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[ this blog is inactive, aka see this post. apologies to anyone i forgot to tell, and please remember that i love all of you and am doing very well in my permanent absence. i only wish for the best of y’all as well <3 ]

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[ this blog is inactive, aka see this post. apologies to anyone i forgot to tell, and please remember that i love all of you and am doing very well in my permanent absence. i only wish for the best of y’all as well <3 ]

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[ this blog is inactive, aka see this post. apologies to anyone i forgot to tell, and please remember that i love all of you and am doing very well in my permanent absence. i only wish for the best of y’all as well <3 ]

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[ this blog is inactive, aka see this post. apologies to anyone i forgot to tell, and please remember that i love all of you and am doing very well in my permanent absence. i only wish for the best of y'all as well <3 ]

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Uh, I haven't been online or consistent with replies in ages, and I apologize for that. All I can do is apologize now. My laptop broke and I haven't been able to get it fixed or anything since. Plus, school is starting for me on Wednesday, and since my laptop broke down, typing up and doing all my homework has been difficult for me.

But I think it's for the best that this happened. I knew I was going to go M.I.A. sometime soon. And I just don't mean for when school needed me most, but for good. Now, I still don't know if I can do that. I mean, I've made such wonderful friends here. I've made so many plans with my friends for future threads. But I'm afraid none of it is going to happen anymore. And this hurts me to just admit, but I can't believe what it's like to be on the receiving end of this horrible confession. And I wish I could say this in person, or face to face or something--- just anything but online. Anywhere but in typed up words that look cowardly and pathetic. All of you, all of my friends deserve much better than to just read these stoic and unforgiving words off a screen. But I can only hope some of my regretful and shameful and apologetic emotions shows through them.

And I'm really sorry, guys. You should all hate me, if you hadn't before, with plenty of good reason. I wish to apologize so much. I know I'm not officially saying anything, but I don't see any other way. I feel as if I have to get my own life back in order and in balance before I can try and bring Loki back.

And I'm justy so sorry guys.

I love you all so much. 

I'll keep my skype, a-shadows-lie, for a while, although I don't know for how long that'll be. Who knows how quickly the guilt will eat away at me until I cut off all communication? I'm just... All of our work, our talks, or laughs, all of it will mean nothing now because of me. 

I'm so sorry guys.

And I wish for nothing but for all of you to be happy; I wish for nothing but your ultimate happiness.

I'd like to especially apologize to a great group of people that I've known for a very long time and have grown attached to.

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I'm really especially sorry to all of you amazing people who have made my stay exceptionally great. Thank you all for being amazing friends and rp partners. I hope life grants all your wishes, and that you remain happy and hopeful no matter what.

And to anyone I didn't mention, the same goes for you; everyone deserves to be happy.

Thanks for the amazing ride, guys! 

P.S.: And if this sounds like a suicide note, it's not, and I apologize for that too. It's metaphorically one for Loki, since he's a big part of who I've been these past two years. And now, before I even get to hit the 2 year anniversary, I'm killing him. And it's might hurt some people, but they're strong, and they'll move on. I won't forget any of you guys, you'll all hold a special place in my heart. 

I'm so sorry.

I love you all so much. ] 

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Disclosure - F for You

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[ text: ] You will never be my equal, Margaret.

[ text: ] It's more me being annoyed by a sophomoric Midgardian.

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[Text: Bag of Cats and Dicks] What’s the matter? Can’t handle a tongue as sharp as yours?

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     "I have time to worry about that. You, on the other hand, are half mortal. You should be rushing around making a name of yourself other than dealing with an old man."

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     ”Again, weak. Try coming up with something original and maybe you might be able to live up to your ‘Silver Tongue’ reputation once more.”

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Lo·ki noun \ˈlō-kē\

a Norse god who contrives evil and mischief for his fellow gods

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     The man's sharp respond prompted no other response from Loki other than a small, smug smile, and a raised eyebrow, as if to say, Oh really?

     "Pray tell," the god began, stopping to tap his fingers across his lips lightly, as if lost in thought. "What did you expect to gain from your curiosity? Or rather, where has your curiosity lead you to in the past that you find it safe to follow it again?"

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    {‡}; “I do not demand anything from anyone,” he snapped, his own eyes narrowing at the other man and taking a small step forward to show that he wasn’t really afraid, and actually curious. “I simply had, perhaps, a morbid curiosity about who you were and why you seemed to walk with such demand,” he explained, his hands clasped behind his back. 

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Guardians of the Galaxy (2014)

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     "Why the inquiry? Are you trying to 'even out the playing field?'"

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     “For someone with the title of ‘Silver Tongue’, that’s really weak. Are you finally losing your edge?”

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I miss city life

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