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i love you purple i love you lavender i love you lilac i love you wisteria i love you violet i love you mauve i love you periwinkle i love you amethyst i love you

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Various stars & moon details from my gouache paintings 🌙✨

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Clown Art Month 2023 | Day 20 : Comet

Starburst 🌟

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I need them all.

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Reminder to the self and anyone who came after

Acceptance of your own identity can feel like a thief smashing the windows of your mind when you don’t let it in. It can feel like something so far away. It can be hard. 

But you don’t have to crawl through the shards, on exposed hands and knees, to make it yours. It can be a gentle change. You can allow it to take a while, to come flawed and imperfect at first. You can let it be. When you fight hardest for it, the moment you start thinking the war is hopeless, it will stop. You won’t win, but some soldier far in the back will put down a weapon, then another one and another, until there’s a valley of tired soldiers who want to learn how to love again. It is not their surrender, but their hopeful return home. The soft idea of taking a breath and letting it all just pass them by. Acceptance, like those little soldiers, doesn’t come crying in the dark but in the open spaces. The rooms of light, the people in those rooms, the clothes that you’re in when you feel confident and calm. Self acceptance is a case of slow discovery that you don’t realise is happening until one day things click and you know that it won’t undo you of your tears or the mess up there inside. It makes you look at those things, hold them in front of a mirror, a microscope of multicoloured glass, and it will make you think ‘That’s mine to hold, mine to feel, mine to cherish or fix. That’s mine and my feelings belong to me.’ 

Self expression is not an escape route, it’s a reflection. You will feel like yourself when it matters. It’ll click, I promise you, and you will know that that moment is who you are, what you are proud to have become and are content with being, and everything will be alright. 

You’re a person. A human. Despite what you sometimes may think, feel, see or do, you are born from a mother, flesh and blood like all of us, and it will be alright.

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genuinely do NOT want the world to see me because i don’t think that they’d understand

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he/xe collectively, system rb-ing sideblog :)

basically this is just a blog that will have different tags for diff members of our system so we can reblog things they like or that remind us of them and categorize things.

probs not gonna use actual names for #safety but will put a taglist in the tags of this post for easy finding <3