?? and also the burden to js be heterosexual as thats the norm no matter what time period ur in is gonna also come into play

"I tried to make things work with Jesse because I like him, I do. I think he's a really great guy. But he wasn't the one"

STOP THIS MAKES SM SENSE NOW W THE "do you think Jesse's a sad guy?" AND THE "I hope that that's just how he is inside, otherwise it would be me" OH MY GOD IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW

guys i could talk sm abt this but im not going to cos unfortunately im gonna go off on a massive tangent </3

"you sure it's jesse's?" way to call your gf a whore ellie HELP LMFAO

E: "So we're all having a baby. Holy shit. I'm gonna be a dad."

HELL YEAH NOT ELLIE JS TAKING ON THE DAD ROLE LMFAO???

pls i love ellie x dina sm its litch like a butch woman (does ellie seem butch? okay for the sake of this argument/trope she is rn) w her femme gf BAHAHA

E: "You don't have to go. You can stay here." D: "Fuck you." E: "No, I'm not saying... It's different now." D: "Yes, it is." E: "Will you please just think about it?" D: *Taking Ellie's hand and intertwining their fingers* "Together."

UGHH I GET WHERE ELLIE'S COMING FROM COS OBV everyone has that sense of protectiveness when it comes to a pregnant woman like obv theyre carrying a child, Dina is carrying their child that Ellie obv wants to keep safe, she wants to take care of them both so i get it

but also im guessing Dina isn't too far along seeing as she just found out recently? uh idk if this is right cos tbf she doesnt look pregnant (what a stupid thing to say guys dont ever tell a woman that they look/do not look pregnant) so i wanna guess maybe uh a few weeks at most??

And Dina is the only one who wanted to go w Ellie, like omg Dina litch made all the plans for them to actually get out of Wyoming in the first place so obv she'd be pissed if she feels like Ellie's pushing her to the sidelines now

okay enough ranting that was my thoughts abt S4!!

i absolutely adore them i hope everything is fine for them

theres only 3 more eps so im praying nothing happens omg omg

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armadillo on a pillow

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As a kid learning about the holocaust, I never understood how people could let Nazis rise to power. But now I’m watching it happen in real time.

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Soo the interview went well, its been a few hours so im tired so sorry for typos. But the manager was nice. It was quiet, everyone seemed to be in a good mood, just a tad but stressed at the moment. Its like they never have people come in but they also always do. Like if theres someone at the window, theres someone at the counter, and vice versa, it will be a full time job, they open ar 9/9:30 so id get there maybe 20 til if im working morning shift, anyway she said she would get back to me in a few days!! I hope i get the job!

But im also extremely nervous, like what if i get burnt out quickly, what if i start working and the atmosphere is just terrible. Or they dont like me. I tried to be my best personality i could pull into, but honestly i barely remember what went down.

Yall one of my alters applied for a job at arbys. If i get accepted its like great but also oml. I di not want to do this. Id hopefully work afternoons as thats what i applied for but things happen. Assuming i get the job. But also, im gonna get burnt out real quick and js tired of the same thing everyday. But i guess thats the joy of having a job!/j

Anyway my interview got moved to today at 6:15 and bro im not prepared. Im terrified and i haveba few hours til then. I know when i get there my nerves are gonna be through the roof.