a-conscious-journey

[a-conscious-journey]

The Proposal and time space.

Aaj 8 February 2020, Saturday, office off or propose day hai. Kal ratko legendary mtku se bate hui thi dher sari pyar bhari bate. Ye legendary word wala mazak bhi kal ratko hi hua, Kal shamko ek Amazon prime show 'the forgotten army' bhi dekhna tha toh maine mtku se kuch time bad bat krneko kha, she asked kiu kya krna hai, i said mujhe show dekhna hai, she agreed. And i watched that awesome show. Loved it.

Jo bat mujhe consciously strike ki that was ki i was telling her ki mai apna time kha de rha hun. Aisa usually hota nhi hai, or kabhi kabhi btane me koi burai bhi nhi hai, since she is my mtku mujhe koi problem nhi usse her bat btane me. She is an understanding person. But i do realize ki mai sabko reason btata hun ki mai kha busy hun. Rather ki mujhe apne time ko value deni chahiye ki even if i want my time for just walking or listening music, mujhe priorities naa krna pdde, else koi kaam aa jaye, toh mai kam ko priority me dal deta hun. Rather ki mai ye khu ki nhi i am busy i then i will do it in my other time. Else toh hum humesha hi busy rhenge. Khudke liye time hi kha rhega humare pass. I also realized, jab hum khudke liye time nikalte hain, toh humara brain information ko process krta hai, sub conscious brain always keep working, toh usse bhi thoda dhyan dene per hum light, motivated and inspired feel krne k sath sath new ideas ko bhi birth dete hain.

Moral of the story : hume khudko her kisi k liye her time hi available nhi rkhna chahiye. Your time is important. Even if you are doing nothing.

Secondly, aaj propose day bhi hai, maine mini ko propose nhi kiya abhi tk, jabki voh bar bar khi ja ri you forgot something. Mai yhi soch rha tha ki kiu maine usse abhi tk propose nhi kra. Khi ye mera ego toh nhi ya mai ye toh nhi soch rha ki ye sab non sense stuff hai, ya fir kuch or baat hai.

Thodi der sochne k baad i realized, mera sab kuch toh ussi ka hai, meri zindagi me aane k liye aab usse kya proposals dun?, stll i am a kind of person jo apne partner ko khush rkhne k liye her possible efforts krega. Toh mai usse propose bhi krunga or usse valentine bhi bnaunga. Deep inside i know if she is happy i am happy, and her chiz k piche logic dhundhna bhi shi nhi, kabhi kabhi you just have to live the love of your partner. Maybe we are leading this love story to far deeper dimensions of consciousness.

[a-conscious-journey]

The beginning: A journey of conscious relationship :-

Kuch historical kerne ka irada nhi tha mera, per firbhi aaj apni mtku (my love) se baat kerte hue lga ki mai gyan bhot dene lga hun, toh mujhe usko gyan dene ki vjaye, ek blog likh lena chahiye, maybe age chalke koi book likhu, 

Aaj 2 feb Sunday ka din, mai usse bat ker rha tha, jiske pyr ki ye journey hai. Mai ajse ye blog likha kerunga. ajeeb sa hai kuch, abhi maine sirf mehsus kiya hai, explain ker nhi paunga, toh jine ki bat hai, jite jite keh jayenge, btana jruri nhi, mehsoos kerwana jruri hai,

 Ideas toh aaj 3 aaye mujhe, jinme se 1st yhi blog likhne wala tha, dusra happiness ko smjhne wala tha, tisra ek unique business idea tha. 

Aksar aate hi rehte hai ideas mujhe, per ye 3 ideas sachme kuch or hi the. jaise purpose of life dhundh liya ho mai, sab kuch empty empty sa tha, jaise happiness ka pta nhi, kya kerna hai pta nhi, bss chle jana hai,

per aaj sab set sa feel ho ra, i am feeling light, Bhot sara burden hatt gya aaj life se, voh burden jo hum sab liye ghumte hain, krenge uspe bhi kabhi bat.

1 or chiz jo aaj bhot intresting hui usne mujhe btaya ki maine kabhi usko kaha hoga, ki relationship me rkhne ka 1 tarika ye bhi hai, ki kisiki adton ko itna bigad do ki voh tumhe kabhi chod hi na ske, Voh baat kisi context ko fulfilll kerte mahino pehle khi hogi maine, lekin usko voh bat word to word yaad thi, Itna dhyan se sunti hai meri weird baton ko voh.

Lekin kabhi kabhi  mai sirf ussi k sath bat kerte time kuch strange sa feel kerta hun, voh shayd iss liye bhi, kiuki mai bhi usse dhyan se sunta hun, or dhyan mera alg hi dimension dikha rha hai mujhe, 

Duniya ko dekhne ka , jine ka , mehsoor kerneka, or iss life ko sirf spend na kerke isse enjoy kerne ka rasta nzr aane lga hai, 

Bhot sari chize hongi, iss journey me her roz nhi toh kuch dino me, kabhi funny, kabhi shi kabhi glt, per gyan todne ki sabse shi jgh ye blog hai mere liye, rather ki mai ye sab usse direct bolke apni trh pagal kerdu or relationship me ek ko baba ghoshit kerdu, shi yhi rhega ki mai apne thoughts ko bahar aane dun, 

Mujhe lgta hai , Koi history koi future hume sukh nhi deta, mai jitna merzi sochlu ki blog ko acha bnaunga, future ka kya bhrosa, or yar mai iss blog me apni past love story likhunga, past toh beet gya, kya ussme jee k aajko khrab keru,,, ??

Toh sukh sara present me hai, aaj jo hoga, ussi me hnsna hai, ussi me rona hai, ussi ko jina hai, ussi ko mehsoos kerna hai.

Ajeeb bat ye hai ki usko bhi pta hai mai itna ajeeb hun, but still voh mujhe support kerti hai aisi chize kerne k liye bhi. Usko ye bate smjhna bhi jaruri nhi hai, mujhe smjhne k kya payegi voh?. mai toh chahta hun itna msti me rhe voh ki ye sab chize dimag me aaye bhi na, Or mai uski voh masti bnna chahta hun, mai kuch aise jina chahta hun, Dil khe you live and you love. 

Apni movie ka hero agr mai hun, toh voh meri heroin hai,  Uska naam hai Nisha Minhas (meri Mini) or mai hun Kamal Thakur (uska Micku)

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