a-ghost-princess
a-ghost-princess
A Ghost Princess
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18+ MDNI... 30+ but with the mind of a 20+ Woman "Every little girl wanted to feel like a princess... I just felt like a ghost." If you need me I'll be on Janitor AI, So don't bother needing me."Not even Bob Ross would call me a happy little accident".
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a-ghost-princess · 19 days ago
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Just saw an unreal engine 5 test of the Witcher 4, I was not that high about the game since we won't be playing a Mr Grumpy white wolf geralt.
But seeing Kelpie had sold me, I will play that game just for Her, and if anything happens to her, I will hunt down the makers and make them eat horse poop.
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a-ghost-princess · 24 days ago
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Also Love how I just use my Steam deck as a mini gaming PC now as I watch stuff on YouTube on my laptop 🤣.
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a-ghost-princess · 24 days ago
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Finished my first part of my cross stich, I can't wait to move on to the next part.
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Got into a routine. After letting the dogs put for the last time, I sit down and watch some films as I work on my cross stich.
Rewatching James done films again.
I fixed an old laptop I had under my bed that has a CD drive, so I'm used that as like a portable DVD player lol as I was going to get one, but they are like 30 and I thought if I fix the laptop it's free and a much bigger screen than the tiny ones you get on a portable.
But it's been fun and relaxing just having time to myself, not needing to worry about others.
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a-ghost-princess · 1 month ago
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Mum is not happy because I don't wanna go to the park with her and some other family members that's coming over to visit.
I just want some peace and quiet by myself for ones.
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a-ghost-princess · 1 month ago
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Caved in and got the Star Wars Outlaws game for my PS5 and been playing it remote and it really fun only played like 2 hours.
It's funny you because I got a pre order code with the game in the box I'm like way passed pre order but I won't say no,lol guess the game I got was from like a pre order batch that they still had copy's off with the code Inside.
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I'm still holding out for a mandalorian game, I know they were working on one but I got cancelled maybe one day they do one.
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a-ghost-princess · 1 month ago
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I swear if someone knocks on my door the next time I go bathroom I'm going to flip, that's 3 times today's I've gone to the loo and someone came to my door.
Would not mind it much if it was stuff for me but it's not 😒
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Well, I changed the Decks colours, went with a blue and white, and I like it much more.
And yes, I have a forest sound background, I think it sounds nice and relaxing.
Think I will go and watch as film now and fall asleep it midnight, lol.
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Got a case for my Steam deck, theu didn't have e a blue so I just went with pastel pink.
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I also found an app on deck that let's you change the colors of the menus and I spent an hour doing it and I hate it lol, I tried going for a color to match the case but I just don't like it lol.
I DO like my Razor Crest background. I may try and match the colours to that, maybe.
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Finally got around to watching Deadpool and wolverine.
Omfg, is it funny as fuck, I think Deadpool has become my new favourite marvel person,.he is just so unhinged i fucking love it.
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Not me listening to music playi g my Deck, as I download and take games of my PS5, so I can remote play them lol.
I saw I could get the last of us 1 for ps5 on ps plus free (sort of lol) maybe by the time I've finished it the 2nd will be on there OR at a lower price but then again I don't know if I wanna play the 2nd one, I may just leave it and just live as if they all had a happy ending.
I'm trying to get more into gaming and not just playing the one game for 3000 hours (looking at you red dead)
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Wish the anons sending ask begging for money would fuck off.
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Since it is May 4th, I thought i change my loading screen because...
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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OMFG, I've now learned how to play my PS5 remotely from my Steam Deck.
This thing can do EVERYTHING BEST £300 I HAVE SPENT ...
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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I love turning my Steam Deck on.
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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Just spent the last 2 days working out how to play PS2 on my Steam deck.
Playing Lord of the rings two towers again for got how much I loved this game.
I now need to get Knight Rider and then I'll have my childhood again.
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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I choose us - August Walker x Reader
Warning - READ THEM -
Stockholm Syndrome, mentions of rape, mentions of physical abuse, kidnapping, smut. daddy kink, mentions Breeding Kink, DDLG, ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧
The feeling of soft warm lips on my shoulder and neck slowly woke me up, as well as warm hand running up and down my naked body under the silk bed sheets. I shifted myself back into the warm body that was behind me making them chuckle.
"Time to get up princess," he whispered into my ear before kissing the spot behind it.
"But I don't want to, I'm nice and warm," I replied as I shifted back into him some more, feeling his naked body and slowly hardening member against my ass. Eyes still closed but a cheeky smile on my face, I wriggled my ass against him, pulling a low growling moan come from deep within in his chest.
"I would stop while you're ahead princess or you won't get to have your special day out by yourself." 
His words made me freeze - was that today already?
About 4 years ago, August Walker kidnapped me as I was walking home from work. He held me prisoner in his home basement, raped me, and beat me sometimes when I made him to angry, but he always kept me fed and hydrated. In winter he gave me a heater so I wouldn't freeze, and after the first year and a half he let me out of his basement, but I couldn't leave the house and had to go back down whenever he left the house.
I kept hoping someone would find me soon, but he would always tell me that no one was looking for me. One day I got onto his laptop and searched my name in Google but found nothing about me. I then looked on a missing persons website to see if anyone had reported my disappearance but they hadn't. I also checked my family and friends' Facebook and found nothing about me missing, not even on the day of my birthday. Nothing, just photos of them on holidays and at parties. August had caught me on his laptop and by that time I was crying. I told him that I was sorry, I thought he would be angry at me but he was not. He picked me up and held me as I cried into his shoulder. 
Later that night when I was in bed with him, he told me that he would look out for me if anyone took me away from him. After another six months he let me stay in the house by myself when he went out, saying that he trusted me not to do anything silly. He was right by that time I had been with him just over two years and had started to get used to it. Some days I would play up and I would be punished for it, but as time went on I did the one thing I thought I would never do - I fell in love with him. 
I hated it when he was not around to the point where I begged him to take me with him when he went food shopping or shopping to get me clothes. He said no at first but I kept begging and begging, telling him I just wanted to be with him more, that I felt lonely without him in the house and he so gave in. He took me shopping as long as I stayed beside him and did not talk to anyone. 
After 3 years it had become a routine to go shopping once a week, and I loved that I got to be outside with him. I walked beside him holding his hand as we window shopped, he bought me anything my eye landed on for more than a minute without even asking me if I wanted it. He had the money and he never looked at the price of things; he just got them. He shocked me on my birthday by getting me the newest generation of phone and laptop, as well as a tablet. I asked him why and he said that I deserved the best and the those gifts would allow me to write my stories. I had no idea that he was aware that I had been writing stories in the notebooks he gave me. 
On Christmas last year he told me that on my next birthday I could go out shopping by myself with his card and get as much stuff as I wanted. I was shocked because I never thought he would ever let me out by myself ever. When Valentine's Day came this year, he told me he loved me and asked me if I wanted there to be an 'US'. I told him yes and that I loved him too. 
He asked me weeks later when coming home after 2 weeks away for work how I could love him after what he did to me. Yes, what he did to me was wrong but he had never really hurt me. Raped and beaten me, but not every day and sometimes not even every week. Sometimes I would only see him 6 times a day when he came to give me food and water, and when I got ill he would get medicine for me. Occasionally when over the counter medicine weren't enough he took me to the doctor. He showed me that even though he kidnapped me he still cared for me, and when finding out no one was looking for me he was there for me. 
I told him I love him because even after what he did he still loves me and cares for me more than anyone has ever done in my life. 
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I jumped out of bed and ran straight into the en-suite bathroom. 
"Princess, you're forgetting something," I heard him call out to me, making me stop in my tracks. I turned around and walked back into the room to see him sitting up in bed with the sheets around his waist, his bare chest on full display. He beckoned me to him with one finger. 
I slowly climbed on to bed on all fours from the foot of the beed and moved my way up to him, watching his eyes on me the whole time. Once I was at eye level with him, he placed his hands on my ass, pulling me to him so I straddled his lap still feeling his hard cock under me even through the covers. 
"Now what is it that you have forgotten to do, Princess?" His smile was full of mischief but his eyes were full of loving lust.
"Morning Daddy," I said sweetly to him before kissing his lips softly. He hummed into the kiss as he moved his hands up my back while mine went around his neck, pulling him closer. I subconsciously started to move my hips, moaning into his kiss.
"You know I want nothing more than to fill that birthday girl pussy of yours, princess, but we need to get ready for your big day." 
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Once I had showered and had breakfast, we were in the car. August had one hand on the wheel and the other on my leg drawing patterns on the skin showing at the end of my dress. 
"I will drop you off in the carpark and once you're done give me a call and I will pick you up. Take all the time you need princess, this is your day," he says as he took my hand resting on my lap and kissed it just as we pulled into the car park. I felt nervous I wanted this but I was still apprehensive. I was about to get out the car but stopped looking back at him seeing him smile. 
"I love you Daddy," I tell him kissing his cheek. 
"I love you too, princess."
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It had been about an hour since August dropped me off. I first went and got a smoothie from my favourite café and drank it as I walked around. Once I finished it, I started to shop properly. August had given me his card and told me to just get anything I wanted. So far I got myself a switch with a game, a new phone case, but I also got something for August and myself; a sexy red set of lingerie for tonight. I thought it would match his favourite dress he had got me. 
As I was about to go into another shop a man came up to me asking my name and middle name. I ignored him, knowing I was not allowed to talk to strangers, even less so to strangers who wanted to know my full name. It was getting close to lunch time and I thought I'd get myself a subway. As I was getting my sandwich I saw the same man who had stopped me before just outside the shop. 
Stepping out the shop I looked his way and saw him turn his back to me when he saw me staring. I continued my shopping but when I saw him again, I started to panic. I placed my bags down to get my phone out of my bag to call August and ask him to pick me up because I was scared. But before I could call him a hand, grabbed my phone. 
"Y/N, I'm Ethan Hunt, I'm here to rescues you. We've been looking for you for years, " Ethan tells me as other people came around me and picked up my bags as they started to lead me to a black van. 
"NO," I all most shouted at him, as I pulled away. 
"Please Y/N you need to come with us, you will be safe," Ethan promised, grabbing my arm again and pulling me harder this time I tried to fight him by yanking my arm away from him only to have an arm snake around my waist and hoist me up so I could easily be carried to the van. I kicked and screamed but no one helped me, they just kept walking by.
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I sat in a room crying, begging them to let me go, but they would not. 
"Y/N we can't let you go not until you tell us where he is. This is the first time we have seen you out alone, we just want you to be safe," a woman said to me. I tried to stop myself from crying, but the more I tried the harder I cried.
"No," I said, "I'm not going to tell you, you'll hurt him," I added between sods. 
"We won't hurt him."
"You will," I shouted at her, making her jump. 
She then stood up and left the room. As she did so, I went to grab my bag to get my phone, but they had taken them off me. I wrapped my arms around myself, still crying and wishing August was here holding me. 
Some time had past before Ethan returned into the room. He sat down at the other side of the table with my phone in his hand. He remained silent as he went through my phone.
"Do you think he will hurt you if you tell us where he is?" He asked, to which I shook my head. August would never hurt me. 
"Do you really think he loves you?" he asked as he flipped my phone around to show me a photo I took of myself and August kissing. 
"Yes" my voice was small. He huffed at my answer. 
"What would make you think that?" 
I looked at him not knowing what to say to him. I knew August loved me, he showed me as much, told me as much and I could simply feel it. 
"Why do you want to know?" I asked. 
"I just want to know more about him so we can find him. He is a bad man, Y/N, you should know that. He kidnapped you 4 years ago, he doesn't love you, he just loves having you around knowing he was never caught."
"No! August does love me, he cares about me. No one looked for me when I went missing, NO ONE," I snapped at him. 
He just stared blankly at me before leaning across the table.
"Tell me where he is or you're going down with him." 
His words sounded harsh, and the look he gave me reminded me of the stern expression on August face when he first took me and I refused to do as I was told.
"Just let me go, please, I wanna go home,' I pleaded weakly. 
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I spent more time in the room by myself when I heard loud voices on the other side of the door. I could not make them out at first until they got closer. I recognised the sound of August's voice and it felt like a weight was lifted from my shoulders.
Daddy was here. I would be safe now.
"You have no right to pick her off the streets and hold her for no reason," I heard August shout I wasn't sure how he know where to find me, but I was so happy he had came for me that i couldn't bring my self to care. Soon after, the door burst open and August walked in. I jumped out of the chair and ran straight to him. I buried myself in his arms, crying.
"Shhhh Princess it's ok, I'm here," he coaxed, whispering the words into my hair as he stroked it with one hand. He then put me down so he could cup my face and look at me, "I told you, I will look out for you," he said while smiling at me before kissing me head.
August then walked over to my bags when Ethan walked in. "What are you doing?" he asked watching August. 
"I'm taking my girlfriend home after you snatched her off the streets." I could tell August was holding back his anger.
"You're not going anywhere apart from jail after you kidnapped her!"
August turned around to look at Ethan. "Kidnapping? You got no proof that I did. If you did, I'd be in jail by now. More importantly, Y/N wouldn't want to hug me if I did kidnap her." 
Ethan looked at me as if expecting me to say something, so I did. 
"August never kidnapped me, but some other man. After a year and a half, I got out of my cage when he was out of the house. I could not get out of his backyard because his walls were too tall and I couldn't get the gate to work. So I called for help when I saw August walking by," I spoke,my eyes darting between Ethan and August. The latter was smiling at me. "He kicked the gate in and saved me before taking me back to his house and letting me stay there. He then took me to the police station, but they said I was not on any missing persons list, so after calling my family and getting no answer I stayed with August."
Eathen said nothing as August came beside me and placed a hand on my lower back while the other held my bags.
"If you're done, we'll be leaving know." I could tell by August's tone that he was happy with what I had said and the frustrated look on Ethan's face when he realised he couldn't do anything about it made him even happier.
When we left the room, Ethan grabbed August's arm and hissed something to August which made him laugh. "I'd like to see you try," was all August said once he had stopped laughing.
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Once we got home, August put my stuff away as I sat on the sofa thinking about everything that just happened. Any normal person would have turned August in, but I didn't. I lied about everything. Why? Because I loved him. Was it right to love a man who kidnapped you? I just knew that I did. I replayed the memory of August calling me his girlfriend in my mind over and over again, it was the first time he had refunded to me as such, and yet he had said it so casually like it was a normal occurrence.
"Now now, princess, when were you going to tell me you got this lovely set?" August's voice cut through my thoughts. I looked up to see him holding the set of lingerie I got today as a surprise for him. I burst into tears when I saw the delicate lace hanging from his fingers, knowing my surprise was ruined. August's expression went from smug to confused at my sudden outburst. He dropped the set onto the coffee table and came over to me so he could crouch between my legs. 
"Princess, what's wrong? I'm not mad at you if that's what you think."
"It was meant to be a surprise," I said between hiccups "but it's all ruined."
August moved to sit beside me on the sofa before pulling me onto his lap. "It's ok princess you can surprise me with it another time." He kissed the top of my head as I snuggled closer into him.
"But I wanted it for tonight, but he ruined it Daddy, he ruined it." I sobbed into his neck. 
"I know he did, princess, and I'm going to make him pay for what he did today. No one touches you and gets away with it." I knew he was trying to keep his voice soft but underneath his anger bubbled. I had seen him beat a man for calling me a whore once. I could only imagine what he would do to Ethan for almost taking me from him.
Neither of us said anything for a while. My crying had stopped and I was almost asleep when August broke the silence. 
"Why did you lie? You could have told him the truth, but you didn't. Why?"
I moved away from him a little so I could look him in the eye. 
"Every morning I wake up I choose you. I choose us." 
My words seemed to shock him. He just looked at me opening and closing his mouth like he was trying to think of something to say, but gave up. I was about to say something when he crashed his lips onto mine in a loving kiss, his hands roaming my body until they came to rest onto my hips and using his strength to move my body so I was straddling his lap, not once breaking the kiss. 
I finally pulled away in need of air, my hands which had found their way into his hair landing on his chest to keep myself balanced on his lap. 
"After everything you still choose me," he whispered. His eyes were closed, but I smiled anyway and leaned down to kiss his lips lightly. 
"I'll always choose you, no matter what."
He opened his eyes and looked at me smiling, "And I'll always find you, no matter what."
"How did you find me?" I asked. He was silent for a moment 
"There's a tracker in your phone and one of my men were close by and witnessed the scene. I'm sorry princess, I should have told you I placed one in, but I didn't want you to feel like I did not trust you." His expression reminded me of child caught with their hand in the sweetie jar.
Did I feel like I was not trusted? No. He just wanted to make sure I was safe. 
"I love you Daddy. I know you did it to keep me safe in case anything happened," I told him, wanting him to know that I was not mad at him. My words seemed to give him peace of mind judging by the way his body went soft and his smile grew once more. 
"How about we order in? You go pick which place you want to order from while I make a phone call. Any place you want, and if you can't decide between places just get something from all of them. After all you're the birthday girl, " August suggested. I jumped out of his lap and ran into the kitchen to grab my little folder of takeaway leaflets. As I did so, I could hear August making his call. 
Once I had picked the places I wanted to order from, I went back to him. 
"Thank you, and should I call at all if I ever see him close by…. OK, thank you,.... yes she is fine. She's shaken up as you can imagine, but she'll be ok once she knows he can never hurt her again, … thank you have a good night," August hung and turned to me, "did you pick a place?"
I nodded and handed him the menus. "Who was that?" I asked as we again got comfortable on the sofa with me sitting in his lap. 
"Oh just a friend who's a judge. I was placing a restraining order on that dickhead so he won't come close to you again."
I nodded before kissing his cheek "Thank you"
"No need to thank me princess. I'm just doing what any good daddy would do to keep his princess safe. Now let's order some food in and forget about him," he said as he looked through the menus. 
"Will you fuck me after?" I wasn't too sure why I asked that question. 
August looked at me and smiled before uttering a short 'no' His answer made me sad for some reason. I lowered my eyes and stared at my hands until I felt him place a finger under my chin as he lifted my head up so I could look at him. "Birthday girls don't get fucked,Daddy wants to make love with his birthday girl." A big smile appeared on my face upon hearing those words as they sent a tingly feeling shooting down my spine and right to my core making me wiggle a little, puling a breathless chuckle from him. 
"After dinner princess, then Daddy will make you feel real good."
"You always make me feel good"
We ordered from many places; Chinese, fish and chips, even a dessert shop. Once we were done he said that it could take up to an hour or more with it being a busy night for them all and the big amount of food we got. 
"Daddy" I asked shyly. 
"Yes?"
"You said you'd make me feel good after dinner, but what if I make you feel good before then?" It was not the first time I asked him, but was still shy about it. 
He cocked his eyebrow as he looked at me. "In what way, princess?" He knew exactly in what way, he just wanted me to say it. 
"I wanna suck your cock, Daddy."
He smiled at me, licking his lips. "Do you think you can make daddy cum before the food gets here?"
Getting off his lap I got onto my knees in front of him, looking up at him through my eyelashes, "I think I can Daddy. I'm getting better."
He brushed hair out of my face and behind my ear before moving his hands to his belt to undo it. "Oh I know you're getting better, but if you don't make daddy cum before the food gets here you will be eating cold food."
I nodded as I watched him pull his hard cock out of his pants and my mouth started to water just at the sight of it. I had seen it many times, but i still wondered how i was going to fit all of him in my mouth or in other places.
Keeping my eyes on his cock I moved closer, placing my hands on his knees and running them up his legs. I tugged onto this pants and pulled them down even more as he lifted his hips to assist me in getting them out of the way. I made sure my hair was up knowing how he hated my hair getting in the way of him seeing his cock in my mouth. 
I let out a pleased hum at how warm he felt when I wrapped my hand around his cock, admiring how much bigger he looked in my small hand. I couldn't even wrap one of my hands around his girth fully. I moved my hand up and down slowly, waiting until I heard him moan softly before start speeding up my movements.
I kept going at the same pace and a small bead of pre cum started to form on his red tip. I licked my lips without even thinking about it. I looked up into his eye before shifting slightly so I was closer to his cock, keeping my eyes locked with his. I slowly licked along his slit, tasting his salty nectar, moaning at the taste of him. His eyes never left mine and I could see his eyes burning with unbridled lust. 
I licked him again, my actions pulling a groan from him as he jutted his hips forward. I pulled my head back. 
"Princess how about you put those angel's lips around Daddy's cock?" 
I did as I was told and wrapped my lips around his head, letting my tongue run along his slit as I took him in my mouth. 
"Fuck, princess" Just the sound of August groaning out in pleasure made me moan as well as I rubbed my legs together as my core begged for attention. 
I took him deeper in my mouth slowly before bobbing my head up and down. As I did so, his hand went to the back of my head but did not do anything, simply sitting there. I mixed up my speeds, going slow then faster, then back to slow again. 
"Fuck princess have you been watching Daddy's secrets videos?" 
I used my bobbing motion to nod. I finally took all of him in my mouth and felt his length push down my throat. The hand that was on the back of my head now held firmly me in place. This time August moaned loudly while holding my head still as he started to fuck my throat slowly at first, as always, before going harder. 
"I fucking love how fucking warm and wet your mouth feels on my cock," August moaned between gritted teeth. My eyes started to water but I kept  my eyes on his, knowing how much he loved it. 
I had to place my hands on his legs to stop myself from touching myself. Even though my core was screaming at me to do it, I knew Daddy wouldn't like it. 
I moaned around him as he fucked my mouth harder and harder. 
"Daddy's gonna cum soon princess, you better be ready to swallow everything like a good girl." The more he groaned and moaned, the more I wanted to make him cum down my throat. I had always swallowed his cum, I loved it so much it had become like a prize to me for doing a good job. 
I moaned when I felt him hitting the back of my throat. August then growled while holding me still and pushing himself deeper down my throat. I bet you could see his cock budding in my neck. Then I felt it, his warm thick cum coating my throat as I closed my eyes, moaning at the taste of it. I swallow all of it.
After a few moments August let go of me and let himself fall back on the sofa. That did not stop me from bobbing my head a couple more times to clean him off before letting him go with a pop. 
"Well Princess it looks like you'll be having warm food tonight," he said a little out of breath. I was about to wipe my mouth when August moved forward using his thumb to wipe off some cum from the side of my mouth looking down at me grinning. I then kept my eyes on his and wrapped my lips around his thumb to suck the cum off it… 
"I just did, Daddy," I spoke sweetly, teasing him just a little. I giggled when he jumped forward to grab me and pull me up onto his lap.
"You cheeky little thing," he chuckled, kissing my cheek and then my lips. August did not care if he just came in my mouth, he still kissed me tongue and all. Just as our kisses started to get more heated and his hand wandered up my skirt the door went with a load knock making us jump apart. 
"That would be some of our food princess." He held on to me as he jumped up before turning around and placing me down. He pulled up his pants before running to the door.
I heard the door open and close, then the word Chinese being shouted and making me jump up. I ran into the kitchen, sliding on the floor giggling to myself at how well I managed to stay up.
"How many times do I have to tell you not to do that?" August gently chasisted as he came in, placing the food on the counter. 
"More times daddy," I said giggling and bumming my hip into his as I placed plates down on the counter. August just chuckled before kissing my forehead. We ate our food at the breakfast table and talked, laughed and stole bites off each others' plates. As we ate, more of our food was delivered and we ate some more until we were just pigged out. 
We soon found ourselves on the sofa again, August sitting with his back on one of the armrests and his legs stretched across with me laying on top of him, my back on his chest his arms around me. He held up a fantasy book about love and monsters, and I let my eyes follow the words on the page as August read to me.
I loved it when he read to me; it made me feel safe, warm and at peace. 
"Don't fall asleep yet princess we are just getting to the good part," his voice whispered softly in my ear. 
"I'm awake," I retorted, so he kept reading and I kept following. 
"Will you marry me?" August said, making my eyes go wide when I couldn't find the words anywhere on the page. I shifted in his embrace to look at him, and he looked me in the eyes and said it again. I blinked at him not knowing what to say or if this was even real. Had I fallen asleep and was now dreaming this? I loved him but I never thought about marriage. On the contrary, I firmly believed that one day he would leave me and I had come to peace with that.
My silence did not sit well with him.
"Forget I said anything," he muttered in a tight voice before untangling himself from me and getting off the couch, as he disappeared into the kitchen, he seemed sad and hurt that it encouraged me to run after him.
"No you don't get to ask me to marry you then walk away!" I called out to him, making him stop in his tracks as he went to pour himself a drink, "I didn't know what to say. I never thought this would ever happen to me. I always believed you'd leave me. I never dared imagine that you'd want me forever." I was rambling, I knew I was, but I just wanted him to know that his question had startled me.
"But you don't want to," his voice was low with his back still facing me. I walked up to him and snaked my arms around him, my forehead coming to rest against his firm back. 
"I never said that daddy, I just never thought you'd ever ask."
"I never thought I would either, until today princess. I'm not the kind of man who wants to settle down. I have done some bad things, very bad things. Kidnapping is just the tip of the iceberg, but I see a life with you. I know you said you choose us every morning, but could you marry a monster?"
I was crying into his shirt at that point. I hated that he called himself that and I hated myself even more for all the times I had called him this before in my life. But he was no monster anymore. 
"Turn around, please," I begged him.
He did nothing at first.
"Please, Daddy," I pleaded again, and that time he complied. When he looked down at me, his eyes were soft.
"Yes."
He stared at me in shock,
"I want to be your wife. I want to spend the rest of my life being yours, and I'll tell you that every day as well as how much I love you. I want to spend my life loving you, and maybe even carry your baby one day." My smile only grew bigger seeing him smile.
"Hmm, seeing you all swollen with my kids sort of turns me on…," August commented before shaking his head laughing, "trust me to cheapen the mood." 
"That's why I love you, always got a dirty comment for me," I tell him
"Can I ask it again properly?" 
I did not get what he meant at first, but i nodded my assent as soon as my brain caught up, he slowly got down on one knee taking my hands in his. 
"Y/N L/N, my beautiful princess, will you marry me?"
"Yes Daddy"
"Not Daddy this time, just this once." 
"Yes August Walker, I will marry you." 
He got up and pulled me into a big hug. 
"Best birthday gift ever," I whispered into his neck right before kissing it. 
"Tomorrow we will go ring shopping. You can pick whichever one you want, don't ever worry about the money," he told me. I smiled at him, knowing that he would still try to push me to the ones that will cost the most. He once got me a necklace that was worth the same amount as a fancy penthouse.
"What if I want a ring for £10, would you be happy with that?" I asked cheekily, wrapping my arms around his neck. August chuckled, his hands going to my hips. 
"It can be 1p, as long as you're my wife." As he spoke he picked me up, wrapping my legs around him as he walked us away from the kitchen and back into the living room. 
"Where are we going? We didn't finish reading," I asked, watching as the book we were reading got smaller and smaller as August walked us way from it. 
"You really think I was going to let my princess make me cum on her birthday and not return the favor by making love to her all night and making her cum over and over, then filling her up full of my cum?" 
His words relit the hot wet fire between my legs which made me wiggle my hips. His belt buckle rubbed against my core, making me moan. 
"You like the sound of that princess? Daddy inside you all night, filling you with cum? You did say you'd like to have a baby with me one day. Hmm want daddy to breed you?" 
The more he went on, the more I could not stop myself from wiggling against his belt buckle. To stop myself from moaning I bit down into August's neck, making him groan followed by a breathless 'fuck'. 
Once he stepped into our room, August dropped me on the bed and climbed on top of me, where he proceeded to kiss my neck and press his hard cock trapped in the confines of his pants into my core. The action made me moan into his kiss. I knew for a fact I would leave a wet patch. 
"Can I ask you to do something for me my love?" He said into my neck
"Anything Daddy" 
"As I make love to you, I would love to hear you say my name, could you do that for me?"
"I'll love to scream your name, August." I moaned into his ear.
I did just that over and over until I couldn't any more. August took me hard and softly, taking me in many different positions; from behind, on top of him, under him and each position was followed by amazing orgasms. It felt amazing saying his name as we made love. It felt like we were one.
Not only that, but also hearing him moan my name as well. Still, calling me his princess left my body feeling on fire as I begged him for him more. I would go as far as to say it had to be the best sex we had ever had. 
Not to mention listening to him talk dirty to me in my ear as he took me from behind, telling me how he was going to breed me, put a child in me. I didn't think I'd have to beg as much as I did in that moment, begging for him to destroy me, to give me his child. And he did just that, filling me with a deep possessive growl as he said my name.
Now we lay tangled in the sheets, my head on his sweaty hairy chest, his arms around me. 
"Would you like to go somewhere to get married? Maybe we could go somewhere nice and warm?" August asked playing with my hair. 
I never thought about that, but then again he had just asked mere hours ago. Still, I'd never thought about how I wanted to get married. 
"I'd love to get married on a beach. Who will come? I know my family won't be coming, what about yours?" He never said anything about his family.
"My family, like yours, disowned me. But I was hoping it would just be us on the beach." 
I smiled into his chest before placing a kiss on it.
"I like the sound of that, just us no one else."
"That's all we need princess just you and me forever,"  he paused for a moment, letting his hand run down my body until it lay over my belly, "well, until we get our baby."
"Then I'll wake up every morning and choose our family" I told him, making him smile at me.
I couldn't wait to be this man's wife and to start a better family with him….
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a-ghost-princess · 2 months ago
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I was going to watch Season 2 of The last of us.
But since they have done what they have done SO soon,
Im not even going to bother.
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