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This isn't a final decision.. but I am loosing muse for this theme [like sex based rps in general] so I might be leaving but I'm not 100% sure if I will cuz I really like y'all but I feel like I'm just taking up space people could be using for better charaters or at least active ones you know? :/

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camboy!key au

sex is more exciting on the screen and between the pages than between the sheets. andy warhol

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Ren had spent too long in mirrors. Picking his appearance apart. Roots that needed touched up. Foundation becoming more obvious as the day wore on, even if only he noticed. His eyes lined too heavy sometimes. His clothes looking less comfortable. Shoes less possible His gender confusing himself. 

He found himself in a place, in some strange plot point in his timeline where even he couldn’t quite pick out who he was underneath the magazine covers that made his look a perfected art. His reflection was morphing into a surreal version of itself, like cartoons zoomed in so close to a character that they started to show each line and wrinkle that made the character. 

Ren hadn’t made real friends. He was too stuck, too deep in this image he’d crafted. He could only look back at the memories he had left. Remembering was a lot like paleontology, only instead of finding dinosaurs you just remember stuff, and sometimes you get really sad about it. 

He made his way through the dorms halls, a bag from the nearest drugstore holding a bright pink box with a girl with warm toned black hair. The door he stopped in front of was something new to him. A place he really didn’t go before. He hadn’t let someone around him long enough to care to go to them. And so he knocked, three times equally loud as the bells that rang out the classes, and stared in hope. 

Paint It Black [OPEN]

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Ren had spent too long in mirrors. Picking his appearance apart. Roots that needed touched up. Foundation becoming more obvious as the day wore on, even if only he noticed. His eyes lined too heavy sometimes. His clothes looking less comfortable. Shoes less possible His gender confusing himself. 

He found himself in a place, in some strange plot point in his timeline where even he couldn't quite pick out who he was underneath the magazine covers that made his look a perfected art. His reflection was morphing into a surreal version of itself, like cartoons zoomed in so close to a character that they started to show each line and wrinkle that made the character. 

Ren hadn't made real friends. He was too stuck, too deep in this image he'd crafted. He could only look back at the memories he had left. Remembering was a lot like paleontology, only instead of finding dinosaurs you just remember stuff, and sometimes you get really sad about it. 

He made his way through the dorms halls, a bag from the nearest drugstore holding a bright pink box with a girl with warm toned black hair. The door he stopped in front of was something new to him. A place he really didn't go before. He hadn't let someone around him long enough to care to go to them. And so he knocked, three times equally loud as the bells that rang out the classes, and stared in hope. 

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[Who wants to rp helping Ren reshape his image into something more boyish tho?????]

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I Want To Be Like Other Girls - Mulan OST: "Get dirty, Act silly, Be anything i want to be, To dance around, In my underwear, To run really fast, To get rid of this fan, To eat a whole cake, Get crazy, With frosting "

Ren was boxed in. A lot. For someone who hated to be the way everyone else was, for once, he just wished he was treated like a different group. 

He was ran through some check list for insecurity. Pretty, feminine, long hair, make up, manicured nails, shaved legs, moisturized skin, soft smiles and warm eyes. Submissive and coy, definitely a bottom. He was never either. 

He was loud, and controlling. And maybe he liked the bottom better, that never meant he was there for other people to take charge of. He made the decision tonight to change his exterior, just so people would stop misjudging his interior. 

He showed up to the males door, not sure if he'd even been able to help, but his hair looked good and Ren didn't assume the male to be one to go to salons daily just to get a good look. He held out a box of black dye and a pair of scissors. "Help me?"

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[I will do all five.]

Kurt Cobain - Amplify Dot: "Catch him in the viper room, pinnin' for some Vicodine, Leave him lying in the same position that you find him in."

And it started somewhere in the “Special” rooms. He wasn’t making plans to destroy his night, but something hit some nerve somewhere, or, he’d say it was pain. 

It was always so hard to find the pills he’d wanted in Korea. When he traveled abroad every so often it was so easy that he dreaded wanting them again when he got back. He marked himself as a party user. Once in a while, no addiction. 

Tonight fought to change that, and his goal was to coax the first male he’d seen into getting everything for him… 

Growl - EXO: "If you don’t back away then I don’t care if you get hurt"

It took a few hours. The afternoon sun dipping down into nightfall before he’d found his own ways into assuring the male it would be easier for him than the “pretty, soft spoken, thin thing” he was. 

He was caught in his own lies when a subtle run for a simple drug turned into a heated deal over more than Ren had initially asked for. He wasn’t one to even mildly care that the other was in some possible danger over his wants. 

He deserved to get the one thing he’d asked for. 

Love ME Dead - Ludo: ""High maintenance" means your a gluttonous queen,narcissistic and mean."

Every deal gets an end, and with the right amount of money so did theirs. Ren made promises for making up the time and money, and really time was money. He promised to pay back twice. 

Money, though, wasn’t what Ren was willing to give up. No, he worked for it. It was his and his time given for it. He needed it to maintain the hair, the nails, the pretty things he’d given himself. “Simple maintenance.”

Supa Funk - Baekkyoung: "Shake your body all you want, but keep your loud mouth closed"

His idea of repaying was simple. Time equals money, so money could be repaid in time. His time spent with fingers over his mouth and his point of interest, namely being in absolute control, was dropped in seconds. 

If it were accepted, Ren had no room to complain, only follow along as he was asked. 

New Breed - Jay Park: "What you see is what you get, and if you don't like it then get your bitch ass outta here"

Sometime after blurred vision and tangled sheets, Ren was pulled out of the discomfort of heavy heat to calm himself. To cool down and remind himself that no, it’s not prostitution if you don’t look at it from that angle. 

There was no veil over his idea of “hanging out” so long as your body was hanging out in the open air. He was everything he promoted himself as. Shameless, sexualized, and confident in it. 

"I am whatever I say I am.."

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Bestfri(end) Boyfri(end) Girlfri(end) B(∞)ty

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House Hunting Song - Adventure Time: "I'm not mean, I'm a thousand years old and I just lost track of my moral code"

Ren was constantly referred to as bitchy, or rude, or as having a bad attitude. He really didn’t deny it out loud. 

With Kunpimook, though it was too obvious he was easily removed from real kindness. Something about knowing he couldn’t really wrap his lips around the true name, Couldn’t make the correct sound and BamBam just sounded so stupid.

He either avoided the man completely, or verbally abused him just to the left of his face. Directly was too hard. He’d still have to address him, and without pinning sarcasm to his tone. 

And so, maybe, he was just morally bankrupt.

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Love Game - Lady Gaga: "I can see you staring there from across the block with a smile on your mouth and your hand on you huh!" 

Ren was never an innocent bystander in any situation he becomes involved in. He never found himself looking on at something that brought him into it, and reacted in shock or surprise or disgust. He just laughed or joined in. 

But this one time, this one thing, pulled him in confusion. 

He was already unsatisfied with the idea of shared space. Pools and publicly displayed sexual subtext rooms. Not that he was particularly shy, but he preferred being aid to be seen. His eyes caught the male across the poolside, his lips coiled into a smile, and Rens brow raised. 

He wasn't bad looking, fit enough, and.. Ren tilted his head, eyes squinting in suspicion. This fucking school.. 

He pulled himself up out of the water, eyes not leaving, like a train wreck from the males hips. "I cannot handle this chronic masturbatory ass school. Get laid forreal, kid." It was mumbled, but he'd only hope the boy would hear and snap back to reality. 

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send me a “☁” and i will put my itunes on shuffle, pick my favorite line from the first song that comes up and use it for a starter in a drabble.

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"Yeah, cool.." He nodded and offered a sweeter smile and a hand forward "Ren. East."

Ren - Woohyun

"Hello there!!" *Woohyun smiles*

"Well, hell~o" He grins and tips his glasses down to look over the male.

"I am Woohyun" *He bows politely* "Just got here I am in West dorm!"

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"Hello there!!" *Woohyun smiles*

"well, hell~o" He grins and tips his glasses down to look over the male.

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"I've learned the best way to keep a good lip starts with a good lip balm and just a hint of lipstain." He nodded and smiled, his hand splaying out to push the tube back. "keep it, I have three more in different scents"

Ren smiled wide, still calculating the threat of good looks the boy had to offer. He was sure so far that if he stayed kind, they would be compatible as friends. His smile widened and he nodded along the other boys words. 

"mm, tease, seduction, bondage b, and dominance." He nodded bit, even himself having a bit of trouble keeping his classes in order. "We'll stop off at the dorms, I need to get into 'leaving campus for a night out' clothes, then we'll walk you around" He set a wide smile across his lips as he stepped off toward the east end dorms building. 

The new boy

Slightly confused Kibum grabbed the pink tube from the other boy and looked at it closely. But as soon as he heard what Ren gave him a bright smile appears on his lips. “Thanks!”, he answered and applied some of the lip balm on his dry lips. “I should buy this myself. My lipbalm is the shit!” With these words Kibum handed it back to the other male and offered him another bright smile. 

This boy was…how should Kibum describe him? He wasn’t what Kibum would call weird but more like a mystery? Kibum had no idea what the boy was thinking or what he really thinks about a certain situation. Still…he was pretty with a good taste in fashion, also he was nice and willing to show Kibum the school, he shouldn’t think any further. 

"Yeah, it would be fun though. At least we’re at the same dorm for now…so…What classes do you have?"

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Ren pulled free a small pale pink tube from the back and handed it toward the other male carefully so as not to drop it, his head tipping toward the opposite direction of the pairs current direction. "Chapstick. Really does a word of difference, and east is over where I am." He nodded and offered a soft smile. 

He had always dream cast himself in a Korean remake of Mean Girls as Regina. Yes, it was perfect and easy. Sweet enough, yet secretly bitter and awful. At the same time, he was also quick to miss chairs and that wasn't a perfect aesthetic. He was letting his mind go far off track as he started to picture it, catching quickly the strangely stuck smile he'd left on his lips as he started his thought journey. 

"We should compare class schedules. It could be.. fun if we share any given the nature of this schools style y'know?"

The new boy

While he watched the other male named Ren several questions just pop up in his mind: What shampoo did the boy use to have such healthy looking hair? Where did he buy his clothes? And which god damn skin care products did he use to have this flawless face? Maybe Kibum was lucky enough to get a private tour where he can ask all these questions. Without being too obvious that he is kind of jealous about Ren’s perfection. At least he is jealous in a positive way for now which means he really wants to learn from and about Ren.

Kibum licked over his dry lips slowly before a silent laugh escaped his lips. It seemed like Ren wasn’t only good-looking with a sweet voice but also humorous. “How about you show me everything you’ve mentioned in exactly this order?  Actually I was looking for the east dorm and tried not to be too obvious that I have no idea where I’m even going.” Kibum raised one hand and stroked some strands of his blonde dyed hair in the right place again.

He really wondered what kind of role or better said: what kind of group Ren belonged to. Maybe he was popular among the other students, Kibum wouldn’t wonder if he’s right about this thought. “It might sound weird now but…I really like your outfit. And yes I’m always like that because I’m addicted to clothes and shopping so don’t mind , normally I don’t compliment people for their clothing but I really like yours.”