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HEAD SHAVE!

I’m shaving my head for cancer! I’ve been growing my hair for over a year now so this means a lot to me! This is all for Clic Sargent, and my best friend. It would mean a lot if you donated.

You can do so by:

Texting TSAM49 to 70070

or

www.justgiving.com/the-great-shave

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17th December 2015

On the 17th December 2015 I will be having open heart surgery (yea, that surgery I started talking about last year) So I’m having a valve sparing aortic root replacement... yea, I don’t know either, maybe it has something to do with replacing the aortic root ;) . So this means that I’ll be in hospital for Christmas day and maybe even new years. Can’t get more unlucky. Anyway. It’s not going to be great but I should be vlogging some of the next few days, so I guess, you can come along with me. Keep in mind I’m really doing this for myself. Just so I can look back at it when I’m older (If I survive the surgery)

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death.

it’s hard knowing your going to die… it’s even harder having to know the date of your death.

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They say that your best years are your school years. Cause I certainly loved the bullying, depression and suffering.

Sam Tucker

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Selfharm

People say “Selfharming is pathetic, only attention seekers selfharm!”. People who say this have obviously never selfharmed themselves. They don’t realise that most people selfharm to distract themselves from the pain that hurts more. So if you’re one of those people that think the people who selfharm only do it for attention or just because they’re pathetic, I honestly suggest that you rethink your life.

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Emotions are like people, you may not like them but you need them to learn off of your mistakes, to live, to grow as a person. If you don't have emotions then what are you? Every living creature has emotions. Some people try and hide It, even when they're hurting the most. The quietest people are the one's suffering the most. But you're all so human that you don't realise it. The pain, the suffering of other people. Even the most generous people can't see other peoples pain. but I can, I can see when someone's hurting from a mile away and don't think for one second that I wouldn't try and help.

Sam Tucker 2015

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holding in a fart all day and finally getting home

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100 Subscribers!

Thank’s to everyone who has subscribed to my YouTube channel! I’ve finally reached 100 subscribers and I couldn’t be happier!

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Depression

Depression is a complicated thing. Depression is like a war. You either win or die trying. And it only happens to the best of us. The one’s that can see clearly and what the world really looks like. Depression is not recognised as a condition, which it should be. Depression is displayed by some people as a choice and not something serious, which is absolute BS. Why would anyone choose to be unhappy? Why would anyone rather spend their day self-harming then going out with friends and having a good time? Depression is something that isn’t recognised in hospitals, so all they can do is give you a drug that supposedly makes you happier, but in actual fact, it doesn’t. You can’t control your emotions with drugs, it’s a placebo effect. And if you do suffer from it, you often don’t want your parents to get involved because that’ll only make things worse, but parents don’t listen. Parents should respect the fact that we don’t want them to help because there’s probably nothing you can do apart from take you to the doctors and all they’ll do is give you a stupid drug that does nothing. Depression and all mental health issues need to be recognised as serious. Not just by charities like ChildLine, I mean every hospital and doctor need to get to work and make sure that there’s a system for this. Suicide kills one person every 40 seconds and that needs to stop. And I know depression will never be cured, it’s impossible, but if there was a way of being able to make it better without therapy or a drug, well that’s a world that I’d like to live in. Now luckily we’ve all got friends, even if you don’t think you do, you do. There’s someone out there that really cares about you. And because of these friends, they stop us. Some of my friends have attempted suicide and I’ve helped them, and convinced them that life is worth living, and my friends and random strangers, they’ve convinced me a lot of times out of it. So if anyone here is thinking of committing suicide… don’t. Life gets better, trust me. I’ve been where you are and I know how it feels, it’s awful and you just wish it could be over. And soon, very soon, you’ll be out of depression, thanks to friends, not drugs and not parents just out of the kind people in your life that really care about you. This goes out to all the people that have committed suicide and are in a better place now. I’m sorry that nobody could help you through your tough time, I’m sorry for everything you’ve felt and suffered. - Sam Tucker 2015

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Hollywood Undead | Bullet

Probably one of the most depressing yet cheerful song ever!

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How My YouTube Channel Exploded Over Night!

Hey! Haven’t spoken in a while. So this morning I woke up to find that my YouTube channel had just burst into a never ending case of views. I was extremely shocked and went to find the cause. Over night some of my videos had jumped thousands of views. I looked into this and it turns out that an advertisement was setup (I don’t know who did it yet). Anyway, this had caused thousands of people to see the advertisment and click it. My revenue has gone up tons and so have my subscribers! So th trick to getting views is... Advertisements.

YouTube: www.youtube.com/c/samfromtumblr

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So that's a thing

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50 posts!

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-Bring Me The Horizon